Chapter 111: Fate

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Going down the corridor, the ceiling lamp emits a dim yellow light, and the hollow design makes the light have a pattern, reflecting on the person, through the dark glass embedded in the walls on both sides, her person and shadow appear a little blurred.

After looking at himself fixedly for a while, Tang Luoran pursed his red lips, turned around, and stepped away again.

As she approached the bedroom, she heard strange noises, unsure of what they were, but uncomfortable just to listen to.

What the hell is going on?

When she reached the door, the sound was even closer, and Tang Luoran had to believe that the sound came from her bedroom, and at this time she could also hear what it was—an unconsciously tense moan.

"Uh-huh—slow down......"

The delicate panting of the woman who came out of the hair made Tang Luoran feel ashamed for a while, and she frowned, trying her best to get her blank head back into operation.

This kind of sound came out in the room between her and Fu Zichen, and Fu Zichen was inside, so who was that woman?

Yin Zi's figure appeared in his mind, Tang Luoran's eyes suddenly widened, and he couldn't believe his thoughts - Yin Zi actually had an affair with Fu Zichen during her three-month pregnancy?!

Although the voice doesn't sound like her, it's hard to guarantee that people will change their voices when they are emotional, and judging from the possibilities she can think of, it can only be Yin Zi.

In an instant, as if he had hit her the head, Tang Luoran dizzy, let go of the hand that grabbed the doorknob, staggered back two steps, and then his stomach began to tumble.

She felt disgusting, not that she rejected the relationship between men and women, but Yin Zichen and Fu Zichen actually did this kind of thing in the bed where she was also sleeping, how could she not be disgusted? What's more, they didn't even think about her feelings?

After being at a loss in the corridor for a while, and when the sound inside became more and more exaggerated, Tang Luoran finally couldn't stand the nausea that welled up in his heart, and turned his head and walked towards the end of the corridor - there was a bathroom.

Psychological effects can often urge physiological reactions, as soon as she enters the bathroom, she doesn't even have time to close the door, and the first time is to flush the toilet and vomit.

Stomach acid kept gushing out, Tang Luoran's stomach hurt badly, tears also fell, endless tears, she wiped it over and over again, and had to endure the inexplicable pain all over her body.

Pressing the flush switch, Tang Luoran raised his head, his whole body was sore, and he couldn't wait to find a place to lie down, or simply lie here.

But she couldn't help it, the tears were still flowing, like an endless river, and it could never stop flowing until it dried up.

She didn't know if the tears were due to the effect of vomiting, or if they were due to ...... It hurts so much in my heart.

kept wiping with a tissue, Tang Luoran was still hypnotizing himself, "It must be that I am in too much pain to be like this, why do people like him make me so sad?" I should just feel disgusting. ”

"yes, I just feel disgusting." Talking to herself, she turned and closed the door to make sure it was just herself, and then propped up the sink and whimpered in the mirror.

Her ugliness can be seen by looking in the mirror.

Who will save her?

No one could, so she wiped away her tears and walked out as if nothing had happened.

That night, no matter how the maid persuaded her, Tang Luoran insisted on going back to live in her rented apartment, and she deliberately wore sunglasses, for fear of being found out that she had just secretly cried.

However, the thick nasal voice couldn't hide it, and Tang Luoran said in a rare tough tone, "Quickly hand over the car keys to me, my car was parked at a friend's house and hasn't been driven back yet." ”

"Madame......" The maid wanted to advise, but her attitude was so resolute that in desperation, the maid had to go back and get the keys to the Lamborghini and hand them to her carefully, "Pay attention to safety on the road." ”

Tang Luoran didn't answer, she took the key and shook her head and left, galloping all the way, rushing to the apartment before one o'clock in the middle of the night, the security guard at the door was about to rest, she borrowed a spare key from him and went upstairs.

"Click-" Pushing the door open suddenly, Tang Luoran couldn't stand steadily as soon as she entered the door, and sat directly on the ground, her eyes under the sunglasses began to emit water again, making her angry but helpless.

"Useless guys." Tang Luoran scolded herself, threw off her high heels, and leaned back against the wall, her hands hung down weakly, and the mobile phone she was holding in her hand was lying on the ground, and the screen was on.

Although her vision was blurry, she still rubbed her eyes, picked up her mobile phone and clicked on the text message, Jiang Hanchen's text message was very long-"When you see this text message, it may be tomorrow morning, I'm really sorry to disturb you so late, but if I don't say it, I'm afraid I'll have to stay up all night, I've never liked someone so much in more than 20 years of life, the first time I met you, you were on the other side of the revolving door, and I fell in love with you at first sight at that time." ”

However, their fate can only be like a revolving door, she is on this side, but he is on the other side, no matter how he turns, he can't be in the same world.

"I like you so much, even if you can't accept it now, as long as you can give me a chance, I will always wait, anyway, life is still very long, it shouldn't be a problem for me to wait for thirty or forty years, in the end, I love you, Tang Luoran." - When his second text message came, Tang Luoran was already in tears.

She covered her mouth, curled up in a ball to keep herself from crying cowardly, and buried her face in her curled knees.

I should have expected this to be the result, Tang Luoran couldn't complain about anyone, now she is so sad that she is about to die, but she can't find anyone who can cry to her heart's content, how embarrassed people are, how sad they are.

sat at the door and cried for a long time, until the tears dried up, Tang Luoran staggered up, stepped barefoot through the entrance, rubbed his messy hair, and walked to the kitchen.

The back is like a star falling through the stars, no matter how lonely she is, the world will not care about her fragility.

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The next day, Tang Luoran struggled to get out of the warm quilt, she drank last night, fell asleep in a deep drunkenness, did not even change her clothes, took off only her skirt and vest, and collapsed on the bed.

When she woke up, the sun was shining three poles, and the milky yellow sunlight slowly climbed over the windowsill, extending to the bedside, and the indoor heating, in the winter of a few degrees below zero, she wore a vest and felt the warmth of summer.

Without looking in the mirror, Tang Luoran felt the swelling of her eyelids, and the consequence of her hangover was to make her have a splitting headache.

Reaching out and fumbling for the mobile phone she left at the bedside, it has been a long time since she went to work, and her mobile phone has undoubtedly been bombarded by Zheng Xiaoying, of course, there are a few exceptions.

Jiang Hanchen texted again, as if he was apologizing to her - if last night's text message made you feel uncomfortable, you can ignore it, and I will not change my attitude towards you because of this. So, get back to work.

staring at his text message for a while, Tang Luoran responded briefly - I just blew a little wind last night, and people are uncomfortable, you don't have to worry.

exited the page and texted Zheng Xiaoying again - I'm sick, help me ask for leave.

After successfully sending it, she cleared all the text messages cleanly.

But before that, Tang Luoran also sent a text message to Fu Zichen - I'll go to your company to find you, you can wait for me in the office, remember to remind the front desk that I have an appointment.

"It's time for it to end." She muttered to herself, then cleared his number along with any records.

Everything about him, she will be emptied.

Sitting at the dresser, she changed her outfit again - a black turtleneck sweater with jeans, and a light gray woolen coat, she lowered her head to put on her watch, and looked up again to comb in the mirror.

It is rare to tie the shawl-long hair into a ponytail, and the swollen eyelids and pale face look haggard no matter how you look at it.

She wore heavy makeup, and her scarlet lips were the most prominent, but this combination was not only not abrupt, but made her aura stronger, like an unapproachable queen, and this was exactly what Tang Luoran wanted.

Finally making the swollen eyelids look less obvious, Tang Luoran got up, picked up her handbag, and she turned around and left the room.

Before going to the company, she went to the law firm again to write down her thoughts, and this time she would not relent.

If Fu Zichen disagreed, then she had to resort to force, and she couldn't hold on any longer.

Coming out of the law firm, she drove all the way to the firm, galloping wildly, and after turning a business-like street, she suddenly slowed down and slowly drove the car into the underground parking lot downstairs of the company.

Walking out of the underground parking lot, she first went to a nearby café to buy a cup of black coffee, declined the creamer and sugar offered by the clerk, and turned around and walked away quickly.

The gate was still some distance from the office building, and she walked slowly, soaking up the rare winter sun, reaching into her pockets and making a crisp sound of her high heels on the floor.

Stepping on the steps, pushing open the revolving door in front of the hall door, and sensing the surprised gazes from all around, Tang Luoran immediately pushed his sunglasses to hide his unnatural eyes.

Originally, she still had the idea of quietly going upstairs, but she didn't want her to stop in front of the elevator door, and someone immediately made a way for her, let her stand at the front, and greeted respectfully, "Good morning Mrs. Fu, are you coming to Mr. Fu?" ”

The delicate body trembled suddenly, Tang Luoran was stunned, and turned his head to look behind him - only to see Qin Yan standing behind her, with a polite smile.

"Hmm...... He's out of the office? He pretended to respond calmly, but in fact he was so nervous that he grabbed the corner of his pocket and wrinkled it.

For a while, the people around them were like damp fireworks, just about to explode, and because of their identities, they had to restrain their excitement and say hello in unison, "Good morning, Mrs. Fu!" ”

“…… Well. Responding calmly, Tang Luoran stiffened her face, although it was the first time she had encountered this kind of scene, she didn't think it would be such a reaction.

As he spoke, the elevator door had already opened, Tang Luoran quickly approached the stairs, turned around, and Qin Yan also happened to go inside, but after him, no one went inside, everyone was at the door, watching her leave with a smile on their faces.

So that's the case, as long as you are close to Fu Zichen, you can enjoy special treatment, right?

"Did Fu Zichen ask you to come down and pick me up?" Tang Luoran strained her face and slowly broke the silence, her eyes always fell on herself reflected on the elevator door - it looked really unbelievable.

The people next to him were silent, and as the elevator slowly rose, the atmosphere became more and more awkward and tense.

After a moment, Qin Xian seemed to be thoughtful before responding to her, "As you think, Mr. Fu is worried that you will be stared at with strange eyes, but you don't seem to like my way of greeting you very much?" ”

There is a casual chatter without a word, and every minute and second of silence may make the atmosphere stiff.

Tang Luoran changed the coffee to one side, sneered suddenly, and his tone became more and more indifferent, "It's nothing, I just think this feeling is so subtle, it's the first time I've been called Mrs. Fu in a place with so many people, and it's the first time I've come to the company, it's hard to imagine that it's been five years." ”

Qin was speechless, and the pathos she carried on her made him at a loss.

Stretched out his hand to help her carry coffee, but Tang Luoran decisively refused, "I want to serve it to him personally, don't worry, I won't be able to splash coffee on his face, after all, it is the person I once loved so much, how can I give it up." ”

As she spoke, the smile on her face faded and was replaced by a frosty cold.

When did you become [the person you once loved]?

As a bystander, Qin Xi was not qualified to ask, but he thought that even if he asked, it was estimated that she would not be willing to answer.

I just don't know what Fu Zichen will think if he knows.

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