Chapter 111: Lu Zihang's visit
After Qiao Yichen said this, the car suddenly became very quiet. I tried to restrain myself from petrifying and maintaining a constant posture. I couldn't move, and even if I blinked, the tears in my eyes would fall uncontrollably. For a moment, I really wanted to hug this man who was arrogant and cold in front of others, but only gentle as water, and told him not to be afraid, no matter what situation he put me in, I would not leave. But in the end, I still used pride and reason to control myself from doing such willful things.
Back at the villa, I went straight into the bedroom and I locked myself in the bathroom. When the shower was turned on, I didn't have to force myself to suppress my tears, I leaned against the bathroom door, covered my mouth with my hands, and let the tears run down my face. I cried and trembled, my heart felt like it was being crushed by a boulder, and I gradually lost my strength and slowly slid down, and finally curled up and sat on the doormat in the doorway.
My heart really hurts: if Qiao Yichen had been selfishly controlling my life without caring about my feelings, I could have hardened my heart and fought him to the bone. But he always used ** drowning and gentleness to disintegrate them when I built up a little bit of defense. In addition to carrying Guo Fanghua's distorted delusions, he couldn't find anything bad at all. His carefulness, his thoughtfulness, his gentleness, his patience...... He is so good, I wish I was really the woman who was envied by the clerk in the mother and baby store, his wife. But I'm not, no matter how good he is, it won't be long before he doesn't belong to me anymore. No one will know how much despair and unwillingness is contained in my light breeze, and I also want to stay with Qiao Yichen for the rest of my life, but there are too many reasons why I can't, so I have to remind myself that he is about to be someone else's fiancΓ©. Time can't take away a true lover; Reality, but it can't keep the illusory possession. Time and space change, I can only sigh that fate is fickle and the world is impermanent.
I don't know how long I cried, except that the water that fell from the shower hit the floor and splashed on me again, soaking my clothes, a little cold but not cold.
Xin Xin...... Xin Xin ...... How do you do that in the bathroom? Qiao Yichen knocked on the bathroom door outside, and since I was leaning against the door, I could clearly feel the glass door vibrating: "Baby, what's wrong with you?" β
I heard Qiao Yichen's more and more anxious tone, and then I realized that the glass door was frosted, although I couldn't see the situation inside, but I was clinging to the glass, Qiao Yichen must be able to see my outline, I tried to adjust my tone, and reluctantly responded: "No...... Nothing ......."
"Xin Xin, did you fall?" Qiao Yichen could see me at the door and didn't dare to bang on the door.
"No ......" I took a few deep breaths before I could barely hold back my tears. Then he wiped his face with his hand, and the liquid on his hand was no longer distinguishable whether it was water or tears. I slowly stood up against the door, then opened it.
"Xin Xin, what's wrong." Qiao Yichen didn't care that I was already soaked, and circled me into his arms: "Where did you fall?" β
"It's nothing, I want to take a shower but suddenly feel a little dizzy, so I sit on the ground and relax." I've got a pretty good reason.
"Call me when you're uncomfortable, how can you sit on the ground when it's so cold?" Qiao Yichen first wrapped me in a bath towel, turned on the bath bomb and the warm air, put hot water in the bathtub before taking off my wet clothes and then hugged me and put me in the bathtub: "It's good to warm up first, I can't take a bath when I'm dizzy." β
I turned back to the bedroom and got my home clothes, Qiao Yichen fished me out of the bathtub, changed my clothes and put them in the quilt. Qiao Yichen circled me into his arms and kissed my forehead: "Are you still cold?" β
"It's not cold." I wrapped my arms around his thin waist and buried my face in Qiao Yichen's neck. I feel like a schizophrenic myself, I know that I have to let go, but I hope that I can hold Qiao Yichen so confidently, and no matter how long I stay like this, it always seems that it is not enough.
"Don't lock the door in the shower in the future, call me if you feel uncomfortable." Qiao Yichen patted me lightly on the back: "If you don't have the strength to shout, smash things and make some noise for me to hear, aren't you very good at smashing things, the things in the bedroom have been smashed for me several times." β
"Oh......" I snorted, "You didn't say it all the time, I thought it was over, it turned out to be for me to write down in a small book and wait for the settlement later......"
"The damage is severe, and you have to compensate me slowly." Qiao Yichen sighed inaudibly: "I really want to give you the best in everything, but ...... I can't do it yet...... Xin Xin, wait for me a little longer, don't give up? β
"......" My body trembled uncontrollably, and the emotion of wanting to be with him just now seemed to be reviving again.
"Okay, relax......" Qiao Yichen rubbed my hair: "Don't force you to give me the answer now, give you time to figure it out......" Qiao Yichen carefully stroked my belly, there was tenderness in his eyes, but his tone was serious: "Don't make your mother uncomfortable all the time, otherwise wait for you to come out and see how Dad cleans you up, naughty ......"
I put my chin on Qiao Yichen's shoulder, staring blankly at the pattern of the wallpaper, and then my vision became more and more blurred, and tears overflowed my eyes, but I stubbornly did not allow them to fall.
The next few days were peaceful, I stayed at home every day listening to everything, and the most important thing of the day seemed to be to eat except sleeping. Qiao Yichen rarely goes out, and his work is basically done at home, Zhen Yu runs home twice a day at noon to ensure that the documents that need to be reviewed and issued can be processed in a timely and efficient manner.
The weather was getting hotter and hotter, and I sat in a chairlift in the shade of a tree to handle the mail. Qiao Yichen always takes care of business in a place where he can see me as soon as he looks up - there is a laptop and a large parasol on the small round table next to the wisteria trellis that was originally used for afternoon tea. Qiao Yichen was holding a video conference with headphones. I guess the people on the computer still think that they Joe is always on vacation and has a job to preside over the meeting, but in fact he is simply at home.
"Miss Jing." Zhen Yu came over to get the documents sent in the morning, and saw that Qiao Yichen was busy and didn't bother.
"Oh." I think Qiao Yichen will not end it for a while. got up and went back to the living room, flipped through the documents on the coffee table, took out Qiao Yichen's approval from the coffee table, and returned to the garden to hand it to Zhen Yu: "These are handled." β
"Okay." Zhen Yu took the document with both hands: "Thank you, Miss Jing, please remind Mr. Qiao that there is a regular shareholders' meeting at three o'clock in the afternoon, so be sure to attend." β
"Okay, I remember." I nodded.
"Thank you, Miss Jing, you can rest." Zhen Yu took the document and left, I always felt that Zhen Yu was a little different from before, and his attitude was still as polite as ever, but there was more emotion in his eyes, if I was not mistaken, it should be pity.
Should I be pitied? An unmarried mother, the child's father is about to get engaged to someone else, which seems quite pitiful. I sighed and snuggled into the sling chair again, but what about after Qiao Yichen and Rong Qingqian got engaged? It is estimated that it will be pointed out by thousands of husbands - **The husband of a woman will also make a seed of evil...... No, no, no, I don't care how others maliciously slander me, but I definitely don't allow others to insult children like this.
"Baby is so well-behaved, help me get the papers?" Qiao Yichen came over and sat next to me, reaching out to put his arm around my shoulder.
"Hmm...... Zhen Tezhu reminds you to go to the company for a meeting in the afternoon. I pushed Qiao Yichen, trying to avoid his scorching embrace: "Go away, the sling chair will crush you for a while." β
"How is it possible, this sling chair is a double." Qiao Yichen grabbed my hand and kneaded it slowly.
"Hmm...... Double ...... The problem is that there are already two people seated......" I rolled my eyes.
"Oh, yes......" Qiao Yichen stroked his belly: "But the baby's mother is so thin, the baby is still very small, there is no pressure at all, right?" β
"Hush." I moved Qiao Yichen's arm away and tried to stand up.
"What are you going to do?"
"Drink water."
"Wait, I'll get it for you." Qiao Yichen let go of me and went to pour water. He brought me a glass of warm water but didn't give it to me, I drank most of the cup and shook my head at Qiao Yichen, and then yawned. Qiao Yichen smiled with satisfaction: "Is the lazy girl going back to sleep?" β
"You're lazy." I snorted.
"Yes...... I'm the laziest...... Baby...... hardest "Qiao Yichen carried me back to the room, and I fell asleep before I saw **.
When I woke up, I was the only one in the bedroom, and looking at the alarm clock on the ** head table, Qiao Yichen should have gone to a meeting. I stretched my waist and got up from the **, walked slowly to the window, and looked at the sun outside with a slight westward slope. A very stylish sports car turned from the main road to the private driveway and quickly drove to the door. I seem to have seen that car somewhere, and after thinking about it carefully, it was Lu Zihang's.
I pulled my hair together and went to the bathroom to wash my face. As soon as the person reached the staircase, he heard Aunt Lan say, "Young Master Lu, why are you here?" Young master, he went to the company for a meeting and hasn't come back yet. β
"I know." Lu Zihang responded in a deep voice, and then said to Aunt Lan, "Call her out for me." β
"What?" Aunt Lan obviously didn't understand who Lu Zihang asked her to call: "Young Master Lu......"
"The woman who lives here ......," Lu Zihang's tone was cold.
"You mean...... Miss? "Aunt Lan was a little surprised.
"Hmm."
"Miss is still taking a nap, and the young master won't let people go up to disturb her." Aunt Lan estimated that Lu Zihang was a little unkind, so she moved Qiao Yichen out to resist.
"Hmm...... It's a big shelf, so I'll wait......"
I slowly walked down from the upper floor: "Si Shao, is this looking for me?" β
Aunt Lan saw me coming down from upstairs: "Miss, are you ......awake?"