After a trip to the falsehood behind the gorgeous gorgeousness, the emptiness after a short period of calm, how much pleasure I have enjoyed, how much sorrow I have gained, I have finally defined our marriage that is about to end, and I believe that Chen Qingyi will definitely agree with this final definition.

This morning, Chen Qingyi got up very early, she packed her things, I knew that when she walked out of this house, we would be separated, and the final intersection of marriage was to attend the wedding of the prince and Shen Man as husband and wife tomorrow.

I said to Chen Qingyi, who was packing up her things, "This house will be given to you." ”

Chen Qingyi shook his head and said, "Pippi is used to living here, don't move around with your children, you should keep it." ”

When Chen Qingyi talked about Pippi, my heart tingled, and my lips trembled for a long time, but I didn't say the last words I kept, can a vain marriage really bind the two of us together for a lifetime?

Chen Qingyi sorted out her things, handed me one of the larger boxes, and said, "Do me a favor and send me to the house in the West District." ”

"Hmm."

.......

This evening, Chen Qingyi and I took Pippi to the villa prepared by the prince for the wedding, and all the friends who usually walk very close were there, discussing the details of tomorrow's wedding.

Everyone was very excited, such as arguing about the layout of the wedding scene, the way the bride appeared, etc., and Chen Qingyi and I were silent from beginning to end, and at this moment, except for me and Chen Qingyi, no one knew the news that we were about to divorce.

Life is so ironic, other people's weddings are the end of our marriage, I don't know what Chen Qingyi's mood is at this time, but I'm really sad.

The wedding of Shen Man and the prince became the focus of everyone's attention, and no one noticed that something was wrong with me and Chen Qingyi.

After eating, Chen Qingyi and I left the prince's villa with Pippi, and we returned to our own residence, and in this home that was about to disperse, Chen Qingyi also left a small amount of clothes and daily necessities for the last night together.

I sat on the sofa in the living room, looking at the wedding photos hanging on the background wall with some distraction, while Pippi was washing up in the bathroom, and Chen Qingyi helped Pippi tidy up his room.

After Pipsqueak washed up, she said goodnight to me as usual, and at the same time, Chen Qingyi cleaned up the room and came to the living room, she said to Pippi, "Pippi, will you sleep with your mother tonight?" ”

"What about Dad?" Pippi looked at me and asked Chen Qingyi.

I was stunned for a moment and said, "You sleep with your mother, and your father sleeps in another room!" ”

"Why? The three of us used to sleep together! ”

Chen Qingyi and I glanced at each other a little embarrassed, and I understood: this last night when Chen Qingyi and Pippi were together as a mother, there must be a lot of things to say to Pippi, and these words can only be said if I avoid them.

I touched Pippi's head and said, "Dad hasn't been sleeping well lately, Mom chats with you and tells you stories, and Dad can't sleep!" ”

"Okay then." Pipsqueak nodded sensibly.

.......

In the dead of night, in this home where nothing seems to have changed, I am extremely lonely, about the future life, I am just confused, I am sorry for Zuo Lan, sorry for Pippi, sorry for Chen Qingyi...... Once again, I pushed myself to the edge of the cliff with my own hands, and this time no one would save me, and if I could save myself, I had no idea that my life was so bad!

I slept for only an hour during the long night, and then I woke up in a trance, followed by a wave of dazedness and distraction.

There was a knock on the door of the room, and Chen Qingyi's voice came: "Yixi, are you awake?" ”

"Hmm." I answered.

"Is breakfast for you, or do you get up and eat it now?" Chen Qingyi asked me.

"I'll get up now."

"Then hurry up, we'll wait for you, the prince has already called several times."

.......

Get up at the fastest speed, wash up at the fastest speed, the three of them eat breakfast around the table, this breakfast has porridge, steamed dumplings, and xiaolongbao, the porridge is made by Chen Qingyi herself, and the steamed dumplings and xiaolongbao are bought at the breakfast shop downstairs, which are all my favorite food.

I am a little sad, I don't want to give up this marriage, people are always like this, until the last moment when it can not be saved, I will wake up, and I will realize how beautiful it was when I once had.

I ate absentmindedly, looking at Chen Qingyi beside me from time to time, she was still very calm, but I didn't know if this calmness stemmed from the disguise of the woman's heart, or if she was really calm and calmly accepted the parting of ways.

Pippi ate happily as usual, constantly urging me and Chen Qingyi to eat quickly, and his joyful performance made me realize that Chen Qingyi didn't tell him about our imminent divorce last night.

I understand: The divorce is difficult for me and Chen Qingyi to talk about, especially for Pippi.

.......

I drove Chen Qingyi and Pippi to the wedding site, and every inch of land we walked after getting out of the car was filled with the joy of the wedding, and this joy made me feel a huge difference, even though Chen Qingyi still held my arm as usual.

Pippi was playing with a group of children of the same age, while Chen Qingyi and I found a quieter place to sit down, but we were silent in the noise.

After a long time, I finally said to Chen Qingyi: "...... Can you give me another chance? ”

Chen Qingyi stared at me for a long time, shook her head, and said: "Marriage is not maintained by giving opportunities, our path has been completely dead, even if I give you a chance, what if you just repeat the previous life that made each other miserable....... My heart is dead! ”

I believe that Chen Qingyi has the idea of divorce, definitely not a day or two, when I decided to have a child of our own with her, she refused and already had such thoughts, but at that time she still had a trace of expectation and nostalgia.

I sighed, no longer looked at Chen Qingyi, the colors in front of me gradually turned white, and I finally had to accept the fact of divorce in this miserable whiteness.

......

The wedding between Shen Man and the prince went very smoothly, and at the end of the wedding, we all took pictures with the prince and Shen Man who were holding a new marriage certificate.

When the flash lights are on and the picture freezes, Shen Man and the prince will officially start their married life....... At the same time, it also means that the one-and-a-half-year married life of Chen Qingyi and I is coming to an end.

.......

This night, Chen Qingyi and I sent Pippi to my parents, and then found a coffee shop nearby to negotiate divorce-related matters.