I thought that after such a long time, Li Shanman would at least smile politely when she saw me. But I was wrong, her attitude towards me was no different from half a year ago - she didn't even bother to look at me, and this feeling of being ignored was undoubtedly more hurtful.

So I started to waver about whether or not to go to the class reunion. I wondered, is it necessary to go to a party organized by "a group of people who don't even want to see me" for the sake of such a girl who doesn't even look at me?

I can imagine sitting in the corner without a single friend at that party, watching my former classmates mingling, pushing cups and changing lamps, talking and laughing. Of course, they also noticed me, maybe when they were cold, and a few words of ridicule of me became a lubricant to adjust the atmosphere, and as the classmates laughed, the atmosphere finally became warm again.

Yes, with my current strength, of course, I can beat any classmate who speaks disrespectfully. But then what? A party that was supposed to be good was broken up unhappily by me? So I'm proud of myself? It doesn't seem to be interesting.

I hesitated and hesitated, until the evening of the fourth day of the Lunar New Year, Zou Yang called my home.

"Wang Hao, you must come, I will find a way to arrange your seat next to Li Shanman!"

I held the earpiece for a long time, I didn't speak for a long time, and it has been my dream for a long time to be able to sit with Li Shanman......

"Wang Hao, it's decided, tomorrow at 12 noon VIP Hotel, the rose hall on the third floor, come early!"

After hanging up the phone, I lay in bed, tossing and turning, and almost stayed awake all night. I was not born to be a very fruitful person, and I was even more hesitant to do such things. I can almost imagine how she would treat me with indifference after sitting next to Li Shanman, and why should I put my hot face on her cold ass? Thinking about this, I decided not to go to the class reunion, why don't I want to be happy? So I slept soundly.

I slept until ten o'clock in the morning the next day, but I got up and washed up, changed my clothes, went out to take the bus, and went straight to Beiyuan City. I guess I'm still not convinced. It was already half past eleven when I arrived in Beiyuan City, and I took another bus to the VIP Building, and it was nearly 12 o'clock. The VIP building is really very magnificent, and it can still be proud of the buildings in the most prosperous Jiefang Street area, surrounded by all kinds of luxury cars. I walked into the VIP building, and the hostess at the door inquired about my room and led me to the third floor by elevator. "This is the Rose Hall." The hostess made a polite gesture, and I nodded and walked over.

Just as he was about to push the door, he heard someone say inside: "Brother Yang, it's 12 o'clock, let's start the meal quickly, don't wait for Wang Hao!" Then Zou Yang's voice came: "Then what's the matter, Wang Hao is also a classmate in our class." Since it's a class reunion, it's not good to have no one. "Brother Yang, do you think it's boring if Wang Hao isn't there, hahahaha......"

I pushed the door open and entered, and the noisy private room suddenly fell silent. It was a large private room with room for four dining tables, and the students were sitting at different tables. The table where Zou Yang is located is full of influential figures in our class, such as the squad leader, the entertainment committee, the sports committee, etc., Li Shanman is naturally at this table. There was a quiet pause in the private room, and then there was a commotion again, and no one welcomed me, as if I didn't exist as a person. Zou Yang immediately stood up, pointed to the classmate next to Li Shanman and said, "You get up, get up!" Go over there and sit down! ”

The classmate thought that Zou Yang was going to sit here, so he immediately stood up and said, "Brother Yang, you said it earlier, come here." Then he went to the table next to him and sat down. Li Shanman smiled and said, "Zou Yang, you want to sit with me, you have to help me block the wine for a while!" There was a faint coquettish meaning in his tone. Zou Yang is a well-known wealthy man in his class...... Fat, the girls have always been very good to him.

Zou Yang trotted to me, pulled me to Li Shanman, and pressed me to my seat. This move made the classmates stunned, and they all looked at each other for a while. Zou Yang sat back in his original position and said loudly: "It's time to eat, the service staff is serving the food quickly!" The waiter began to serve the food in an orderly manner, but Li Shanman's face changed: "Zou Yang, what do you mean?" ”

"Nothing interesting, huh?" Zou Yang said with a smile: "Wang Hao doesn't have a place to sit, so he can arrange a place casually." ”

Li Shanman didn't say anything more, but quietly moved the chair to the side, deliberately keeping a certain distance from me, and her expressionless face was indifferent. I had imagined this scene for a long time, so my heart was very calm. I looked at Li Shanman, and suddenly she was not so beautiful, far worse than Xia Xue, Peach, and Zhou Molai, and she was even worse than them in terms of dress. Peaches dressed plainly and with a plain face to the sky, she killed her a few streets in seconds. Probably because I hadn't seen much of the world when I was in Dongguan before, I was obsessed with Li Shanman when I saw a little bit of beauty like this. Hehe. I laughed self-deprecatingly.

The first dish was served with cold dishes, and I picked up my chopsticks and sandwiched a slice of beef and ate it. The sports commissioner at the table was dissatisfied: "Wang Hao, why did you eat it first?" "Accusing me of not being the first to move the chopsticks, and should let the "head and face" characters move first, such as Zou Yang.

Where there are people, there are rivers and lakes, and there are always respects and inferiorities in rivers and lakes. The campus is a river and lake, the classroom is a river and lake, the dormitory is a river and lake, and the dining table is a river and lake with strict rules. Whoever moves the chopsticks first, who toasts first, and who speaks first, all have a set of unspoken rules.

"How?" I pretended to be stupid and said, "Don't you have to respect the prince of the stove first?" I picked up another slice of beef and threw it on the floor behind me, "Then pay homage to the Lord of the Stove first, and hope that he will 'say good things in the heavens and keep the peace in the lower realms'!" ”

There was a "coaxing" laugh around, but I guess they didn't think I was stupid because of my humor. As expected, mocking words came from different positions: "Wang Hao, can you be a little more stupid?" "Wang Hao, you are stupid to read." "Wang Hao, why don't you kneel on the ground and kowtow to Lord Stove?" "I've seen something stupid, but I've never seen anything so stupid."

Li Shanman next to him also showed a look of disdain, and let out a heavy "hum" in his nose.

"There are no rules at all!" The athletic commissioner glared at me fiercely. Zou Yang immediately said: "What are you doing, everyone is a classmate, on an equal footing, who moves the chopsticks first is different?" Come, eat, eat! Then he threw me a look, meaning that he would always "cover" me. I raised my head and looked at the other classmates, and saw that Sun Dafei, Zhang Weining, and Jiang Zirui were all eating with their heads down, and they didn't say a word. and Lu Xiang, huddled in the corner, not even daring to raise his head.

"Wang Hao, you're late, you have to punish yourself three times according to the rules!" The sports commissioner attacked me again.

Zou Yang hurriedly said: "I'll do it for me." "Then I'm going to get the cup." No. I reached out to him, poured myself wine, and drank three glasses in a row. One or two in a cup, three taels in one sip. This little wine is actually nothing, probably because I was in a depressed mood, I felt very sick to my stomach, and said, "I'll go wash my hands." He got up and walked out the door.

I heard behind me say, "Brother Yang, why are you always protecting Wang Hao today?" Zou Yang sighed and said: "Everyone is a classmate, don't always target him, I was ignorant before, but now that I have grown up, I hope you will also ......" I didn't hear the latter words clearly, because I had already opened the door and went out. The VIP building is really big, I turned around twice and didn't find the toilet, and I was a little dizzy when I saw it, so I had to ask for help from the attendant in the corridor: "Where is the bathroom?" ”

The attendant pointed to the side, and when I looked up, the bathroom was right in front of me, and I really didn't know what I was doing back and forth. I went inside to go to the toilet and came out to wash my hands by the sink. The handwashing area is unisex, and men and women are constantly passing by. Not only did I wash my hands, but I also washed my face. I feel uncomfortable, I want to cry, I don't know why I came here, I know that no one is kind to me...... Yes, I'm here to see Li Shanman. Thinking of Li Shanman's indifferent expression and the action of moving the chair to the side, I felt uncomfortable as if several knives were poking.

It turns out that I still care, I can't fool myself. I thought I was at peace, but I wasn't sad yet. I don't think Li Shanman is so beautiful, in fact, I subconsciously asked myself not to care about her so much.

Even if she just smiled politely at me, as long as she treated me the same way as other boys, I would feel much better. Li Shanman's indifference was even more terrifying than the ridicule of other classmates. I don't like her anymore, but the pain is still there. I threw the beef on the ground, saying that I wanted to pay tribute to the prince of the stove, and I pretended to be crazy and stupid, it turned out that it was to hide the sadness in my heart. I washed my face desperately, pretending that my tears weren't coming out.

My head is a little dizzy, it turns out that it is really easy to get drunk when you drink when you are in a bad mood. I punched the water and it splashed. I put my head under the hose and rushed up, trying to sober myself up. After rushing for a long time, I raised my head and looked at the mirror in front of me. In the mirror, behind me, there was a man standing.

A girl with short, burgundy hair was looking at me from behind.

I thought I was dazzled, and I rubbed my eyes vigorously, and the girl was still clearly standing in the mirror.

My body stiffened a little, and I slowly turned my head and saw Zhou Mo.

We looked at each other in silence as if a century had passed.

"Wang Hao, what's wrong with you?" Zhou Mo asked softly.