The doctor had also expected this situation before, and I had been mentally prepared for it, so it really happened, and it was not so difficult to accept, not to mention that in just a few months, my heart has become stronger than ever.

I put my arms around my girlfriend, put one palm on her back, turned my head and just wanted to comfort her a few words, she suddenly grabbed my hand and took the lead in making a decision, "Yan Jin, I can't have this child, let the doctor take it off for me!" ”

I didn't immediately say yes to my girlfriend, but held her face in my hands, stared into her eyes tenderly, and asked in a low voice, "Have you thought about it?" In good conscience, there are few men in this world who are willing to raise children for others for free, not to mention that the other party is still a strong criminal.

Taking a step back, even if I agree, the Pei family will not accept it, I don't think I will confront the entire Pei family and Pei Tingqing, who has raised me for many years, for the sake of a woman, so the premise of letting my girlfriend give birth to a child is that it is completely impossible for me to have her.

My girlfriend didn't think about it, she shook her head resolutely, just like when I asked her if she regretted giving it to me for the first time, her eyes were shining, and my face was reflected in them, as if I was her whole world, "I only gave birth to a child for Yan Jin as a man." ”

I smiled from the bottom of my heart, wiped the tears from my girlfriend's eyes with my warm fingertips, bent my arms to embrace her, I buried my face in her hair, and in that soft fragrance, I gently closed my eyes, "Okay." ”

***

After my girlfriend beat the child out, the string that I had been tense for a long time broke, and I couldn't support it mentally and physically, and I didn't want my girlfriend to see it, so I told the medical staff to take good care of my girlfriend that night, and I drove out of the hospital by one, but I didn't know where to go.

Later, I walked through the street in the middle of the night and drove for an hour, and at about eleven o'clock in the evening, I returned to the Pei family's deep mansion.

Pei Tingqing's residence is probably the most deserted in the entire Pei family, because Pei Tingqing has spent most of his time on Infernal Island over the years, and rarely comes back to the Pei family at night, and he is busy every day with both organization and business, which also causes the situation that his wife Ning Lianmeng is alone in the empty house, and there are only four servants in the huge mansion.

When I went back, they were all asleep, I took out the red wine from the wine cabinet, added ice cubes to the crystal cup in the cold winter weather, and drank it one by one, the cold breath invaded all the limbs, until my whole heart froze, and I didn't feel any pain.

Before I knew it, I drank a whole bottle of red wine, and I was so tired that I fell asleep on the hard glass coffee table, and I don't know how long it took, a warm palm was over my shoulder.

I lifted my eyelids leisurely, it was Pei Tingqing's excessively young and handsome face, I always felt that he was rare handsome among the men I had ever seen, and perhaps because of my father, I always had a sense of admiration and love for him.

He stood with his hands in his hands, his slender and handsome figure reflected on the glass of the coffee table, and when he looked down at me, his eyes were full of pity, and he said to me in a gentle voice, "Go to your room and sleep!" ”

I shook my head in confusion, buried my face in the crook of my arm again, felt the tears rolling down silently, slowly wetting my face, at this moment I suddenly lost the direction of my life, my girlfriend's affair hit me hard, she was in pain, and I couldn't feel better, but I didn't know what to do, how to continue walking.

"Yan Jin, I heard what your uncle said." Pei Tingqing spoke in a low voice at this time, my shoulders shook, and I slowly raised my head to look at him for a long time, but his eyes turned to a glass wall at this time, leaving me with a good-looking, but as desolate as the night tonight.

He told me, "As long as you don't end up in a corner, don't give up." Today, many years later, I always remember Pei Tingqing's expression at that time, and whenever I retreat or give up, I always think of this sentence.

Ning Xiao said that since it has come to this point, why bother to support it anymore?

She doesn't understand.

It's because I'm not there yet, I'm not going to give up.

After my girlfriend was discharged from the hospital, I still let her live in my apartment, only this time I didn't allow her to resist anymore, I slept with her at night, forcibly hugged her, and let her kick, kick, thump, and bite........ Then she finally got tired and lay down on my chest in tears, and in the middle of the night she hugged me tightly and tightly in my dreams.

I didn't let my girlfriend go home for the New Year, I took my girlfriend to the window on Chinese New Year's Eve, and at this moment the snowflakes were flying outside the glass window, both the joy of the New Year and the beauty of the silver.

I asked her to close her eyes and open them again after three minutes, and then I went out and got off the elevator, and I sat down on the piano bench with a pure white piano already in a large open space in front of the community garden.

In fact, my piano level is very low, but Pei Tingqing's dream is to be a pianist, and he can't achieve it in his own life, so he pinned it on a few of us.

However, as Pei Yanqiao said later, if I fiddle with the instrument, it is estimated that my perfect image in the minds of those celebrities and ladies will be completely ruined.

On Chinese New Year's Eve, I listened to Pei Yanyu's arrangement and finally chose the piano. Of course, this method is actually a bit of a suspicion of being handsome, but my sincerity is very large, and I don't need to care about other details.

In the ice and snow, my fingers fell on the black and white piano keys, one by one the still beautiful notes flowed out, and the white and holy snowflakes fluttered in the dark sky, and Pei Yanqiao made people stand on the roof of a certain building, sprinkling red rose petals down.

Someone recorded this scene that night, it went viral on the Internet, touched too many little girls, and some people followed suit, and I also went to watch that video: snowflakes and roses contrast, forming a rain of petals, a cluster of bright lights hit my location, I sat in front of the white piano in an inky suit, the petals fell on my hair, shoulders and fingertips, the whole scene was extremely beautiful and spectacular.

I looked up at a glass window on the seventh floor of the building, and I knew that my girlfriend must be there, so I sang the song "Fairy Tale" again: I forgot how long it was time that I didn't hear you again

Tell me your favorite story

I thought about it for a long time, and I started to panic

Am I doing something wrong again?

You cry and say to me, fairy tales are all lies

I can't be your prince

Maybe you won't understand since you said you love me

My sky and the stars are bright

I want to be the angel you love in fairy tales

Open your hands and turn into wings to protect you

You have to believe that we will be like in a fairy tale

Happiness and joy are the ends

Write together about Our Ending

The moment the end fell, I saw my girlfriend running towards me barefoot, and I stood up with a warm smile on my lips and opened my arms to greet her.

My girlfriend threw herself into my arms, her face was already full of tears, she clenched her fists and pounded at my chest, trying to say something, but she couldn't cry, and finally a thousand words turned into my name, "Yan Jin...... Yan Jin ......."

Suddenly it was hypocritical.

But in that young time, when I thought about it, hypocrisy may not be a kind of happiness, and now I will never do that kind of behavior again, what I miss is the immaturity and frivolity of the past!

The snow stopped at this moment, my girlfriend and I stood in the light, only the rain of red roses that kept falling, I leaned over and kissed my girlfriend on the forehead, then put my arm around her shoulder, facing a building, and after I made a gesture, the originally dark windows suddenly lit up, and the lights one after another, finally converged into the shape of a huge "heart".

It's too cliché, but this intention is enough to move everyone, and her girlfriend is no exception, at that moment she raised her hand to cover her mouth, her eyes widened in disbelief, and then "bang", "bang", "bang...... The fireworks exploded in the sky overhead, and my girlfriend was so moved that her emaciated body slipped from my solid chest.

I hurriedly stretched out my arm to grab her waist, knelt on the ground with her, the two hugged each other tightly, and she choked up and said to me, "I'm sorry Yan Jin........ Sorry ........"

My palm stroked the white snowflakes in her hair, opened my arms to cover her from the cold, and kissed her neck with my hot thin lips, whispering softly in her ear, "Yixun, I will protect you with my life." At this moment, I forgot the inexplicable feelings for Pei Yanqiao, at least on the surface, I have returned to normal.

I still like my girlfriend and still want to go on with her.

After the fireworks were over, I picked up my girlfriend and walked to my apartment, and didn't forget to take out my mobile phone and send a two-word text message to Pei Yanqiao, "Thank you." ”

After coming out of the bathroom, I received a reply from Pei Yanqiao, "It's good that you can forgive me for my momentary mistakes, and thank you, big brother, you are very similar to a friend of mine." ”

I frowned, I didn't like Pei Yanqiao to find someone's shadow from me, and after thinking for a while, I still asked him, "Like whom?" ”

He didn't reply to me again.

At this time, my girlfriend came out of the bathroom, and when she stood in front of me, her head buried in her face and she didn't dare to look at me, and her exposed cheeks were pink with warm water, which was unusually sultry in the light.

I smiled and reached over to wrap my arms around her soft waist, and then leaned over to kiss her, from the forehead to the chin, and then to the top I pried her closed lips with my teeth, and the slippery tongue went in, hooking her tongue and sucking greedily.

In the long and deep kiss, the young body ignited the most primitive desire, I ripped off the bathrobe on my girlfriend's body, she didn't wear anything inside, the snow-white and flawless body was exposed under my eyes, I don't know if it was because of the atmosphere, that night I thought the girlfriend was beautiful.

I buried my head in front of my girlfriend's soft two plumps, and the hot and wet kisses went down one by one, until between her legs, I reached in and kissed her.

On Chinese New Year's Eve, we loved as usual, and there was no disharmony, and afterwards I gasped and lay on top of my girlfriend and told her contentedly, "I'm comfortable." ”

She hugged my head tightly with her hands and responded to me silently, and for a few seconds I felt empty somewhere in my chest, as if my heart had been taken out.

I suddenly remembered Pei Yanqiao.