Chapter 41: Song Yi's uneasiness

Along the way, Song Yi held Qi Ran's hand tightly. Every time Qi Ran encountered something, Song Yi subconsciously clenched her hand, wanting to appease Qi Ran in this way.

When he arrived at the hospital, Song Yi had not completely parked the car, Qi Ran had already opened the car door and jumped out, Song Yi ripped off his seat belt and followed, feeling nervous, "Qi Ran, slow down." ”

As soon as he encounters Gu Jingchen's matter, Qi Ran will still lose control, and now there is still a little bit of consciousness of a pregnant woman.

Song Yi was by her side to protect her from bumping into people or falling. If it weren't for seeing Qi Ran's eyes already red, Song Yi would definitely not have indulged her so much.

"Ranran, don't worry, Shen Zhiyun is here."

Qi Ran couldn't listen to any comfort now, she just wanted to see people quickly.

Shen Zhiyun specially waited at the door of the ward, and when he saw Song Yi and Qi Ran appearing together, he immediately greeted him.

"Shen Zhiyun, what's wrong with him?"

Shen Zhiyun glanced at Song Yi with some evasion, hesitated and didn't say much, "He hasn't eaten or drunk for several days, and he can't drink the medicine, you can go in and see him." ”

Qi Ran walked quickly into the ward, and Song Yi behind him was grabbed by Shen Zhiyun.

Shen Zhiyun looked at Song Yi with a request, and his voice was deep, "You are already married, let their brothers and sisters stay for a while." ”

Compared with Song Yi, Shen Zhiyun was even more reluctant to let them meet, but in order for Gu Jingchen to survive, he had to use Qi Ran.

What Shen Zhiyun said was also to remind Song Yi that now Qi Ran and Gu Jingchen are just brother and sister, and there is no other possibility.

Qi Ran didn't know that Gu Jingchen had come to Jiangzhou with him, but when they met again, he was lying on the hospital bed weakly, his handsome face was so thin that he was almost skinny and bone-like, and his fair skin was even more sickly white.

Qi Ran stretched out his hand and gently stroked his eyebrows, wanting to smooth out his frowning eyebrows, just touching his skin, the person on the bed suddenly opened his eyes, and he was very surprised.

Between the snorts, it was the aroma of Qi Ran's body, which covered up the smell of disinfectant water in the ward.

"Why are you here?" In fact, there was no need to think about it, Gu Jingchen also knew that it must have been Shen Zhiyun who informed Qi Ran to come.

Qi Ran sat on the chair, raised his hand to pick up the water on the bedside table, and sent the straw to Gu Jingchen's mouth.

Gu Jingchen just fell asleep, and he was still a little hoarse when he spoke, and he didn't know how long he had been asleep.

"Why didn't you tell me when you came to Jiangzhou? Do you have to wait until this time to let me know? ”

It was obviously a blaming tone, but it was all distressed, Qi Ran couldn't see Gu Jingchen's weak and powerless appearance the most, and it was very different from the high-spirited person in his memory, and that kind of impact always stimulated Qi Ran's heart.

"Don't listen to Zhiyun, I'm fine. It's been like this for so many years. ”

Qi Ran put the water cup down, Gu Jingchen stretched out his hand and touched Qi Ran's face distressedly, "Why did you lose weight?" ”

Qi Ran was not surprised that Gu Jingchen could see it now, although he didn't know how clear his sight was and how long it could last, "I've vomited a lot lately, it's normal, but it's you, I heard Shen Zhiyun say that you ......"

"As long as you're okay, I'll be fine!"

Gu Jingchen's eyes were firm.

There was a knock at the door, and Gu Jingchen withdrew his hand. Song Yi and Shen Zhiyun came in at the same time, Song Yi looked at the person on the hospital bed, looking at each other, but they were not so friendly.

Song Yi stood behind Qi Ran and hugged Qi Ran's shoulders, such intimacy was so natural, Gu Jingchen weakly turned his gaze away. The palms of the hands in the quilt have long been clenched into fists.

"To be honest, I didn't expect you to be still in Jiangzhou, just in time, you can attend my wedding with Ran Ran before leaving."

Shen Zhiyun helped Gu Jingchen up and made him half-lying down so that he could be more comfortable.

"I bought a house in Jiangzhou, in Dushu District, in the name of Qi Ran." Shen Zhiyun said flatly, this means that there is a great meaning of settling in Jiangzhou City, even if Song Yi really has more opinions in his heart, it is difficult to say anything, "That's fine, Qi Ran won't have to go all the way to Qingcheng in the future." ”

Song Yi's fingers tightened slightly, and he kept telling himself in his heart that this was Qi Ran's last relative.

Qi Ran is naturally the happiest one, now that his physical condition is not good, he can't run on both sides, Gu Jingchen's condition is unstable, so he is here in Jiangzhou, and it is much easier to meet or something.

"Hurry up and have a wedding, otherwise your figure will change in a few months."

Gu Jingchen's gaze was soft, and his eyes were full of doting on his beloved sister, but only Shen Zhiyun clearly knew that the wound in Gu Jingchen's heart was bleeding.

Qi Ran got married, and Gu Jingchen would be the saddest person.

"It's already been counting, and you have to get better quickly. Otherwise I'll be worried all the time. ”

Song Yi glanced at the time, lowered his head and reminded Qi Ran that it was not too early.

"You wait outside for me, I'll be right there."

Qi Ran glanced at Gu Jingchen worriedly, hesitated and went out. It's not that the two of them haven't gotten along alone, not to mention, no matter what, Song Yi won't have a conflict with a patient.

Shen Zhiyun accompanied Qi Ran downstairs, not worried about Gu Jingchen and Song Yi at all. What's more, he had something he wanted to say to Qi Ran.

Song Yi stood beside the hospital bed, looking at Gu Jingchen condescendingly, his face was gloomy, and he had completely lost his former softness, "On the day of our wedding, I hope you can attend the wedding with Qi Ran's brother." ”

Gu Jingchen's eyes darkened, he smiled bitterly, raised his eyelids and looked at Song Yi with a bit of provocation, "Is this for Ran Ran or for you?" ”

"It was you who told me about your relationship in person, Ran Ran is already my wife, and you can only be her brother in this life."

Gu Jingchen raised the corners of his lips, "Song Yi, it's best not to let me know that Ran Ran has suffered a little grievance, otherwise I will let you lose her forever." ”

Gu Jingchen had an aura of not being angry and arrogant.

"When the time comes, I will send the invitation to the house, Ran Ran has no father, so I hope you can lead her to the red carpet."

Only by letting Gu Jingchen personally hand over Qi Ran into his own hands would that be an absolute victory. They have a once and no matter what he wants to do, he only wants the future.

"Song Yi, you don't need to hide your lack of confidence in your heart like this, if I want it, you won't even get the beginning."

Before Song Yi left, behind him were what Gu Jingchen said.

Qi Ran smiled at Shen Zhiyun, knowing that Shen Zhiyun had finished speaking, he turned around and left, walking along the stone road at the entrance of the hospital to the parking lot.

Within a few minutes, I saw Song Yi walking over with a cold face, a cold light in his phoenix eyes, and a trace of gloom on his handsome face.

When the man didn't speak, he had a kind of momentum that was not angry but powerful, and he didn't know what they talked about, which made Song Yi so angry.

"What's wrong?"

Song Yi grabbed Qi Ran and took her into his arms.

"I asked Gu Jingchen to take you on the red carpet on your wedding day."

Qi Ran raised his head in disbelief and looked at Song Yi, "You obviously know his physical condition......

Although the name Gu Jingchen has disappeared for ten years, on the day of their wedding, there are no people who come to recognize Gu Jingchen, Gu Jingchen will be very happy if he can attend their wedding Qi Ran, but if Gu Jingchen wants to send her on the red carpet, it means that Gu Jingchen will be exposed in front of people.

The man pursed his thin lips, his deep phoenix eyes became more and more unable to see his emotions clearly, and when he saw her angry, he said in a low voice for a long time: "I'm sorry." ”

Qi Ran didn't speak, and the night breeze blew, deepening the coolness. Song Yi stretched out his hand to bring the person to the car, but Qi Ran avoided Song Yi and got into the car by himself.

"Ranran, I'm sorry."

"What's wrong with you? I really only have one relative, he is my brother, and you are doing this for me. ”

Although they also explained it to Song Yi, they were still uncomfortable in their hearts, because they all knew very well how difficult it was for Gu Jingchen to hand over Qi Ran to Song Yi as a brother.

"I'm sorry." Over the years, Song Yi has always been high, never bowing his head to anyone, since Qi Ran left three years ago, his temper has completely exploded, and his personality has become more and more strong.

But when facing Qi Ran. The words of apology are always on the lips.

"You're not wrong, you don't need to apologize." Qi Ran said lightly.

The man then continued: "I apologize because I promised you that I would not make you angry again, and I would not quarrel with you again. ”

The implication is that he is not wrong at all, but because she is angry, he apologizes.

Qi Ran said "hehe", not wanting to say anything to Song Yi anymore, so he simply closed his eyes and responded with silence.

Song Yi pulled out the seat belt that had just been fastened on his body, and propped it up to Qi Ran's ear with one hand, the powerful aura approaching made Qi Ran have to open his eyes, and it happened to be Song Yi's scarlet eyes, "Ran Ran, why do we obviously have a certificate, and I still feel insecure when we have a child, or do I feel so unreal?" ”

This is the first time that Song Yi has expressed the strong uneasiness in his heart, Qi Ran has never known that Song Yi's current mentality is actually like this, so since she came back and became pregnant, Song Yi has been very careful, and that kind of care is because of filling the uneasiness in her heart.

"Song Yi, I don't know what I'm going to do. You tell me what I have to do to feel safe? ”

Song Yi hugged Qi Ran and didn't say anything, and he didn't know. Qi Ran was obviously by his side, but he always felt that he was leaving, probably for so many years, Song Yi had become accustomed to Qi Ran's refusal, just after Qi Ran confirmed the relationship, Song Yi would often wake up suddenly at night, and subconsciously look for the people around him, until he was sure that the people around him really existed, he could sleep peacefully, these Qi Ran didn't know.

"Song Yi, I don't think you're happy now."

Song Yi is a cheerful person by nature, but after three years of separation, Song Yi is like a different person, becoming sensitive and emotionally changeable, which often makes Qi Ran unsure, and Qi Ran also knows that these are all caused by himself. It is understandable that people who have experienced life and death have a great change in temperament.

And Gu Jingchen is more like a *, Song Yi is always on the lookout for when he will explode.

He admitted that Gu Jingchen had said to him just now, he was indeed not confident enough in this relationship, this kind of unconfidence was silently bred when Gu Jingchen appeared alive, in ten years, Song Yi witnessed Qi Ran's dedication to Gu Jingchen, even if Song Yi and Qi Ran have known each other longer than Gu Jingchen, but all Qi Ran's hearts have always been on Gu Jingchen's body.