Chapter 173: Chen Qingyi's Past
It was late at night, except for the place where Chen Qingyi and I were sitting, everything around was already wet with dew, but Chen Qingyi still had no intention of going back, she seemed to be ready to sit here all night.
"Zhang Yixi, you go back, you don't have to accompany me......" Chen Qingyi said to me softly, but she was still holding her knees and looking into the distance with a blank expression.
I looked at her, sat up from the lawn, and said to her with a sleepy feeling, "We've been sitting for a long time, and we have to go to work tomorrow, so let's go back together." ”
Chen Qingyi still shook her head resolutely, I frowned and said, "In the middle of the night, how could I leave you here alone, you deliberately let me spend so much time with you, right?" ”
Chen Qingyi was silent, I shook my head, took out the cigarette in my pocket, but found that the cigarette had been smoked, I crumpled the cigarette case, threw it aside, and lay on the grass again, this time I closed my eyes.
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"Zhang Yixi, would you like to hear my story?" After a long time, Chen Qingyi said softly to me.
I was stunned for a moment, sat up from the lawn again, and said, "It will be more comfortable to say it, if you can trust me Zhang Yixi, you can say it." After speaking, I nodded to Chen Qingyi.
Chen Qingyi looked at me and nodded slightly, but I suddenly sat up and said to Chen Qingyi, "Wait, I'll go to the car and get a pack of cigarettes." ”
"Do I have, lady, smoke?" Chen Qingyi said as she took out a box of mint women's Jinling twelve hairpin cigarettes from her small leather bag and handed it to me.
I took the cigarette in Chen Qingyi's hand, smiled and asked, "Do you smoke too?" ”
"Hmm."
I nodded, in fact, people who are unhappy usually use cigarettes to fill the emptiness in their hearts and relieve the pain of emptiness.
I opened the cigarette and lit it, and slowly exhaled the smoke in my mouth, and then Chen Qingyi said: "He met me when I was in college in Zhejiang, and we started dating in my junior year...... Maybe I'm a junior in the eyes of others, but I didn't want him anything, when I started dating, he just resigned from the unit and started a business, he didn't have anything at that time, but he gave me many warm and happy days, and then his business improved, came to Nantong to develop, I also just graduated, I didn't think about it, so I followed him to Nantong ......" said here Chen Qingyi's emotions were a little out of control, she covered her forehead with her hand, her body kept trembling, and then she couldn't cry.
I didn't say anything to comfort her, I knew that at this time, her emotions needed to be vented like this, I just patted her on the back and signaled her not to be too upset.
After a long time, Chen Qingyi finally took away the hand covering his forehead, with tears on his face, and said with a self-deprecating smile: "It's just that I didn't expect that he would become a family before he dated me....... I'm sad that I've been through so much with him..... I love him..... I can't accept him treating me like this, but ......" Chen Qingyi said here, shaking her head painfully, unable to say any more.
I sighed softly and said, "But you can't extricate yourself from this love!" Is that right? ”
After a long time, Chen Qingyi nodded, but I was shocked in my heart, when I listened to Chen Qingyi's experience, I knew how much her heart was full of holes, such a proud woman, desperate to give up so much for a man, but what she got was just a deception and the identity of a third party, and what love gave her was heart-rending pain.
At this time, I recalled a detail of the opening day, as if the president who drove the silver-gray Maserati was the man who hurt Chen Qingyi, Chen Qingyi seemed to reject him that day, maybe he was not invited by Chen Qingyi at all, but heard the news uninvited.
I asked softly, "If I'm not mistaken, he came the day the coffee shop opened, right?" ”
Chen Qingyi nodded, and said in a gloomy tone: "I have made up my mind to dissociate myself from him several times, but every time I see him appear in front of me drunk like mud, saying that he loves me, I will return to him desperately, I can't make up my mind to leave him at all, but..... I was even more miserable! ”
Looking at Chen Qingyi's painful appearance, I suddenly had a feeling of sympathy, I was not like this to Mo Han, I thought about ending the relationship with her, but just her sentence "I love you" made me desperate...... Thinking about Mo Han, thinking about Lin Xi, and then thinking about several other girlfriends, I feel a little sad in my heart, why can't I meet a woman like Chen Qingyi who is desperate for love, all the women around me, when they leave me, are almost so resolute, but what is left to me is unspeakable pain.
......
After being silent for a long time, Chen Qingyi finally said to me: "Zhang Yixi, do me a favor, okay?" ”
I said without hesitation, "You say, no problem." ”
Seeing that I promised so refreshingly, Chen Qingyi's face showed a hint of discoloration, in fact, she didn't know that the reason why I agreed so happily was because I admired her for a woman who didn't care about material things, but was willing to do anything for love.
"I've seen gossip about us circulating on the Internet lately, and I'm like: ..... This scandal will help me get out of this bottomless abyss. Chen Qingyi said slowly.
I instantly understood what Chen Qingyi meant, and I said, "You want me to cooperate with you to play a loving scene in front of him and get rid of his entanglement with you, right?" ”
Chen Qingyi nodded and said, "Well, he already knows about this rumor and has been asking me for confirmation, and I believe that when I appear in front of him with you, he will believe this rumor." ”
I thought for a moment, nodded and said, "No problem, I'll help you, after you confirm the time to meet, give me a call." ”
"Thank you, Zhang Yixi." Chen Qingyi said to me with a grateful look on her face, and after a pause, she said in a somewhat worried tone: "This is a matter to tell Lin Xi, I'm afraid she will misunderstand." ”
I shook my head and said, "There's no need for that, I'm just friends with her." ”
"Is it impossible for you and Lin Xi ......?" Chen Qingyi hesitated but still asked this question that I was unwilling to answer.
I shrugged my shoulders and said, "I think you know about our affairs, after the breakup, we have been far from the original point, farther and farther away, and we have no way back." ”
When I said this, Chen Qingyi didn't say much to me, at this time she was too busy to take care of herself, I think she didn't have the extra energy to care about other people's affairs anymore.
After a pause, I patted her gently on the shoulder and said, "Let's go, don't stay here, I think: when you leave here, what awaits you is a new life, a friend once said to me: the end of one road is the beginning of another, I am convinced!" ”
Chen Qingyi nodded and said, "I hope this time I will really set foot at the starting point of another road.....
I nodded affirmatively, and walked with Chen Qingyi towards the riverbank in the night.
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