Chapter 167: The Desire to Recognize His Father
"Do you need me to call an ambulance?" Fu Wenqian looked at her mother worriedly, and asked in a low voice uncertainly.
She intuitively felt that her mother had such an abnormal and fierce reaction because of the special festival of the Mid-Autumn Festival. However, it seems that this is not just because of this festival.
In the past, when it came to the Mid-Autumn Festival, my mother might feel a little sad, but she would not show it in front of her. It's only when I'm alone that I face out the window, occasionally in a daze, and occasionally silent.
She didn't understand, and somehow, was a little worried, about her mother's abnormal changes today.
Fu Manman held Fu Wenqian's hand tightly, and didn't know how to tell Fu Wenqian, her father was the famous chairman of Lian Group, Lian Xiuhan, and I didn't know where to start, Fu Wenqian's life experience.
Fu Wenqian has been very sensible since she was a child, and she never asks any questions that will embarrass her.
In Fu Wenqian's world, her father should have left this world.
How should she tell Fu Wenqian, her father has always lived in this world, how should she tell Fu Wenqian that she can't have a father?
Fu Wenqian has long been accustomed to life without a father, if she doesn't say it, they will still be a happy, harmonious, loving and happy family.
If she said it, what kind of impact and shock would it bring to Fu Wenqian? Will her Wenqian be able to accept all this? Will her Wenqian be able to understand all this?
What if her baby can't understand and can't accept all this?
What if, after her baby knows everything, she will blame her and hate her? Can she handle it?
Fu Manman held Fu Wenqian's hand, not daring to look at Fu Wenqian's eyes, deep in his heart, extremely anxious.
She not only hopes to tell Fu Wenqian everything, so that Fu Wenqian will not leave lifelong regrets, but also afraid that after saying it, it will completely change from now on, and the originally peaceful and harmonious mother-daughter relationship between them has made everything uncontrollable and unacceptable to her.
Chapter 168
Fu Wenqian watched her mother stop talking several times, her expression was full of entanglement, and she couldn't help but feel more and more uneasy.
My mother has always been a happy and simple character, what kind of thing makes my mother feel so embarrassed?
Fu Wenqian's gaze inadvertently swept over Fu Manman's mobile phone and saw the news headline on the screen.
"Lian Xiuhan, chairman of Lian Group, is suspected of being critically ill, and the conflict within the family is about to erupt!"
Below the title, in order to match the news content, published to match the content of the news, the comparison photos of Grandpa Lian when he was young and recently.
Fu Wenqian looked at the name Lian Xiuhan, as well as the photo of Grandpa Lian when she was young, and suddenly remembered something.
When she grew up, she heard about her mother's fame and achievements in Hong Kong and even the entire Asian region when she was young, and out of curiosity, she once searched for her mother's Chinese name on the Internet.
Through the information retrieved on the Internet, she also learned a lot about her mother's past life experience.
Among all the relevant news she saw, the one that impressed her the most was an old relationship between her mother and Lian Xiuhan, the current chairman of Lian Group.
Judging from all the reports, it was after the relationship was hurt that my mother left her thriving career and left Europe to settle in Spain.
And in retrospect, that time period seems to be less than a year earlier than her birthday.
Through the news of the year, she can also feel how much her mother loves that man and how sensational their relationship is.
For the sake of Lian Xiuhan, for the sake of that relationship, the mother can even abandon the infinite scenery and career and go away, how can it be possible to empathize with each other and give birth to someone else's daughter in a short period of time?
From time and reason, it is reasonable to infer that Lian Xiuhan should be her biological father!
When Fu Wenqian saw the news of her mother and Lian Xiuhan's old relationship before, she felt that something was wrong, but in her heart, she always thought that her father was dead, and her mother was willing to be single for so many years because she loved her father deeply, and raised her carefully, so before, when she saw the news, she never calculated anything, let alone had such an association.
But now, on a special day, her mother's completely abnormal performance, and in addition, in her mother's mobile phone, the news that Lian Xiuhan is critically ill, everything seems to be hinting at something, which makes Fu Wenqian can't help but think about it.
"Mom......" Fu Wenqian looked at Fu Manman hesitantly, a little unsure, how to say her guess.
This speculation is too much for her to know before, but it is so strong that she can't ignore it at all.
Although Fu Wenqian didn't say it, she had a mixture of shock, surprise, puzzlement, and confused eyes, but she had already expressed everything.
Fu Manman didn't expect that Fu Wenqian would guess it.
However, she still didn't think about whether to admit it or not.
Fu Wenqian guessed that once she also admitted it, then the peaceful life of their mother and daughter for more than 20 years would be completely broken!
Fu Manman was entangled, left two lines of tears, opened his mouth, and said the word "he", and he didn't have the courage to say it at all.
But her tears and her reaction are equivalent to indirectly admitting Fu Wenqian's speculation.
Fu Wenqian was completely shocked.
Her father is still alive, and it turns out to be what she often sees in the news, Lian Xiuhan, the chairman of Lian Group!
Fu Wenqian felt a little trance, leaning on the dressing table and leaning against the wall, so as not to make herself unsteady.
She didn't know if she should be happy or angry now.
She slowed down for a moment before she could accept that it was true, not a dream.
She slowly turned her head, looked at her mother, and asked her with trembling lips: "Mom, why did you never tell me who my father was, he is still alive!" ”
"Wenqian, my mother doesn't know how to tell you! Mom has decided that she will never have anything to do with him again, and then she knows that she has you. ”
Fu Manman stood up slowly, took Fu Wenqian's hand distressedly, wrapped her slender little hand in the palm of her hand, and carefully comforted her.
She stared at Fu Wenqian's face, like gazing at the most precious treasure in the world, full of cherishment and love.
"Wenqian, at that time, my mother was disheartened, and your arrival gave my mother the greatest comfort, and the happiness that no one in the world could give anything. You are a mother, the most precious baby. ”
"Mom just wants to raise you well, let you be happy, grow up freely, and let us mother and daughter live peacefully and quietly. If you tell you your life experience, then it will make you fall into the turmoil caused by the past events, which will only make your growth accompanied by endless troubles. ”
Fu Wenqian has always thought about her mother, and Fu Manman's words are enough for her to understand Fu Manman and forgive Fu Manman for concealing her life experience.
But what should she do now?
She already knew, her background, she already knew, who her father was. Moreover, her father is probably dying, so does she still have to pretend not to know?
In fact, deep down in her heart, she has always longed to be able to have her father by her side.
Even if this hope can never be realized, if she has the opportunity, she still hopes that she can see with her own eyes that her biological father can call him "Dad" in person, and when she hears him, she will call herself "daughter"!
"Mom, can I go see him? Can I go and call him 'Daddy'? Fu Wenqian held Fu Manman's hand with her backhand and asked pleadingly.
Fu Wenqian's words almost broke Fu Manman's heart.
Fu Manman always thought that as long as she gave her daughter all her love, a worry-free life, and did everything possible to meet her daughter's wishes, she could make up for her daughter's missed father's love.
However, now it seems that she has deceived herself after all. After all, she was too selfish. didn't think much about his daughter, so he gave birth to her desperately and decided to raise her.
In fact, no matter how much she does, she can't replace the position of a father after all. Those can only be one, additional compensation.
Fu Manman sighed and looked at Fu Wenqian with some distress: "Actually, mother, why don't you want to be able to make your father and daughter recognize each other?" Mom is just worried that once your identity is exposed, it will make you lose your peaceful life from now on, and even fall into the cusp of public opinion. ”
"The process of your growth has been so smooth, you haven't experienced any ups and downs, but your mother has experienced it. Other people's eyes and the voice of public opinion are all knives, and knives and knives want you to see blood, so they are happy. Mom is really worried that you will be hurt too much! ”
"I'm not afraid, Mom, I can bear the storm. I've grown up! Fu Wenqian said quickly and firmly.
In her heart, the desire to recognize her father had trumped all other emotions.
She wiped away her tears and tried to convince Fu Manman: "Mom, we don't want his property, and I don't need him to admit my identity to the outside world." I just want him to know, as long as I know, that's enough. I really wanted to let him know that he still had a daughter in the world while he was still alive. ”
"I really don't want to never be able to meet my biological father in my life. When I wanted to see him in the future, I could only hang in front of the cold tombstone. ”
Fu Wenqian's words once again made Fu Manman's heart deeply shaken.
Yes, she didn't want to renew her relationship with Lian Xiuhan, nor did she intend to meddle in the internal affairs of his Lian family, and divide it from property, she just wanted him to know about her daughter's existence while he was still alive.