"Brother Jiu, do you remember the first time we met, in the emergency room of the hospital, I woke up from the hospital bed, someone was banning my fingers, I refused, at that time the fingers were broken, but the person was still ban, oh yes, I remembered, the person who had been banning my fingers at that time was Lao Mai! Ban to the back of him is not happy, you come over, bow your head to my ear, you said a word to me, that was the first thing you said to me, do you remember what you said at the time?

Your voice was nice, and your expression and tone were gentle, and then I let go of my hand. You saw what I was holding in my hand, and you didn't break your promise, picked it up and put it in my pocket, and told me that my finger was broken, and the doctor was going to fix it for me...

So you were the first person in the world to be so gentle with me, and the first thing I saw when I opened my eyes was you.

Can you understand how I felt at the time?

You saved my life, I think you're my life, and you're still a man.

I've never had a man speak so nicely to me, and you're so good-looking, tall, and big, that I feel very secure.

So I decided at a glance, that you were the person in my life, that you saved my life, that you didn't rob me of my things, and that I convinced myself to trust you.

I've never told you these words, so many years, Brother Jiu, do you think I'm loyal just because I'm your subordinate?

Wrong, not really!

I am faithful to you because I have entrusted myself to you from the first time I saw you.

People can give it to you, life can give it to you, anything can be given to you.

Because you're really good to me.

You paid me to go to the hospital, operated on me, got my bones connected, bought me food, bought me new clothes, oh yes, and found an aunt to take care of me, it was really the happiest day when I grew up, although you went to see me once in the hospital for two months, but I know that you should remember me in your heart.

But at that time, Lao Mai often went to the hospital to see me, and he also gave me a few times to bao bone broth, which tasted very good, but not as good as you did to me.

Later, after I was discharged from the hospital, I went to thyme, I put on the thyme waiter to dress, and I was finally able to stay normally at night.

At that time, I realized that life can be so beautiful, I am no longer hungry, I am no longer cold, and I can look up and look ahead when I walk on the street.

I also have money in my pocket to buy what I want.

Thyme gives me no less work.

Oh yes, do you remember what I bought you the first month I got my job?

Don't you like to smoke, I saw that the lighter you have been using is old, remember the brand and want to go to the supermarket to buy you a new one, but I found many supermarkets and couldn't find the brand, and then Lao Mai told me that the lighter you used was not sold in the supermarket.

It's too expensive, I didn't expect a lighter to be so expensive, and my salary in thyme for two months is not enough, so I'm going to tell you a little secret, that lighter I gave you is a fake, imitation, because I really can't afford it.

But I don't think you'll be righteous right now.

You won't be relieved that I'm good to you, but I remember how good you were to me.

I stayed in thyme for more than half a year and was officially brought into Jiurongtai by you. What kind of place is that? There was murder, darkness, deception and betrayal everywhere, but I didn't think it was that scary, because there was you there.

You started looking for someone to teach me to read and write, to know people. Recognize guns.

Yes, the first bullet I fired was when you held my hand and pulled the trigger, and you also told me that if you want to survive in Jiurongtai in the future, your heart will be colder than a bullet.

I remembered them until I died, because I was willing to listen to everything you said.

I am willing to obey you unconditionally until you meet that woman.

The first time I felt that something was wrong with you was the murder case of Yang XI, and you actually took the risk of sitting on the witness stand for her innocence.

You said in court that you were together that night, and I was so jealous that I was going crazy, what can a lonely man and a woman do together? You don't have to say that I know everything, and besides, you still say it so clearly in court.

Your relationship with her is blessed by the world, you even did not hesitate to hurt Sister Qingxiao in order to save her, the lawyer said that she was crazy, and her brain was found to be sick, but who was sick at that time?

Brother Jiu is you, you are crazy for her, you have always been calm, but that time you were ridiculously crazy.

Later, Chi Feng came to Yunling, he tied up Sister Qingxiao and the woman, and forced you to choose one with a gun, you chose Sister Qingxiao, I was relieved at the time, but when you rushed downstairs with Tang Jingcheng, who was covered in blood, I saw that your eyes were red.

Brother Jiu, do you know how uncomfortable I was at that time?

I hated her and was jealous of her. When I was at the door of the rescue room, I kept cursing her to death, but I was scared.

If she had died at that time, would you have missed her for the rest of your life?

Just like what Sister Qingxiao said to me later, she said that she would rather the bullet pierce her body, but Sister Qingxiao is more stable than me.

She was already so sad at that time, her man was about to be robbed. I'm still willing not to fall out with you, but I can't, I'm not convinced.

I have no opinion that you want to marry Sister Qingxiao, after all, she has known you for so many years, but what is Tang Jingcheng?

How long have you known each other? Shouldn't the first-come, first-served principle be observed? Even if there is no Sister Qingxiao, it will not be her turn, she is a slut who seduces men, and she is pregnant with your child.

How can it be? How old is she?

But what about you, Brother Jiu, you actually sent Sister Qingxiao to the United States for her and the child, so I told her the cause of her man's death, she hated you, and she wanted to kill you with a knife, I thought you should always be sober, but you were still reluctant to touch her.

Brother Jiu, you must be crazy, this is not fair! You are unfair to anyone, but you blindly favor her.

What is Sister Qingxiao? Since it's nothing, then I'll just destroy it, she is the first woman you are willing to marry, but you forced her to kill herself for that little slut. Then I gave her a ride, and someone pushed her off the roof, and she died in front of the little slut, and she was overjoyed......

Seeing this ninth brother, have you already gritted your teeth, you should hate me to death, right?

But have you ever wondered what you're doing wrong?

I originally thought that if Sister Qingxiao died, you would be angry with Tang Jingcheng, but you actually endured it. That's the woman who has been with you for so many years.

You usually keep saying that people should abide by the rules, but Tang Jingcheng has repeatedly challenged your bottom line, but you have repeatedly been frank.

Did she turn the world upside down, and you would also clean up the mess for her?

Brother Jiu, you can't be like this, what attracts you to her? I'm not convinced, everyone sees it, you're fascinated by her, you've lost your heart, and you're even going to send me to Myanmar.

Don't you want me?

You were the one who rescued me from that broken alley of thyme, and you gave me life, but you wanted to throw me away, and I put it all on the woman.

I wanted her and that child to disappear from this world, so I colluded with Fan Qingyan to arrange it.

I can't use the people under me to do it, this is also what you taught me, borrow a knife to kill people, so that your hands can be clean, and Fan Qingyan probably knows this truth, so he asked Aung Hye to make a move, you already know what happened later, Pa Kang Town suddenly rioted, and she unfortunately died in the riot.

Before I shot her, I had people talk to her on the phone in your name, and I wanted her to leave with resentment, and I wanted her to hate you for the rest of her life.

After she left, I felt that the world had stopped, and I called and begged you to let me go back to Yunling, and I went to the place where you lived to find you every year for the banquet, but you still avoided me.

At that time, there were no women around you, all the time.

People outside say that you can't forget Sister Qingxiao, I persuaded myself to believe it, I am willing to wait, I have been waiting for you for six years, and I don't care about waiting for another six years, but a year and a half later, a Tao Ran suddenly appeared, she became the only woman you have recognized in the past few years, and another Shen Chunguang came out after another year and a half, and there is no reason to come first and come first.

Sister Qingxiao is gone, Tang Jingcheng is gone, is it my turn? But the women around you are constantly changing, and I'm still in the same place,

Brother Jiu, how can I be willing?

What's more serious is that I found out that Shen Chunguang's identity was suspicious, and Lao Mai saw her with the mixed-race doctor. I only knew that Shen Chunguang was Tang Jingcheng, she didn't die, sooner or later things would be revealed, I began to be afraid, not afraid that you would take my life, anyway, my life was also given by you. I'm just afraid you're going to hate me and hate me from now on.

I was so scared that I found someone to pretend to be a taxi driver, thinking that she was going to die that time, but she was just dead.

Brother Jiu, you saved her again.

Did you start to get suspicious from that time? I can't figure out when the hell did you start knowing I had a problem?

I've always wanted to find a chance to ask about this matter, but now it seems that there is probably no more, so forget it, don't ask, anyway, you have always been very smart, and the people below are afraid of you.

The stupidest person should be me, I have forced myself into this situation, there is no road ahead, I will not turn back, and it is impossible to turn myself in, I can only end myself by myself.

Just sorry McBoxing.

He obviously knew that I didn't have him in my heart and he proposed to me, so I didn't promise and forced him to stuff the ring to me.

What a stupid man, a stupid man who has read so many books and is useless, so stupid that he gave me his life, but I still can't understand his love.

Brother Jiu, do you want to say that I have no conscience? But this is also what you taught me, you said that you must be loyal to your heart in life and do things, I don't have this man in my heart, I can't have a child for a man I don't love, and I can't take his child to spend the rest of my life guilty. It's better to get away with it.

I'm just so selfish.

As for why he ran to his grave and shot him, he just wanted to say sorry to him personally.

If you can still meet on the Huangquan Road, then it will be fate, and you will go for another journey together.

Are you already angry when you see this? I killed Sister Qingxiao, killed your child, and almost killed Tang Jingcheng, but I won't repent or admit my mistakes.

If I had to do it all over again, I would still choose to do it, just like in that alley, I would rather have my fingers stepped on than hand over those two coins.

There is no right or wrong in what I believe in, only gain or loss.

It turns out that I never got you, so what's the point of me continuing to live?

As for Tang Jingcheng, she told me that life is not easy, she taught me to cherish and respect life, it is undeniable that she is broad-minded, almost touched me, and it is undeniable that some of what she said makes sense, but she is not me after all, she is a princess, blessed by her own gods, and I am just a demon.

Demons have lived in the night since they were children, and the demons never see the stars in the night......"