It's common for people to be born and people die every day.

But for Wen Yanyou, a young man who has just become an adult, just over the age of nineteen, suddenly experienced this, which also reflects that no matter how capable and smart a person is, he will eventually have a weight that life cannot bear.

Wen Yanyou never thought that Zhang Ziyan would choose to end everything in this way, he had already decided to accept her intention to ask for help, and before he had time to understand, he was already separated forever, and he lived in two shijie from then on.

The day before Zhang Ziyan's death, it seemed that everyone thought that Wen Yanyou had some entanglement with this woman with an unreputable reputation. But in fact, no. The two can't even talk about being acquainted, let alone having anything to do with each other. But just like that, just before she died, Wen Yanyou learned about this woman's life. And the fact that she is a member of NICE.

Moon Yee-woo didn't dare to face her face with her eyes closed forever alone, even looking at the photos on the tombstone was difficult.

Because he was overwhelmed by self-blame, if he hadn't been confused by her reputation and prejudiced, if she had stopped herself at KTV, she could have chosen Zhanzhu without hesitation and turned around to ask, maybe a life would have been saved.

For the first time in my life, I ran away from one thing, no matter how disgusting and burdensome it was, I always went head-on. But it was that hesitation that he chose to avoid, and now looking back, it changed a person's fate.

Maybe at that point, she can look back and survive. Now she is lying here forever, with no chance to wake up.

"Zhang Ziyanxi, I don't think you blame him, right?"

Wen Yanyou was looking at the photo intently, and suddenly Lin Yun'er said something on the side, which made Wen Yanyou stunned. Turning her head to look, Lin Yun'er also sat down on her knees. Smile at the photo.

"Listened to the report and knew what you were through. Maybe you don't believe it, but in fact, I have been through those things just like you...... But fortunately and differently, I was saved by him. You chose to give up. ”

Holding Wen Yanyou's hand, Lin Yun'er looked at the photo and said softly: "He is not an indifferent and ruthless person, I am the proof." That time in the alley, I knew I was quite annoying when I talked and had an attitude. If you were any other person, they wouldn't have paid attention to me. Won't save me. But...... He didn't say much, even though I didn't know until a while ago how he solved the problem and the means...... It's disgusting. ”

Wen Yangyou pursed the corners of his mouth and chuckled. Lin Yun'er gave him a blank look, turned her head and looked at the photo again.

Slowly retracting her smile, Lin Yun'er spoke in a daze: "I don't know what entanglement you had with him, but because of my existence, he really saved me from the fire pit I almost entered." I can't, and won't allow that, in this regard. Who he feels guilty about. He is not allowed to become what he is now, and he has been burdened with a lot, all kinds of things that have nothing to do with him. What should be carried and what should not be carried. Nothing more should be added. ”

Wen Yanyou paused, exhaled and leaned to the side, looking at the photo on the tombstone. The hand held Lin Yun'er's hand tightly.

With her by his side, Wen Yanyou felt that he could be much calmer. Calmly is not calmly facing her death. It's about facing up to your guilt about her.

"You hear, I'm not comforting myself, I'm not making excuses. Maybe I'll blame myself for not responding to you in the first place. But that's not in my nature. ”

Squinting his eyes, Wen Yanyou pulled the corners of his mouth: "I won't let go of the person who hurt you." The day I can rest in peace, I ...... I will come to see you again. ”

Lin Yun'er nodded: "I'll come too." ”

Feeling Wen Yangyou looking at herself, Lin Yun'er turned her head and chuckled at him. Wen Yanyou paused, took out a lighter, and lit the CD. Even if it's strenuous, even if it smells bad. Even if the lighter was hot, Wen Yanyou insisted on burning all the CDs.

Standing up in the middle of the ring, Wen Yanyou looked at the tombstone and bowed deeply three times. Lin Yun'er did the same, dragged Wen Yanyou, who was still distracted, slowly, step by step, left the tombstone and walked towards the exit Li Kemu and the nanny car.

Seeing Wen Yanyou and Lin Yun'er come back, Li Kemu subconsciously breathed a sigh of relief. I obviously feel that Wen Yangyou's mentality is calm, and he is no longer as tight as the strings he has been tightening these days, and he no longer looks haggard and self-blaming. Li Kemu also experienced the situation when Lin Yun'er was persecuted by Director Wu, so he naturally knew that Wen Yanyou was looking for her.

And one of the people who ignored it was Song Qian, who was also rescued a while ago. She was not counted by Wen Yangyou or even Li Kemu. Because Song Qian called for help to Wen Xianyou at that time, Wen Xianyou did not hesitate to find Li Kemu to save her. That's not a submersible. Rules. , it cannot be regarded as soft violence in the entertainment industry.

And Lin Yun'er was different, it was because the heroine of the TV series was entangled by Director Wu, and most importantly, Wen Yangyou really didn't care about it that time. It's the same experience, different fates and outcomes. Lin Yun'er's time, if Wen Yangyou really left the alley and left alone, even if Lin Yun'er would make the decision for her later, but that night, she would be very dangerous. It is very likely that it will be violated.

Zhang Ziyan that time, if Wen Yanyou didn't turn around in KTV and didn't hear her call to leave, he chose to stay. A life will be saved, and she will get rid of that kind of experience and live a new life. This is life, and Wen Yanyou's entanglement and self-blame are also here. After thinking about it for four days, he tried to convince himself to face it and not to think too much about it. But he couldn't do it.

didn't even dare to look at Zhang Ziyan, she was still on the phone and reading her letter a few minutes ago, and in the next few minutes, I saw her lying there quietly covered with a white slip, and there was no more sound. Perhaps because of the relaxation, Wen Yangyou lost his haggard appearance before and his lonely and sad look.

Leaning on Lin Yun'er's arms, Lin Yun'er fiddled with his messy and even smelly hair, and suddenly pushed him away with a look of disgust: "Ah." Isn't it cheap enough? Get away from me! I haven't taken a shower in a few days. ”

Wen Yanyou narrowed his smile and came back: "Yun'er...... Sprinkle wolf black. ”

"Mo?!"

Lin Yuner couldn't cry or laugh, and Li Kemu couldn't help but laugh when he drove in front.

Lin Yun'er looked at him with a smile, shook her head and said, "You 'wolf black' person was just ignored by you." Think about how to explain it in retrospect, right? ”

Wen Yuyou paused, shook his head and hugged her. She was not given the opportunity and space to struggle. And Lin Yun'er also gave up breaking free because of his words, gently hugged him, and rubbed his head.

"For the first time, I was glad that I saved you. I didn't really leave, but came back to pick you up after everything was settled. Even before and after, you didn't thank me too much. I don't even care about that. ”

Looking up at Lin Yun'er, Wen Yanyou pulled the corners of his mouth: "For me, from now on." Your presence is my comfort. I have saved you, and I have kept your eyes as pure as a fawn. It's not about making you remember my favor, it's something I'm glad to be happy to have done. ”

"...... of Woo You"

Lin Yun'er looked at him attentively, and slowly, hugged him tightly.

has nothing to do with good feelings and love, what happened together between the two is too special. Suddenly, the relationship between them has changed from not very familiar to relatives with common secrets. experienced the darkness of the entertainment industry together, solved it and escaped together. That time he was holding her hand to save him, and this time, Lin Yun'er would use all her strength to pull him out of the predicament. Give maximum comfort.

"You're good haode. Acting, singing, filming commercials, and developing in the entertainment industry. Don't go through that kind of thing, and if someone bullies you, you have to tell me. I'm going to help you out, just like before. I don't want you to endure those things, never. You have to be so happy in the future, you have to be so happy, healthy and happy to develop your own career, live your own life, you must ...... I have to do it too......"

Slowly, Wen Yangyou said something as if he was babbling, and fell into a deep sleep again. Eventually, snoring sounded, replacing the muttered words. Lin Yun'er patted him on the back and coaxed him to fall asleep in his arms like a child. After Zaijian, he seemed to be inexplicably clingy like a child. You have to hold yourself to feel at ease, and Lin Yun'er has always tolerated him without any ideas.

His own existence is a comfort to him.

At least now that he feels that he has indirectly caused the loss of a life, he cares so much about everything about Lin Yun'er. Lin Yun'er knew that he was repaying all his regrets for Zhang Ziyan's inability to save them. In the past, Wen Yanyou always had the attitude that saving her was just a matter of help. Lin Yuna has not thanked him much for his performance because of this. Especially after he lied to himself that he was being treated by that Director Wu or something.

But now that he has fermented the joy of saving himself because of that remorse, Lin Yun'er's gratitude to him has also fermented. Distressed cares about everything he has. Sighing lightly, rubbing his prickly cheek, Lin Yun'er looked out the window. Unlike when I came, the street lights were getting dimmer and there were fewer and fewer people.

At this time, when driving to the city, the road has become wider and wider, and the street lights are getting brighter and brighter. There are also more and more people and cars. This also predicts life, right? There are ups and downs, there are hardships and reliefs. There will always be reincarnation, everyone will be better, but now for the first time, I feel that this poisonous tongue and stinky guy is so fragile, but also so simple.

is fragile and simple, which makes Lin Yuner feel distressed. This time, she no longer shy away from wanting to be partial to him, this time, she has to face what kind of existence he has for herself and herself for him.

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