If all encounters in the world are reunions after a long absence, then is our parting a better encounter? But I'd rather not meet, so that my next ten years will not be so heartbroken, we are doomed, life and death, forever tormented, not to death.

Perhaps Yin Chen had already understood that in front of a drunk man, everything was nonsense. It's not that he hasn't experienced the joy of men and women. For the first time, if the front is drunk and dreaming of death, then the face is worse than death. Fortunately, the man was frivolous and flirtatious, and he didn't think it was like what those people said.

If the man in front of me is sober to me, if I don't want to refuse and welcome me so much, will I feel so guilty in the future?

Stripped of their clothes, they embraced and kissed and gnawed. Yin Chen's hands wrapped around his neck, and she comforted herself several times on him. She may not have much place in his heart, she has loved him like an ant for 20 years. He grabbed her slender arm and kissed her neck and shoulder, the dearest existence, the love that he dared not speak. There was a spasm, accompanied by Yin Chen's hoarse voice, because he was afraid of pain, his fingers scratched his back, and he muttered a sentence full of alcohol

"Luoluo."

Her eyes moistened, she blinked, trying not to let herself cry, but still, inadvertently sliding down her cheeks, she knew that he must be the most conspicuous presence in the crowd, and traveling with him must have attracted the sideways glances of many passers-by, and he felt his weight as a hint of feeling, he was her warmest existence.

Have you ever liked someone so much that you even gave up and felt that you were too unfaithful in your heart. In the long run, time has changed the appearance of you and me, but my heart seems to be as hard as iron for a long time, but I want to come. Gu Shen, I'm so dirty, but I'm no longer worthy of you.

Zhuhai, the land of Kyushu, is like a song, singing, I am so lucky to meet you, but I also lose the right to tears for you. But after loving for so many years, I want to give up, but I am so unwilling.

I am not willing to let us be friends, but how can you be willing, and how dare I?

Yin Chen, who woke up sleepily at two o'clock in the morning, the lights in the whole house were on, the duplex building was quiet, and in the bathroom, the sound of running water wafted out, she got up and scratched her hair blamelessly.

Ruined him. The only one I've loved since I was a child.

How could she be worthy of this? If there is hope, the whole world will be bright. He has such a city, such a life, such parents.

can't let go, there are a few people.

She curled up in a ball. It is said to be the most secure pose. The warmth of the body does not make people feel any uneasy. The forehead is buried in the knee, at least so that the moisture of the eye socket is not visible.

He didn't know when he was by her side. He stood for a moment, surprised that she hadn't noticed him beside her.

He lifted the covers and sat down beside her as they had slept cuddling with each other as they had done when they were children.

He was hoarse.

Ask softly: "Xiao Chen?" Yin Chen didn't respond to him, he vaguely remembered how pretty she was when she was a child. Small, soft, lukewarm, dust-free under the eyes, clear eyes, childish girls do not understand the world.

What's wrong? How did it come to this? became his farthest away, girl.

"Are you talking well? Xiao Chen, we can't do this, we always have to admit that this is not a dream. ”

"You..."

Wordless, unusually quiet.

"I'm sorry for you."

She was still curled up and hung her head.

"Gu Shen, then you should treat all this as a dream, you are you, I am me, you can still love Lin Jialuo. I can't let you go for a long time. Suddenly, he looked up, his steamy eyes bloodshot and red, and looked at the chandelier.

"Over the years, so many things, so many words, I admit that I covet you, that's just coveting, I can't face you like a nun, face my parents, my heart has never been so immaculate, my sins have been brought out from the mother's body, until today my indulgence and debauchery, it has never been that I can't get it. I can't get mother's love and father's love, I don't know money, I can't get true friends, they all look at me like fools, to see when I can fall? The shattered bones of the ground have not seen the light of day, but I survived to let them see, how is it, so that they are envious but jealous and hope that I will be shattered, although Yin Chen is not that Yin Chen for a long time. But Gu Shen, ask yourself, you have become much more than me. ”

It's hard to open it, we pretend that nothing happened, you and my youth are not the same again, there is no if, only reality.

Goodbye,my love 。

Goodbye youth.

I have been always not to leave.