"I've probably been under too much pressure to study lately, and I'm not in a state of being in a state, but I'll be fine after a while. I spoke.

"After a while?" Lao Ma frowned and said, "It's winter vacation in a while, and it's the high school entrance examination in a while, which time do you want to pass?" I think you better put your mind away, now is a critical time. You're in adolescence, so it's normal to have a little object, and I've been here since then. And I feel that you are quite mature as a child, do you think it is appropriate to engage in the object now? ”

I suddenly understood what Lao Ma was referring to, and hurriedly said, "Xiao Tian and I have broken up, and now I am single." ”

The old horse was stunned. took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit one, and said after a while: "Why do I hear that you seem to be a little show-off, isn't it normal for you to be single at this age, you don't know a fart, and you are still in love, and you are well divided, I have seen this society for so many years, you are now laying the foundation for your tomorrow, and when you go to school, you have a great job, and you are still a rare woman?" If Lao Tzu hadn't followed the fool back then, he would have been a bullshit teacher. ”

"You were mixed up back then?" I asked tentatively.

"It's a lot better than the street gangsters right now." Lao Ma took a puff of cigarette and said: "It's because of the foolishness that I have today, this is still early for me to be sensible, so I hurriedly stopped, otherwise I don't know how to die!" That's why I'm the best negative textbook. Be sure to study hard and don't think about messy things. ”

I suddenly wanted to know if Lao Ma had been mixed with Zhou Hui before, so I thought about it and asked, "I used to be a teacher, how did I become a teacher?" ”

"Alas" Lao Ma sighed, glanced at the teacher in the office, I looked back, there was no one left, only the two of us, Lao Ma continued: "Now I think about it, it feels like telling a story, I was also in the third year of junior high school that year, and I didn't study well." Fighting with people to collect protection money, our era is not what you can imagine, it is all the real chapter on the fist, and even the guns are not absent, the old-fashioned shotgun. A dozen holes, I remember that I was young and ignorant, and I fell in love with a girl in the next village. ”

"Got into a fight?" I wondered.

"I've been fighting since elementary school, and the most I've had has had a blue nose and swollen face after countless fights, but that time was different." Lao Ma's face was not very good-looking, and he was silent for a while before he spoke: "The other party called more than 30 good people, and I also called more than 30 people, just on the dirt slope a few miles away from the village, holding sticks and stones in their hands, I felt enthusiastic at that time, but now I think about it, it is simply a group of fools." ”

"And then?" I then asked, "Won?" Or did you lose? ”

"Where there is a fight, there is no winning or losing, there is only the difference between being beaten less and being beaten more." Lao Ma smacked his mouth as he said and said: "Someone was knocked down, I was like a madman, I couldn't tell the enemy from me for a long time, but someone was red-eyed, with a shotgun on his body, and he was shot, and I still remember very clearly that I seemed to be stupid after the sound of 'Peng'." ”

"Dead?" I asked.

Lao Ma nodded and took a puff of cigarette and said: "Blood, blood spurts out, in a few minutes the person is already out of breath, the person who died is only sixteen years old, I remember when I was beaten by the deceased's father, the person who shot was the son of the village chief, do you know what the position of the village chief meant in those days?" ”

"Earth Emperor!" I said it directly.

"Yes, Emperor Tu, and the people of that era didn't know any law at all, people died and lost some money, and it was over after losing two boxes of eggs, and now I think about it, it's really cheap, but the son of the village chief found me and said let me follow him, even if I kill someone, it's okay." Lao Ma changed his sitting posture and said: "At that time, I was also stunned, I didn't admit defeat, no one was afraid, I refused at that time, the other party called me out with a shotgun, I was also ruthless, took out the shotgun from home, and filled it with gunpowder, now I think about it at that time, the other party was afraid of it was really a kind of luck, he told me that the girl in the next village together, as long as you follow him, it will definitely work, I agreed." ”

"And then?" I stared at the old horse and asked, "How did you become a teacher?" ”

"There are a lot of things in this, and then I mixed up with him, I forgot what I did in the high school entrance examination, and my family didn't want to care about me, I completely became a gangster, and I relied on fighting all day long, and I didn't enter the bureau at that time, but he told me that he had someone, and soon came out again, at that time, I didn't understand what it meant for a person to leave a case record in the Public Security Bureau, I just felt that I was very awesome, and I felt that I could come out of the Public Security Bureau safely, and other gangsters envied themselves." Lao Ma took a few puffs of cigarette butt, then lit another one, and said with a little bitterness at the corner of his mouth: "In a blink of an eye, it is the reform and opening up, I am also an adult, and the village chief has saved a lot of real estate in his private pockets. ”

"You've been helping him take his blame?" I was surprised.

"Yes, I am his best brother, willing to be knifed for him, I feel hot-blooded, brotherhood, and with a series of policies such as reform and opening up after the crackdown on the gangsters, the village chief's hat was taken off, but he is already very rich, began to do business, is a leather and meat business, we went to see the field, with a large group of gangsters blindly, and the girl in the next village also began to contact me, I feel very happy, I have been waiting for so many years to finally have a result, but one day someone smashed the field, the other party is also on the road, that time I was stabbed three times, he paid more and more attention to me, his bathing center opened bigger and bigger, more and more, and I was always a gangster. The old horse took a deep breath and said with a bitter face.

"Then why didn't it happen then, because he didn't give you enough money?" I asked.

"Because of the woman, because of the girl in the next village." Lao Ma's eyes were a little dazed, leaning on the chair for a while before he spoke: "One day a rich businessman came, he didn't look down on those young ladies, he fell in love with her who served tea and poured water, and paid a high price to sleep with her, I took a group of people to get this businessman, but he stopped him, I told him a lot, and he gave me two slaps, and let her sleep with him, at that time I asked him over and over again I was born and died so many times over the years, why did I let my beloved girl come out, and he told me that the girl was a, We just let him sleep after a year of acquaintance, and I've had a bad time all these years, and I'm not worth it. ”

"Is it because of this?" I asked.

"No, at that time I was stupid to believe in brotherhood, because of this incident was furious, but I didn't expect that the next day those little gangsters who followed me all ran to another person, and I was swept out of the house, when I went to him with a knife, I wanted to kill him with a knife, but I was caught in the bureau and beaten a lot, and it was that time I suddenly understood." Lao Ma stopped when he said this, his emotions seemed to be a little excited, and he took a deep breath for a while and said: "When I went home, I realized that the dearest person in the world was in front of me when I saw my mother. ”

"And then you became a teacher?" I asked.

"No, I have done a lot of odd jobs, but I always don't do it for long, the other party knows that I used to be a gangster and no one wants to use me, because I went to the normal school when I was still young at that time, and after I learned it, I still couldn't teach, because the Public Security Bureau had my case record, there were many, such a person could not become a teacher, no school allowed its teacher to be a gangster, and no student would be willing to let a gangster be a teacher." Lao Ma spat out a puff of cigarette and said: "I had to go to preschool education to teach children, I know that I have done too many stupid things before, so I am more attentive than others, I don't want to see any of my students in the future like me on the streets, that is a kind of irresponsibility to myself, and then I got married, and I was slowly accepted by the school, until now." ”

"What about the girl?" I stared at the old horse and asked, "What happened to the village chief's son, and what is his name?" "It's in fork blood.

"I have never seen that girl again, but the end can be imagined, it is impossible to get out of that kind of place, as for the son of the village chief, it is more and more smooth, black and white, his father knew the people in the township in the early years of the village chief, and after he had money, he met the people in the city, just like that, he has more and more bathing centers, and expanded to the catering industry, and finally even real estate, etc., forming a group, with monstrous power." Lao Ma's face was a little ruthless, and he gritted his teeth and said, "This person is Zhou Hui, president of Nanwang Group!! ”

I can't imagine that there are so many intertwined past grievances behind it, it's really embarrassing, one became the president of the group, and the other became a teacher, and that girl may not end up well.

"Do you understand what I'm trying to say?" The old horse stared at me and asked.

"You tell me not to fool around, not to be a partner." I thought about it and said.

"It's not!" The old horse said and stood up and glanced at the moon outside the window and said: "What I want to tell you is that those who only know how to do it are primitive animals, but now it is a money society, study hard, and if you have money in the future, you will have everything, let's say so much, the bell rings after class, this is a special lesson I give you with my own experience, as for how much you can understand, it depends on yourself." ”