225 Why should you care if you are seen as a joke?
It seems that she has completely immersed herself in the world of confrontation between two people, as if she has completely forgotten my existence, Lin Siai's tears rushed again, she almost gritted her teeth, but her voice was even more humble, as weak as the wind blowing willow catkins: "Chen Jing, I beg you, I beg you to let my grandmother go, she has endured the torment and pain of the white-haired person sending the black-haired person, she has not long days to live, I beg you to let her go." Everything is my fault, it's all me Lin Siai I'm sorry for you, I'm wrong, I'm all wrong, I shouldn't fall in love with Chen Tu, I shouldn't betray you, everything is my fault. If you have a grudge, just come at me. ”
After saying these incoherent words, Lin Siai's hand was raised, and she kept falling into her face as if she had been programmed by a robot!
She really put a lot of effort into it, and her face, as her hand rose and fell, printed more and more clear slap prints, but she had no intention of stopping!
Until Chen Jing didn't seem to be able to stand it anymore, his eyes were cold, and he grabbed her hand: "You obviously know that I can't accept you begging me in the way of self-harm." ”
Throwing Lin Siai away, Chen Jing clapped his hands, his eyebrows narrowed slightly: "You come to my house at night to find me, dress sexy." ”
Dropping such imaginative words, Chen Jing turned around and strode in the direction of the door.
After grabbing the door handle, he paused, turned to me, who was already a little dumbfounded: "Brother and sister, Ash's change of clothes is in the bag." If you help me bring Xiaozhi these days, then I Chen Jing owe you a favor, and I will return it to you later, and I won't let you help in vain. ”
Without waiting for me to respond, Chen Jing left gorgeously.
There is a huge space left with me and Lin Siai.
Supporting the desk with her hands, using her strength to stand firmly, Lin Siai quickly wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, she carefully brushed her hair, sorted out her clothes, pulled the silk scarf on her neck, and only after making sure that her image had been cleaned up, she cast a beam of eyes at me.
After staring at each other for nearly a minute, Lin Siai's face was full of nonchalance, and she seemed to be laughing at herself: "Have you seen enough of the excitement?" Seeing me being trampled under Chen Jing's feet, you are very happy, right? ”
I pursed my lips and was silent.
With more self-deprecation on her lips, Lin Siai smiled very strangely: "But my life is like a joke, so why care if I am seen as a joke." ”
Putting down these ambiguous and meaningful words, Lin Siai pushed hard, her face was slightly buried, and her voice was a few degrees lower, as if she had picked it up from the dust, and it was fragmented: "But my original intention of coming here today is really just to take Xiaozhi to have a good meal." He called me and kept crying saying he was hungry. Since it doesn't work, forget it. ”
I glanced at Lin Siai suspiciously, thought for a few seconds, and finally didn't answer her words.
Standing in place again and smiling, Lin Siai finally left.
She didn't walk too smoothly, she didn't have the swaying posture before, her back looked a little down, and in the end, all this was completely blocked by a door.
This empty office once again fell into silence and loneliness, and when I recalled the scene just now, I couldn't help but be in a trance, and even felt that these things had never happened.
The more confused I became, the more confused I became, the more I felt that this glitzy world was foggy, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't really get a glimpse of the whole truth.
With a few sighs in my heart, I froze in place for a while, and finally wanted to see if Ash had woken up.
As soon as I opened the door, I saw that the little one's eyes were round and open, and he looked very curious to look here and there.
After sorting out my emotions a little, I let myself put on a faint smile, walked over and sat on the edge of the bed, and asked softly, "When did Ash wake up?" ”
Carefully lifting the quilt, Xiao Zhi made a gesture to get up by himself, I reached out to help him, and his whole body arched softly into my arms, and he said very softly: "Aunt Wu Yi, there are always some muffled noises outside, which wake me up." ”
I know that the soundproofing of this lounge is very good, and even if the people outside talk loudly, the people inside can only hear a vague noise. After making sure that Ash didn't hear the quarrel between Chen Jing and Lin Siai pinching each other, I relaxed a little and automatically changed the topic: "Are you hungry?" ”
I really think that this child is scared of hunger. As soon as I finished saying this, he was busy ordering the little brain melon like a chicken pecking rice, and his eyes were still shining.
There was a sour feeling in my heart again, and I hugged Ash in my arms: "Let's go out to eat." ”
Bring Ash out and let him sit on the sofa, I heat up the soup and porridge and put them on the coffee table, I picked up the soup spoon and was about to feed Ash, but Ash had already taken the initiative to stretch out his hand, very well-behaved: "Aunt Wu Yi, you give me the spoon, I can eat by myself without bothering adults." ”
I know that all of Xiaozhi's upbringing comes from Lin Siai.
So, Lin Si loved this woman, and here in me, once again mysteriously became a fog.
A spirit, I don't know what kind of mentality, weaved words for a while, I said cautiously: "Ash is really good, who taught Ash to eat by himself?" ”
Holding a spoon, he gently skimmed half a spoonful of porridge on top of the porridge, and calmly sent it to his mouth, Ash's voice was crisp and full of innocence: "My mother said that children should be independent early and not rely too much on adults. Adults are also busy, so don't bother them. ”
After thinking for dozens of seconds, I touched Xiaozhi's head, and I finally couldn't bear to take the initiative to ask him if he had called Lin Siai today. So, I said, "Ash, eat more." ”
Unexpectedly, Xiao Zhi suddenly raised his face to look at me, his innocent big eyes rolled for a while, and suddenly covered a layer of gloom: "Aunt Wu Yi, I called my mother today." But it was always me who said, "Mom, I'm so hungry, can you take me to buy pudding for me to eat like you used to," but Mom didn't say a word to me from beginning to end, and finally she hung up the phone. ”
After a few seconds of stagnation, my hand covered Ash's head and stroked, my heart opened up a thick turbulent wave, I believe that Ash will not lie, he really called Lin Siai, so Lin Siai came over to her, or really just wanted to take Ash to a meal?
In the end, in Lin Siai's heart, what kind of existence is Xiaozhi?
The confusion was even thicker, I tried my best to suppress the surge of emotions, and was about to softly soothe Ash, but Ash had already continued: "Aunt Wu Yi, I know that my mother is busy fighting monsters, so she doesn't have time to talk to me on the phone, I know." ”
The mood was indescribable, I smiled reluctantly, and changed the topic a little stiffly: "Ash, I'll go grocery shopping at night and cook you a delicious meal, okay?" What is Ash's favorite food, tell me about it, I'll follow it and buy groceries, okay? ”
After all, he was still a child, and Ash's face immediately showed a bright light: "I like to eat Coke chicken wings the most." ”
Next, Ash ordered two more dishes, and the atmosphere warmed up all the way.
After getting off work, I bought a bunch of ingredients at the vegetable market near my home, carrying the vegetables in one hand and Ash home with the other hand.
Taking advantage of the time between making soup, I sent a message to Chen Tu: "I cooked tonight, made a lot of delicious food, and made soup, you should go home early for dinner." ”
When I put all the food on the table and took my phone to look at it, I realized that Chen Tu had replied to me with a message twenty minutes ago, which was very concise: "I have something to do, you eat." ”
I stared at the simple words for a long time, and Chen Tu and Tang Wenwen were very close to each other chatting about work in my mind, and a layer of anxiety suddenly floated in my heart.
In the end, I reluctantly replied: "Ash can't be hungry, I'll take him to eat first, and I'll leave a little soup for you." ”
Second, Chen Tu: "Yes." ”
Buckle the phone back on the table, I looked at Ash's innocent face again, my heart finally calmed down, I squeezed out a smile, and ate with Ash first.
Throughout the dinner, Ash ate very cheerfully, but I didn't know the taste.
When we finally finished eating, the originally steaming meal was completely cold, and Chen Tu still didn't come back.
Until I hurriedly bathed Ash, watched the children's theater with him for a while, and then I completely put Ash to sleep, Chen Tu still didn't come back.
At this time, although autumn has not completely covered the floating city of Shenzhen, but autumn has quietly invaded, I took a thin blanket and sat on the sofa holding my laptop and wandered around the Internet for a while, I really couldn't find a thing to pass the time, I suddenly found that since I returned to Shenzhen, I have been doing nothing, none of the things I am good at and like to do.
I'm more like I'm messing around with the days.
I don't write for travel magazines anymore, I never go on the platform of Donkey World to follow those travelers, and I don't even go out to play outdoors once. Before I knew it, I had made friends with my life, and I was accompanied by a group of extremely sick people, and my life became more and more rotten.
I couldn't stop sighing, and with great chagrin, I logged into my account in the world of strong donkeys.
My account has already been unbanned.
But because I was offline all the time, I didn't have a new order, and the points and popularity I had saved before plummeted.
My heart was full of taste, and I was about to log out of the account, but suddenly found that a rookie-level account had viewed my information.
With the mentality of passing the time, I clicked on the rookie account details, and the nickname that seemed very funny to people who didn't know came into view.
Mr. Yidi of the Sunflower Family.
The holder of this account should be Wu Yidi!
But didn't he say that after he left Youman, he would go to some small countries to wander around at will? So why did he register an account for Donkey World? Is he going to go outdoors with a companion in the world of strong donkeys?
My heart groaned, and I hurriedly clicked on all the details of this account.
Then I saw a post made by Wu Yidi a day ago.
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