Chapter IV: Desire to Protect
"Qi Ran."
Song Yi stopped her, for the first time, Song Yi felt that she was not worthy of this girl, she was bearing too much, "If you have any needs, you can find me." ”
Qi Ran didn't look back, sniffed, and walked straight away, strange people, in a strange city, just when Song Yi stood in front of her to protect her just now, Qi Ran's heart was moved, after Gu Jingchen left, she had already forgotten what the sense of security was. But no one could help her.
Qi Ran returned to the dormitory and opened the album, which was full of Gu Jingchen. The man who occupied her whole heart could never come back.
Outside the door, it was the sound of roommates coming back, Qi Ran hurriedly closed the notebook, wiped away his tears, and tried to make himself look like nothing abnormal.
"I must grab a spot tomorrow night, so let's go straight over after class."
The roommates are discussing tomorrow night's orientation party. It also mentioned that Song Yi also has a show.
Qi Ran remembered Song Yi's face, and unconsciously put his hand on his stomach. That person was also so dazzling, holding a paintbrush and the light all around him. Cheng Wenxin said that that was her greatest pride and Qi Ran's greatest pride.
No matter who it is, when the name Gu Chen is mentioned, they are all fascinated and worshipped. Gu Chen, in his short life, is a little unreal.
The last class of the second day was an appreciation class, and Qi Ran didn't expect that the teacher who taught would be Meng Qian.
When Meng Qian appeared in class, it undoubtedly caused a commotion.
Looking at each other, there are too many feelings, as an elder, it is pity for Qi Ran, and as a teacher, it is more gratifying.
Qi Ran held back tears, Meng Qian had already entered middle age, and he invested half of his life experience in the classroom. is also an artist, but Gu Jingchen can no longer continue to be admired.
His glory has come to an end, and his glory has gone to dust.
"Today, I'm going to take you to a place. Before I go, I will make three requests to you. Meng Qian opened his mouth with a very serious and thick voice, and his face was also very solemn.
"First, turn off all electronic devices and not allow photography, second, keep absolute silence, and third, feel with your heart."
The freshmen are full of expectations, as art students, they have naturally heard of Meng Qian's name, and now the teaching method is so special, which makes the students even more excited, and they are constantly talking after leaving the classroom, and everyone is curious about what place they are going to.
At the southernmost end of the campus, in the quiet woods, a white house is quietly tucked away.
Qi Ran stood at the end of the crowd, and as soon as he raised his eyes, an inexplicable feeling appeared in his heart.
"The earthly exhibition hall was built to commemorate Gu Chen, and every painting in it was donated free of charge, including those donated by Ms. Cheng Wenxin, collected by school teachers, and some from celebrities from all walks of life, with a total of 9 paintings, all of which were made by the genius painter Gu Chen. Students, the visit time is 60 minutes, remember my three requirements. ”
Every face was filled with excitement, and everyone couldn't wait to enter the exhibition hall. In the team, the last figure was fixed in place, and his legs seemed to have a thousand pounds of boulders, and he couldn't take a step.
Meng Qian saw that the students had already walked in and came to Qi Ran's side, like a loving elder, "Xiao Ran, the deceased is gone, and the living are like this." ”
In a word, tears flowed down his face, Gu Chen was a genius painter admired by everyone, but in Qi Ran's heart, he was just the grumpy Gu Jingchen after all.
"Teacher, I'm not leaving, he's still here."
As long as I remember him, he won't leave.
It was Gu Jingchen who was her alone.
Meng Qian knew about their brother and sister relationship, so he naturally understood Qi Ran's mood, no matter what, Qi Ran was just a child, how could he easily see it about life and death.
Qi Ran didn't enter the exhibition hall in the end, and no one was more familiar with Gu Chen than her. Her relationship with him is different from theirs.
After Qi Ran and Meng Qian said goodbye, they walked to the edge of Weiming Lake alone, sat on the lawn with their knees crossed, and looked at the sparkling waves on the lake......
The god-like Gu Chen has left, and those who once admired him are all remembering his glorious past and his glory. No one understands that there is a special person in this world, who is living.
Time will dilute everything, the long river of history will drown him, and one day Gu Chen will be forgotten by everyone.
At the welcome party, Song Yi led some members of the school's Youth League Committee to dance a handsome opening dance, which directly ignited the beginning of the party. Song Yi looked at the position belonging to Qi Ran's class, but did not find the person he was looking forward to, with a little loneliness in his eyes.
When he went backstage to change clothes, Song Yi grabbed Haozi and asked, "What about Qi Ran?" Why didn't you come tonight. “
"Boss, although we are their class guide, but there is not only one student in our class, Qi Ran is not the only student, she is such a big person, I can't watch it every day."
Today's party, they have been preparing for so long. And Song Yi, who usually cares most about the effect of the activity when holding activities, actually cares about the school girls.
It's really a misguided country.
Song Yi sent messages in the work group for several days, and then hurriedly changed his clothes and left the auditorium.
Haozi looked at the group message, in addition to some emphasized precautions, there was also a sentence that said, "I have to leave in advance tonight, and I have something to find Yu Hao." “
"Damn!" Haozi almost smashed his phone, and said that he didn't have to worry about anything in the organization during his tenure as a class leader? It's all about him, now it's okay, the boss patted his ass and left, and he became the one who left the aftermath again.
Song Yi found Qi Ran in Weiming Lake, looked at the figure from a distance, curled up there alone, grieving alone in a state of self-preservation. Tonight is the most anticipated welcome party for new students since the beginning of the school year, and the auditorium not far away is the joy of this youth, and the people in front of them are isolated from the world, guarding their sorrows.
He didn't bother, and she was silently sad.
At night, Qi Ran walked back to the dormitory slowly, suddenly stopped, turned around, turned back, under the dim street lamp, Song Yi was like a big child, showing eight teeth and smiling happily, his youthful vigor stinged Qi Ran's eyes, only for a moment, as if the stubborn person appeared in front of him again, if Gu Jingchen smiled more, he must be more handsome than the person in front of him. But he would never smile at her again......
Song Yi panicked and stepped forward quickly, but he didn't know how to comfort her, originally he just wanted to make her happy.
"I'm sorry, I ...... Don't cry......" Song Yi, who is usually not surprised, hurriedly looked for tissues in his pocket.
"Song Yi, don't follow me, you already know my secret, you should know what an unbearable person I am."
Song Yi's hand handing over the tissue stiffened in the air, and his face suddenly became gloomy, "I believe in my own vision, I won't look at the wrong person, you also believe in me, I can protect you." “
Although Song Yi couldn't understand why Cheng Wenxin forced Qi Ran to go to the hospital, he might be able to understand why Qi Ran resisted.
After all, that was Gu Chen's last bloodline.
Three months ago, the pride of the sky left suddenly, with many people's regrets and regrets, the person Qi Ran loved was so good, Song Yi felt inferior for the first time in his life.
He can't compare to Gu Chen.
"I have a child in my belly, he has been more than three months, Song Yi I have someone I love."
"I know, but he's gone, and you need someone to take care of you."
Qi Ran had never seen such a vexatious person, so stupid that it made people angry.
Qi Ran took a few steps back, his eyes in a trance, "I'm different from you, so, please don't come near me." “
The rest of her life will be spent in memories.
Song Yi watched Qi Ran's figure gradually disappear from sight, and the pity in his eyes could not fade away for a long time.
That night, Qi Ran vomited several times. Her morning sickness came later than usual, but no one had ever told her what to do with it, and she was still only an 18-year-old.
Qi Ran was very scared, after vomiting, she leaned on the sink in the bathroom and cried silently, she was pregnant for the first time, and she was really afraid that she would not be able to protect this child.
Qiu Wenwen was woken up by Qi Ran's movements, thinking that she had gastroenteritis and poured water for her with concern.
Qi Ran said thank you in a hoarse voice.
"I don't see you taking medicine. You can't be sloppy with stomach problems, or I'll accompany you to the hospital tomorrow. “
"No need, old problem."
Qiu Wenwen glanced at Qi Ran suspiciously, and her gaze fell on her stomach.
Although Qi Ran tried to reduce her movement at night, her roommates also knew that she was disgusting at night, but because Qi Ran didn't like to communicate with people on weekdays, everyone didn't ask much.
Qi Ran did not participate in military training, and everyone knows it. These add up to make the roommates more wary of Qi Ran.
Qiu Wenwen put her face to Qi Ran's ear and asked softly, "Qi Ran, do you have a boyfriend?" “
This question is the second time Qiu Wenwen has asked.
Seeing that Qi Ran was silent, Qiu Wenwen then asked, "Are you too old?" “
Qi Ran was puzzled, but he didn't want to pay attention to Qiu Wenwen.
"Qi Ran, you'd better go to the hospital to see, I suspect you're pregnant."
"How do you know?" The panic in Qi Ran's eyes betrayed her in an instant.
Qiu Wenwen had a very understanding expression, "If you are so beautiful, your boyfriend must love you very much, I understand, my sister-in-law was like this when she was pregnant before." “
Qi Ran felt a little weak, Qiu Wenwen's gossip nature made her more perceptive than ordinary people.
"I don't have a boyfriend, I'm just not feeling well."
Qi Ran almost fled.
After everyone returned to the dormitory after class the next night, Qi Ran could feel that the eyes of her roommates were different from usual.
Conflicts between girls, sometimes that's it.
Qi Ran didn't have the extra heart to worry about them, and just as he was about to go out, his mobile phone rang.
"I have asked for you to take a leave of absence, arranged a doctor, and the driver will pick you up at the school gate at eight o'clock tomorrow morning." On the other end of the phone, it was Cheng Wenxin's voice.
Qi Ran hid in the bathroom. Avoid the gossip ears of your roommates.
"Do you really have to push me like that?"
"Xiao Ran. Mom is for your good. “
"I'm not going."
At the same time, there was a commotion outside the girls' dormitory.
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