Chapter 266: I Really Like You
He looked at An Yanan's eyes, full of tenderness and unconcealed feelings, which made An Yanan feel a little strange for a while.
Song Xu looked at her eyes, shouldn't he be tangled and at a loss?
Why did all of a sudden, Song Xu's eyes change so much when he looked at her?
Anya Nan thought of something, and retracted his hand like an electric shock.
Her slender fingers stroked her lower abdomen, and asked Song Xu with some trembling: "You know that I have a child, don't you?" ”
It was because I knew that she had a child, because I knew that she was pregnant with his baby, so I suddenly changed my attitude!
"I see, Yanan. I'm sorry I've been putting you through so much. Song Xu said apologetically, wanting to grab An Yanan's hand and gently hold it in his palm.
However, Anya Nan dodged his touch again like an electric shock.
An Yanan's face narrowed and turned away, avoiding Song Xu's gaze and Song Xu's touch.
Her whole body hid directly on the other side of the hospital bed: "I don't need you to be responsible for me, Song Xu, I don't need you to be with me because you are responsible." ”
"Whether it happens to me or you, whether I have your child or not, it's my own choice. Like I said in the dungeon of the castle, I just want you to know that I like you, but I don't want to put any pressure on you or put any shackles on you. ”
"You don't have to, for the sake of responsibility, you have wronged yourself."
Song Xu looked at An Yanan in a daze, and after watching it for a long time, he finally understood the real reason why An Yanan's expression changed drastically and he became alienated, indifferent and resistant to him.
It turned out that An Yanan thought that his changes were all because of the children and because of the so-called responsibility.
"No, Yanan, you really misunderstood!" Song Xu hurriedly explained to An Yanan.
"I like you. Like you like me, like you! When I was in the dungeon of the castle, when you confessed to me, I almost couldn't control my emotions, and I wanted to tell you that I also wanted to be with you, forever. Although at that time, I thought you were a man. ”
"But I like you both men and women, I know it deeply!"
"It's just that the situation was too dangerous. I don't know what will happen later, I think, if Song Tong chooses to keep me, or, Yan Li is crazy and wants you to die, then I will use my life to protect you. ”
"Therefore, I dare not promise anything to you easily, let alone show my emotions or true feelings. I'm afraid that if I say we're together, in the end, you'll lose me, and it will make you even more sad. ”
"What I thought at the time was that as long as we were out of danger, as long as we were all safe, I would take the initiative to tell you that we were together. It's really not because of children, I've experienced days with each other for some so-called, unrelated reasons that have nothing to do with love. ”
"I know what life is like, and trust me, I'm not going to let myself get stuck in a life without love again. I want to be with you, and it's really because I like you too! ”
Song Xu said too seriously, and his expression was too sincere.
His eyes were overflowing with tenderness, and they were even more irresistible.
An Yanan glanced at Song Xu and quickly withdrew his gaze.
She felt that her heart was so chaotic, she didn't know how to face the current situation, and she didn't know whether she should believe Song Xu's words or not.
She had experienced sadness, and although it was only a crush, she had also tasted the pain of emotional wounds.
All along, she didn't dare to expect that Song Xu would give her feelings in any response.
She doesn't know whether she should choose to believe Song Xu's words, she will also worry that if she believes it, but in fact, there are inconsistencies with Song Xu's words, so once the difference appears, how should she accept the real situation.
If she didn't have any expectations for Song Xu's feelings, she wouldn't feel disappointed.
On the other hand, once she has expectations, but the reality is not like that, she will definitely not be able to accept it, and she will definitely be miserable.
In case she believes it, Song Xu likes her, even like she likes Song Xu and loves Song Xu, the same emotion, but in fact, Song Xu is not like that, can she really withstand this kind of gap?
Song Xu had never shown the slightest liking for her before.
He suddenly said that he liked her very much, and even wanted to be with her forever, is this really credible?
Perhaps at this moment, everything Song Xu said was sincere. However, it may be the result of the adrenaline rush caused by everything that has just been experienced.
When people experience major events, especially this time, when Yan Li intends to kidnap and murder, and for the rest of his life, his emotions often fluctuate violently, making people do some irrational behaviors and produce some irrational impulses.
Song Xu may have regarded the emotion when she flew to save him and protect him in the dungeon of the ancient castle as love, coupled with the stimulation caused by this incident, he was impulsive, so he would say that he liked her and would always be with her.
Otherwise, if it was really the same as Song Xu said, he would have already had the same deep feelings for her, and whether she was a man or a woman, he decided to be with her.
Song Xu should be, he can't hide it for so long.
In Anyanan's heart, it is false to say that there is no wavering and expectation.
However, she is even more afraid of the gap that will be brought about by gains and losses.
Rather than gain and lose, in the end, fall into the pain of loss for a long time. She would rather never get it herself, so that at least, she would not experience the bitter and terrible sadness.
An Yanan thought that time would allow Song Xu to see everything clearly, and now at this time, it would be in vain to say anything.
Song Xu must think that he really likes her.
And she doesn't have any 100% arguments to convince Song Xu.
So, leave it to time to verify.
An Yanan slipped into the quilt, covered his face with the quilt, and turned his back to Song Xu, no longer looking at his persuasive eyes.
"I'm tired, I want to get some rest, you can let me be quiet."
In An Yanan's tone, there was a kind of helplessness.
This tone made Song Xu's heart very uncomfortable.
He really wanted to prove it to An Yanan, and he wanted to tell An Yanan immediately, so that An Yanan could clearly know that he really liked her.
However, at this moment, it seems that everything is pale and powerless.
He is to blame for all this. It was because he had been too stupid all along, because he misunderstood An Yanan's gender, so he didn't dare to give An Yanan any response, which led to An Yanan finally hearing his confession because he was sent to the hospital and found out to be pregnant.
So much so that it caused the embarrassing consequences that confessing at this point in time would cause.
For him, Anya Nan suppressed his inner emotions for so long. Even if she gave him the most precious thing for a girl, and even conceived a baby for him, she didn't say it.
So, he gave An Yanan some time, so that An Yanan could slowly see his sincerity, what could he not do?
At this time, his patience is even more needed!
Song Xu thought about it, didn't try again, and used any words to persuade An Yanan to believe in his heart.
He believes that with the increase of time, An Yanan will feel that everything he does is because he really likes her, and he will understand his sincerity to her!
Song Xu nodded, and said softly to An Yanan: "Okay, you have a good rest, I'll go and see if there is a Chinese restaurant nearby, and find some easy-to-digest and nutritious food for you." ”
Song Xu lightly left the ward.
The door is gently slammed tightly.
Anya Nan flipped open the quilt and let out a long sigh.
She wanted to find Song Tong and ask what was going on.
wants Song Tong to come over to accompany her, she doesn't want Song Xu to be by her side, in that way, she will really be entangled all the time.
An Yanan got out of bed, took out his mobile phone from the clothes in the chair, and dialed Song Tong, only to find that he was connected to voicemail.
"Where are you, Song Tong? Can you come and stay with me? ”
An Yanan rarely exposes her powerless moments, but now, she is really a little unable to hold on, like a lost child, fragile and helpless, leaving a voice message.
However, An Yanan waited for a long time and did not wait for Song Tong's reply.
She could only lie down in the hospital bed again, looking at the scenery outside the window, wanting to be quiet.
Maybe it's because the two days of running are too tiring, or maybe it's because of pregnancy, and the consumption of running around for days is too great.
An Yanan lay on the hospital bed, and before he knew it, he gradually fell asleep, and slept very deeply.
On the plane, Song Tong and Lian Shaokang snuggled together.
After a long journey of more than ten hours.
The plane finally landed on the tarmac of the international airport in China.
Song Tong and Lian Shaokang, through the VIP channel, walked out of the terminal at the moment, countless reporters, carrying large and small cameras, video cameras, and microphones, rushed towards them from all directions.
The number of people is several times higher than when they were at Norwegian international airports.
It was overwhelming, as if insects had come out in swarms.
This scene is ten times more terrifying than at a Norwegian international airport.
The reporters were afraid of falling behind, so they squeezed one by one, surrounding Song Tong and Lian Shaokang in the middle.
These days, they're getting a lot of completely inconsistent messages from different sources.
Some say that Song Tong was kidnapped by a mysterious person and has torn up the ticket, and there are also those who say that Song Tong has been thrown into the sea and can't even find his body.