Chapter 92: As if in a dream
Qi Ran had a long, long dream, and Gu Jingchen in the dream regarded her as a stranger, with a strange face, not remembering everything that had happened, not remembering her.
Qi Ran stood in front of him, constantly shouting his name, no matter how he shouted, he still kept moving forward, leaving her with only an indifferent back.
Qi Ran watched Gu Jingchen walk farther and farther away, gradually disappearing from sight.
"Gu Jingchen!"
The sleepy person leaning on the side of the bed was awakened by Qi Ran's scream, Song Yi grabbed Qi Ran's shoulders, Qi Ran, who had just woken up from a dream, was drenched in sweat, his face was pale, and he was still not fully awake in the nightmare, with a little dazed, Song Yi gently hugged her and patted her back, "It's just a dream." ”
The first name she shouted when she woke up was Gu Jingchen, which made Song Yi very unhappy, but seeing Qi Ran's face so bad, she didn't have to think much to know that she must have had a nightmare about Gu Jingchen and was scared like this.
Song Yi comforted her softly.
Qi Ran came back to his senses and saw that the person in front of him was Song Yi, and tears gushed out in an instant.
"Are you alright?"
When Song Yi heard this, he was overjoyed, and it seemed that he was also the one who was cared for.
"I don't have anything to do, but you, as soon as I come back, you have a high fever that doesn't go away, you have been burning for three days and three nights, and if you don't wake up, I will be scared to death by you."
Qi Ran frowned, looked at the gloomy sky outside the window, and the sound of rain falling outside came from the half-open window.
Song Yi returned home safely? Fell asleep for three days and three nights?
What's going on here? Why is all this so unreal?
Song Yi saw Qi Ran hammering his head, so he quickly grabbed her hand and said distressedly, "What are you going to do here?" ”
Qi Ran had a terrible headache, obviously she was still in Qingcheng before she fell asleep, how could she wake up and return to her apartment in Jiangzhou City. Qi Ran only felt that his brain was in chaos.
Song Yi looked at Qi Ran, his face was wrong, and he looked in a trance, which was really worrying.
"How did I get back?" Isn't she supposed to be in Qingcheng? What about Gu Jingchen? Qi Ran looked around blankly.
"When I came back, I heard Pei Moyun say that you were sick, and I rushed to the hospital as soon as I got off the plane."
"Have you seen Pei Moyun?"
Qi Ran's breathing suddenly became rapid, grabbed Song Yi, and asked urgently, "Then have you seen Shen Zhiyun or Gu Jingchen?" Have you ever seen them? Who got me to the hospital? ”
"Ranran, you calm down first."
Song Yi was frightened by Qi Ran's state, in a few days in Japan, he lost all communications, and when he reported his safety, the person who helped contact the embassy was Song Yuan, so he didn't know what happened to Qi Ran in the past few days, and after asking Yang Fan, the result was only that Qi Ran was taken to his home by Shen Zhiyun as a guest, but there was nothing abnormal.
Until three days before he returned to China, Qi Ran suddenly had a high fever and was admitted to the hospital, and Song Yuan and Pei Moyun were always taking care of him.
Song Yi gently held Qi Ran's face and looked at her
Qi Ranmu was raised by him, although his eyes were looking at him, there was no focus in his eyes, and he was stupid.
It's not like I'm looking at him at all...... I don't know what she's thinking.
Such a Qi Ran...... Let his heart feel like something is smashing him.
It hurts.
He couldn't see her like this.
It's like once, she made him scared for Gu Jingchen's stunned appearance.
Once Qi Ran fell into his own world, what he hated most was that he was like an outsider and couldn't enter her world.
Shen Zhiyun ...... He's going to hypnotize Chen...... He...... No way! ”
Qi Ran waved his arm, pushed Song Yi's arm away, and struggled to get out of bed, muttering words that Song Yi didn't understand.
"No, you can't! He can't do that, I don't believe it, I don't believe in anything. ”
Qi Ran felt that her brain was in chaos, her whole brain felt like it was going to explode at any time, and fear and panic swept over her, as if she was going to drag her down the cold abyss.
A pair of hands suddenly pulled her into a warm embrace, Qi Ran was like a puppet and was protected by Li Juefeng in his arms, and he suddenly didn't react.
"I must be dreaming, right? None of them are true, none of them are true? ”
Qi Ran shook his head desperately, wanting to get rid of all those bad memories.
"Will you take me to him? I'm going to ask clearly, I don't believe what he says......"
"Okay, you calm down first, I'll take you to him."
Song Yi took advantage of Qi Ran's inattention, and had already sent a message to Yang Fan, asking her to quickly arrange for the doctor in the hospital, seeing that Qi Ran was already delirious and had actually realized something, Qi Ran had a long-term history of depression, and now this is obviously getting worse.
Qi Ran was silent and let Song Yi put clothes on her,
Silently followed Song Yi out of the room, Song Yi carefully helped her out of the elevator, and her expressionless face was reflected in the elevator, her eyes were gloomy, no joy, no anger or sadness, and her pale face lost all color.
Song Yi held the person in his arms in distress, let her lean on his shoulder, and said silently in his heart, I will definitely not let you have anything, I will definitely not.
Song Yi took the person directly to the parking garage below, and quickly rushed to the hospital, the rain outside was getting heavier and heavier, and there was no intention of stopping.
Song Yi's heart was empty, and his palm was colder than Qi Ran's hand. At the red light, the car was parked in the rain, and the wipers on the windshield were waving in an orderly manner.
"Immediately check what Shen Zhiyun has done in the past few days."
"Chen took me back to Qingcheng, and he told me that everything was done by him, and that he did so much just so that I could continue to love him. Wen Xin's mother's medicine was given by him, and Gu Ting was just a chess piece from the beginning......"
Qi Ran's voice was very light and light, without any emotion, as if he was talking about something that didn't matter to him......
Song Yi's hand holding the steering wheel kept tightening, and he wanted to crush the steering wheel, so was it really because Gu Jingchen made Qi Ran what he is now?
Bastard!
Song Yi cursed fiercely in his heart, this Gu Jingchen, he has not made Qi Ran feel better in the ten years since he died, and now that he is alive, he still makes Qi Ran continue to suffer.
"He didn't hesitate to hurt my mother in order to let anyone know that we were brother and sister...... Why do you want to do this, that's Mommy......"
Qi Ran looked ahead and smiled, but tears kept flowing down his face.
Song Yi listened to her nonsense, and he could basically guess something, but now he didn't have time to be shocked, let alone dwell on the truth or falsehood.
"Ranran, don't think about it, don't think about it!"
Song Yi unbuckled her seat belt, bent over, and hugged the person next to her in her arms, trying to regain her senses.
Song Yi pressed her cheek tightly, trying to give her some security, but he couldn't transmit any warmth to her.
Such a Qi Ran is really scary.
"Why is this happening? Why did it become like this? ”
Song Yi hurriedly grabbed her hand and looked at her worriedly, not letting her continue to hurt herself.
"Ranran, I'm here, I'm not going to change, don't think about it anymore, okay?"
If he could, Song Yi would now be eager to immediately break Gu Jingchen's body into ten thousand pieces, and actually let Qi Ran become like this.
"Ranran, don't be afraid, I'll take you to the hospital right away, let's go to the doctor!"
Song Yi stared at Qi Ran worriedly all the way, for fear that she would do something to hurt herself, and drove to the hospital while driving.
Yang Fan was already waiting at the entrance of the hospital early.
Song Yi picked him up and took him to the hospital.
"Professor Wang is an expert in this area, he just rushed to the hospital, I will take you to him now."
Yang Fan looked at the person in Song Yi's arms distressedly, and immediately led the person to the corresponding floor.
As soon as she got out of the elevator, the person in Song Yi's arms suddenly sobered up, and after seeing clearly that the place where she was now was a hospital, she immediately struggled so that Song Yi had to put her down.
"Where is Shen Zhiyun? I don't allow you to hurt Chen, you can't do that! ”
Qi Ran pushed Song Yi away and ran out directly.
Crazy shouting, as if looking for something.
This is the first time Yang Fan has seen such a stunned Qi Ran, he completely lost his mind, and was almost shocked, how kind of stimulation did Qi Ran, who has always been calm and composed, become like this?
Song Yi followed closely and wanted to catch the person, but once she touched her body, she would subconsciously push it away, and Song Yi's mood was indescribably complicated.
The two of you chased after me, and they hurriedly trotted all the way, until the end of the hospital corridor, when Song Yi grabbed the person.
Qi Ran was in a trance, suddenly quieted down, looked at Song Yi blankly, and the next moment, he became at a loss, "Why am I here?" ”
"Rising ......"
"Song Yi, why am I here? Where is this? ”
Song Yi said that she didn't know how she felt now, and she could still recognize herself.
The tight string was slightly relaxed. Gently hugged Qi Ran, who was as motionless as a piece of wood in front of him, and felt very distressed.
"I'm by your side, don't be afraid, I'm here."
After seeing the doctor, the doctor played a piece of soothing music to Qi Ran to calm her mood.
Song Yi has always been by his side, although he also knows that some psychological treatment is not suitable for people other than patients and doctors, but now Qi Ran's situation is too unstable.
"Qi Ran, can you tell me, what is the relationship between the person you are looking for and you?"
"My brother, and Shen Zhiyun."
Qi Ran replied calmly. She knew that she was facing a psychiatrist, and she was no stranger to such an object, so she did not resist.
"Can you tell me what you said to each other?"
Qi Ran's lips subconsciously pursed a trace of paleness, his pupils contracted involuntarily, his breathing became short, and his hands clenched his fists tightly.
"Qi Ran has some things, I'll only say it once."
She didn't listen. She didn't want to hear anything......
Don't tell her any truth...... Don't tell her any of the facts...... She didn't want to hear anything......