The gears of fate turned when I was eleven years old, propelling me into another life.

"No, An'an, the three religions have nurtured us, I grew up in Confucianism since I was a child, I ...... We can't leave. ”

The person in her arms hesitated, I could see that she still loved me firmly, but under firmness, she also had her own burden.

Can't leave, leaving means betrayal.

At that time, I was young and impulsive, I always thought that I gave her not enough courage, and when I was young, I always wanted to express all my love eagerly, for fear that the other party would not feel it, and impulsively did things that I thought would move the world, and I was the same.

For a while after that, we still secretly tasted our first love, and secretly went to the tree for a date, and I didn't mention the matter of leaving.

I know that my emotional precociousness, and even the impulsive desire to marry Su Xin, are influenced by those emotionally delicate books, which cannot be blamed on Fu Qing, maybe I was born to be such a person.

Secretly in love, I am no longer satisfied, I am more and more dissatisfied with the shackles of the life of the three setters, for the sake of plain heart, for us to be together forever, I decided to take her away!

Finally, one night, I made up my mind to leave secretly with Su Xin, and the person who helped me leave was Qin Shengfu Qingjue.

About me and Su Xin secretly falling in love behind everyone's back, he knew everything, I trusted him as a father, and with Su Xin's idea of leaving, I told him all about it, I thought I was breaking through the shackles for love, and Qin Sheng, who has always been unrestrained in the world, calmly agreed to my request.

For love, for the attitude of feelings, I think I have been influenced too much by him, I am not a qualified setter at all.

But that night, the person who should have been agreed did not come, she did not come, she did not come, I stood in the cold wind of late autumn, waited all night, with the heat of first love, but seemed to taste all the bitterness of first love.

The plan to leave failed.

I also completely understood Su Xin's thoughts, she refused to leave, and she couldn't let go of the burden and responsibility in her heart.

Later, I realized that the cruelest part of growing up is that girls are always more mature than boys of the same age, and you always realize it later, and then it's too late.

My passion, my reluctance, my promise to her that I can't let go, my desire to stay with her looks, after that night, was completely torn to shreds, and I lost my soul all day long, life seems to have lost everything, I can't really be with her, so what's the point of living here?

I still love her, she loves me, she found out that I was depressed, she has always felt guilty and helpless to me, she thought I was blaming her, during that time, we were like a couple who were making awkward little love, no one talked to each other, in fact, I didn't blame her at all, I did all this to love her, where to blame.

But my heart was desperate at that time, and the meaning of life was completely lost. We can't break free from the shackles of the three religions, I don't have the courage to take on the responsibility of the three sects, I am not a qualified person of the three religions.

I lost my soul and took the initiative to apply for a downhill experience, which is a trial that the three setters can try to experience when they become adults, but at that time, I was among the three, and the learning performance was slightly worse.

I remember the night before I went down the mountain, Su Xin gave her the necklace I gave her and put it on my neck, a necklace with the word "An", she said that this necklace is my most important thing, go out and wear this, I hope I will return safely. At that time, we hadn't spoken for a long time, but it became the last conversation between Lu Cong'an and Su Xin, and it was three years since then.

The place where I went down the mountain was the northwest.

There was a conflict between Daomen and Jiangmen in the northwest, and the situation was not complicated at that time, and I was protected throughout the whole process of training, but I had already made up my mind......

In a mission, I deliberately exposed my whereabouts, surrounded by Jiangmen people, blocked on the highway, and the leader at that time happened to be Jiang Junxian, the young master of Jiangmen, with the ability of the three setters, it is not difficult to break out of the encirclement, Jiang Junxian's ability can not hurt me, but that time I was defeated, defeated and had no power to fight back, the knife wound made me covered in blood, and finally Jiang Junxian hit the heart hard, does it hurt? Maybe it hurts, but my heart hurts even more, and the only person I can think of at the moment of death is her.

That's right, after the night I agreed to leave Suxin failed, I was desperate and made the decision to seek death, I didn't have the courage to commit suicide, so let someone else kill me.

Now that I think back to my original decision, maybe I was wrong, because I couldn't find the result of my first love, I couldn't find the last way out with Suxin, I was young, impulsive, confused, lost my mind, and didn't have the courage to take on the responsibility of the successor of the three religions, and even lived up to the grace of the three religions to cultivate and nurture me, so I gave my life so easily.

I...... It's terrible.

Lu Cong'an, the descendant of the Three Sects, was fiercely knocked down the hillside of the highway by Jiang Junxian, and in front of the Daomen people, he killed the heirs of the Three Sects.

When I opened my eyes again weakly, the scene in front of me was not the underworld, but a thin old man, who was smiling at me proudly, laughing chillingly, he was a poisonous ghost doctor.

I was saved, I didn't die.

Is it fate? God always seems to be giving me all kinds of opportunities.

I survived, but I was not happy at all, I didn't want to move when I was in pain, I hadn't left the shackles, I still remembered the people I loved in pain.

How did I survive such a serious injury and a severe heart break? Immortals save me? Of course not, with my condition at the time, even if the doctor fairy came, he couldn't save it, but the person who met me was a ghost doctor, a ghost doctor with deviant medical skills, using poison as medicine, using poison to heal people, and my body was saved by ghost medicine poison.

Poison poison, poison and medicine are one, medicine can also kill people if used wrongly, poison can also save people if used correctly, and I have been cured of my weak and sick body since I was a child.

This is the explanation given to me by the old man of the ghost doctor, and when he explained, he was still complacent, as if his medical skills were better than those of the Taoist doctors.

Although he was hugged, his heart was tormented by poison, and he could no longer use all his strength, otherwise he would die on the spot with poison and blood. This poison is from the ancestral medicine recipe of the ghost doctor, a recipe that I still hate, the poison has no name, there is no antidote, I was saved, but I can never be cured.

I was desperate to find death, but when I heard the news, I didn't care at all, at that time, I felt that life and death didn't matter, and I didn't want to thank him for being saved by the old man of the ghost doctor.

But the ghost doctor, who has long been withered and depressed, the thin old man not only tried his best to save me, but also put forward a request to accept me as an apprentice, because he knew that the person he saved was a descendant of the three religions, and was selected by the three religions, and he was definitely a smart person, and he hoped that I could inherit his almost lost craft.

"Anyway, you have learned a hundred arts, and you don't miss a master to worship me, it just so happens that I don't have an apprentice, I saved your life, and you have to promise me if you repay this kindness." The old man was forceful and made rude demands.

I don't even want to live anymore, how can I be in the mood to agree to his rude request, I grew up with snacks and medicines, and I am very repulsed by medical skills.

Seeing that I fell into despair every day, my eyes were blank, the old man of the ghost doctor sent me to a wooden house in the mountains, I was seriously injured, I could only lie down every day and could not move, but in the compartment of the wooden house, there was still a person living, I had never seen him, and I could talk to him a few words every day.

"New here? Has the old man found an apprentice? "His voice is vicissitudes, and I guess he's quite old.

"I haven't talked to anyone for a long time, you can talk to me a few words, my name is Han Xun."

I didn't want to pay attention to him at the time, it was the most empty day in my heart, I didn't know, it turned out that the person next door was in the same mood.

"Look at your decay, out of love? That's why you seek death? He continued to talk to himself: "I seem to have heard today that there are rumors outside that you are dead, do you know, Lu Cong'an, so now that you are alive, only me and the old man know." ”

What the?

I'm already dead? Everybody thinks I'm dead?

I was in pain and despair, and suddenly my whole body trembled, and some thoughts that I had never dared to have suddenly popped up in my mind.

"What kind of death are you looking for at a young age, without love, you won't live in this life? Now you have answered that poem, some people are alive, he is dead, Lu Cong'an, you are dead, haha. ”

Lu Cong'an is dead, but I'm still alive. My mind went blank for an instant, and I said the first words to Han Xun.

"Han Xun, can you do me a favor, I want to change my face."