When Su Yuhan asked me in such a cold voice if I could endure this loneliness for her, I only had one thought at that time, that is, did Su Yuhan know something?

It's a little sad that I don't have a chance to think about it so much now, so I can only promise her words first: "Sister Han, I can do it, I can definitely do it." ”

"Hmph...; …; Su Yuhan snorted coldly: "That's pretty much the same." ”

Listen to her. I felt a little better.

Immediately afterwards, Su Yuhan changed his words and said to me in a very sad tone: "Xiaoqiang, I won't tell you, I have had a really hard time during this time, and after separating from you, I spend most of my time in an empty small rental house reading, closing my eyes and meditating. Recall our past and look forward to our future. But the more I thought about it, the more I had no confidence, the more I thought about it, the more hesitant and helpless I became, and all kinds of emptiness, loneliness and coldness followed. It even turned into fear and despair at one point.

Don't worry about me, though, I've figured it out now. It turns out that the best way to resist loneliness is to try to enjoy loneliness, enjoy the moment when the heart is empty, enjoy the boundless drift of thoughts in the loneliness of the night, and enjoy the fear, loneliness, helplessness, and even despair brought by loneliness like a dark night. This is a kind of enchantment of the ideological realm, and crossing this enchantment is like crossing the tribulation and soaring, and your eyes will suddenly open up and a broad road will appear. ”

After listening to Su Yuhan's words, I couldn't calm down for a long time.

I have to say that she deserves to teach Chinese, and such poetic words are not something that ordinary people can say.

But her words sound very profound, but they are not difficult to understand at all, at least I understand them. And I even felt like I was being empowered, as if my soul had just been washed by her words.

Just as I was reflecting on Su Yuhan's words, she suddenly asked me again: "Xiaoqiang, are you ready to enjoy loneliness?" Hee-hee, I'm out of the ordinary. The Tribulation has soared. ”

it, what do you mean?

Soon, Su Yuhan's next words immediately made me understand what she meant: "Xiaoqiang, I have been reluctant not to contact you during this time. That's because I used to imprison my mind. Now that I've figured it out, since I can't stop myself from thinking about you, why force myself so much, it's better to leave you a phone call. It's okay, let's talk nonsense, hehe...; …; But to be clear, it's not that I can't bear to be lonely, but I want to call you if I'm okay. Directly supervise your study, lest you always think about me and don't study hard. Hum...; …; ”

Nima, what I admire most is someone like her who can brag seriously.

So I shamelessly replied to her: "Sister Han, if you think I can't stand it, just say it." Why bother with such a high-sounding excuse...; …; ”

"You, stinky boy, what are you talking about!" Su Yuhan scolded loudly: "Okay, this is what you said, forget it, I'll change my mobile phone number in a while...; …; ”

"Ahh I was anxious: "Don't, don't be impulsive, I'm wrong, can't I!" ”

"Hmph...; …; Su Yuhan snorted very proudly.

Followed by. The two of us made a phone call for more than half an hour, and it wasn't until I was about to go to class that Su Yuhan probably saw the time and took the initiative to hang up the phone. Before hanging up, though. She suddenly asked me, "Xiaoqiang, has your new house started to be built?" ”

Hearing her ask, I was stunned. But in order not to arouse her suspicion, I quickly said, "It's already started, and when you come back next year, you will definitely be able to live in my new house." But didn't you promise to give me your most important thing when you came back next year, and you're going to sleep in a separate room with me when you come back next year? ”

"You, stinky boy, are getting worse and worse, you know to tease me, don't tell you, go to class! Call me again when you have time. After Su Yuhan finished speaking, he hung up the phone directly.

Originally, I thought that Su Yuhan would just ask casually if the house had been built, and soon I knew that I was wrong.

When I was in class, I wanted to see if Su Yuhan would say something to Teacher Chen if he contacted me today, so I opened Teacher Chen's WeChat. Because she likes to talk to Teacher Chen about her heart the most. She must be very happy today, and she will take the initiative to contact Teacher Chen again.

Really. When I logged on to WeChat, I saw that Su Yuhan really sent a message to Mr. Chen, and also sent a lot of messages.

But after I only read the last message at the bottom, I was in pain.

Because her last message was like this: Hey, Sister Chen, what should I do. I finally mustered up the courage to contact Wu Qiang today, originally I contacted her mainly to ask if his house had been repaired, if not. I asked him to give me the money to use first, and the house has already begun to be repaired.

When I looked at the information a bit, I finally understood what was going on.

It turned out that Su Yuhan had made up a small company by herself in the past few days, and it was just a small processing factory, because more than 100,000 of the 500,000 I gave her some time ago were her own, so she used this as the capital to take over a small processing factory. The kind with just over a dozen employees.

Originally, more than 100,000 yuan was not enough, but she called her mother and secretly asked her mother to find 200,000 yuan for her. That's more than 300,000 in total.

The big problem she is facing now is that the machinery and equipment in the processing plant are all aging, and the production capacity simply cannot keep up with the production demand. Originally, more than a dozen workers could normally make 100,000 finished products a day, but now they can only do 50,000, mainly because those machines are always broken, and they always repair the machines. So she was forced to ask me for some money to buy two new machines. Because she thinks that although it is very difficult now, the customer's order is still very good. The previous boss was unable to turn over funds, and fundamentally because of customer needs, people didn't want to give him a list. It was Su Yuhan who ran to get the order back, but if she couldn't deliver it on time in the future, she would definitely not continue to make the order for her.

She said that the two new machines would cost less than 100,000 yuan, but now she can't even think of a way to do 100,000 yuan. The main reason is that she doesn't want to borrow money from the same classmate as last time, so she thinks of me.

I could feel that she must have been in a hurry today to call me, and what she said at first was probably just her foreshadowing, and the last sentence she said was her real purpose.

What am I going to do?

I definitely have to find a way to help, but the question is how can I help now?

Sell blood?

I guess I can't sell it for that much money even if I drain my blood?

During this whole class, I didn't listen to a word of what the teacher said, and I was thinking about how to get money.

After class, I made a call to Ye Zi. I asked her directly: "Sister, if there is a poor person like me who wants to get 100,000 yuan, how do you say you should get it?" ”

"It's simple. Isn't it just a small amount of 100,000 yuan? Ye Zi replied very easily, but I really wanted to shoot her to death in the next sentence: "Go to Yabei, you have worked in a bar, and you don't know that there is a man sitting on the stage to accompany the rich woman." They sit on a table. You don't have to go to the room for seven or eight hundred yuan. Maybe you're lucky, and you're favored by a rich woman, and the first night you go, a rich woman wants to take care of you, and if you don't get it, you'll get 100,000 yuan in one night. ”

"Sister, don't make a fuss, what I said is true."

"What I said is true!" Ye Zi said shamelessly: "I'm not bragging to you, when your sister and I went to help your little brother raise money, I sat at the bar for the first time on the first night, when Mommy introduced me to be a school teacher, there was immediately a boss who wanted to support me, saying that he would give me 500,000 a year." But I'm only selling my art, not my body, and of course I won't agree. ”

Ye Zi said this, and suddenly roared coldly: "Take your class well, what are you thinking about." I know your family is short of money, I will try my best to help you find a way to deal with money, don't fool me! ”

After Ye Zi finished speaking, he hung up the phone directly.

And I was stunned for a while, and finally I couldn't think of anything after thinking about it, so I suddenly made a very crazy decision: Damn, there are seven or eight hundred to sit on the table, or I will try it too?