Chapter 182: The heart is like ashes
In fact, I have already thought about what the consequences will be this time, the consequence is that I will never be able to get along with my girlfriend again, and we may not even be friends in the future.
But at this time, I have already thought clearly, there are really too many people's voices in my ears, what Zhao Qian said to me, what Su Ruonan said to me, and even what Ying Jinxuan said to me.
These people have told me that it is really inappropriate for me to be with Xiaohui, and she really did something sorry for me and asked me to break up with Xiaohui.
Of course, I know these facts, I know that Xiaohui really did something sorry for me, so many misunderstandings that appeared in front of me, and those scenes I saw, all show that Xiaohui really did that kind of thing.
But I always believed my girlfriend's explanation, and I was willing to accept the lies she told me, because I was really reluctant in my heart, and I was reluctant to leave my first girlfriend Xiaohui.
I know that she really loves me, and if she does something sorry for me, she must be forced to be helpless, and I love her deeply.
I didn't want to leave her, so I couldn't accept that those misunderstandings were real.
I don't want to accept that she really doesn't know Qin Junjie, I don't want to accept that she is not clear with my leader, and I can't accept that she is not clear with our neighbor next door.
Since I can't accept these things in my heart, then I can only accept the lies that my girlfriend explained to me, since she is willing to explain to me, it means that she really cares about me in her heart, in this case, I believe her words, then can't she still stay by my side?
So I believed the lies that my girlfriend told me again and again, and in the same way, these lies also confirmed what Su Ruonan said, Su Ruonan said, if I believed Xiaohui's words, then she would be even more serious in the future, as if she is now.
Xiaohui lied to me again, and then she is likely to come to open a room with Qin Junzhuo, and even her best friend is here, how can I accept such a thing?
That's why I had to break in this time to see what was going on.
Because of the pent-up anger in my heart, my strength was really great, and I kicked the door open directly.
Then everything in the room came into my eyes, and I am afraid that I will never forget this scene in my life.
I clearly saw three naked people on the bed, a man and two women, one of them was lying on the bed, and the other woman was kneeling on the bed, it was my girlfriend's best friend, Fang Ting.
And this man, as expected, is my girlfriend's ex-boyfriend, Qin Junjie.
I've imagined this picture 10,000 times in my heart, but I didn't expect that this time it really appeared, and it really appeared in front of my eyes.
I was completely shocked by such a scene, I didn't know what to do, so I could only look at the scene in front of me in a daze.
And the moment I kicked open the door and broke in, the three people in the room were also startled, and then the three pairs of eyes looked at me in unison.
Everyone was shocked, and the most shocked of them was my girlfriend, who was stunned, lying on her head and looking at me, and then hurriedly got up from the bed.
It seems that I arrived in time, although the three of us have all stripped naked, but they haven't had time to get to the point, they are just flirting in bed.
"Gu ...... Gu Nan? What are you doing here? After his girlfriend got up from the bed, she hurriedly took her clothes and covered her body.
I heard my girlfriend's question, I really woke up from the shock, I took a deep breath, not to let my anger overwhelm my mind, I just looked at my girlfriend coldly, and then I asked, "Ni Huizhen, how can you ask me why I'm here?" Shouldn't you ask yourself how you ended up here? Didn't you tell me you were going to stay in the hospital for another day? ”
"Gu Nan, are you ...... You're misunderstanding, things aren't what you think," my girlfriend quickly explained to me anxiously.
"What does that look like? The three of you are already stripped naked in a bed, and even you are lying down and posing, what else can I misunderstand? I asked with a sneer looking at my girlfriend.
In the past, when there was a misunderstanding between us, she would always argue with me, and then she would always quibble that I had misunderstood, and that things were not what I thought, and I believed it again and again.
One of the main reasons I believed at that time was also because I didn't have evidence, and I really couldn't say anything, but this time I saw it with my own eyes, and seeing is believing, so what else could I misunderstand?
Unlike his girlfriend's panic, Qin Junjie on the side looked at me directly on the bed at this time and asked, "Hey, have you finished asking?" If you say hello, remember to close the door when you leave. ”
"yes, let's play together, what does it have to do with you? Xiaohui's family doesn't agree with you marrying her at all, what are you so proud of? Let's go as soon as possible, don't delay us to play together, and my Xiaohui doesn't like you either, don't think about it so much, and ask my Xiaohui," Fang Ting on the side also immediately looked at me with a sneer and said.
These two people don't seem to take me seriously at all, and Fang Ting, a cheap woman, is still naked on Qin Junjie's body at the moment, looking very coquettish, not caring at all that she has been looked at.
Originally, I was very angry, this is my girlfriend, we haven't broken up yet, but these two people still talk about me like this, even if my girlfriend is with Qin Junjie, but Fang Ting is involved like this, will my girlfriend's mother agree?
But before I could speak, Xiaohui hurriedly said angrily: "Oh, you two don't make trouble, who said I don't want to be with Gu Nan anymore." ”
My girlfriend seems to be in a hurry to come to me, I was really angry at this time and wanted to beat Qin Junjie, but I knew that I couldn't beat him at all, the last time I beat him, I still saw that he was drunk, so I beat him.
But now it's not going to work, I definitely can't beat him, not to mention that there is a cheap woman Fang Ting helping Qin Junjie.
I watched my girlfriend anxiously want to get out of bed, I felt really bored in my heart, and even felt a little disgusting, I saw such a scene this time, I was really sad, I know, she has no way to be with me.
"Ni Huizhen, you don't have to perform anything in front of me, between us, it's over," I turned around and left.
"Gu Nan? Gu Nan, don't go, you really misunderstood, it's not what you think, you listen to me explain to you. ”
I heard my girlfriend shouting at me behind me, but I didn't want to stay for a quarter of an hour, I didn't even want to wait for the elevator at this time, I ran straight down the stairs.
My heart is like ashes, which is probably my mood now.
Again and again, again and again, I always tried to convince myself to believe my girlfriend's words, that those coincidences were all misunderstandings, that she still loved me, and that she would cherish her body for me.
But the fact that she finally appeared in front of me finally proved that what she said was false and lied to me, this time she and Fang Ting appeared naked on Qin Junjie's bed, it may not be the first time, it is already like this, how can I still be nostalgic for what my girlfriend said to me?
Especially when I finally knew why I saw Fang Ting in the hospital before, in fact, she also went to see my girlfriend with Qin Junjie and wanted to open a room with my girlfriend, so my girlfriend went through the discharge procedures directly and stayed in the hotel.
Thinking of these things, I felt as if my heart was being poked by a knife, and I was so uncomfortable that I really couldn't bear it, and my tears couldn't stop flowing.
Until I got out of the hotel, I still felt uncomfortable and didn't want to live, I cherished my girlfriend so much, I believed her so much, she actually did that kind of thing with other men, and it was two women together.
Could it be that Qin Junjie can mess around if he has money? Can a rich person enjoy the services of such two people? Robbing someone else's girlfriend?
I really feel that the world is so unfair, why do I have to endure such pain, but rich men can play with other people's women casually?
I stood downstairs thinking like this, but I didn't really want to leave yet, at least I wanted to know if Xiaohui would chase me down and explain to me.
But I waited like this, and in the end she didn't go downstairs, could it be that after I left, Xiaohui stayed in Qin Junjie's bed again? What kind of thing is being done?
Thinking of this, I kind of know, it doesn't matter if Xiaohui comes to explain to me or not, she has already done such a thing with Qin Junjie, what else can I expect her to explain to me?
What is the explanation for my acceptance of her?
Of course I won't accept it.
Thinking about it, I quickly left the hotel, then took a taxi, and I got in.
"Brother, where are you going?" The taxi driver asked me.
I was upset at this time, I really didn't know where I was going, so I just said coldly: "Keep it on." ”
The master glanced at me in the rearview mirror, and then he really kept driving, not asking me where I was going, anyway, it was the money from the meter, and he made more money if he walked.
I was really sad at this time and didn't know what to do, so I drove for a long time, and it was already late, and the driver was still running, and when I almost got on the highway, I hurriedly called out to him.
"Master, how much is it?" I asked.
"Six hundred and eighty-eight," the master glanced at the meter, and then said lightly.
When I heard this, I chuckled in my heart, I already had so much money, I looked through my wallet, and I didn't have that much money at all.
What can I do, I suddenly thought of someone, she might help me, but where is she?
Thinking about it, I hurriedly dialed Ying Jinxuan's phone with my mobile phone, and the phone was quickly connected, and Ying Jinxuan's voice came out: "Hey?? ”