Chapter 454: You're so sad

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It turned out that he drank it like this, Song Qiyue froze, and his tall figure was in front of him. The night sky was deep, the wind was cold, and his handsome eyes filled her eyes, and those eyes looked at her stubbornly and earnestly, as if they wanted to tell too much.

He suddenly let go of his hand, opened his hands in the wind, and said to the camphor, and he said to her, "This is it!" ”

The leaves and branches of the camphor tree were all swaying in the wind, and the petals of the flowers were also blown off by the wind, and everything was flying messily. His words came along with him, covering her eyes, "When you first came to Nancheng, you were on the way to leave Changxiang. You said that the camphor on the road grows really tall and good. ”

"I told you that it wasn't the best, and you asked me where it was best, and I didn't answer at the time!" Mo Zhengyan's black hair was messy, and he said, "This is it." It's what I call the best place for camphor trees in the south city! ”

"Why is it here?" He asked, almost to himself.

Song Qiyue just looked at him and didn't speak, Mo Zhengyan looked sideways at the trees beside him, "Because of this camphor road, I used to walk it several times a day, and I can't remember how many times I walked it." Because of this camphor road. This end leads to Nancheng No. 1 Middle School! ”

"Because this is the school where I used to go to school with her, we all go back and forth here!"

"It's like this time. The camphor tree, those flowers are all blooming, standing on the upper floor of the school teaching building, you can see from afar, this avenue, so wide, that end leads to the library! ”

"In the third year of secondary school, I transferred to Nancheng No. 1 Middle School, which is a middle school and a high school, and she was in middle school for one year. In the first year of high school, I was in a class, and she was in the first year of middle school. ”

"I didn't know each other, there are always so many people coming and going around me, who will remember?" He asked under this camphor tree, looking at Song Qiyue's eyes, long and long.

It was at that time, when he returned to Nancheng to study, it was at that time that Mo Sinian was handed over to Mrs. Mo by Mo's father for temporary care because of his fourth aunt's poor health. It's just that the two are not in the same school, but in two.

As a freshman who transferred to Nanzhong High School, he was promoted with excellent grades, which naturally attracted a lot of attention.

"The principal, the dean, the homeroom teacher, and the teachers of all subjects were very concerned when they saw me, because I was admitted with the first grade." Mo Zhengyan's voice was faint.

The wind blew his hair up, and it also blew Song Qiyue's hair up.

At this moment, she still had no voice, but she could almost imagine that the young man at that time, who entered the school with high spirits, was the pride of the sky, and received all the attention and aura, just like Song Lianheng, like Zhou Suhe, and even more like Song Jinzhi, they are all students who are proud of enough teachers, and they are also the people of the campus.

"Of course, it's because of my family background." He pursed his lips and smiled slightly, "Behind me, is the Mo family, the entire Mo family, my mother's family background is not bad, and she is also a famous family in Nancheng." In this way, I was loved by all the teachers in the school. ”

"No, it's not so much love as reverence."

"In Nancheng No. 1 Middle School, the Mo family donated a large amount of education funds, and the principal would not say a word to me. If you are not in good health, it is good to ask for leave, and if you don't come to school for a week, then ask for a long leave. Listening to music and reading books in class, these are not forbidden for me! ”

"My campus life is really laid-back and relaxed, don't you say?" He said to himself, and finally asked. Vertical and large talents.

Laid back? Easy? Song Qiyue pursed her lips, but at this moment, she didn't feel it.

This kind of life, such a campus, is just a bigger cage, imprisoning people!

"Unfortunately, I didn't." Mo Zhengyan rejected the words just now with a smile, and he said softly, "In the past three years, I have never taken a day of sick leave. As the son of the Mo family, studying in Nanzhong, I am no different from normal students, I go to class on time, leave class on time, and never arrive late and leave early. ”

"It's just that, even so, it still can't avoid my identity."

"In addition to being one of the best schools in the South City, this school is also a place where powerful families send their children to school. Every day, every day, I keep meeting classmates who come to talk to me, some are younger than me, some are older than me, and some are the same age as me, so much, so much, so much that I can't remember what their faces look like. ”

The wind blew on his cheeks, covering his eyes, and his hand blocked the floating leaves, blocking his eyes, "Except for Luo Zheng, it seems that they are all the same face, all of them are the same, there is no difference." ”

"Until she showed up." His hand fell down, and the lonely posture did not hold the leaf away, "I just felt that there was also a girl, it could be different, it could be like this." ”

It's different, what is this, Song Qiyue listened to his words, and involuntarily began to ask himself. Her hands clenched, she didn't want to hear and know this, but why couldn't she help but think of continuing to listen, this tangled emotion intertwined her, her feet seemed to be rooted, and she couldn't move!

He spoke slowly, "She, it can be so simple. ”

The deep eyes unveiled the past with the words, and Song Qiyue seemed to see that he depicted the appearance of the girl in his memory, "She was wearing the school uniform of Nanzhong High School, the kind of white shirt, with a bow tie and a blue bow tie, the girl's school uniform is a skirt, she always wears a petticoat, and the white pleated edge of the skirt is a little longer than the skirt of the school uniform, which just covers the knees." ”

"When it's hot in the summer, she always wears half-cut socks, white socks and her skirt, and when she walks, she still has long hair like she is dancing."

"She likes flowers and plants, and she likes small animals, but she never keeps them, and when I asked her why, she said that she used to have a puppy, and then she died of illness, and then she never raised these again."

"She loves to read, and every time I walk by outside her classroom or see her at school, she always has a book at hand. However, she also loves photography. Isn't it interesting to be able to capture the most beautiful moments just by pressing the shutter? ”

"That's what she said to me at the time."

She said her dream is to be a freelance photographer and to be able to take pictures all over the world.

"She asked me what my dream was. I told her that I didn't have any dreams, and she laughed, everyone has dreams, everyone has dreams. If not, then she'll help me think of one. ”

"And she said to me againβ€”"

Mo Zhengyan's voice slowed down, and his identity changed in an instant, he seemed to be the girl, he said, "That's it, when I become a photographer, you can go with me, I need an assistant." ”

The dream to be completed together, that one dream, made Song Qiyue stunned, it was so naΓ―ve, as simple as he said. For a child like them, this dream is all too simple. But after thinking about it again, Song Qiyue was stunned again, where is it simple, such a free sky, such a carelessness.

In the dark night, the sporadic street lamps on the side of the road of Xiangzhang shine dimly. In the night sky, a rain line suddenly fell, and it was a light rain!

But in this mist, she seemed to be able to paint the picture, it was the girl who grabbed the young man's hand, and wanted to take him out of the gray sky, as if he were going to another new country!

"I said yes." He answered.

It was he who agreed to the past, it was he who readily agreed to hold her hand!

"Want to know how I met her?" He asked again, "I'll tell you." ”

This made Song Qiyue not know how to react, and in a daze, her hand was held by him again!

It was he who strode forward, Song Qiyue could only be led all the way by him, and he came straight to the library.

It was already late at night, and the library was already closed in rainy weather, but the curator who was on guard was still there, and he would not lock the door until nine o'clock on time. When Mo Zhengyan arrived, he forcibly pushed open the door, and also rang the bell at the door, making an eager "ding dong" sound!

When the curator heard the movement, he immediately came over to take a look, and when he saw the person, he was stunned, but he recognized it again, "Isn't this classmate Mo?" ”

"Hello Curator, long time no see." Mo Zhengyan greeted him.

"Classmate Mo, why are you here today?" The curator asked again.

"Curator, are you about to leave work?" Mo Zhengyan asked.

The curator nodded, and he said, "Is it convenient to lend us the library?" Looking for a few books. ”

"Of course you can, you look for it slowly, but remember to lock the door when you leave, this is the lock, and there is a spare key." This library is close to Nanzhong, although it does not belong to Nanzhong, but most of the students of Nanzhong come to borrow books, and Mo's is also funded here at the same time, and the old curator knows this Mo classmate, and he has a deep memory. Immediately put down the key lock, he smiled and said hello and took the door away.

There was a slight "click" and the library door was locked from the inside.

In the dreary atmosphere, there is no music, and the whole row of bookshelves looks so heavy at the moment, as if they are going to oppress everyone.

Mo Zhengyan pulled her again, he took her to wander around the bookshelf, the pace was very fast, he walked and searched, in a hurry, he hurriedly searched for those books, found one, he immediately opened the name of the debit book list, he pointed to the list on it and said, "See, here!" ”

It was the record of his debit, and he turned the page again, "Here! ”

That's Cheng Qingning's debit record!

He showed her one and continued to look for another, "Look here, and here!" ”

Again, "Here! ”

I read countless books repeatedly, showing them one by one in front of Song Qiyue, she was taken away by him all the way, and the clothes on her body were all when she came over, and the rain fell a drop, but her heart was burning, and she was even more anxious, and her inexplicable emotions were tumbling and suppressing, but the memories jumped out again, and the words they had left were chaotic.

- See you at the old place on Wednesday.

- I've read it all.

β€”β€”The camphor tree on Library Road is the most beautiful in Nancheng.

- The azure dress you wear, it looks the best.

The secrets that had been here a long time ago and had been discovered by her by accident were revealed by him again at this moment, as if it was another experience, and when he found the book "Cienanosdesoledad" and was about to open it to her, her eyes were suddenly full of that sentence!

- Be my girlfriend.

Song Qiyue's heart was tight, so stuffy that she was about to suffocate, and when he took the book in front of her, she raised her hand and waved the book away, "What are you bringing me here for!" Don't show me this! ”

The book was swept to the ground with a dull "pop-" sound!

In the aisle of the bookshelf, behind Mo Zhengyan was a lightning bolt that crossed the sky, as if it had crossed the world of two people, becoming so unpredictable.

"Right here!" It was his voice that sounded again, and it was he who pointed to this library and said, "This is it, I suddenly found that there is a person who can have the same preferences as me, and she has read the books I have read." I haven't read the book yet, and I was about to borrow it, and she actually borrowed it. ”

"This one, this one, and that one, all of them, I've seen them, and she's read them!"

"I started noticing her name, her name is Cheng Qingning!" He finally said her name, in front of her, so thoroughly!

"In the library, I met her occasionally, but she never spoke. Across the bookshelf, sometimes they looked at each other and smiled, but they didn't really talk. ”

"Until one day, a year had passed, and she and I were standing on opposite sides of the bookshelf, and she had taken a book, and I had taken a book. It was this bookshelf where I saw her on the other side. Mo Zhengyan held on to the edge of the bookshelf, and Song Qiyue saw the place where his hand was holding, and the books that had been emptied unconsciously were transparent at both ends, and the other end could be seen.

"It's really amazing, I seem to have known her for a long time, and I don't feel stranger at all when I meet her." When he talked about it, there was an incredible feeling in his eyes, "Next, it is very natural, I confess to her here." ”

"cienanosdesoledad," the English came out of his mouth, "and I said to her, be my girlfriend." ”

Song Qiyue found out that after hearing this, he turned out to be such an empty hole, if he said that when he found these things, he was as heavy and astringent as the dust had settled, then listening to him at this moment, he suddenly understood why he cared so much, it was jealousy.

Song Qiyue, how can you imagine that he, who lingers in the flowers but does not touch the leaves, would be so serious, serious confession, and seriously like a person.

She took a deep breath, and there was a slight tremor in her voice, "I know all this now, is it enough?" Can I go? ”

I don't want to, I don't want to hear anymore, I don't want to know more, those of their past, selfishly run away, just want to stay away!

But he hurried towards her, pressing her against the bookshelf, "You know what! I don't even know myself! ”

It was he who looked down at her, it was he who looked at her, so hesitant and panicked eyes, it was the gaze she had never looked at, it was he who asked her, as if he was looking for a result, "I thought it was true, but she told me one day that the reason why she approached me was because of my identity, because I was the eldest of the Mo family!" ”

"If it weren't for that, she wouldn't want to know me!"

"When I went back to Hong Kong City to study at university and deal with corporate affairs, she stole the information to her own company, and she even made deals with my family, and she got what she wanted from me again and again! But none of this is because of me! It's because of who I am! If I weren't the eldest of the Mo family, she wouldn't be with me at all! ”

The confused voice was said so quickly and quickly, like a resentment that had been accumulated in my heart for a long time, and once the shackles were released, I blurted out, "I don't believe it, I want to find her to make it clear, I want to ask her if it is true, even if it is true, I can treat it as if everything has not happened." ”

"It was a day like today, it rained like this, I can't forget it, I still remember it, I remember what she said to me when she turned aroundβ€”"

"I've never liked you, let alone loved you!"

"How ridiculous this is, this is ridiculous!"

It was his voice, which came clearly, and when he recounted the past, he smiled indulgently, as if he was talking about a funny and ignorant story, but his breath was in his ears, which made her heart tremble, and he said in a deep voice, "You are right, I hate her!" I just hate her! ”

Finally, hearing his admission, the serious liking in the past, or the final hatred in this story, is Song Qiyue sour or something at this moment, what is the pain in the bottom of my heart, and who is it for?

"If you hate her, do you want to take revenge on me! Mo Zhengyan, why are you using me as a tool for revenge! Why take Yang Yang together as a tool for your revenge! Song Qiyue pushed him away, and she messily took the books on the bookshelf and smashed them on his body!

Bang bangβ€”β€”!

Books fell on top of him, accompanied by thunder and lightning outside the library, the wind was incessant outside, and the rain was about to pour, making everything even more violent!

"It's not like that!" He shouted.

"So what! You're going to make her regret it, aren't you! A book in her hand was smashed with hatred, and he didn't move, and after being hit, it was still like a sculpture.

It was he who leaned against the bookshelf opposite, and it was he who looked at her, her breathing rising and falling, "At first it was like this, then it wasn't!" ”

"When I saw her again in Nancheng, I thought about it, I wanted her to know how wrong her choice was at that time, and I wanted her to see how good I am now! So, you're right, I specially asked you to come to Nancheng, I already knew that her birthday party was going to start! Mo Zhengyan shouted in a low voice, "I chose the dress early in the morning, invited the makeup artist to wait for you, I want to dress you up as the most beautiful, I want everyone at the banquet to see you, I want her to see you too!" ”

His voice was very deep, "I just wanted her to see that you are my wife, you are more beautiful than her, a thousand times ten thousand times, I want you to be amazing!" ”

"Actually, you did it too, didn't you! You've reached your first revenge, but you're still not satisfied! She opened her mouth, but was interrupted by him, "No! ”

Song Qiyue shouted, "Didn't you admit it yourself, in the backyard of the old mansion, you personally admitted that you want to make her regret it!" ”

"That's because I can't control it!" He overshadowed her in an even more harsh voice, "I'm provoked by her!" So I confessed, and I obeyed her words! ”

She froze, and then said, "You can say whatever you want now!" ”

"It's true! It's all true! But he drank, "I originally wanted to make you happy!" ”

Song Qiyue was slightly stunned again, and he muttered again, "From the time I met you to the present, I haven't held any banquets for you, and since Yangyang was born, it has not been officially held, and the wedding has not been given to you." Although you say that you don't care, you say that you are willing to wait, you can wait until that day. ”

"But I'm thinking, in fact, you also want it, you want a banquet like this, that's why I will do it!" Mo Zhengyan said, he thought of that day, it was at that time that Cheng Qingning came to Hong Kong City for project cooperation, and on the roof, her words made him ponder and make him want to do something.

"Start, just want to make you happy." He whispered, as if he couldn't explain anything, so he could only say to himself, "That's it." ”

Song Qiyue's heart was slammed, like the rumbling thunder in the night sky outside the window, hitting her heart, scattered so scattered, she didn't believe it, she didn't want to believe it, "You're lying!" You say that now, how come you didn't before! Why don't you! ”

"I can't open my mouthβ€”β€”!" He shouted at her, "Because I can't open my mouth!" ”

Song Qiyue was completely stunned, it was the remnants of the rain dripping down, the ticking sound, so clear, the silence in his heart, he muttered, "What a clean face, what a dirty heart, in fact, the dirtiest thing is here." ”

The palm of his hand pressed to his heart. Sister-in-law Suo Miao Penge broke up with his wife

In this world, there is nothing cleaner than here, and what can be the dirtiest here.

The dirtiest thing is that proud self-esteem, which would rather die than admit it.

"Right here." He smiled, but without the slightest hint of a smile, his eyes deeper than the night outside.

The lightning streaked across the sky again, and a downpour finally fell wildly, and the camphor trees outside swayed in the wind, as if they were about to collapse, and the whole world was about to be toppled over.

"Originally, I wanted to make you happy." He whispered and walked over to her, his hand touching her, touching the face he wanted but didn't dare to touch, it was his palm against her cheek, the place where his fingers had been scratched, "Yangyang's banquet is, and then I went on vacation, all to make you happy." ”

"I want to give you the best," he asked, asking himself, and a heavy rain came in her heart.

He muttered, "But how did it make you so upset, how could it be." ”

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