Chapter 41: I Don't Blame You
"Mom is telling you now that you have a mental preparation, it's better than waiting for your mother to be admitted to college in the future and then tell you that you can't study, Mom is afraid that you won't be able to think about it then, you know now that you won't be so excited in the future, and there is time to think about Mom and your dad It's not easy, I feel better, you get your high school diploma and go out to work, it's enough for a girl to have a high school certificate, the family doesn't need you to give money, you just support yourself, you have extra money to give your brother some pocket money, don't blame Mom, Mom can't help it. ”
Yu Minghui listened to what her mother said, and couldn't help but think of the grievances she had suffered.
The grandparents who have been patriarchal since childhood have completely different attitudes towards her and her younger brother; The father, who only likes her sister, is only strict with her and her younger brother; In junior high school, she persuaded her not to go to high school and college to go to a technical school, but said that her younger brother had a good job and a good daughter-in-law; She has never only worn the clothes worn by her sister, and she has never been favored, and her heart suddenly hurt so much that she was suffocated at this moment, and her tears finally couldn't help falling.
Yu Minghui cried for a while, and said in a choked voice: "Isn't it possible to take out student loans?" I graduated myself later. ”
"I took out a loan for tuition, and my family had to pay for living expenses."
Liar, I don't believe that my family can't even afford to pay for it.
After a while, Yu's mother said in a helpless tone: "How can my mother want to see you sad, in order to provide for the three of you to study all these years, your father and I have not done anything, it was originally a village farming, where did you get so much money for you to study, when you were a child, your father went out to do business with others for several years and lost money, and finally only fell into a set of oil press machines, and owed a sum of moneyAy! ”
I'm sorry, Huihui, if you don't study, you can still work to help your brother, and it will be more difficult for you to study at home.
Yu Minghui's eyes were red and stared straight at Mother Yu, with a hint of expectation in her eyes: "Is there really no way?" The choked and aggrieved voices in her tone broke Mother Yu's heart.
Mother Yu stared at the ceiling and thought about it for a while, and finally said comfortingly: "Okay, don't talk about it, you study hard, your mother won't force you to study so much, if you don't agree with your mother, think of a way, there is more than a year, maybe there will be a way by then, you pack up your things, and school will start tomorrow!" ”
Yu Minghui looked at the back of her mother going out, and the corners of her mouth hooked a smile, although her mother said that she was not going to read for her, but she was not so sure, there was room for relaxation, in fact, even if she couldn't read the book, she didn't blame them, even if they were sometimes a little eccentric, but she had grown so big, she was not hungry, she was not cold, and she was safe.
She still remembers that when she was a child, she was naughty and broke her arm, and her family scolded a few words, or her mother has been taking care of her in the hospital; I almost fell out of the window in the car, but my mother pulled it back; The earthquake also single-handedly pulled our siblings out of the house, although it was only a few shocks and shook off the dust, so no matter whether they could go to college in the end or not, they couldn't deny the fact that their mother always loved her, and she didn't blame them.
I'm going to school tomorrow, so I'm looking forward to it!