169 Love is to see through and to fulfill

Wu Yidi and I looked at each other.

A few seconds later, Wu Yidi made a gesture to me, and I immediately understood what he meant.

In the end, Wu Yidi hinted to me that if I didn't want to see Chen Tu for the time being, he would directly tell Tang Wenwen that I was not there.

And since Chen Tu can let Tang Wenwen find here, he is naturally 100% sure that I am here.

Afraid that Wu Yidi would offend Chen Tu because of me, and then he would be endlessly looking for trouble, I slowly stood up and responded: "I'm here." ”

Biting the end of my words, Tang Wenwen quickly said, "Director Wu, Mr. Chen is waiting, can you come up immediately?" ”

I gestured to Wu Yidi, who was frowning, and said, "You go first, I'll be there later." ”

As Tang Wenwen's footsteps became farther and farther away, I sighed slightly and said, "I'll go over first." ”

Wu Yidi also stood up and said, "Wu Yi, you have to remember that no matter how strong you are, you are also a woman." Showing weakness once in a while is not a loss of self-esteem. ”

I was in a trance, stunned: "How do I think, you are pushing me to Chen Tu with your dead energy, I didn't think you were a bad friend before." ”

Turning around quickly, Wu Yidi didn't let me see what kind of emotional entanglement was on his face, and said, "As a friend, I don't want to see you toss yourself." I still hope you have a good home. Let's go, I'm going to get busy with work. ”

Wu Yidi's breath became a little hot and fluctuating, not very stable.

My heart wrinkled slightly, and I stopped rambling and strode away.

Coming out of the elevator, I saw Chen Tupestle at the door of the office, he shrugged his ears, his beard was still stubble, his head hung down, and he looked down.

My steps can't help but lighten up.

But Chen Tu suddenly looked this way, his eyes were facing each other, and the hustle and bustle around him seemed to be completely gone.

In the end, I retracted my gaze as if nothing happened, stepped forward, and said lightly: "Mr. Chen, are you looking for me?" ”

Chen Tu's mouth opened slightly, and he used to be so poor-mouthed, but in the end he just lightly dropped a word: "Hmm." ”

Taking two steps into his office, Chen Tu looked back at me again: "Come in." ”

As soon as the door closed, I sat neatly opposite Chen Tu, maintaining a professional and steady look, waiting for Chen Tu to speak.

buried his face deeply, and after a while, Chen Tu broke the deadlock, full of ambiguity and unfathomable: "Wu Yi, I will do the things you want to do." People's hearts are unpredictable, some people are not as simple as you think on the surface, you don't want to wade into troubled waters. ”

After a pause, Chen Tu's tone became cautious, he seemed to have been weaving for a long time, and spit out from his mouth, already full of cruelty: "The mastermind behind the mutilation of our children is also my enemy." I definitely won't let any of them go. I'm going to let all those scum go to hell! ”

Those ruthlessness, combined with Chen Tu's abruptly red eyes and his face spasmed because of emotional excitement, made me feel shocked to watch.

But it became too fast, Chen Tu's momentum turned powerless in an instant, and he said dejectedly: "Actually, I am also the devil who killed my own child." At the moment of life and death, I committed the stupid thing that I regretted and hated the most in my life, so I was actually a scumbag. ”

I was stunned, and soon became indifferent: "Mr. Chen said with a smile, I returned to Youman, just to get a half-official position and earn a little easier money, I don't have anything special to do." ”

The corners of his mouth twitched slightly, Chen Tu's Adam's apple moved a few times, he put his hand back a little, he buried his face deeper, and the emotions between his words were far-fetched, but it was also resolute: "The project you were removed from the shelves by me before, I can help you lift the ban at any time." If you don't want to stay in Shenzhen anymore, you can leave right away and return to your original state of life. ”

I was stunned for a moment, looking at Chen Tu's face with the corner of my eye, his brows were furrowed very high, and there were many levels of entanglement in his eyes, he was clearly suppressing it, but he still couldn't suppress it, overflowing, all bleak frustration.

It was enough for me to sink, but I quickly told myself that the end of my sin might be to go to hell.

I will not accept his request to continue the relationship, nor will I accept his kindness again.

Stabilizing myself, I continued to be indifferent: "Mr. Chen, Youman and I signed a one-year mandatory employment contract through the serious process, and now the same period is not yet complete, Mr. Chen still don't persuade me to quit." I'm a stubborn person, and I can't pull back the nine cows that I decide. ”

After I finished talking for a while, Chen Tu didn't respond to me.

After a period of silence and stalemate, Chen Tu was cold and cautious: "Can I hug you again?" For the last time. ”

I was stunned for a few seconds, Chen Tu had already stood up, he quickly picked me up, slammed me into his arms, grabbed the back of my head, and pressed my face on his chest.

I heard his heart beating faster.

My nose twitched, and I was unexpectedly sentimental.

Since this is the last hug, well, hugging is not going to die.

With such a tangled mood, my hand hanging in the air couldn't help but gently cover Chen Tu's back, but it touched a pothole that was not very smooth.

In my experience, those potholes should be the scars left by deep wounds after healing.

I retracted my hand sharply as if I had been stung by something, but my heart was full of doubts.

Before this, Chen Tu's back did have a few small scars, but those small scars were not to mention through clothes, even if he exposed his back, he needed to be carefully discerned to see them. I haven't seen him for a year, where did Chen Tu get his back wounded?

I was wandering, and Chen Tu's hand rubbed the back of my head repeatedly: "What should I do, I still want to hug after hugging, I still want to hug me, I still want to continue to hug, I can't stop." I don't have the strength to let go of my hand at all, I'm afraid that if I let go, I really won't have a chance to hug you again. What to do. ”

My heart trembled wave after wave, and I almost wanted to go soft.

But after seeing the darkness of hell, I no longer have the strength to rush forward with a hot head.

At this moment, I deeply know that the distance between me and Chen Tu is no longer as simple as love and dislove, the foggy misunderstanding between us, mutual trust, and high self-esteem are all fatal wounds between us, we have come to this point, we are all wrong.

And if there is a mistake, it has to be changed, I can't make a mistake again and again, and go all the way to the dark.

After stabilizing my mind, I returned to calm as usual: "Mr. Chen, you have to speak well, and if you say yes, it must be the last time." ”

But Chen Tu's hand trembled and groped for my back, he seemed to whisper, like a low begging, so humble that he couldn't get up after falling into the dust, and spoke incoherently: "Can't you give me another chance." I knew I was wrong. I really know what I did wrong, Wu Yi. I certainly won't make such a stupid mistake a second time. I promised to be good to you, promised to coax you, promised to be with you for a lifetime, I promised you so many things that I can't count, but I know that I didn't do anything I promised you, I am always blindly confident and blindly optimistic, I thought we had a marriage letter involved, you will never go far, but my optimism and self-confidence can not resist the collapse of everything. It's also to blame me, to blame me for being stupid, to blame me for my low self-esteem, to blame me for not being mentally healthy enough, to blame me for not being able to block out all the wind and rain for you like a real man. I said I would protect you, but I gave you most of all the hardships you endured, and I said I wanted to protect you, but all the winds and waves you have experienced are all caused by me. I can't protect you, I can't protect our children, I leave these heartaches and collapses to you, I'm ashamed, I don't have the qualifications to make peace, but I can't help it, I can't stand it, I don't even dare to sleep now, I'm afraid that as soon as I open my eyes, I will have to accept the fact that you no longer belong to me. When we divorced, I didn't think you could go far, but now, I really feel like I'm going to lose you, what to do, what the hell should I do. ”

I'm afraid that my heart will become soft and soft because of Chen Tu's retention.

In a hurry, I pushed Chen Tu away hard.

With an indifferent expression on my face, I said lightly: "Mr. Chen, this hug can be regarded as clearing all the old accounts between us and keeping a distance in the future, otherwise, I will unceremoniously sue you for sex.. Harass. ”

I pushed him back two steps repeatedly, and the corners of Chen Tu's mouth moved.

Half-ringing, his face was full of mist, smiled bitterly, and was cautious: "Then I don't want to reconcile, then I'll chase again, is it okay?" ”

I said coldly: "If Mr. Chen doesn't have anything to tell at work, then I'll go out first." ”

Taking a few steps back, Chen Tu sat on the sofa with his buttocks: "Okay, okay, okay, I know." I understand. I'm in control of myself in the back. I'm sure I can control it, I will. ”

I said: "I hope Mr. Chen will do what he says." ”

The wry smile on his face was even stronger, Chen Tu raised his face to look at me, and after a few seconds, he slowly opened his mouth: "I used to think that love is occupying, controlling, and crazy regardless of the impulse to go forward bravely without a little sand, a month before I divorced you, I tried to correct my thoughts, and wanted to convince myself that love is tolerance, forgiveness, understanding and tolerance for a lifetime." After the divorce, I feel that love is a concern that cannot be let go of even if we are not together. At this moment, or I should wake up, love is to see through and to fulfill. Just like us, when we are most in love, I always feel that you are erratic, I can't control and can't control it, I seem to be strong and predatory, but I know that I am at a disadvantage. I even think that you sacrificed your life to save me because of the stubbornness in your bones. But now after our divorce, I can really see through you, see through that you still love me, you still love me deeply, but you don't want me anymore to kill our children. If this is the result you want, then what I can do should be fulfilled. ”

I used to be with Chen Tu, patronizing each other's losses and poor mouths, and he also looked old and indecent all day long, like he is now, there are basically very few moments when he says so many hypocritical words.

When I decided to leave him completely, I could exchange for his voice from the heart, and this life was sour enough.

My nose was sour and sore, and I twitched a few times, but luckily I controlled myself and didn't lose my eyes.

Chao Chen Tu owed, and I smiled professionally: "If it's nothing, I'll go out and get busy first, Mr. Chen." ”

Chen Tu's gaze turned away, he was silent for a while, and then responded to me: "Okay, let's go." ”

I raised my face and walked out of Chen Tu's office in an extremely chic manner, and quickly crashed into my own small space, and as soon as the door closed, my whole body was like a daffodil that had lost moisture, crawling upside down on the sofa, and my nose was so sore that it looked like someone had stuffed half a dozen lemons.

Fortunately, I quickly adjusted myself and cleaned myself up.

As for Chen Tu, I think he probably adjusted himself too, after all, since that time in his office, he has never been in and out of Youman. Even if he is now my nominal boss, he is in my world, leaving no trace like evaporation.

It seems that I should be happy about this, but at this point in human nature, I am no exception, and there is always loss and relief.

After surviving the most difficult moments, I regrouped and quietly installed a location tracker on Leung Kin Fong's car in the midst of my busy schedule, so as to keep a close eye on Leung Kin Fong's every move and who she was close to.

Not long after, the real estate agent finally introduced me to a house, coincidentally not good, the house is just in the Shawei area, one bedroom and one living room, very clean garden community apartment, monthly rent of more than 3,000 yuan, I went to see, is satisfied, I paid the deposit, and then Mu Mu helped me express the clothes and daily necessities to pack up, and went to the nearby flower and bird market to buy several plates of fresh potted plants on the balcony and hall, so the house is full of life.

Taking advantage of the weekend, I went to the car city to see the car, which is also casual, I bought myself a light gray Volvo according to the mood, and I bought a low-profile one, which is about 200,000 yuan, which did not exceed my budget, the performance or something is quite good, and I drove smoothly, and my mood was more comfortable.

I thought that before I found out those who had harmed me except Liang Jianfang, the days when I returned to Shenzhen would be without much wind and rain.

Until this day, I was going to submit my medical examination information to the Human Resources Department.

When I presented the information to the HR supervisor, she reminded me that I didn't have a signature, so I buried my head and wrote my name one by one.

Putting the pen down, I smiled at the beautiful supervisor, I turned around and was about to go to the office, but when I raised my eyes, I saw Lin Siai after a year's absence.

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