Chapter 227: The Deepest Hurt [Thank You @Yiyi Children's Diamond]
When the car stopped at Duan Xuchu's residence, it was already dark, and Wei Wei was helped out of the car by Dr. Zhou, and a chill came straight in.
It was snowing in the sky, Wei Wei could only feel the snowflakes falling on her cheeks and turning into ice water, leaning on Dr. Zhou's shoulder and about to walk in, there was a sound of a car behind her, and then Wei Wei heard the familiar footsteps, she froze and stood there without moving.
Duan Xuchu didn't even have time to close the car door, strode over, and seeing that Wei Wei was dressed thinly, he frowned and asked Dr. Zhou, "Why are you here at this time?" ”
Dr. Zhou didn't say anything, and after letting go of Wei Weiyi, she stepped back a few steps, leaving room for two people.
Duan Xuchu took off his coat and draped it over Wei Weiyi's shoulders, and walked into the house with his arm around her half-hugged and half-hugged, "It's cold outside, let's go in first!" ”
His temperature and breath were overwhelming, instantly surrounding Wei Wei's whole person, unable to escape, and not wanting to escape, at this moment Wei Wei really wanted to throw himself into his warm embrace, but it was only a few seconds of distraction, Wei Wei thought of what Duan Xuchu did, her heart ached, and she pushed Duan Xuchu away hard, her expression was cold and resistant, "It's over between us, what do you care about me?" If you really feel sorry for me, you won't give up on me and be with Pei Yanjie. ”
Duan Xuchu stood there without moving after being pushed away, the light came over, he looked down at the coat that was thrown away by Wei Weiyi on the ground, and in the wind and snow, he asked Wei Weiyi coldly: "Since you are already very clear, then what are you still looking for?" ”
"Do what?" Wei Wei repeated these three words, her eyes that couldn't see anything were dim and lackluster, her thin and slender figure formed a silhouette in the light, and her eyes looked at Duan Xuchu's direction, "I came here to give you and myself a chance." Duan Xuchu, let me ask you one last time, did you really agree to Pei Yanjie's conditions to be with her in order to save me? ”
Duan Xuchu didn't look at Wei Weiyi, and the two hands that hung down were clenched into fists, "Yes." A very light and light word, but it is so decisive in Wei Wei's ears, as if there is no room for turning.
There is no need to explain too much, Wei Wei only knew that Duan Xuchu was for her, but she couldn't accept the result, "Hehehe........", Wei Wei laughed, the laughter in such weather was bleak and sarcastic, two lines of tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes, and her tone was full of sadness and self-deprecation, "You think this is for my good, this is to save me, but this is just your wishful thinking, you don't think about it from my perspective at all, have you ever thought about my feelings?" ”
"Did you know? I'd rather not see anything for the rest of my life, I'd rather endure the torment of a drug attack, and even I'd rather die, and I don't want to be separated from you, watching you be with other women, and you become the man of other women, and you no longer belong to me. A large number of tears flowed from Wei Wei's eyes, and her figure was shaky, "Why don't you understand?" Do you really want me to force me to the death so that you can understand my determination? ”
Duan Xuchu stood there stiffly, unable to take a step and walked over, he looked at Wei Weiyi deeply with eyes full of pain, "I understand, I have said a long time ago that I never doubt your feelings for me, but Weiwei, in the face of love and life, I choose to let you live well." I've been protecting you in my own way, even if we can't be together anymore, I can't let you get hurt. ”
"So you think I'm not hurt?" Wei Wei shook his head and pressed one hand on the position of his heart, "Ah Chu, my heart hurts so much, any physical and mental torture is less than one ten-thousandth of the pain in my heart." The person who hurt me the most in this world is not Pei Yanjie, but you. You keep saying that you are good for me and are saving me, but do you know that you are the one who hurts me the most, and you are the most cruel. She cried silently, the whole person lost her strength, her knees bent and collapsed on the snow, her long hair covered her trembling shoulders, Wei Wei lowered her head, and her tears fell down in big and big ones, "If you lose you, how can you still give me the courage to live?" ”
Duan Xuchu's pain was unbearable, and he could no longer maintain his apparent calm, so he ran over and hugged Wei Weiyi in a few steps, "Wei Wei ......."
Wei Wei was afraid that Duan Xuchu would let go of himself, so he reacted very quickly and hugged Duan Xuchu's neck, the whole person fell into his arms, clinging to his face, and the hot tears in his eyes wet Duan Xuchu's neck, Wei Wei said almost pleadingly: "Ah Chu, don't separate, okay?" ”
"Let's take away the child, I'll be blind for the rest of my life, you won't dislike me, will you? Dr. Zhou, they are so powerful, they will soon develop an antidote, if it doesn't work in one month, then two months, half a year, three years........ I could have waited even longer. I know you feel sorry for me, but I really don't care, don't you give up without trying, okay? Ah Chu, I love you, I really love you. It's been nine years, we've stumbled all the way to the present, how can you be ruthless? I've never begged you for anything, just for the first and last time. Ah Chu, please don't give up on me, don't give up this relationship between us, okay? ”
For this relationship, this is the only time that Wei is so humble in front of him, the first time to say such emotional words, in the middle of the snow, the beginning seems to be frozen, the muscles all over the body are tense and stiff, only one heart is beating, but it is as painful as ten thousand arrows passing through.
His palm was placed on the back of Wei Weiyi's neck, and he used all his strength to hug Wei Weiyi, burying his head in her hair, he closed his eyes tightly, and hot tears suddenly rolled out of the blood-red heavy pupils, smashing on Wei Wei's cold hair and dripping down, Duan Xuchu's voice was difficult, blurred, and hoarse, "I'm sorry Weiwei......."
Wei Wei grabbed Duan Xuchu's arm and broke free from his arms to kiss him, but inadvertently touched the ring finger of Duan Xuchu's left hand, and after touching the ring on it, her whole body was shocked at first, her eyes widened in disbelief, and then she stood up and retreated a few steps abruptly.
Wei Wei stumbled, and was almost supported by Dr. Zhou behind her when she almost fell, but she pushed Dr. Zhou away again, and shook her head after standing firmly, "It turns out that you proposed to Pei Yanjie, she didn't lie to me, you are wearing a ring on your hand, and you have indeed registered your marriage." Hehehe........", Wei Weiyi laughed again, this time the tears in her eyes flowed more fiercely, and her hair was blown up by the cold wind, covering her pale and painful look, "You lied to me Duan Xuchu, you said that marriage is not child's play, no matter what happens, you will never marry a woman other than me for a second time, I believe in you so much, and I ran to beg you cheaply." ”
Duan Xuchu got up slowly, his chest heaving, but he stood there with his back straight, staring at Wei Wei sadly, and did not speak.
"Duan Xuchu, at that time, you said that as long as I am willing to take the first step, you will lead me to the second and hundredth steps in the future, so when you still maintain that marriage with Jiang Qian, I don't mind being your underground lover, in order to be with you and try not to drag you down, I gave up my work and freedom, and I was willing to be raised by you in captivity during that time. I gave birth to Nannan, and waited for you for six years, until you divorced Jiang Qian, I thought you could finally fulfill your promise to me, but now you are marrying another woman for the second time. ”
"Duan Xuchu, you are right, even if you get rid of Pei Yanjie in the future, you still love me, you are no longer qualified, I will not give you a second chance, from this moment on, we are finished, we are even, I will not look back."
He has said "I love you" too many times, and he will not let her go even if he dies, and he has also said that he will give her marriage, let her wear a white wedding dress, hold the grandest wedding in the world, and make her the most beautiful and happy bride in the world........ But in the end, it all came to naught.
She couldn't tell if he really loved her too much, or if he didn't love her enough, and he gave up on her so easily for the second time, and he behaved the same way he did a few years ago, when she had enough faith to give birth to a baby, and waited six years to finally stay with him, but what was she waiting for him now, and how long would she have to wait for him?
Forgive her for not being so great, this time she was hurt by him, she won't hate him, but she won't love him anymore from now on, so Duan Xuchu ........ Since no matter how hard you try, you can't be together, so it's better to forget about each other.
After Wei Wei finished speaking, she turned around, but was blocked by the car, she groped around the car, shook off Dr. Zhou who was following her, and walked forward with tears streaming down her face.
Duan Xuchu stayed in place and looked at Wei Wei's stiff but resolute back, the snow was falling heavily, his eyes were blurry, the thin figure he loved deeply seemed to be about to disappear, his heart was hollowed out, "Wei Wei .......", Duan Xuchu suddenly raised his leg a few steps to catch up, hugged Wei Wei from behind, buried his head in her neck and whispered in a panic, "Wei Wei, don't go." Cooperate with the doctor to treat well, I ........"
Wei Wei was stunned, and without waiting for Duan Xuchu to finish speaking, she turned around in front of Duan Xuchu's chest, and a surprise slap was thrown on Duan Xuchu's face, "Why are you?!" ”
Duan Xuchu's heavy pupils contracted tightly, and the arm that was holding Wei Wei's waist naturally loosened, Wei Wei broke free from his embrace, her palms were hot and painful, and her heart twitched all at once, "What are you going to do if you don't leave, continue to be your lover, and patiently stay until the day you divorce Pei Yanjie?" No way. ”
"At the beginning of the paragraph, we had no relationship. In the future, whether I am dead or alive, you have no right to interfere. Aren't you willing to sacrifice our feelings to save me? I don't need to. I wouldn't be alive without you, and I'll prove to you how wrong you are. ”
Because they love each other too much, Duan Xuchu used separation to save Wei Weiyi, and Wei Weiyi would rather die than give up Duan Xuchu, and neither of them was willing to compromise, which caused such a paradox.
Nan Nan didn't know when she came out of the house, and when she saw this, she ran over and pushed Wei Wei with her only strength, crying and complaining, "Why did you hit my father? You bad woman, you're not my mom at all, you don't love my dad either, you bully my dad. My dad is crying, you make my dad sad, you're a bad woman. You go, don't come to our house. ”
Wei Wei looked down at her daughter in horror, "Nan Nan .......", she was caught off guard, she didn't stand firm, plus Nan Nan kept pushing her, Wei Wei stumbled under her feet, and her slender figure fell back uncontrollably.