Chapter 10: Goodbye [Thanks @ Tianqing 1 Diamond]
"You think I'm going to believe that?" Wei Weiyi and Duan Xuchu were both sideways, facing each other, Wei Weiyi stared at Duan Xuchu's narrow eyes, and said firmly: "You can't send me to another man." Ji Tian likes you, drugged me completely for herself, I wish her success as soon as possible, it is best not to become the second Qin Yue, or Pei Yanjie, and thank her for the medicine, let me really become Pei Yanqiao's woman, and make up my mind to marry him. ”
Duan Xuchu took a puff of cigarette, his face was hidden behind the pale cyan smoke, and the light in the car was unknown, Wei Wei couldn't see his expression, he just let out a laugh, the meaning was unknown, "Really?" ”
Since he knew that he was reluctant and impossible to give her to any man, and believed that he loved her so much, why didn't he stay with him, but wanted to sleep with Pei Yanqiao and marry Pei Yanqiao? There is still trust between them, but they don't have the courage to love anymore.
She avoided him and fled here, and Li Ao and Nan Nan asked him to chase him back, because Nan Nan told him that she was often in a daze with the ring, and she still thought about herself, and he was childish but ecstatic to think that he still had a chance, even if it was very slim, he still followed her without hesitation.
And the fact turned out that their family of three was about to reunite as Nan Nan hoped, but she ruthlessly cut off all the back roads, leaving him no room at all, until she handed over her body and mind to Pei Yanqiao, he could finally give up, and came to this trip, it turned out to be to kill his last illusions, originally his heart was just cracked, but now it is completely broken and dead.
He shouldn't have come.
If it is the same mentality as on Chinese New Year's Eve, "as long as she is happy, he has nothing else to ask for", then in the coming days he will still smile and recall their past until he slowly releases it, but now that she hurts him so deeply, what mood should he remember her in the future? I'm afraid he is the only one who suffers, and he licks his wounds alone.
He admits that the biggest failure in this life is that he allowed Wei Wei, the only woman, to control his heart, to hurt her, trample on her, and discard her.
The cigarette in his hand burned out, and once again burned to his fingertips, Duan Xuchu suddenly opened his closed eyes, and locked Wei Weiyi with a sneer, "Wei Weiyi, you carved a brand on my heart, you are very successful, let me remember you for the rest of my life." Duan Xuchu said as he extinguished the cigarette, raised his left hand, and took off the ring on his ring finger in front of Wei Weiyi, and after a pause of a few seconds, he suddenly raised his palm, and the silver ring flew out of the car window behind him.
A beautiful parabola was drawn through the air, like a movie in slow motion, in the process of falling into an unknown place, Duan Xu didn't look at the ring at first glance, he still locked on Wei Weiyi, staring at her, and in just a few seconds, his eyes became red little by little.
Before some kind of hot liquid was about to gush out, Duan Xuchu suddenly turned around, and he propped his elbows on the car window under the sound of his clothes rubbing, his half-clenched fist against his lips, and the scarlet light in his heavy pupils flashed with crystal broken light.
And Wei Wei always sat there with her back straight, her chin raised and her neck became more and more slender, and the whole person was still in that arrogant posture, but the hands behind her back were already clutching the leather seat, so hard that her breath was filled with the smell of sandalwood, and her chest was churning and almost suffocating.
Duan Xu's first pain, how can her pain be less?
But she no longer has the courage to love anymore, after being injured, Wei Wei has become timid, with a hard shell like a turtle, but in fact it is just a disguise of self-deception, because only in this way can she protect herself, she no longer dares to love and hate like before, she is too afraid to give herself another time, give Duan Xuchu a chance, they still have no ending.
Instead of this, don't try again, just like Pei Yanqiao sang on the piano at Pei Yanjin's house that day, the closer you get to heaven, the dream is about to wake up, and what you are greeted with is a deeper hell.
If you don't care, it won't hurt; If you don't love, you won't hurt.
Duan Xuchu didn't leave immediately, he sat there in one position, didn't turn around and didn't speak again, so for the next long time, the two were silent.
It's just that in the past, when the two stayed together quietly, their hearts were also closely connected, and it was superfluous to say more, but at this moment they were also very close, but their breathing was no longer at the same frequency as before, and their hearts were separated by thousands of rivers and mountains, and they didn't want to be silent but had nothing to say.
None of them thought that two people who could know each other's thoughts with one look and reach the depths of each other's hearts with a hug would have a relatively speechless day, and there is nothing saddest in the world than this, right?
The weather forecast said that it would snow at dusk today, so Wei Wei only drove here to see another snowfall alone, and Duan Xuchu probably knew it, so he also waited silently, but until night fell and the frost and dew were heavy, there was still no snow falling in the sky.
The last wish did not come true, Wei Wei said to Duan Xuchu with a wry smile: "It turns out that even the simplest snow can only be seen once in a lifetime. Ah Chu, let's go back! ”
Wei Weiyi was about to start the car, Duan Xuchu suddenly leaned over again, and hugged her hard all of a sudden, "Wei Wei ........"
Wei Wei suddenly stiffened, Duan Xuchu tightened his arms and rubbed her into his broad chest, one palm was placed in the hair on the back of her neck, and his fingertips shuttled through as usual, so cherished and gentle hug, "Don't send invitations to invite me when you get married, otherwise you will ........", he buried his head in her thick hair, and said slowly in a low and hoarse voice, word by word: "Otherwise, I will kill you with my own hands and let you die in my arms." Remembered ......."
Wei Wei closed her eyes, two lines of tears slipped out suddenly, she swallowed the saltiness on her lips, and gently responded to the next word, "Okay." Before he could succumb to his last tenderness, he let go of her, bowed his head and imprinted her lips on hers.
Different from the scorching softness of the past, in the end, his lips were so cold and stiff this time, without emotion, he left at the touch of a touch, and the two words dropped did not have any temperature, "Goodbye." ”
Wei Wei nodded slightly.
Duan Xuchu straightened up, opened the car door and went down, and the moment he turned around and closed the car door, he paused and stood in the night, looking at Wei Weiyi through the brown window glass, "The phoenix you like at home is blooming, let's go back and see it when you have time." ”
Snow suddenly fell in the sky at this time, but Duan Xuchu didn't stop any longer, turned around and put his hand in his pocket, and he walked along the winding mountain road step by step.
Suddenly, Wei Wei opened the car door and went down.
He walked in the night in a long black trench coat, his tall and majestic figure looked thin, occasionally a car passed by, the dim light shone on his body, and the flying snowflakes fell on his hair and shoulders for a while, and his whole person seemed to melt into the vast world.
The snow was getting heavier and heavier, gradually submerging his back, and he seemed to be walking towards the end of the snow, and slowly disappeared from Wei Wei's sight, Wei Wei squatted down a little by holding on to the car door, and finally she buried her face in her knees, and finally cried out bitterly.
They waited together until it snowed, but he could no longer hold her tenderly and watch with her, and the cruelest thing was not the hoarse quarrel and the hatred of wanting each other to die, but the fact that he had quietly entered her world, occupied her best youth for ten years, and finally he left silently and calmly.
That night, Wei Wei squatted in the snow and cried for a long time, while Duan Xuchu stood all night under the phoenix tree with fiery red flowers.
The snowflakes and the red petals fell together, fluttering and falling to the ground, white and red paved a beautiful carpet, and gradually the white snow covered the ground, covering the red petals, and finally only the white was left, which made people's eyes hurt.
In the middle of the trance, she seemed to see that when Wei Wei was born, she stepped on the fiery red petals on the ground with her bare feet, and ran towards him sweetly and happily in the moonlight, and her white ankles were extremely moist and beautiful against the background of red flowers.
He gave her the phoenix flower as a birthday present, and she said she liked it, and put his arms around his waist and his head resting on his chest.
However, at this moment, when he looked down the road, only the snow was left, and he no longer saw the figure that ran towards him without hesitation.
So he knew that after all, she still liked the elegant and holy magnolia that Pei Yanqiao gave her the most.
I can't care about who's right and who's wrong, and that's the end of it anyway.
Duan Xuchu leaned on the phoenix wood, his broad back was rickety, his body slowly slid down, he sat on the ground covered with snowflakes, his head buried in the crook of his arm, accompanied by the sound of the wind "whirring" by on a winter night, his suppressed crying was difficult to distinguish.
Before dawn, Duan Xuchu left the residence where he had lived with Wei Wei for two years and rushed to the airport to catch a flight back to China.
And Wei Wei only started the car, stepped on the accelerator and galloped on the winding mountain road, the snow fell all over the black roof, all the windows were open, the lights flashed one by one, the mottled light and shadow shone on her tearful face, and the song was playing in the car at this time:
The world in the rearview mirror
Farewells farther and farther away
You turn your back
The side face is still beautiful
I chase it with my eyes
I hear your tears
Hang out of the car window
It's the opportunity I missed
The direction in which you are standing
There were tears between me
Street View keeps receding
Your collapse is piecemeal outside the window
I went all the way north
Leave the season with you
You say you're so tired
I can't fall in love with anyone anymore
The wind blows on the mountain road
Footage of the past
It's all my fault
Count how many times I'm ashamed to hurt you
I went all the way north
Leave the season with you
Around the steering wheel
Turning back my regrets
I accelerate to overtake
But he can't shake off the sadness that follows closely
I'm ashamed to count how many times I hurt you
Stop being embarrassed, just let the mistake be pure