Chapter 13: It's Good to Have You
"How did you get out of bed?" As soon as I opened the door, I saw Su'er leaning against the door with a pale face, and I hurriedly helped her and sent her back to the bed.
Su'er sighed, "I'm worried about you, I'm afraid you won't be able to think about it." ”
A warm feeling rose in my heart, and I shook my head gently, comforting her as if I was comforting myself, "I won't, I still have to earn money to live." ”
Su'er touched the scars on my body distressedly, "The night day is not as simple as it seems, although we can't help ourselves, but we still have to learn to protect ourselves as much as possible." ”
She didn't ask me who I was, because she knew in her heart that we couldn't afford to provoke anyone we could not do anything about it. "Go back and tell Sister Hong that I will go back to work next week."
"Are you crazy? Didn't you hear the doctor say that your wound area is too large and you need to take care of it? I looked at Su'er's pale and bloodless face in shock, "You don't know that that place doesn't treat us as human beings, don't you want to live?" ”
"What's the solution?" A touch of sadness appeared on Su'er's face, "Night is not a place to raise idlers, and there is no turning back if you do this, it is better to go to those small hair salons at night, and it is still clean." ”
Su'er paused, and without waiting for me to speak, she continued, "My mother is also a young lady, I was opened by her guests when I was twelve, and then she sold me to Sister Hong, and I entered the night at the age of fifteen. I have seen too much right and wrong in this line, so I understand better that there is no way back and no choice. ”
I looked at Su'er in surprise, although we have a good relationship, but she never told me about her family affairs, and more importantly, her mother actually treated her like this, she still ......
"Surprised, huh?" As if she had read through my thoughts, Su'er smiled mockingly, "Whoever made her my mother, this is fucking fate." ”
I stretched out my hand to hug Su'er, feeling sorry for her and myself, and I felt sorry for our body involuntarily.
"Today, I saw your sister." I hesitated for a moment, "Sister Hong should have asked her to get compensation." ”
"She's here to ask for money." Su'er's faint tone seemed to have long been accustomed to it, and she took out a bank card from the bag next to her pillow, "Give it to An An for me, and tell her to save some flowers, I estimate that it will be difficult to make money recently." ”
I nodded, and after thinking about it for a while, I couldn't help but open my mouth, "Gu Shao has always taken good care of you, why don't you ......"
"Why didn't you let him wrap me?" Su'er sneered, "You really naively think he likes me? Men like the new and hate the old, especially for people like us, it's just a fresh thing to play, rather than being driven out for a while or having to come back, it's better to mix it up left and right. When you do this, the first thing you have to give up is affection and dignity. ”
A chill welled up in my heart, not only feeling sorry for Xu'er, but also lamenting myself. There is a long road ahead, where is the future for people like us, will we have to go on like this for the rest of our lives, until we are toyed to death by this group of scum. I don't dare to think about it, I don't want to think about it, Xu'er is right, it's better than those small hair salons at night, I've heard people say before, there are really any guests who dare to receive them, not to mention the guilt, everyone will be more or less infected with venereal diseases, I still remember when I first came, Sister Hong took me to go for a checkup, I saw a girl with syphilis, the pus on her body and the disgusting stench emitted from time to time made me unforgettable.
If that disgusting illness happened to me, and let me wait for death without dignity, I am afraid that it will make me feel more terrifying than letting a beast like Huang Youhua strengthen me ten times. I understand that for people in this circle, night is already a place that many people can't get into, and since they have done such a dirty thing, it is a blessing in misfortune to be able to stay in a slightly clean and high-end place.
Thinking of this, I patted Su'er's hand, "Okay, I'll tell Sister Hong, but you have to promise me that during this time, you would rather earn a little less, and you can't ignore yourself and promise me that you can't only accompany the wine." ”
"Okay, it's nice to have you." With a satisfied smile on her face, she obediently closed her eyes.
I looked up at the fluorescent lamp, and forcibly let the tears that were about to pour out flow back, who said that the drama is ruthless, the bitch is unrighteous, compared to those sanctimonious, human-faced and beast-hearted guys, we at least live more realistically.