161. I'm afraid of losing you

I turned my head to look at Xiao Cheng, "Xiao Cheng, today you saw me come out to help, and I sent Shui Se here, I thank you very much, but let me tell you, choose me a hundred more times, a scumbag like Xiao Zifeng, I will still abolish him, no matter who he is!" I will take care of what I do by myself, I will go to Xiao Chuan now and dispose of it with him! ”

With that, I grabbed my handbag, lifted my feet and walked out.

"What the hell are you going to do!" Xiao Cheng reached out angrily and grabbed my wrist, "Don't make a mess, okay!" ”

"No one asked you to mess with me, and don't even say that I caused trouble!" I shook Xiao Cheng away, "I'll go find Xiao Chuan!" ”

"Eh, Xiaomeng, don't be impulsive......" As soon as Chen Xiang chased after me and stopped me, he heard Xiao Cheng say coldly, "Let her go, I want to see how she is going to explain to Xiao Chuan." ”

"Hey, Ah Cheng, you ......"

"You don't have to worry about it," I glanced at Xiao Cheng deeply and turned my head to look at Chen Xiang, "take care of the water color for me." ”

I hailed a taxi, walked out of Chen Xiang's private hospital, and went straight to a private villa on the outskirts of the city.

In fact, I understand that Ah Cheng is worried about me and will be angry with me, but there are many things, I have no way to explain to them from the beginning, I raised my hand and looked deeply at my trembling palm, just now, I killed someone, these hands are stained with blood.

When I hate someone very much, I also thought about how I would look if I could kill them with my own hands, such as Huang Youwei, such as Lin Jingnian, such as the masked man who almost ruined my face at the beginning, no matter who it was, I thought about how scared I would be, panic, and I didn't know where to hide, but when I really faced all this, there was a relief.

It's not that I'm not afraid, but if I'm afraid, then I'm the one who will be ravaged to death, and when people are faced with the choice of survival, they often stimulate unlimited potential, because we all want to live.

Am I making excuses for myself, thinking of this, I can't help but chuckle, the road ahead is too difficult, but I always firmly believe that as long as I can live intact and stand by Xiao Ze's side, there is hope.

"Girl, it's here." The driver's words suddenly interrupted my thoughts, I couldn't help but take a deep breath, paid and walked out of the car, walked to the gate of the villa, and walked in through fingerprint verification.

Walking through the garden pool, I walked to the door and pulled out my cell phone and dialed Kevin, "Hey ......"

Hearing Kevin's voice, I whispered, "That's done." ”

"Wait for me at the door."

A few minutes later, I heard footsteps coming from inside the house, and Kevin opened the door and glanced at me, "Come in." ”

I followed Kevin all the way upstairs to the end of the hallway, stopping behind a door, Kevin knocked lightly a few times and heard an old voice inside, "Come in......

He nodded at me, "Go in." ”

"Thank you." I stretched out my hand and pushed the door in, the room was well lit, and I saw Xiao Chuan sitting behind the desk and whispering, "What you told me to do, I have done it." ”

"Not bad." Xiao Chuan raised his hand and applauded, "Clean and neat." ”

"You said I should find a chance not to show mercy, but why ......"

"Why is it so aquatic?" Xiao Chuan laughed, "That wasn't arranged by me, she beat the child, Zifeng will naturally hate her, you don't know how much Zifeng wants a son." ”

"Why?"

"Because only boys can inherit the Xiao family." Xiao Chuan sighed, "Girls are easy to be soft-hearted, and they are emotional, so it is really not suitable to hand over such a big family to a girl." ”

"Oh." I said in my heart Xiao Chuan, you are really patriarchal and very feudal. But I don't dare to say that.

"I just didn't expect Xiao Zifeng to really have ......"

"So ruthless? He thought he was pretending to be similar, but I don't know how a father is. Mo said that Xiao Ze is now so good in the company alone, even if he doesn't give Xiao Ze, as well as the second child, Xiao Zinuo, and Xiao Cheng, he doesn't want to think about so many choices, how can he get his turn and his children. ”

"He thought of it, if it weren't for his thought, he wouldn't have eaten inside and out, and he wanted them to die" I thought of Xiao Zifeng's methods, and I couldn't help but think of Lin Jingnian, all for the sake ......of fighting for power and family property, there is no family affection, only interests and money.

It is no wonder that he colluded with Lin Jingnian, making the Xiao family quite passive now pressed by the Lin family.

I looked up at Xiao Chuan, this spirited old man, thinking of his study when he was released that day, he talked to me about this transaction, I began to hate his ruthlessness, hated that he had always treated me as a pawn, but his protection of his children and family that would not be violated and trampled on by others made me feel indescribable.

Even if the inner ghost is his own son, he will not allow him.

I watched Xiao Chuan sit back on the sofa dejectedly, "He looked up at me after a while, "Xiao Ze, how is Xiao Cheng over there." ”

"Xiao Ze has a meeting in the afternoon, and he shouldn't have gotten the news yet. Xiao Cheng knew that he had a big quarrel with me, and he didn't know how to explain my murder to you. ”

"I don't need to explain, I'll deal with ......"

"But ......"

"It's okay, if you have the energy, go back and have a good rest, I don't want my daughter to look haggard when the banquet starts."

"Okay." I looked at Xiao Chuan tiredly and waved my hand, nodded, and respectfully withdrew.

Kevin was waiting for me at the door, and when he saw me come out, "I'll send you back." ”

I nodded, in fact, after so long together, I have always been unsure of Kevin's attitude towards me, sometimes he saves me at critical moments, and sometimes pushes me into the fire pit. However, as Xiao Chuan's personal assistant, he can't choose many things.

I quietly got into Kevin's car and looked out the window.

"Are you afraid?"

Kevin's cold words, I was almost stunned in place, after thinking for a few seconds, I said lightly, "Fear or fear has already happened, when I dream back at midnight, I have a clear conscience." “

"Xiaomeng, although you haven't read any books, you are really smart and knowledgeable about current affairs." Kevin sighed, glancing at my expressionless face through the rearview mirror, "It's going to pass." ”

"Clever and knowledgeable, I have probably been staying at night for a long time." A wry smile appeared on my lips, "To put it bluntly, I know my identity very well, even if Xiao Lao recognizes me as his daughter now, I am also a dog raised by him." ”

Kevin's eyes revealed a trace of complicated emotions, "Little dream, this time ...... thing"

"This time, Xiao Lao definitely won't want me to talk too much, he will find a reason to punish me and explain to everyone that I understand."

Kevin hesitated, "It's a punishment for you." ”

"What do you mean?" I felt a sense of foreboding in my heart, and I looked at Kevin deeply.

"I mean, Xiao Ze will intercede for you......"

"Elder Xiao will use this matter to blackmail Xiao Ze?"

Kevin didn't speak, but I sat back in my seat dejectedly, my heart sour, what would he want to blackmail Xiao Ze...... I originally thought that I had met his requirements and completed his task, and he would find another excuse to push the boat along the river, but I didn't expect it to be a serial plan, this is not just killing two birds with one stone.

Just thinking about it, my phone rang suddenly, I picked it up and saw that it was Xiao Ze, I pressed the answer button, "Aze ......"

"Little dream, where are you!" Xiao Ze's voice was urgent, and I glanced at Kevin, "I came to Dad's place just now, and he lost his temper, now let Kevin escort me home first!" ”

"Did Grandpa hit you, did you get hurt! Why don't you wait for me to come back at the hospital! Hearing Xiao Ze's series of concerns, my eyes were red and I choked up a little, "I'm fine, I'll be home soon." ”

Sure enough, he still cares about me the most, he doesn't care about how to deal with this tricky matter, he only cares about me. But whether I count it is also for my own selfish desires, I can stand by his side openly, and do things that hurt him and deceive him.

But if I don't do this, maybe I'm no better than Yaoyao and Shui Se now, and when the time comes, I can't talk to him like this, maybe I'll have been separated from yin and yang for a long time.

"Don't cry, don't cry! I'll be waiting for you right away! “

"Well, I'm fine." I tried to keep my voice calm and reassure Xiao Ze.

"I'll see you at home." Xiao Ze's voice was full of unease, I nodded, and said softly into the microphone, "See you at home." “

Kevin didn't say anything when he saw me hanging up the phone like a transparent person, and drove the car all the way to the house, I saw Xiao Ze was already waiting on the side of the road, and when I saw Kevin's car parked at the door, he rushed over, pulled the car door, and dragged me out.

"Aze...... "I was dragged by him and it hurt, and the whole person was held in his arms with a feeling of almost suffocation, and it took a long time for him to let go of me and slowly speak, "I'm afraid that something will happen to you." ”

"I'm fine, I'm ......" I was about to say something more when I was interrupted by Kevin's voice, "Xiao Shao, Xiao always wants to see you, you want to come with me." ”

Xiao Ze glanced at Kevin with gloomy eyes, then lowered his head and cupped my cheek, and looked at me seriously, "Stay at home, don't go anywhere, wait for me to come back......"

"Okay, I'm not going anywhere, wait for you to come back......" I nodded, reluctantly holding Xiao Ze's hand, he smiled at me dotingly, "Good." ”

Then he opened the car door, got into Kevin's car, and "Let's go......"

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