I felt that I was being brainwashed, and what I subconsciously believed was changing little by little, and my thinking seemed to be out of my control, and I began to obey Murong Yan's command.

"Don't say it, I'm a little messed up, anyway, let's talk about everything when Zhang Qianqian is ready, I'm still young, and I'm not in a hurry about getting married, but it's about you and Sophie, and Old Man Murong, he is like an old monster, he is eyeing me fiercely, and his attitude towards me is also very vicious."

I try not to let Murong Yan control my emotions, I have to get rid of her control, otherwise it will be very dangerous, it may be rebellious, who knows what the truth is, the truth is forgotten in the process of being searched.

"I have been in a stalemate with Su Feifei for more than ten years, no one is right or wrong, it's just a different position, you have to say how to solve it is very simple, if she becomes my daughter-in-law, it will definitely be different from now, and our relationship will become harmonious, at least I think it should be, as for Old Man Murong, it is indeed a problem, it has been bothering me for many years, and I don't know what to do."

Murong Yan is very frank, she is not hiding anything, the real power of the Murong family is still the old man Murong, although he doesn't care about anything on the surface, in fact, he is more lenient than anyone else, I am afraid that Murong Yan has to get his consent to do anything.

This kind of person's rights and ambitions can only disappear with death, otherwise he will never give up these things in his life, because this thing is something he once fought hard with his life, and it is too difficult for him to give it up.

"Sooner or later, he will be gone, dust will be dust, and all things, including his sins, will disappear with death."

Murong Yan said a big rebellious word, she was cursing her father, and I, who was a son, was very happy to hear it, and it sounded comfortable.

"Do you know that Old Man Murong is studying those warlocks and the like, he wants to live forever, this kind of person is really naïve and ridiculous."

I asked tentatively, and after saying this, Murong Yan was not so surprised, obviously already knowing these things.

"It's nothing more than using some evil ways to harm the descendants, immortality, foolish dreams, there are no immortal people, there is birth and death, there is beauty and ugliness, this is the power of nature, irreversible, and no one can compete with it."

Murong Yan's thoughts are still the same as mine, it seems that Old Man Murong is really unpopular, and now Murong Yan, who manages a lot of things, sneers at his behavior, presumably even more so for those people below.

He was so selfish, selfish to the point of outrageousness, I smiled and said: "I really don't understand, what is there to be afraid of death, he has lived for so many years, hasn't he lived enough, he is old, and it is a serious thing to go to the earth for peace, although this is a big rebellion, but not to die when you should die, this is against God." ”

"Okay, you just dissipate your anger, what do you say he is also your grandfather, you still have to wear linen and filial piety when he dies, Murong Yan's family has a big business, there are many things, there are many people and mixed mouths, intrigues, cash everywhere, a full set everywhere, once you set foot in the air and never recover, in such a family life, you have to make yourself ruthless, because there is a rule in nature, the weak eat the strong, I have paid a painful price to this position today, many people may envy me, I feel that I am happy, in fact, I am not happy at allI already have the things that others pursue for a lifetime, but I have already lost the things that others have, and I am the poor person, the pathetic person. ”

Murong Yan was a little lost, the loneliness and pain in her heart, I gradually felt it, this poor woman, who has lived alone until now, also has a stomach full of depression in her heart, but she has no one to talk to, no one to let her say, she can only hold it in her stomach and bite it down.

In such a family, she can only live like this, and I suddenly feel that I am like a master who has seen through the red dust and the world, and can put down all the grievances.

Not to mention anything else, Murong Yan can say, if she really doesn't have any maternal love for me, she doesn't need to treat me like this, the moment she says she did wrong, in fact, I don't hate her anymore, it's just for the sake of face, I still pretend to be strong.

"It's not early, I'll go first."

I stood up with a smile and was about to leave, but Murong Yan grabbed my hand and said, "Don't go, sleep with my mother tonight." ”

"It's not good."

I shook my head awkwardly, and Murong Yan smiled and said, "What's wrong, my mother hasn't seen you for many years, don't you want your mother?" ”

Murong Yan smiled and hugged me in her arms, and I instantly felt that I had become a child, and whispered.

This kind of maternal love is irresistible, it is something that is instinctive, I have thought about children in front of her, no matter how old I am, I am a child in front of her.

When Murong Yan heard my answer, she chuckled, her voice was beautiful, and a smile appeared on her beautiful face, and her smile was so sweet, so gentle and peaceful.

I raised my head and looked at Murong Yan, she kissed me on the face, and I lowered my head in shame, as if someone had stolen my soul.

"Let's watch TV first and eat some fruit."

Murong Yan helped me get the plate of fruit again, after which she took off her coat and walked into the bathroom, I sat on the sofa and took out my mobile phone to send a text message to Sophie.

"My mom, she asked me to stay here with her."

"Hey, this is my mother, you really can, haven't you ever seen such a good-looking woman, people say be your mother, you don't know the east and the west."

"She was originally my mother, your direct grievances can actually be made clear, I think she won't hurt me, and she won't do anything to hurt me, I've been here for so many years, and I want to have a mother, who doesn't want to talk in their mother's arms, you have no parents at such a young age, don't you understand my feelings?"

After I sent these words, Sophie Fei did not reply, and after ten minutes, she sent a crying expression and said, "Okay, then I can only sleep alone tonight, who let us not have a square square." ”

After sending the message, Sophie Fei didn't forget to post a photo of her wearing sexy lingerie, and I have to say that she really looks like a girl in her early twenties.

The door of the room opened, Murong Yan came out in a pajamas, she sat on the sofa and dried her head, looking very elegant, and after drying her hair, she took an orange and put it in my hand.

"Eat fruit before going to bed, it's good for your body, and go to the shower after eating."

"Hmm."

I was really embarrassed, but Murong Yan sat on the sofa and began to read, she took out her glasses from the sofa and brought them up.

"Are you nearsighted?"

"Well, I'm going to be short-sighted when I'm old, and my ears aren't very good, I've always been scared, I can't hear you call me mom, I ......"

Murong Yan cried as she spoke, she looked young, but she was older after all, and my heart twitched when I heard this.

"Mom, stop crying."

"Xiaofeng, mom is sorry for you, let you be wronged, if it weren't for Fei Fei taking care of you all these years, I'm afraid we wouldn't have seen you, I often cry alone in the quilt, because I can't let people see my miserable appearance, I'm a woman, I'm not as strong as outsiders say, I will cry too, but sometimes, don't let yourself cry, in front of you, mom doesn't want to pretend, mom is an ordinary woman, ordinary can't be an ordinary woman, will be dazzled, will also be behind the ears, There will also be a day when you can't walk. ”

Murong Yan's voice was choked, and I was so excited that I couldn't speak, I lay in her arms and cried, everything was silent, so everything was over.

Hatred or something, you should also give up, if it is really wrong, then you can only blame the young, less and no more, so it will be wrong, and now Murong Yan is kind to me.

She took off all those false masks, returned to her true self in front of me, and she was able to face me bravely, and I had to accept the fact that she was my mother.

Although this matter is very painful, but the ups and downs of this, I have already experienced it, I want the sweetness to stay, and the painful things are forgotten by the protagonist.

"I've always wanted to know who my mother was, the aunt who took me when I was a child, I still remember her smile, but that feeling is really wrong, maybe there are no relatives and blood, so I can't produce it."

I raised my head and wiped Murong Yan's tears, and felt that she was quite gentle.

"Mom don't cry, don't cry, we're all such big people, we'll definitely be laughed at if we spread it, you go take a bath and talk to your mother at night."

"If the matter of my coming here is known to Old Master Murong?"

"It's okay, he already knows, and his meaning is still very vague, now the people in the family give him a very position, the reason why she let me control the power, on the one hand, is faith, on the other hand, to establish prestige, but many people disagree, they all feel that I am a woman, after all, I am not a member of the Murong family, I have become a member of the Ye family."

Murong Yan said the problem, this is a key point, she is obviously very inappropriate to be the head of the Murong family, so she will be excluded by people in this position, but she is not suitable for death, and she is supported behind the old man Murong, so she has a chance to breathe.

"It seems that your life is not easy either, such a big family is really complicated and changeable."

"Yes, I was so good at the beginning, so I was expected by the family, if it was mediocre, I wouldn't have so many painful memories."