"Hmm." I answered softly, and my heart was like a knife.

From the moment I picked up the flower pot and smashed it at Zou Yang, I was determined not to be slaughtered anymore, and since then I have been out of control, step by step, I have suffered humiliation and glory, and finally made my heart hard and ruthless, and I was determined to make a big fight to impress others, but because of my father's gentle five words, I easily shattered the outlook on life that I had established in the past.

No...... Did you get into a fight? I clenched my fists gently. How can a fist that is already clenched be easily released?

The autumn breeze blew coldly on my body, and it also made my heart cold. In my bones I hate fighting, but in my blood I want to fight. As long as others don't come to me for trouble, it seems that I can also get along with people in a friendly way; But when others try to step on my head, it can arouse the most primitive violence in my heart.

I didn't want to go back to my three years of junior high school. Although I was expelled from the city, I don't regret what I did. But the five words my father said suddenly made me feel ashamed and guilty. You can imagine how disappointed, sad, and sad they were when they received the notice that I was expelled from the school, but even so, they comforted me in turn, and never spoke ill of me or showed any annoyance.

Now, they have only one request for me, that is, no more fights in the future, can I refuse? Can you bear to refuse?

However, when I thought that others had bullied me and I could only choose to be patient, I felt a faint unwillingness in my heart. I still shudder when I think about my life in junior high school, and the images of being bullied but powerless sometimes flash into my mind in the form of fragments, and even wake me up from my sleep, silence when I laugh, and silence in my amusement.

"It seems like ......," the father suddenly muttered to himself, "It seems that I am too selfish......"

I looked at my father in amazement, wondering what he meant. "Son......" my father put his arm around my shoulders as if he were an iron buddy, "I have heard more or less about your scriptures in junior high school......"

I know dào, the father of my classmates, and some of them are in the same factory as my dad. My classmates came home and told their dad about me as a joke, and their dad told my dad at work, and my dad came home and asked me if it was true.

I only heard my father follow xù and said: "At that time, I was also very angry, I was thinking why didn't you fight back, why didn't you fight back?" Clench your fists and hit them hard, no matter what it looks like, I'll pay you for the medicine! People can't live without dignity, especially when the humiliation befalls you, you have to choose to fight back mercilessly! ”

I stared at my father blankly, and I couldn't imagine that he, who had always been honest, could say such a thing. My father laughed again: "I forced you to stop fighting with others in order to let you finish high school steadily, so it seems that I am too selfish." In this way, you can endure the usual little things, and it is still very important to get along with your classmates. But if someone goes too far and you can't bear it anymore......"

My father's big hand slapped me on the shoulder: "Then you don't have to endure it anymore, teach me a hard lesson!" ”

"Good!" The corners of my mouth went up, my heart opened up, and all my worries disappeared.

Dad, with your words, that's enough!

"Oops, oops." The mother shouted from the side: "How can you teach your children to fight, is there a father like you?" ”

"Go, go, go......" The father waved his hand at his mother: "The woman's hair is long and the knowledge is short, is this teaching children to fight?" This is teaching children how to maintain the dignity of a man! In this world, the dignity of a man is the most important thing! ”

"Isn't that right, son?" My father really drank too much, and he even smiled at me, and he lost his father's majesty at all.

But...... I like my current father so much!

"That's right!" I yelled, hooked up with my drunken father, and the two of us stood on the side of the road and giggled together.

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After dropping my parents off at the station and watching them leave in the car, I returned to North Park No. 7 Middle School. I'm not familiar with this school, so I went around the school twice, and the layout of the high school is similar, and the high schools in the country are almost the same, nothing more than some teaching buildings, teaching buildings, large playgrounds, basketball courts, libraries, men's and women's dormitories, and other buildings.

When it was time for class, I found the homeroom teacher's office, and according to the process, he should have taken me to the classroom. The head teacher was a middle-aged man in his forties, who looked good-tempered, and his hair was bald for more than half of his life. But I won't be fooled by his appearance, it is said that the teacher of Beiqi is much more ruthless than the teacher of Chenggao.

But even so, I heard that the teachers of Beiqi are not very able to calm the students. No matter how chaotic the city high is, the students always have a sense of awe for the teacher, and no matter how bold they are, they will not do anything to the teacher, and there are often rumors of students and teachers beating each other in Beiqi.

The head teacher's surname is Hu, so he is called Teacher Hu. Teacher Hu obviously didn't know where I came from, and only thought I was an ordinary transfer student, so he only asked me where my home was and how I did in my studies. I said that I was from Dongguan Town, and my academic performance was average.

Teacher Hu didn't ask any more questions and led me to the classroom. The classroom was in a mess, and Mr. Hu slapped the table twice before he could barely quiet down, but the sound of "buzzing" was always in his ears. Teacher Hu led me to stand on the podium and said slowly: "Today I would like to introduce you to a new classmate, the name of this new classmate is Wang Hao." ”

When the word "Wang Hao" was spoken, the classroom was noticeably quieter, and they all stared at me. I guess they've heard the name, and the name of the eldest of the three schools has always been the fastest. I glanced at my classmates roughly, and suddenly there was a girl with short burgundy hair, who was the "fifth sister" Zhou Mo in the Seven Dragons and Six Phoenixes. Zhou Mo was looking at me with a rather playful look, and we could be considered to have had a few encounters, so he smiled at her and looked away.

Mr. Hu was very verbose and said a lot of nonsense, what everyone should unite and love, help each other and so on, I almost fell asleep listening to it on stage. Finally, when Mr. Hu finished speaking, he stretched out his hand and pointed: "Wang Hao, you sit there." ”

I followed his finger and looked over, and it was next to Zhou Mo. There was nothing left next to Zhou Mo, I didn't think about anything, and walked straight over and sat down. The students in the class all made a "hoo" sound, and they didn't know what dào meant.

As soon as I sat down, Zhou Mo whispered, "Why did you come here?" ”

I replied, "I was expelled from the city high school, so I had to come here." ”

Teacher Hu said again on the podium: "Wang Hao, you haven't received the book yet, so you and Zhou Mogang are watching." Go get my book after class! ”

"Okay." I nodded.

After Teacher Hu left, the teacher in the class had not come in, and the class was a mess again, and all kinds of gossip floated over.

"His name is Wang Hao? Could it be the boss of the city high? "There are so many people called Wang Hao, it doesn't have to be him." "I think it must be him, I heard that Wang Hao was expelled from Chenggao." "I think it's a bit like it, it's scary to look at him." "If Wang Hao transfers to us, it will be interesting!" "I heard that Wang Hao killed the wheat and the old dog in Chenggao, but he doesn't look like that kind of person." "I don't think it's quite like it, this Wang Hao is thin and small, who can he beat?"

"Not bad." Zhou Mo said expressionlessly: "It caused a sensation when I first came, don't you allow bèi to stand up and introduce yourself?" ”

"Forget it." I said, "I don't want to make trouble, I just want to study hard, and they'd better not think I'm that Wang Hao." ”

Zhou Mo looked at me with a strange look, as if it was ridiculous to say "study hard" from my mouth.

"Don't guess, this person is definitely not the big guy Wang Hao in the city high!" A somewhat familiar voice said suddenly.

The class fell silent. I sighed in my heart, looked at the person who spoke, and sure enough, I guessed correctly, it was a classmate from my junior high school, named Lu Xiang. Lu Xiang was very low, and he was sitting in the back row, and he didn't even see him when he glanced at the class just now. Speaking of Lu Xiang, I am also angry, this person is lower than me, thinner than me, but he is the first to bully me.

Of course, his bullying is not physical bullying, to say that he will never be able to beat me in a fight, but he likes to stand behind Zou Yang and others waving flags and shouting, cheering. When Zou Yang and the others bullied me, Lu Xiang could shout the most, saying things like "beat him to death, kill him", and laughed when he saw me being bullied, more excited than coughing up medicine.

Lu Xiang is not a thing. I used to have a crush on a girl in my class, and I didn't dare to confess it, so I could only confide in my diary and write a lot of things like 'I miss her so much'. Later, this diary was stolen by Lu Xiang, and he stood on the podium in front of the whole class and read it aloud with emotion, making a vomiting appearance while reading. Reading the highlights, Lu Xiang even jumped up and down and shouted, full of a circus monkey.

Therefore, although I hate Zou Yang, who directly bullied me, I also hate people like Lu Xiang who indirectly bullied me. When I was being bullied, Lu Xiang's laughter was always very harsh, and he worked hardest to promote others.

Because I was always bullied in class, I was careful in everything I did. But the more cautious you are, the more likely you are to get into trouble, just like Murphy's Law, the more you don't want something to happen, the more that thing is going to happen. It's no exaggeration to say that even if I accidentally let out a fart, Lu Xiang can help me promote it for three days, and in his mouth, it must be the version of "Wang Hao farted and fell into his pants and shit", and he said it vividly, as if he was the hair on my anus and saw it with my own eyes.