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"I'm going abroad." Political Commissar Chen didn't expect that as soon as Chen Xiaoran came back that day, he would say such a thing to himself.

"Why do you suddenly want to go abroad?" Political Commissar Chen said he was puzzled.

"I don't want to stay in the country anymore." Chen Xiaoran gave the simplest reason, "Didn't you always want me to go out and experience the academic atmosphere of a foreign country?" ”

"Of course, you can." Political Commissar Chen said that it was too late, "When, next semester?" ”

"For now, the sooner the better."

In such a hurry?

"Did you have a conflict with your classmates?"

"That's fine, I don't want to stay in my current school anyway."

Political Commissar Chen loves Chen Xiaoran very much, and when he heard her say this, Chen Xiaoran must have suffered some grievances, so he immediately said: "Okay, grandpa, I'll have someone do it for you now." ”

On the day Chen Xiaoran left, Political Commissar Chen's eyes were very red and he was very reluctant.

Chen Xiaoran couldn't help but feel even more guilty for deceiving Political Commissar Chen.

But there was no way, she never went to school with a big belly, let alone told Political Commissar Chen.

In foreign countries, she did not attend classes again except for reporting, and after being informed, she was naturally expelled.

Political Commissar Chen said that he was very angry, but there was no way, Chen Xiaoran was such a granddaughter, he loved her like a baby, and she must be happy.

Chen Xiaoran called and said that she had traveled most of the time, so she didn't attend much class.

Political Commissar Chen immediately told her to go back to China.

After Chen Xiaoran returned to China, he was immediately admitted to the hospital, and then gave birth to a child.

A few days after giving birth, she sent the child to the welfare home she had previously contacted.

She estimated that she would never forget the pain of giving birth for the rest of her life.

It really hurts, it hurts.

Especially after giving birth, other mothers have husbands, parents and mothers-in-law who take care of them gently, feeding them all kinds of supplements and all kinds of fish soup, but she only has a nurse hired by herself to be busy.

I suddenly felt that my life was really a tragedy.

She tried her best to restrain herself from visiting the child in the orphanage, because she was afraid of being discovered, and she was afraid that she would feel more and more guilty when she saw the child.

She felt that her life was over, since she gave birth to a child.

For her, He Xiangting is the biggest stain in her life.

It can be said that without He Xiangting, there would be nothing now, she was still a student, and then she had a group of friends to talk about a warm love.

Instead of going through a year sneakily like that, let alone putting up with the fingers at the beginning.

She didn't want to find out who leaked the news of her abortion in the first place, anyway, she had no contact with those people in the first place.

It was as if a babbling stream had broken through the barrier and began to rush wildly.

She also began an unrestrained life.

Her fame is growing, certainly not a good one.

He Xiangting came to her at the beginning, but she always looked like she was not salty, as if she really didn't care about him anymore, and He Xiangting never came again.

The two people who were once the closest people forgot about each other in the rivers and lakes.

Later, she liked Qiao Shuning, why, because Qiao Shuning overlapped with the shadow of the youngest time in her memory.

It seems that in the memory of every girl, there is such a clean young man in white.

She had it too, and her first love was like that.

Qiao Shuning is the cleanest existence in this turbid world, allowing her to find the feeling of a deer crashing into a deer that she has not had for a long time.

She once thought that the fawn in her heart had already been killed by a collision.

The waves crashing on your legs are a breathtaking cold.

She had forgotten everything she thought she should have forgotten, but when she thought about it, she realized that she remembered every one of them so clearly.

She even remembered He Xiangting's every expression at that time.

The hand holding He Xiangting couldn't help but tighten.

It's been more than ten years.

They have known each other for more than ten years, no matter how unpleasant it was at the beginning, anyway, now, the rain has passed.

"That ......," Chen Xiaoran's voice was not clear with the waves, "I want to know how it used to be...... What do you think of me? ”

Although she didn't say it clearly, He Xiangting also knew which "once" she was talking about.

"I blame myself, I resent myself, if I had protected you in the first place, maybe you wouldn't have become like this."

"Don't you think I'm unbearable like everyone else?"

He Xiangting suddenly laughed: "I was such a precious person at the beginning, no matter what happened afterwards, I would not think about her with dirty thinking." ”

Chen Xiaoran felt very moved.

"You haven't encountered anything else in all these years...... Someone who makes your heart pound? ”

"Nope." He replied categorically, "Once the sea was difficult to turn into water, you have always been the best in my heart." ”

It's not a tall bed, but it's affectionate enough.

Thinking that every time he came here with the heart of leaving this world, Chen Xiaoran was very distressed.

He Xiangting's suffering was really much more than she imagined.

Even now, she can't help but wonder if it was the right thing to do to secretly treat the disease without everyone.

Why didn't you tell them immediately after picking up a life, even if there are too many uncertainties in the follow-up, even if there will be such and such problems in her body, anyway, this person doesn't dislike her.

After all, she still underestimated He Xiangting's feelings for her.

"Thank you." She put her arms around He Xiangting's neck and sniffed, her eyes blurred by the steam of the seawater.

"Verbal thanks are gone?" He Xiangting lowered his eyes and looked at the small pinna between her hair.

"Great kindness and great virtue can only be promised by example."

He Xiangting laughed: "Scared me a lot, I thought you were going to say great kindness, only to repay me as a cow and a horse in the next life." ”

Chen Xiaoran smiled: "I saw a joke on the Internet before, it has been a routine since ancient times, if the matchmaker went to talk about the matchmaker in ancient times, and the girl fell in love with the young man, she would say that the major events in life are all up to the parents, and if she didn't like it, she would say that the daughter still wants to honor her parents for another two years." If after the general saves the beauty, the general is more handsome, the beauty will say that the great kindness is not repaid only by his body, and if the general is uglier, the beauty will say that the great kindness and great virtue can only be repaid in the next life as a cow and a horse. ”

At this time, he could still tell jokes, and He Xiangting's mood gradually improved.

"Shall we go to the Gu family?"

Chen Xiaoran suddenly thought of this matter.

"Oh yes, let's go, it's almost time."

With a word thrown down, Chen Xiaoran began to run happily in the direction of Gu Zhai.

He Xiangting grabbed her: "What are you doing?" Do you still want to run to Gu Mansion like this? ”

Chen Xiaoran panted and looked back at her, this kind of bewildered look was very cute.

Then there was a burst of exclamations, because He Xiangting directly hugged her.

"It would be nice to be a little heavier, you're too thin."

"Heavy

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