38 Confessions
Pinched by my chin, Bao Wen was full of shyness, and she no longer had the cold and arrogant look she usually had with me, full of tenderness.
I still reminisce about the kiss just now, it was my first kiss, I didn't expect to be able to give it to Bao Wen, it was like a dream.
"Joker, what's wrong with you, are you mad at me?" Bao Wen saw that I was stunned, and suddenly asked me softly.
I came to my senses, I untied her and pulled her up, and then I said, "Let's go, I won't be angry, just don't play this little trick in the future." ”
She nodded, and then said to me, "Joker, I thought you wouldn't come to save me, but I didn't expect such a dangerous situation, you still came, thank you so much." ”
I quietly said to her, "As long as you're there, as long as you need me, I won't be absent." ”
There was a happy shyness on Bao Wen's face, and then we left the abandoned textile factory, she went to the airport to get her car, and I took a taxi myself, and I went back to hide my mask and went to work at the bar.
This night, my mind was full of memories of the forced kiss I had with Bao Wen. That ethereal feeling haunted me, and the smell of Bao Wen lingered in front of me all the time.
I found that I didn't hate her that much, and if I could really live with her as a clown, I think I would.
Just thinking about it, Bao Wen suddenly sent me a WeChat message: Clown, what are you doing, I can't sleep, I'm going to surprise you tomorrow.
I was stunned, and said in my heart what surprise she would give me, for me, it would be a surprise to give me a million talents.
I replied: I'm busy, you're tired today, let's rest early.
Perhaps thinking I was a little cold, Bao Wen sent me a pouting emoji and asked me why I didn't ask her what the surprise was.
I said I wouldn't ask, so she would be in a hurry to tell me. She put on an arrogant look and said no.
I wanted to find an excuse to say that I was busy ignoring her, but I didn't expect her to suddenly say to me: I want to know what you look like, why do you keep wearing a mask?
My heart thumped, after all, it came to this point, it seems that Bao Wen really wants to have a relationship with me!
I was suddenly a little scared, and it always felt like the closer we were, the faster I was exposed.
I told Bao Wen again the excuse I had given to Chen Ya before, and I said that my face was injured and I had to wear a mask all the time.
She was obviously more difficult than Chen Ya, and she actually asked me to send her a photo of the past.
I had a little headache, but I still pretended to be calm and said: When it's time to show you, I will naturally let you see me.
After a pause, I added one more: What if I look ugly?
She said: I just want to recognize your appearance, nothing else, no matter how ugly you are, you are the most handsome in my eyes. Seriously, I've always thought men are ugly and disgusting, but you're different, no matter what you look like, I'll think you're good-looking.
To be honest, Bao Wen felt quite sensational, and I was almost moved.
At that time, I really wanted to reply, if I was the wreck in your house, would you still think I was good-looking?
I itched so hard that I couldn't help but say a tentative sentence: I don't believe it, women's mouths are more cunning than men. To use the simplest analogy, if I had the same face as your husband, you would definitely not accept it.
Bao Wen was silent for a while, and I was nervous.
Soon she replied to me, and she said, "Well, if you really look like that, I'm afraid I'm going to throw up, and I'm going crazy." Hehe, but definitely not, let's not mention that, the surprise I gave you tomorrow has something to do with him.
Seeing her say this, I felt very uncomfortable, very lost, and felt deeply insulted. At that time, I almost angrily said that I was her husband, and then blocked her, but I held back.
In the end, Bao Wen told me to go to Jinling International Hotel at 12 o'clock tomorrow afternoon, saying that she would surprise me there.
To be honest, although I was insulted, I was still curious about what surprise she would give me, so I decided to go and see it secretly tomorrow at noon, I don't think she would be so vulgar as to arrange flowers there for dinner or something.
After work, I went home in a daze, lying in bed I never could sleep, I felt that today I experienced the two heavens of ice and fire, although I got Bao Wen's fragrant kiss, let me have endless aftertaste, but I also know how much she hates me.
I fell asleep in a daze, and the next day it was Bao Wen who woke me up, and she kicked me up like a dead pig.
Soon she showed me the typed words, and she said, "Go and clean up briefly, and I'm going to take you to a dinner today."
I was suddenly a little flattered, I had been married to Bao Wen as a door-to-door son-in-law for so long, and this was the first time she said that she would take me out. Because they have always disliked me as disabled, they have never mentioned me in front of others, let alone take me to dinner parties or something.
I was about to happily prepare, when I suddenly remembered that I used the clown WeChat to chat with her last night, and she said that the surprise she wanted to give the clown was related to me, and I suddenly had a bad premonition.
But I had to prepare, I changed into clean clothes, and when I washed my face and brushed my teeth, I thought there, Bao Wen must be taking me to Jinling Hotel, and the place where she and the clown met was also Jinling Hotel.
Damn, Bao Wen doesn't want me to meet with the clown, right?
That's embarrassing, I can't be a doppelganger! Do you want me to find someone of similar shape to replace me first?
When I was worried, Bao Wen came over and told me to hurry up, and then I finished washing.
She suddenly gave me a piece of paper with a lot of words printed on it, it was a confession, and I was stunned after reading it.
What is written on it is simply unbearable, saying that I am a dirty and lowly waste, selfish, a thief who has stolen things from the house, secretly indulged in Bao Wen's clothes, and wanted to plot against her best friend Su Ruoshui......
In short, every one of them shows my unbearability, making me feel like the most humble and lowly person in the world.
I looked at Bao Wen in confusion, typed and asked her why she printed this thing, and I said that it was not a fact, and it was an insult to me.
She raised her hand and wanted to slap me, but in the end she didn't hit me, she just typed angrily and said: What I say is what I say, and I want to talk back, but it's against you. Quickly, copy this confession on a blank sheet of paper.
I don't want to copy it, I feel like she's trying to trick me. She obviously hated me too much, I think it had something to do with me and Su Ruoshui being caught by her that day, she never retaliated against me, this time it was obviously a new hatred and an old account.
Seeing that I hesitated, Bao Wen took out a bank card, and then typed directly to me: I'm too lazy to go around in circles with you, so let's get straight to the point with you. Today I will divorce you, I will show you this confession to others, and I will divorce you.
Hugh! Bao Wen actually wants to give me a leave of absence, this is to completely trample on my dignity!
I was just about to refuse directly, but she continued to type and said: Of course, I will not treat you badly, I will give you 500,000 yuan afterwards, even if this 500,000 yuan is to fulfill my original promise, you take the 500,000 yuan to leave Nanjing, go back to your hometown, enough for your sister to see a doctor, help you improve your life, you just lose face today, it is enough to change your life, you think about it yourself. A cripple like you can't make that much money in your lifetime.
Seeing Bao Wen say this, to be honest, I was tempted, 500,000 yuan, it is really enough for my sister to have a bone marrow transplant, I have endured humiliation for so long, isn't it just for this money? And the bank card that Chen Ya gave me last time, I also quietly checked it later, and it was 100,000. This adds up to 600,000, 600,000 may not be worth my dignity, but with my sister's body, it's worth it.
After a moment of ideological struggle, I finally agreed.
I gritted my teeth, held back the tears of grievance, and copied the confession by hand, word by word. Every time I copied a trumped-up perverted charge, my heart felt like it had been cut by a knife, and my heart was dripping blood.
While I was copying the confession, Bao Wen went back to her room to dress up.
Bao Wen is really beautiful, but she usually wears light makeup, and she doesn't pay much attention to dressing herself, but today she is so carefully combing her makeup, she must be showing the clown the most beautiful her.
I was copying it, and my Mr. Clown number suddenly received a message, which was sent by Bao Wen, she said: Dear Mr. Clown, don't forget, I'm waiting for you at the Jinling Hotel, and I will give you a name today.
I hesitated for a moment and replied, "Okay, I like to keep a low profile, don't give me too 'big' surprises."
I said this just to ask Bao Wen not to make things too big, so that I could save some face.
About half an hour later, Bao Wen put on makeup, put on a white dress and went downstairs, I have to say, she is really beautiful, even if I hate her straight to the bone marrow at this time, I am still fascinated by her. With her proud peaks, slender body, and straight arcs, she is simply a stunner in the world.
She took my handwritten confession and told me to go with her.
I quietly touched the leather clown mask that I had just secretly hidden in my pocket, clenched my fist slightly, and then followed Bao Wen out of the house.