Song Yiyi stayed beside Qi Ran incomprehensibly, watching her muttering the same name in countless nightmares.

Qi Ran had a recurrent fever and lay in the hospital for two days, and when he woke up again, he was already completely awake. Qi Ran looked at the time of the phone and realized that he had been in a coma for two days. Because I was sick, I just felt weak.

The nurse saw the bell and pulled out the needle, "You can be regarded as awake, your boyfriend is worried about breaking down, you are really happy, you have such a good boyfriend." ”

Qi Ran saw the coat hanging on the chair and had already guessed that the person the nurse said was Song Yi. Qi Ran didn't defend herself, because every time she was sick and hospitalized, she could almost hear such an evaluation of Song Yi.

"Do you know where he went?"

"At this point, I should go to buy food. Or you call him and ask. ”

Qi Ran said thank you, thinking about the time when Song Yi would come back.

Qi Ran got out of bed, quickly cleaned himself up, and looked at himself in the mirror, his face full of haggardness. Seeing such a sick appearance, Qi Ran smiled bitterly.

In order to prevent the nurse from finding out, Qi Ran specially avoided the nurse's table. When he came out of the hospital, Qi Ran immediately stopped the taxi, because he was too anxious and didn't see a pair of eyes behind him, and looked at himself unexpectedly.

The taxi kept going, gradually moving away from the city, all the way north for nearly an hour. Qi Ran paid for the car and got out of the car.

The sky was a little gray, and Qi Ran's footsteps were a little vain.

This is the best cemetery in Qingcheng. It's also the last place she wants to get involved.

Qi Ran moved forward step by step, and every time he climbed a step, his mood was heavy.

Gu Jingchen had been away for eight years, and she returned to Qingcheng for the first time, and this place she had been trying to escape had finally come.

Gu Jingchen's funeral was very low-key, and the news of his death was only announced by Cheng Wenxin afterwards.

But Qi Ran always knew that Qi Ran at that time was silently hiding in the corner alone, watching the Gu family bury his ashes here.

At that time, she didn't have the courage to step forward, she didn't want to remember the scene of that day, but she clearly remembered the location of Gu Jingchen's long sleep.

Qi Ran knew that he had been deceiving himself, thinking that he could pretend that he had never left if he didn't come to worship, but no matter how young he was, God would not return Gu Jingchen to her.

Gu Jingchen's tomb is in the highest place in the cemetery, and the boxy stele is only engraved with the words "Gu Jingchen", just like his life, so straightforward. Engraved in the lower right corner of the tombstone is a well-known signature "Gu Chen", two names, which are his short life.

Qi Ran climbed the stairs, sat in front of the tombstone, and stared at the name of "Gu Jingchen".

In an instant, tears welled up in my eyes. Qi Ran's eyes were very painful and uncomfortable, it seemed that she was always shedding tears these days, such a weak self has always been Qi Ran's most annoying, but she couldn't control herself at all, "Have you ever blamed me for not coming to see you for so many years?" ”

The cemetery was quiet, only the sound of the wind rustling through the leaves responded to Qi Ran. Gu Jingchen likes to be quiet, so he must like it very much, but she doesn't like such a place, what a dazzling person Gu Jingchen is, why is fate so unfair. Those former grief will still be sad when I think about it.

Qi Ran leaned her head on the tombstone, she was really tired.

"You said that Gu Jingchen has too many things to carry, so he wants to name himself Gu Chen, not in the world, alone, but why did you come to provoke me in the first place." Qi Ran muttered to himself, tears hitting the ground. Thinking of the bits and pieces of the past, whether it is bitter or sweet, it is painful.

"Morning, I'm so tired, you know?" She's been alone for so long, and now she can barely find a reason to live. Since the year she entered the Gu family, her future was destined to be tied to Gu Jingchen, and Cheng Wenxin raised her just because she wanted someone who could replace Gu Jingchen and become the heir of the Gu family in the future.

She learned Gu Chen's painting style and tried to become the second Gu Chen. However, that kind of Qi Ran also disappeared after Gu Jingchen left.

Qi Ran's words didn't get any response, and the person she cared about the most would never be able to respond to her again.

"For so many years, I've been lying to myself, you may be kidding me, I lied to myself that you will come back one day, but I've been waiting for 8 years, Gu Jingchen, since you don't want to come back, then I'll be here with you, so that no one can separate us." Do you think it's good? ”

"Not good!"

A voice with anger shatters the silence of the cemetery.

Qi Ran raised his eyes and saw Song Yi's gloomy face, and Song Yi's gaze was sharp when he looked at the tombstone. She never knew that Song Yi would have such a fierce gaze. Maybe it's because he's used to having a hippie smile.

The sky began to rain, as if God was crying, the raindrops flying all over the sky, and the sudden appearance of Song Yi made Qi Ran's eyes red again.

Qi Ran wanted to stand up, but his body was so weak that he didn't have the strength at all. Song Yi didn't help her, still staring at the three words "Gu Jingchen". Song Yi thought that he would not have hatred for Gu Jingchen, after all, he used to regard him as an idol when he was young, but now he can't be calm, because even if his soul has returned to dust, he can still make Qi Ran feel painful.

"Ranran, have you thought about it a little bit?"

Song Yi has been following Qi Ran, so he watched her every move, and he heard what Qi Ran said to Gu Jingchen just now, he had no intention of disturbing, but Qi Ran's loveless appearance made him panic.

"Don't call me that anymore!" Qi Ran covered her ears, like an injured child holding her head, her head hurt so much now, her whole body was like a needle prick.

"Ranran, you can see clearly for yourself, Gu Jingchen has been dead for so many years, only you still can't forget him!"

Song Yi's eyes were red, and there was no trace of pampering in his hideous expression. He remembered that when he found apartment 77 through location, he almost didn't burn it down.

Qi Ran grabbed a sketch and curled up on the floor mountain, with a high fever on her body, muttering the names of the people she had always remembered.

He couldn't forget Qi Ran's heartbroken appearance for Gu Jingchen. Now that he has just regained consciousness, he ran to the cemetery and actually said suicidal words. How can Song Yi endure this?

"He will always live in my heart, and he promised me that he will always be with me!"

Song Yi took a step forward and rudely pulled Qi Ran up, "Qi Ran, you can see clearly, Gu Jingchen is only left with ashes now, he will never come back, don't be stupid, okay, you be sober." ”

"How did you make me forget?"

Qi Ran shook Song Yi away, in the drizzle, the voices of the two became more intense than the other, they had never quarreled so much, and both of them were red-eyed.

At this time, Qi Ran couldn't wait to die immediately.

Song Yi's eyes sank, close to Qi Ran's face, Qi Ran's expected roar did not appear, she thought Song Yi would be very angry, but he didn't.

Song Yi suddenly grabbed Qi Ran's hand and clasped her palm tightly, Song Yi put away all the sharpness and sharpness, and faced the tombstone. A face full of seriousness.

What does he want to do?

Qi Ran tried to break free of his hand, and she was reluctant to have contact with anyone in front of Gu Jingchen.

"If you have a spirit in the sky, you must not want to see Ran Ran continue to live in pain. Gu Jingchen, in the future, Qi Ran will be taken care of by me, and I will let her forget you. ”

"You lunatic!"

Qi Ran shook Song Yi away. A pair of eyes were full of vigilance, Qi Ran never thought that Song Yi would actually say these words to Gu Jingchen, his affectionate style was the source of anger in Qi Ran's eyes.

"You let me go, Song Yi, let me tell you, I, Qi Ran, will only love one person in this life, and I will only love Gu Jingchen alone!" Qi Ran's roar penetrated every inch of coldness in the air, turning into rain dripping onto Song Yi's body.

"He's been dead for 8 years!" Why, you're still unwilling to let yourself go.

Why is everyone forcing her to forget Gu Jingcheng?

Qi Ran's eyes gradually became desolate, she couldn't forget it, and she didn't want to forget, "In this world, no one can replace him." ”

There is only one perfect heir of the Gu family, Gu Jingchen is not Gu Ting, and the person she loves will always be Gu Jingchen, not Song Yi.

Qi Ran emphasized to himself again in his heart.

Song Yi looked at Qi Ran in front of him, her body was weak, and she was about to fall, Song Yi immediately caught her thin body, her eyes full of distress.

Immediately picked people up, Song Yi looked back at "Gu Jingchen", "I will make her forget you." ”

Although he has not been in contact with Gu Jingchen, Song Yi believes that Gu Jingchen must be the person who is most unwilling to see Qi Ran become what he is now, although it is a rival relationship, but Song Yi does not deny the relationship between Gu Jingchen and Qi Ran.

Qi Ran returned to the hospital again, still in a coma and was carried back, the doctor had a headache, but he was helpless, after all, no matter how skilled a doctor is, he also needs a cooperative patient.

"Does the patient have a mental illness?"

As soon as the doctor asked, he felt the murderous intent in Song Yi's eyes, and quickly explained, "I mean a disease such as depression?" ”

Song Yi hid the fierceness in her eyes, "She has an eight-year history of depression, sleep disorders, and a slight claustrophobia. Qi Ran always thought that he was hiding it well, but how could Song Yi, who was smart and careful, really not know.

"The patient's current repeated high fever state should also be caused by psychological reasons, and there is no effective medicine for mental illness in clinical practice, so it is recommended that you keep her happy when she wakes up, and try not to mention sadness or things that can stimulate her."

Song Yi only made a simple response to the doctor's instructions, and if it was useful to comfort Qi Ran's psychological trauma, why would he watch her suffer for many years.

After the nerves in Song Yi's body relaxed, he felt the pain in his shoulder. Song Yi frowned, and the wound on the back shoulder was probably split again.