Chapter 473: Thoughts
The discussion around her became louder and louder, so big that An Xue couldn't ignore the pointing and pointing of these people.
The expression on her face was wonderful, from red to green to white, and the citizens on the side couldn't help but talk about it, and at the same time took a few steps back in fear, looking like An Xue was going to eat people.
When An Xue didn't hear much at first, she just felt strange, and after hearing what they said, she was shocked and embarrassed, how could An Xue not know what they said meant, it was just that An Xue was deceiving herself.
She was still very puzzled, she didn't know how those neighbors knew, after all, she was very low-key, and her self-esteem didn't want people to know that she was an artist. But because she has been in the entertainment industry for so many years, An Xue is not a newcomer who doesn't know anything, and An Xue gradually realized that someone must be behind her back again.
However, at the same time, An Xue still doesn't know who the Holy Divine wants to put her to death. The people she could think of were none other than Gu Ze, Gu Mulin, and Mo Qianyu. It's just that An Xue is really desperate, it's been so long, she feels that she has been so miserable, and she still doesn't let her go?
The ridicule around him became louder and louder, and it seemed to amplify the volume in An Xue's ears, even if An Xue didn't want to listen to it now, she could only force herself to listen to those verbal violence. She gradually lowered her head, as if she knew that she had done before, and now was the time for retribution.
An Xue covered her ears, as if she was stimulated, she felt that those sounds were very harsh, but the consequence of doing so made those voices not small but loud, the more An Xue didn't want to listen, the more those discussions entered her ears.
Finally, An Xue couldn't stand it anymore, and she screamed. "Ahh Squatted on the ground.
The neighbors around them looked at each other, and the eyes that looked at An Xue became even more weird, as if they were looking at a neurotic, they sighed a few times, and left in fear and returned to their homes.
All of a sudden, there was no one around, and the sound gradually quieted down. But An Xue's heart couldn't calm down, but became more and more chaotic and panicked.
Because she squatted down, she saw her luggage thrown on the side of the street as soon as she raised her eyes, An Xue stared at those things for a long time, and finally seemed to be venting her emotions, and finally couldn't help crying, she cried miserably, she couldn't cry, but there was no one around to comfort her.
An Xue knew that all this was like arranged by God, and it was to take revenge on her. Her previous despair came to her heart, and her heart was empty, and even the hope that she wanted to live no longer existed.
has experienced so many things, from being caught by Gu Mulin, to begging Gu Ze later, and even to the robbery a few days ago, as well as everything that went wrong today, it seems to be magnified one by one in An Xue's mind at this moment, An Xue's mind is chaotic, and she doesn't know how she went from a big star before to such a miserable step now.
She felt that she couldn't stand it anymore, these things were superimposed, and on any normal person, An Xue felt that it was unacceptable, not to mention that now, An Xue had been hit to the point that she couldn't stand it anymore, she felt as if she had lost the strength of her whole body, and there was no way to stand up again.
Pessimistic thoughts, once formed, especially in people who have already experienced bleakness, can become very difficult to change.
That's how An Xue is.
The streets are empty now, as if An Xue was here for the first time, there was no one in the past at a glance, and it was very desolate, but the only difference from that time was that the door in front of her was now tightly closed. An Xue felt that she was afraid that the door would not open until she left. It's useless for her to wait here.
So now, what should I do? An Xue's eyes were confused, she looked at the ground helplessly, and squatted on the ground with her legs around her, looking very sad. Now that she has no money, she doesn't even want a place to live or a place to work, An Xue is really at a loss, she doesn't know what to do, what she should do now, what to do, it seems that there is no answer to everything.
If An Xue knew her life after this, she would definitely not be arrogant again.
An Xue muttered to herself: There is nothing left.
Now she's really empty.
An Xue lowered her head, not knowing what she was thinking, and when An Xue looked up again after a while, her eyes had become empty, she stood up silently, turned to leave, and even didn't want the luggage that was left on the street by the owner of the hotel, and she didn't know where to go, and gradually moved away from this residential area.
After a long time, the door of the hotel was slowly opened out of a small gap, the boss listened to no movement, and only dared to open the door for a long time, although An Xue's previous things were very frightening, and the boss made these actions can be understood, but he is still a little empty in his heart, after all, An Xue has become very terrifying in his heart, what if he doesn't want to let him go, what if he seeks revenge.
So the boss never dared to open the door.
After confirming that there was indeed no door at the door of his store, the boss breathed a sigh of relief and opened the door of his store.
The boss went out and found that An Xue's luggage had not been taken away, frowned, looked at those things, his disgust was very obvious, he carefully grabbed these luggage, as if he didn't even want to touch them, threw these things into the garbage bin not far away, and waited for the workers who cleaned up the garbage to send the garbage away.
This residential area seems to have regained its calm, and An Xue's incident is like a small episode, even if it happens, it will be forgotten soon because of time.
The afternoon sun is no longer so sunny, and the cedar road no longer exudes heat, and the summer seems to be gradually passing, and the autumn breath has slowly hit, but the coolness is not so obvious.
The more An Xue walked, there were fewer and fewer pedestrians on the side. Because of what happened just now, and even left an after-effect on An Xue, she felt that the people around her seemed to be looking at her, and she felt very bad, but An Xue didn't know where she was going, aimlessly.
She's actually quite confused.
But vaguely, An Xue remembered that the last time she went to the market, she seemed to have passed by a river, and now An Xue was walking in the direction she remembered.
It may be that the cruel reality has hit An Xue, she no longer has any hope of life now, after going through so many things, An Xue finally can't bear it, and she doesn't want to continue like this, rather than living so uncomfortably, it is better to die, at least there are not so many troubles.