097 Nightmare (2)
097 Nightmare (2)
Li Xiaoyun got up and got out of bed, holding the cup and drinking a stomach of cold water, she needed to wake up now, and she needed to be freed from that painful atmosphere. She hugged the pillow tightly in her arms, curled up on the side of the bed, and repeated over and over again in her heart, It's okay, Li Xiaoyun, you have nothing to do. You have nothing from start to finish, so how can you be afraid of losing? Don't be cranky, people have already left you behind, you just have to sleep with peace of mind, drink a lot of wine, and eat a lot of meat. Since there is nothing and nothing is not afraid, then who else can hurt me?
This self-soothing method really worked, and after a while, Li Xiaoyun fell asleep. And this time she didn't dream again, and slept until dawn.
On the one hand, Li Xiaoyun was tormented by nightmares, and on the other side, Fang Jinghao was not having a good time.
Fang Jinghao drove alone on the road, holding the steering wheel with one hand holding the cigarette, and loosening the tie with the other, turning on the heavy metal music until the sky was shaking.
Zhou Yuchen sat next to him silently, he knew that every time Fang Jinghao was out of control like this, it must be when he was in a very bad mood. At this time, he won't care about him, and it would be better to let him vent. Fang Jinghao was quietly blowing the wind on the beach alone, his whole body was cold, and the cigarette butts on the ground were like broken petals quietly opening at his feet. He looked at the sea in the distance with heavy eyes, there were no stars and no moon in the sky, the sea and the sky were connected into a black hole, and the darkness of the curtain seemed to encircle and swallow him. Only the cool sea breeze blows from all directions from afar, and there is nowhere to hide.
I don't know how long it took for Zhou Yuchen to get out of the car, leaned on the body, and stood side by side with Fang Jinghao for a while and let out a long sigh.
Fang Jinghao smoked a cigarette for a while, slowly turned his head to look at Zhou Yuchen, and held the cigarette case in one hand and sent it forward.
Zhou Yuchen frowned slightly and shook his head.
Fang Jinghao smiled with a cigarette in his mouth, "What, do you think my cigarette is too light?" Or are you no longer able to smoke this regular cigarette? ”
Zhou Yuchen glanced at him with a self-deprecating smile, "I stopped sucking that thing a long time ago." As he spoke, he unceremoniously snatched Fang Jinghao's cigarette and took out one and lit it, "What's wrong with you today, others are borrowing wine to kill their sorrows, you are using cigarettes to vent your anger." He sneered again, "Haven't you been very energetic lately?" You can get the Empress Sun Beauty of Rongcheng, you are amazing. ”
Fang Jinghao silently puffed a cigarette at him, "Shut up for me!" Then he said slowly: "You don't know what I'm worried about?" ”
Zhou Yuchen didn't answer and asked: "Meng Meng is urging you again?" ”
Fang Jinghao nodded noncommittally, "Hmm." ”
Zhou Yuchen couldn't say anything, and smiled slightly with a hint of mockery, "If you want me to say that you have been together for so many years, you should have agreed to him a long time ago." “
Fang Jinghao said lightly, "I said that I will never marry anyone else in my life except Li Xiaoyun!" Although his tone was light, it was full of categorical meaning.
Zhou Yuchen snorted disapprerovingly, instinctively wanting to stab him, so he said sharply and harshly: "You are firm now, what should you do earlier." I am in a hurry to give it to you, you don't want it, and now you see people around you who have hands and eyes to protect the flowers, do you know that you are in a hurry? ”
Fang Jinghao smiled disapprovingly than him, "So what? Do you think I'm going to lose to that Shen Ye? ”
Seeing the expression on his face, Zhou Yuchen couldn't help but take a puff of cigarette with a sour and bitter heart, and said slowly: "Jing Hao, do you know that I envy you very much, not only envy is simply jealousy, jealousy is crazy!" ”
Fang Jinghao nodded, muttering in an inaudible voice, "I know." ”
Zhou Yuchen stared at him with some ferocity, and suddenly became angry, gritted his teeth and roared: "You said why don't you fucking cherish her, you are so scheming about her, she still wants to give birth to a child for you, this is going to be replaced by me, what the fuck shares, Fang's family, I only care about the wife and children in front of me, but what about you, you are really determined, so determined, obviously you have already moved your heart at that time, and you still have no hesitation to kill the child while she is unconscious." No wonder you kid can get out of the Fang family that eats people and doesn't spit out bones, I really fucking admire you so much that you can rest on the ground! ”
Fang Jinghao took a slow puff with a cigarette in one hand, and said with a smile, "I also admire myself, so much so that I can't wait to find a gun to kill myself when I think about it." He raised his eyes to look at Zhou Yuchen, the smile on his lips was already cold, "Child? I really have the ability, isn't it, Xiaoyun's child and me, with the blood of the two of us in his body, was destroyed by me like this. I've exhausted my life's strength in this life, and I don't want to ask Xiaoyun for forgiveness anymore. Because of this child, she will hate me for the rest of my life. ”
Zhou Yuchen was knocked down by the pathetic despair in his tone, "Jing Hao......"
Fang Jinghao closed his eyes extremely tired and opened them again, his eyes were red, "Do you know that I am always having a nightmare, Xiaoyun is holding a swaddling baby in her hand, and said to me with a sweet smile on her face: 'Jinghao, come and see our child. I walked over with my legs uncontrollably, and slowly lifted the small quilt in Xiaoyun's arms, guess what I saw? ”
Zhou Yuchen frowned tightly, "Don't talk about it......"
Fang Jinghao ignored the almost hideous expression of fear on his face, and he said quickly and loudly, "I saw a blur of flesh and blood, I was so frightened that I jumped up, and when I looked up again, Xiaoyun said to me with tears streaming down her face, 'What should I do? Jing Hao, what should I do? I don't know where to put him? I tried my best to run away but couldn't move, otherwise no matter where I hid, Xiaoyun would always grab my clothes behind me and cry, 'Why don't you want him?' Why not him? ’”
"Enough!" Zhou Yuchen couldn't bear to interrupt him loudly, and the two of them quieted down, gasping for breath and looking at each other viciously, and the quiet wind around them hit the two of them on the face and body mercilessly, still with a whimpering sound.
After a while, Fang Jinghao said coldly: "Are you afraid of this?" I have this dream over and over again, sometimes even waking up is a luxury, what should I do? ”
Zhou Yuchen's face sank like water, and he stared at Fang Jinghao for a moment, regret, pity, hatred, helplessness All kinds of complex feelings were entangled, not only because of Fang Jinghao, but also because of himself.
Fang Jinghao leaned over on the roof of the car and lay down for a while, then slowly raised his face, "Okay, don't talk about this, we all deserve it." Now all I have to do is how to compensate her and win her heart. ”
Zhou Yuchen immediately asked, "Are you going to find her?" ”
"Yes!"
When she got up the next day, Li Xiaoyun felt refreshed, it was rare that her head was not groggy, and it was also rare that she could sleep for six hours, this time she seemed to be full of energy, she felt that the sun was extraordinarily bright, and the air was extremely fresh, and even seeing Lulu's cold face felt less eye-catching.
Lulu has been accustomed to being a stranger to Li Xiaoyun during this time, and she treats each other as air, and this morning she saw Li Xiaoyun take the initiative to greet her, but it made her very uncomfortable, first stunned, and then said with a cold face: "It seems that you are in a good mood today, I really underestimated you, I didn't expect you to really have two hits, and you hooked up with Brother Ye quietly." ”
Li Xiaoyun gave her a big roll of the eyes in her heart, she was rarely in a good mood today, and she didn't want to worry about her and ruin such a beautiful day. Li Xiaoyun ignored her, humming a song and swaying all the way past Lulu.
Lulu didn't have enough concentration, but in the end she couldn't hold back, she grabbed Li Xiaoyun's arm, leaned into her ear and asked mysteriously: "Hey, that fat man has always asked you about you in the past two days, what did you tell him that day, let's listen to it." ”
Li Xiaoyun looked at her and said seriously: "Are you embarrassed to say it, how can you say that they are all good sisters who do things together, am I looking for you or provoking you, you hurt me so much?" ”
Lulu was a little embarrassed, blushing and said insincerely, "Okay, okay, okay, can't I be wrong?" It's my fault that everything is wrong, so don't hang on to my appetite. Tell me, what did you say to Fat Wang? And the little son of the Zhou family, it seems that you must have a good relationship, how did you meet? ”
Li Xiaoyun looked at her anxious and curious, "Hmm......" She slowly lengthened her voice, "This matter is a long story, and I can't tell it clearly for a while, Brother Ye is calling me, I'll go first, bye!" After speaking, Li Xiaoyun ran away without looking back.
"Cut, after all, it's not a follower, what's there to be angry about!" Lulu said through gritted teeth as she looked at her back.
Li Xiaoyun only pretended that she didn't hear it. In fact, even the flies that flew in the century knew that although Shen Ye was just a vice president with no real power behind Han Zhenyi on the surface, in fact it was far more than that. Although Han Zhenyi, the general manager, can stand alone, he is a little older after all, his energy is limited, and he can't do everything himself, so it is inevitable that there will be some negligence and defects, but it is much better to have Shen Ye by his side to help. Moreover, young people are more passionate and innovative, so that a business can be prosperous for a long time.
The most important thing is that Shen Ye is young and old, steady and solid, first-class means, and outstanding achievements, he has been accustomed to it from top to bottom of the century, and many things can be done without asking Brother Yi, but he must not let Brother Ye know.
Li Xiaoyun still can't understand why such a person is a dragon and a phoenix, a young talent, would look at herself differently? Is it just because he inadvertently saved her? Or is it because of her previous status? But it doesn't seem to be, because now I can't see that Fang Jinghao cares about herself, if he still cares about herself, then she still has a little use value, but now it seems that she has no value at all. Li Xiaoyun has to admit that she is very stupid, when she was in school, she knew that she was not the material for studying, and now her brain is even more insufficient, so she can't figure it out, anyway, her current life can be said to be colorful and ever-changing, and from time to time she will give her a big surprise, she will never expect what legend will happen to her. Even if she wants to break her head, she can't do anything, she can only respond to all changes with the same.