The lights in the hallway were dim, and the brighter light in the room hit her from behind, and the halo enveloped her slender body, and a thick sense of loss enveloped her, so pale that she couldn't bear to refuse.

Pei Leng was helpless, so he had to nod and walked into her room, he didn't close the door, he was avoiding suspicion, Song Ying didn't care about the door, just let him sit, took out the flower tea he was brewing and poured it for him.

"Jasmine tea?" Pei Leng sniffed the fragrance of tea and took a sip gently.

Song Ying also brought tea and sat beside him, "Well, I'm still used to drinking flower tea." ”

"It's fragrant." He blew on the tea, drank it all before it was completely cold, put down the cup and said, "It's not early, go to bed early, and go out tomorrow!" ”

Before he could get up and take a step, Song Ying suddenly pounced on him and hugged him tightly from behind, "Leng, why are you so alienated from me?" Didn't you say that even if you got married, you would take care of me and be good to me? And you're making me feel so cold, so cold. ”

Pei Leng's back stiffened, and when he heard her voice full of pain, his eyebrows tightened, and he gently patted the back of her hand that was tightly clasped on his lower abdomen, signaling her to let go first, but Song Ying hugged her tighter and resolutely did not let go.

He had no choice but to turn his head and turn his body around, Song Ying looked at him with tears in his eyes, Pei Leng did not avoid her gaze, looked at her indifferently, and said calmly: "I didn't take care of you, you want to travel with you, I promised you, you want me to accompany you to swim in the river, I promised, you want me to send you back to the room, I still agreed, if these are changed to anyone, I can't be accommodating!" ”

"But that's not what I want, I want to be the same as before!"

At least like before!

Pei Leng looked at Song Ying's persistent eyes, and he gently pulled away her hand holding him, "You want more than just the same as before, right?" ”

Song Ying was stunned for a moment, lowered her eyes and acquiesced, "You have always known." "Pei Leng has always been very smart, although he has no experience in this kind of thing, it is impossible not to detect it.

"Because I know, I can't give you more, and I can't do it again."

"Why?" Song Ying asked loudly unwillingly.

Pei Leng held her shaking shoulders and motioned for her to calm down first, and then he said slowly: "It is precisely because I gave you hope before that I made you fall deeper and deeper, how can I still hope now, so that you can't extricate yourself all the time?" ”

"Can't give me any more hope?" Song Ying stared at his calm eyes, feeling that his heart was trembling, didn't he even want to give her hope of continuing to indulge in it? He's going to get rid of her completely!

"I'm sorry, I was bad before, I will try my best to make up for you, what I said before, it still counts!" Pei Leng gently stroked her hair soothingly, this kind of action was like a brother to the little sister, and the slightest tenderness and sweetness did not exist.

Song Ying couldn't believe it, even if he had hinted at it many times, she still couldn't believe it, he was good to her before, but it was his bad, what kind of logic is this?

"I don't want to, I'd rather sink into it than let you alienate me, do you know how painful my heart is? I ......" Song Ying choked up and couldn't speak.

"I know, so I shouldn't let you continue to suffer!" Pei Leng is very calm, he has always been calm, but his calmness is more ruthless than irritable.

Song Ying even hoped that he could be as irritable with her as he was with Lu Qingxia, which was better than the calmness he gave her from beginning to end.

"But you know what? Your alienation from me is my greatest pain! Song Ying eagerly grabbed his hand, her beautiful eyes were full of tears, "Leng, don't care what I do, I just want you to treat me like before, just treat me like you did before." ”

"Song Ying, calm down." Pei Leng frowned, and there seemed to be less patience between his eyebrows, but it was only because of his sympathy and guilt for her that he couldn't bear to show it, "I'm married now, and we will have a wedding soon, and we will tell the world that if you get so close to me again at that time, it will not be good for you." You are a national goddess, there are countless people who admire you, and you will always meet someone who truly loves you! ”

His analysis is the Tao, every sentence seems to be very reasonable, he has thought of everything for her, but he has never thought of continuing with her, he explained so patiently, and said so many words just to persuade her to give up.

But how could she be willing to give up?

Pei Leng is her lifelong pursuit, for so many years, he is her pursuit, she has not been as publicized and publicized as Lu Qingxia, but her dedication to Pei Leng will not be less than Lu Qingxia!

Besides, Pei Leng belonged to her at the beginning!

Song Ying looked at him incredulously, tears slowly dripped from her eyes and fell on her face, her fingers were trembling, "Why do you say that change has changed, you used to ...... me clearly"

"Song Ying, in fact, I've always ......" Pei Leng interrupted her, and before he was about to tell the truth, he couldn't bear to say it too bluntly and ruthlessly, he only looked at her, hoping that she could understand.

"That's enough, don't talk about it." Song Ying roughly guessed what he was going to say, and reached out to stop him from continuing, she shook her head to reject these facts, and just reached out to get into his arms.

Pei Leng grabbed her and didn't allow her to get closer, she looked at him extremely hurt and smiled sadly, "Isn't it okay to even hug you?" ”

He frowned and silently refused.

"I just want to give myself time to adapt, after all, it's too sudden, so many years, so many years." For so many years, she has maintained a sense of superiority, but she was taken away in just a few months, how can she accept it?

Pei Leng also knew that it was cruel, so he softened, and when she leaned over, he didn't refuse, Song Ying got into his arms, hugged him tightly with both hands, and a confession with a thick nasal voice echoed in the room.

"Cold, I love you!"

Click.

A soft sound disturbed the romance of the room with strong affection, Pei Leng's ears moved, he wanted to turn around, but was hugged hard by Song Ying again, Song Ying opened her teary eyes, and saw Lu Qingxia's face pale, and turned to leave.

The corners of her mouth outlined a smile, this hug was originally an unintentional move by her, or it happened to be seen by Lu Qingxia, but the moment she saw her pale, her uncomfortable mood actually improved.

It was a strange jealousy at work, and even though she knew it wasn't right, she liked it as if she were drinking to quench her thirst.

"Cold, I know it's time for me to finish, but can you give me a little more time to get used to, don't push me away so quickly, I'll try to get out, try to find the person who belongs to me, can you be kind to me before I find it, don't let me be so cold, okay?"

Song Ying obediently let go of him, and didn't make other excessive requests, just begging him to give him more time, such a request was easy to pass in front of Pei Leng, who was already full of guilt.

She has been with him for so long, so she can naturally figure out something, Pei Leng seemed to be in a hurry to leave, nodded and agreed to her and left.

He was guessing if the voice just now was made by Lu Qingxia? So in a hurry to go back and verify?

After the people went to the empty building, Song Ying was alone in the room, laughing cruelly and desolately, and the heavy slander in her heart flashed, "Lu Qingxia, what if Pei Leng favors you now?" What if he drifts away from me? I'm not happy, I have my own way to make you sad too, my Song Ying's things are not so easy to get! ”