Hanging up the phone, Su Jingruo drank the remaining half of the milk, she wanted to quit the habit of resisting nightmares with drugs, and use other ways to divert and change the problem of convulsions, such as a lot of exercise before going to bed and a glass of warm milk.

This night, without Su Yichen and without medicine, she took a hot bath and tried to relax when she fell asleep, but the nightmare came as scheduled.

In the wee hours of the morning, she sat up from her dream, her face covered in sweat, wiped the sweat from her cheeks with the back of her hand, lifted the quilt and got out of bed, took out her pajamas from the suitcase and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

When she returned, she was a little afraid of the bed, and the moment she saw the bathtub, she felt dependent, she just stood on the edge of the bed and picked up the quilt and was about to walk towards the bathroom, when her mobile phone lit up, 'Buzz......'

Su Jingruo glanced at the mobile phone screen, showing Su Yichen's number, after carrying the quilt into the bathroom, she picked up the mobile phone and lay down in the bathtub, the moment the phone was connected, her heart was inexplicably quiet.

The timeless and deep voice on the phone rang: "Wife, you ......" Before the words were finished, they were interrupted by Su Jingruo, who muttered lazily with a very heavy nasal voice, "Yichen...... Is there anything wrong with calling so late? Ha...... Owe ......" for the sake of realism, a big yawn.

Su Yichen was lying on the bed staring at the ceiling, he knew that she was pretending, Zhuo Yi lived next door to her, heard the sound of water and called him, he explained, pay attention to the movement at night, originally wanted to comfort her, but this woman was pretending to be strong.

"Wife, are you dreaming again?"

Su Jingruo bit her lip: "...... Do you hear that? "Being exposed so easily, it seems that the acting skills are really bad!

In the dark, the room was extraordinarily quiet, his voice was clear, her voice soft.

"Who else is there but you in the big night bath?"

Su Jingruo simply stopped acting, "Yes, yes, without Mr. Su, I have a nightmare again!" ”

"Didn't take sleep aids?" He asked.

She replied, "No." ”

"Why? Go take your medicine! Su Yichen said.

"No, not anymore." Su Jingruo's face turned unnaturally red, and Su Yichen had a hint of fierceness on his face when he heard this, "Don't be childish, I know you hate taking medicine, but you have to be petty at some time." ”

"I didn't!" Su Jingruo argued, "The side effects of that kind of powerful sleep aid are large, and there will be residues in the body. Didn't we plan to have a baby, so ...... "She doesn't eat."

Su Yichen frowned slightly, he felt sorry for her.

"You are more important, the child will want it later." He replied decisively.

He had seen her look when she was haunted by nightmares, her horror, and he looked sad.

"If you don't eat it, you should always try to overcome it, and you can't rely on drugs." Su Jingruo said, "Don't persuade Yichen, I'll get through it." ”

She said stay up, not sleep.

“…… If you're afraid, let a female colleague who goes with you accompany you. Su Yichen said.

"No, Yaoyao is asleep, it's not good to be noisy so late."

Su Yichen was a little powerless, and when she needed him, he was not there.

"I'll talk to you." Su Yichen turned over, turned on the bedside lamp, and a dim light illuminated the area in front of him.

"You've had a busy day, go get some rest." Su Jingruo understood his hard work and could hear his fatigue.

"Spending time with my wife is my most comfortable rest." Su Yichen teased.

At this point, the two began to chat, talking about a lot of topics that had not been talked about before. For example, the past when he and Zheng Ye first met, as well as her past in college, unconsciously, the topic talked about his college days, which led to Tan Yuxi little by little. This woman can be said to be the past that Su Jingruo has never wanted to touch, that is the past that belongs to Su Yichen, the best age, they are together, and she is a latecomer.

Su Jingruo thinks that she is not a jealous woman, but after being with Su Yichen, she feels more and more stingy.

"Yichen, can you tell me about the past between you and Tan Yuxi now?" She finally mustered up the courage to ask, he had prevaricated her twice, and she didn't want to hear the third time the same rhetoric.

“……”

"Yichen, since you made me believe in you at the beginning, I did it, you asked me to wait for you to explain, and I waited, now that we are married and married, and the children are also going to be wanted, I just want the truth! Isn't it possible? ”

“……”

"You may think I'm stingy, you will say who hasn't passed, but Yichen, she is not the past, she is the present tense after you showed your heart to me. When you showed your heart to me, you slept in your room with her in your arms every day, do I want an explanation, is it really that difficult? ”

“…… Quiet. Su Yichen frowned, the time to explain had not yet come, he was hesitating.

At that time, a woman's voice came from the earpiece, and she said lightly: "You can still choose not to say it, but please don't lie to me." ”

Su Yichen heard her voice and became unusually calm, in this case she was angry.

He propped himself up from the bed, rested his head on the head of the bed, and asked her, "This answer is very important to you?"

"Yes!" Since she asked, she wanted to face everything thoroughly, even the answer she couldn't accept the most.

"I haven't had sex with her!" Su Yichen said firmly.

"But you sleep in the same bed!" Su Jingruo did not relent.

"Yes! I don't deny it! ”

"And then?" Su Jingruo pillowed on the edge of the bathtub, tilted her head to look at the night sky from the window, "Why do you want to sleep with her?" ”

“…… You know, she was sick, very mentally ill, and during the time she was sick, no one could come near her but me. ...... exhale" Su Yichen took a long breath, he didn't want to recall the events of that time, but for her, the answer she needed, he chose to say, "Last time she made it clear that for me, she lost her uterus and lost a kidney, and these two things caused her to suffer from serious mental illness, split personality, unconsciousness, sometimes manic, and more serious cases self-harm."

I owe her so much. Therefore, during her treatment, I encouraged her and accompanied her, and the doctor also suggested that I spend more time with her, which will speed up her psychological recovery.

From a friend's point of view, I hope she gets better soon.

Whenever she has a split personality, she will become another withdrawn, bitter and mean Tan Yuxi, when she is unconscious, she will become a child Tan Yuxi, and when she is manic, she will smash everything around her, including self-harm and suicide. I watched her like this for three whole years, and she was tortured for three years. When she goes to bed at night, she becomes unconscious and becomes her when she was a child, and at that time we were sleeping in a small bed, she was my little sister, and I just coaxed her to sleep quietly.

I say that, do you understand? I can't touch her, we can't have anything to do, I only feel guilty about her, I don't have the love of men and women. ”

After listening to his words, Su Jingruo felt a little more comfortable, and a big stone blocked in her heart disappeared.

The next question, and the one that has been bothering her, is, "What about your parents?" You've never talked to them in person. And I don't see any relatives with you. ”

Su Yichen's eyes tightened, this was a secret he couldn't talk about.

"Can I not answer this question?" His voice was suddenly chilling.

Su Yichen was very resistant to this question, and Su Jingruo chose to respect, "Yes." ”

As if realizing that his attitude just now was a little blunt, Su Yichen's tone slowed down a little and explained: "Jingruo, my background is very special, beyond your imagination, please give me a little time and let me solve some problems." ”

Although Su Jingruo didn't understand what he meant by his special background, it must be very important to be able to make him avoid talking about it, and he couldn't talk about it, he respected her, she naturally had to respect him, anyone has a bottom line that can't be touched, I'm afraid his background is the bottom line he can't touch. Besides, Su Jingruo has always felt that Su Yichen is not simple, he is a person with a complex background, as for how complicated it is, she even imagined that he might be the king of an unknown small country? It was a fanciful joke to expand her territory, to establish a commercial kingdom in other countries, and so on, but later she learned that some jokes were actually true! A few years later, she realized that what she had picked up was not only a treasure, but also a national treasure!

"What about you and my father?" Su Jingruo seized this opportunity to clarify all the psychological questions.

"I choose not to talk about this yet. When you find what your father has hidden, including me, and between me and your father, the secrets you have hidden in your heart will be revealed. ”

Su Jingruo bit her lower lip, "...... All right. "She's going to make the day come early.

"Anything else to ask?" Su Yichen said with a smile.

Su Jingruo recalled, "Uh......"

Su Yichen could imagine her expression at the moment when she heard this cute 'uh', she must have bitten her fingers, her big eyes staring at the ceiling, and her mind began to run rapidly, looking for questions.

And Su Jingruo at this moment is exactly what he portrays in his heart.

"Wife, you've dug me all out tonight, can I ask you a question?"

Su Jingruo came back to her senses, "Ask." ”

"When are you going to give me those five answers?"

Su Jingruo was silent: "......"

He said that he gave him five answers, and he promised her a future.

She said, "Do you remember the fireworks outside the Su Building?" ”

His eyes lit up, "Remember! ”

That night was her real confession, confessing her heart to him, how could he forget, and how dare he forget.

There are not many touches that can be remembered in a lifetime, and that time is unforgettable for his life.

"Now that you remember, do you need those five answers?" Su Jingruo asked rhetorically.

"......" Su Yichen hesitated.

She was right, and that day reproduced like a movie...... She stood in front of a firework and told what love was......

It's effort.

It is cherished.

It is satisfaction.

It's a sense of security.

It's tacit understanding.

It's been a long time.

It's perseverance.

No regrets!

Strong feelings, such as spring rain, such as summer wind, such as autumn water, such as winter snow, delicate and beautiful, beautiful and intoxicating.

He smiled, "Can you say that again?" I can't remember exactly! You help me make a stronger impression! ”

Su Jingruo lowered her mouth, cunning fox! He did it on purpose, so she wasn't fooled.

"Nope! Don't say good things twice! Su Jingruo was in a good mood, and drowsiness gradually attacked, she playfully said into the microphone: "Mr. Su, the emotional and enthusiastic service is over here, we will see you next time!" ”

"You ......"

'Beep-' Su Jingruo hung up the phone!