191.New Year's Farewell (II)
Whether it is a pile of paper or a garbage heap is completely different perceptions.
Gu Yifang really likes such a courtyard, a hundred years later, Lan Gui is separated, Mei Xue is hidden in the corner, and the floor tiles that have not been renovated are almost submerged in the mud.
The carved panes that are simply repaired reveal the true color of the varnish, which is the color of time, bright and tranquil.
She and Shao Qingyang have been separated for so long, she thought that it would be a little strange and embarrassing, but at this moment, the two of them faced each other, looking at the face after the tea was steaming, Gu Yifang knew that she completely wanted to be close to him, wanted to be with him all the time, and wanted to never be separated.
Obviously, the sadness has not yet come up, but there is a warm feeling on his face, and tears have flowed unconsciously.
"Don't cry."
Shao Qingyang was a little in a hurry, and Gu Yifang himself was also a little in a hurry, and he didn't know where to put the cup in his hand for a while.
Fortunately, Shao Qingyang calmed down before her, took the cup in her hand, sat beside her with tissue paper, helped her wipe her tears, and then let her gently lean on her shoulder, and said gently, "Say it slowly, what's going on?" ”
Gu Fang didn't know where to start, so he had to say: "In two days, my mother will come to live in Yuexi, my brother-in-law should be getting married this year, and all the money in the family has been cheated." ”
Shao Qingyang touched her head, "So ......, you can't leave Yuexi, right?" ”
"Qingyang, can you leave Jiang Zuo?" Gu asked rhetorically.
Shao Qingyang sighed and said with a wry smile, "It's about to be inseparable, so, I'm thinking, if we go around the two places in the future, will you be willing?" ”
Gu Fang was stunned, she always thought that Shao Qingyang hadn't thought about this problem, but he had actually thought about it a long time ago, if she wanted to break up, she should say "unwilling" now, but what was coiling in her heart was not this answer.
She was willing, how willing she was.
couldn't wait for Gu Yifang's answer, Shao Qingyang was also bottomless, and wanted to turn her body and see her expression, but Gu Fang hugged her waist.
"Qingyang, what does Confucianism say about filial piety?" Gu Fang's voice was astringent and muffled, and he sounded a little aggrieved.
Shao Qingyang put his arm around her shoulder, "Do you want to listen to your parents, don't travel far, or are you unfilial?" ”
This is not funny, but listening to the familiar class tone, Gu Yifang finally couldn't help laughing, "If you don't travel far, you don't have to, my mother still wants me to be far away, how can I be unfilial?" ”
Shao Qingyang said: "This is a mystery for the ages. ”
"A mystery through the ages?" Gu Fang listened confused, and his attention shifted slightly.
Shao Qingyang said slowly: "Because Mencius, the old man didn't say, there are three unfilial pieties, which are the three." The current three articles are all the explanations of later generations, such as Ayi Qu Cong, trapped relatives and unrighteousness, such as the poor family and the elderly, not for Lu Shi, to put it bluntly, where the parents are wrong, you can't follow the mistakes, you should go to work when you become an adult, and bear the economic income of the family, which are some basic ways of life. ”
Gu Fang sighed, "But there are some concepts that can't be changed in a lifetime, what if your parents are wrong forever?" ”
Shao Qingyang was silent, this question was too big, too difficult, he had indeed never encountered it.
Gu Fang also felt too heavy, and broke free from his arms and asked, "When are you going to get off work?" ”
Shao Qingyang looked at the clock on the wall, "It's almost time, the garden will be closed at four o'clock, clean up, we can leave at half past four, where do you live?" ”
Gu Fang was a little embarrassed and said, "Qiu Xiapu, I gave out a year-end bonus, and I couldn't help but be extravagant." ”
Shao Qingyang smiled, "Your extravagance is so different. ”
Gu Fang was a little happy in his heart, she was so extravagant, so Shao Qingyang would find it interesting, if she was someone else, it would be strange, wouldn't it be better to spend so much money on beauty and fitness?
At half past four o'clock, it was already lively outside, and also, the shops in many places were closed, only this tourist street full of garden homestays was still lively, and of course the price had risen a lot.
The two of them ate casually, and Gu Yifang took Shao Qingyang to Qiuxiapu again, feeling a little nervous and a little conflicted.
On a night like this, she didn't mind what happened to Shao Qingyang, but she also knew very well that Shao Qingyang would not be such a person, but she also had some expectations in her heart.
Since I don't plan to get married anymore, maybe I will leave some memories......
At this moment, she was reluctant to discern whether such a memory would be sweeter than painful, or more painful than sweet.
In a cranky thought, the two sat down in the tea house of Qiuxiapu again, and Shao Qingyang didn't seem to have any intention of going to her room.
They sat side by side again, Gu Yi leaned on his shoulder, and both of them were silent, this silence was not embarrassment, but a tacit understanding.
After a long time, Shao Qingyang asked, "What do you think?" ”
Gu Fang knew that the topic of evasion could not be avoided anymore, "I...... I've been battling these ideas for about the rest of my life......"
"I'll be with you." Shao Qingyang finally held her hand, and now his hand was warm.
"No, you can't, only I have to do this myself." Gu Fang unconsciously wanted to withdraw his hand, but was grabbed by Shao Qingyang.
The imaginary weak scholar seems to have a lot of strength.
"Then I will stand by your side and accompany you." Shao Qingyang put it another way.
Gu Fang suddenly felt that he was very happy, and this happiness was probably no regrets in this life.
At this moment, for some reason, reason suddenly ceased to exist, and Gu Fang almost pleaded, "Tonight...... Can you stay with me? ”
After entering the house, it was a double bed room, which was not deliberately chosen by Gu Yifang, and it was really impossible to book a twin room.
The bed was still a simple new Chinese style, the curtain of the bed in the west corner was low, and the carved wall lamps on both sides cast ambiguous light and shadow, Gu Fang suddenly regretted it, she felt that she was like this, as if she was playing with Shao Qingyang.
But nothing happened in his imagination, after Gu Yifang took a bath, he came out in a sweater and pajamas, Shao Qingyang rinsed it off, and still came out wearing clothes, and the two just lay quietly on the bed, quietly snuggling with each other.
Nothing happened, and there was no connecting kiss.
There was nothing, it should be that the atmosphere was too heavy, but Gu Fang didn't know how to break the heavy atmosphere.
"One, tell me honestly, you ...... Are you planning to leave me? ”
After all, it was Shao Qingyang who bravely took this step.
The tears fell again, but Gu Fang didn't dare to make a sound, and even tried to hold her breath, so that after a while, Shao Qingyang realized that she was crying again.
"I'm sorry......" Seeing Shao Qingyang's eyes at night, Gu Fang only felt that it was becoming more and more difficult to breathe, "I don't want you to see me alive like that......"
Seeing that it was Shao Qingyang who seemed to be about to speak, Gu Yifang hugged him and continued, "This is too heavy for me, I don't want you to see it, I don't want you to see it!" ”