Chapter 13: Underground Relations
What did Yun Xiyan whisper in Han Xun's ear?
I don't think I need to guess. The box of Durex in Han Xun's pocket already says it all.
I kicked Han Xun under the table, and the result was a gurgling sound, this sound is too familiar to me, this is the sound of a woman's high heels, I felt something was wrong at that time, carefully recalled Yun Xiyan and Han Xun's behavior, not like a couple, but there was intimacy, Yun Xiyan also fed Han Xun with his chopsticks, is this a general relationship? Behind this action, it means that the two of them must have kissed.
"It's been a month since you went to work at Yun Xiyan, let's talk about it, when will you go to bed." I smoked a cigarette and asked him calmly.
Han Xun looked at me with a smile and a smile, and shook his head helplessly, he was exposed by me, and he couldn't hide his confusion.
He was silent for a while, and did not answer, and I was not in a hurry to ask.
Why?
What I'm asking is when to go to bed, not when to be together. Because Yun Xiyan and Han Xun are not a couple at all.
If they are really together, they are both mature young people, Yun Xiyan can admit it generously, Han Xun and I don't need to hide it, we have a relationship, what dare we not say, but they both pretend to be working and friends, why is this?
Han Xun is not easy to speak, I seem to think of something.
"Hey, what do you think my relationship with her is now?" Han Xun looked at me questioningly, not a rhetorical question, as if he couldn't figure it out himself, is the authorities confused?
"How can I say this, the two of you are not children anymore, and you know how to deal with what happens, Yun Xiyan doesn't have a good impression of you, it is impossible to sleep with you, and more than once, she asked you to come out to buy this, she is going to your house for the night tonight." I'll stop and leave the answer to Han Xun.
Han Xun smiled helplessly after hearing this: "She has a good impression of me, of course I know, she is so old, so what is my relationship with her?" Friends? But who would make a date with their subordinate assistant? Yun Xiyan is not such a brainless woman. ”
"What's the relationship, don't you look at it? You a big man slept with a female boss......"
He immediately interrupted me: "How do you know that I slept with her, not her with me." ”
Kindness?
I was taken aback.
I was very surprised that Han Xun and Yun Xiyan had a bed relationship, and the initiative of this relationship does not seem to be Han Xun, ......
He looked at me who was surprised and smiled, "If you don't understand, I don't understand her." ”
"Tell me more about it." I suddenly remembered that at the dinner table just now, Yun Xiyan teased him about welfare, it turned out to be a hint to Han Xun that he slept with him, this benefit is better than anything else, so they are considered underground lovers?
"Some time ago, I often worked overtime very late, there were more patients at night, I didn't have a car to go back when I got off work, so I relied on her to ask her to send me back, she didn't send it, let me live in the hospital, and she led me to her private room where she rested, and the moment the door was closed, the lights were not turned on in the house, and I knew that this was going to happen to her." He said it very simply.
"She took the initiative?"
"I forgot who took the initiative, I was also quite impulsive at the time, Yun Xiyan was originally beautiful, not to mention that environment."
I listened a little dumbfounded, and asked, "You two just lit a fire all of a sudden?" You're not surprised at all? ”
"I can only say that suddenly, my relationship with her is not as bad as you think, usually occasionally ambiguous, will often complain to me that she is too tired, the little girl in the hospital came to chat with me, she drove them away in the name of affecting work, I know that she has a good impression of me." Han Xun said very seriously, he was taking Yun Xiyan seriously, out of a sense of responsibility that he had slept with her? Or is it just as good?
Maybe it's both, beautiful woman, who doesn't have a crush?
"I have a good feeling, the two of you have slept together, why did the relationship become like this?" I asked.
"It's useless for you to ask me, you ask her."
What?
Han Xun smiled helplessly, leaving me speechless for an instant.
"I think she may be too stressed and doesn't want to talk about her feelings more, so she keeps this relationship with me, which is both worry-free and stress-relieving." He suddenly turned back to me and smiled bitterly: "I feel that I have become the lover secretly raised by the medical fairy." ”
"Hehe, don't go to the kidneys, you don't suffer, don't pretend to be innocent with me, don't you agree to her request?"
I laughed, I seemed to understand why Yun Xiyan did this, it is undeniable that she has a good impression of Han Xun, but as a medical immortal, people are in the rivers and lakes, and the Daomen needs her to take on too many responsibilities and face a lot of dangers, I said before that Yun Xiyan chose not to fall in love because of her identity and didn't want to worry too much, this is the helplessness of life as a medical immortal.
So for Han Xun's relationship, even if the intimacy is out of good feelings, she doesn't want to talk about her feelings more, is this the reason of a mature woman? Too much pressure, choose someone with a good feeling to release?
"The office of the medical hall has become a place of pleasure for you and the medical fairy, and the benefits of this job are too good." I laughed and teased him, obviously this relationship is not a day or two.
"You envy me? Aren't you and Su Xin also secretly now? He retorted with a wry smile.
I was stunned in my heart, yes, even if I gave Su Xin a date in the sun today, even if I accompanied her in her last days, but the two of us, still the same as before, can't see the light, this is the fate of me and Su Xin?
I suddenly found that the two couples who were having dinner today were friends on the surface, but they were secretly maintaining an intimate relationship and refused to show others.
I smiled at the thought of this.
"Then what do you think, you don't have a good impression of Yun Xiyan? Is it as unclear as her? I asked himself one last question.
"Hey!"
Han Xun sighed helplessly, didn't answer me, turned around and entered the restaurant.
In the severe cold, the back of the vicissitudes of life seems to have fallen into tangled emotions. Our brothers are really a life.
I'm not sure if Han Xun has completely let go of that person in his heart, is he still blaming himself, the relationship with Yun Xiyan undoubtedly makes him more contradictory, his identity is a ghost doctor, even if he really has a good feeling, does he dare to pay his feelings to Yun Xiyan?
This pair of older men and women, each burdened with contradictions, has tacitly understood the relationship between underground lovers, physically intimately entangled, but in their hearts, they have their own thoughts, except for helplessness, I can't seem to think of how to describe it.
Back in the store, Han Xun and I were still talking and laughing as if we hadn't said anything, and the four of us were hiding their intimacy, as if this steaming hot pot made us unable to see each other clearly.
And this urban man and woman who eats in a room may have their own secrets behind them, and under the surface of the glamour, those secrets that people can't understand.
This is the shackles of life, people will do unexpected ways in order to release them, and they are unknown.
After eating, Yun Xiyan wanted to send me and Su Xin back, Su Xin was going to me at night, she couldn't let Yun Xiyan know, so we chose to go back by ourselves, and after the two of them got in the car, they went to the direction of Han Xun's house.
"Su Xin, Sister Xiyan has never been in love over the years?" As soon as I got home, I held Su Xin's cold little hand.
She sat on the sofa, simply put her feet into my stomach to keep warm, her clear eyes were gentle, and said: "Never, she is very busy as a medical fairy, she has to walk around the medical halls every year, treating patients with incurable diseases, bothering and working hard, coming to City A for more than half a year, and dealing with the affairs of Daomen, she has been very tired, and she is particularly stressed." ”
"I'm so busy that I don't even have time to fall in love?" It turned out that she was going to Han Xun's place for the night tonight, and it was also a weekend to relax.
"I think Sister Xiyan doesn't want to talk about it." Su Xin said helplessly, she has the best relationship with Yun Xiyan, and she has kept in touch all these years.
"We don't understand the world of adults." I pretended to be old and sighed, Su Xin smiled and pushed me, and said angrily, "Aren't you an adult? You're using something from an adult, didn't you go out and buy it secretly during dinner just now? ”
With that, she pulled out a small red square from my pocket and smiled shyly at me.
Hehe, this is what Han Xun forced into me just now.
"Actually, this thing is not used by adults." I shook the little square at her.
"Nasty, go take a shower."