I don't know, I really don't know what to do anymore. In fact, I know why Qiao Yichen didn't try his best to persuade me to go back to Yingjia to work, and I also know why he deliberately found two female bodyguards to follow me every step of the way. He is about to get engaged to Rong Qingqian, and the venue for the engagement ceremony has been set, which is at the most tycoon hotel in Fengcheng. Qiao Yichen may think that I don't know anything; Maybe I would prefer to be like I am now, and pretend not to know even if I knew. This engagement was more than three months later than Qiao Zheng's plan, and this should be the limit of Qiao Yichen's delay. Moreover, Qiao Yi'an entered Yingjia and gradually encircled the henchmen to compete with Qiao Yichen. Qiao Yichen and Rong Qingqian's engagement has an imperative meaning.

Qiao Yichen will definitely appear at the ceremony on the day of his engagement, and I have already planned how to leave when the time comes. It's not that you can't do a lot of things, it's not that you don't want to do them. Even if Qiao Yichen found so many people to come and see me, as long as I wanted to, there was a way to go. I just wanted to spend the last little time with him because I was a little reluctant, until he belonged to someone else.

People are not as good as heaven, Qiao Yichen must be God's **, not only gave him a dusty appearance, a wise mind, but also gave him the luck of the right time and place, so that when I wanted to get out, I got a chip that tied me up. I always thought that I was playing a game with others, but in fact I was a fan of the authorities, and I was just a ridiculous pawn at the mercy of others, again and again......

I was suddenly overwhelmed by a pervasive pressure: "Stop...... Parking ......"

"What's wrong with baby?" Qiao Yichen asked Lao Zhao to pull over the car on the side of the road.

I stretched out my hand to open the car door and got out of the car, Qiao Yichen carefully protected me in the back: "Don't worry, slow down." ”

There was a camphor tree on the side of the road, so I walked out into the shade and slowly adjusted my breathing.

"What's wrong?" Qiao Yichen touched my forehead.

"It's uncomfortable." I slowly crouched down and wrapped my arms around my knees.

"Is it okay, or else we should go back to the hospital and see the doctor?" Qiao Yichen leaned down and carefully stroked my back.

"Can you let me stay here for a while?"

"Okay, let's stay here for a while."

I looked at the bustling road at sunset, so many cars...... For a moment, I wanted to rush over and let the car knock me off, and then I wouldn't have to carry so much responsibility. In that case, you will be able to fly lightly in the air like a feather? Rong Zhentang collapsed the Jing family and made my father so angry that I didn't even think about dying. Qiao Yichen is so powerful, now he actually forces me to not want to live.

Qiao Yichen also squatted down, picked me up and put me on his lap: "Sit here, you will get dizzy if you squat for a long time." ”

My stiff back slowly relaxed, and I gently leaned against Qiao Yichen's chest. The more Qiao Yichen treated me, the more uncomfortable my heart became, my heart seemed to be broken, and I even felt pain in my breath. He said, "Love me alone; He said I was the one he couldn't part with; He said I would be his wife......

Why is it that the more I want to hate him, the words that I usually hear and laugh at are all remembered in my heart? I really envy the heartless tin man in The Wizard of Oz now. I also want to be a person without a heart, without a heart, I won't be Qiao Yichen, I won't believe what Qiao Yichen said, and I won't let myself fall deeper and deeper in the whirlpool of love.

What do we do now? I really love him, but unfortunately he doesn't belong to me. If my character wasn't so stubborn, if I could turn a corner and be patient, maybe I could really wait until Qiao Yichen got what he wanted, when he could marry me, and when he could give my children a rightful identity......

But before that, do I want to be Qiao Yichen's **? Watching him and Rong Qingqian have a deep relationship in front of people, bearing the contemptuous eyes of others? What happens when the child is born? How am I going to tell that little man who is spotless—that man is your father, but he's someone else's husband? I'm afraid that before I can wait for the 'final' that Qiao Yichen said, I will be swayed by the accumulation of resentment. I will uncontrollably sting him, make him suffer, make him feel guilty, and make him afraid, and we will struggle in an infinite cycle of pain and redemption, and eventually ruin our lives.

I love Qiao Yichen, even though I know that he will put me in a position that a thousand husbands point to for the sake of his mother's sweet dreams. He won't know how I struggled to get to where I am today three years ago, memory is powerful, even if I love, I can't let myself live as someone else's, absolutely impossible.

"Xin Xin, shall we go home first?" Qiao Yichen kissed me on the cheek.

"I want to drink water." I don't know how long Qiao Yichen squatted here as a human seat for me, it was still dawn when we first got out of the car, and now it's completely dark.

"I'll buy it for you." Qiao Yichen helped me up, he should have been squatting for too long and being pressed by me, and his legs were stiff. He looked at the drink shop on the side of the road, walked a few steps, and then turned around and pulled me: "Go over and see what you want to drink." ”

The clerk handed me a water sign with a variety of drinks printed on it. I glanced at it: "I want a glass of fresh orange juice." ”

The clerk quickly made a glass of orange juice, inserted a straw and handed it to me. Qiao Yichen took the juice and took a sip before putting it in my hand: "It's good to drink less to quench your thirst, the juice you mix is not good for your body, and you want to drink it back and squeeze it yourself." ”

I glared at Qiao Yichen with the juice, Qiao Yichen smiled at me gently, and pinched my cheek: "Okay, drink as much as you want, it doesn't matter once in a while." ”

I lowered my head and drank the juice, and Qiao Yichen circled my shoulder: "Can you go home now?" ”

I nodded.

"The car is over there, and we'll walk over there. Or...... Let Lao Zhao drive the car over? ”

"I don't want to get in a car." I bite into the juice straw.

"Do you want to walk back?" Qiao Yichen asked me with a frown.

"Can't you?"

"Of course not!" Qiao Yichen saw my instantly stiff expression, and then patiently coaxed me softly: "It's too far to walk back from here, you can't go too far now." Go home first, and if you want to go for a walk, let's walk less when it's not far from home. ”

"But I feel bad when I'm in the car."

"Wait here." Qiao Yichen walked to the side of the car, didn't know what to say to the driver, and turned back to me after a few minutes: "Are you hungry?" Shall I take you to something to eat first? ”

"I want ice cream."

"The doctor said you can't eat raw and cold things, and you are not allowed to mess around." Qiao Yichen took my hand and kneaded it gently: "Can you go to dinner?" ”

"Nope." I shook my head resolutely.

About ten minutes later, a small truck drove over, Ah Cheng got out of the car, and then moved down a bicycle and pushed it over.

"I'll take you back on my bike, good." Qiao Yichen pulled me to the side of the bike.

"......" I looked at the bicycle and then at Qiao Yichen: "Will you?" ”

"I've competed in the Tour de France, but I've never taken anyone with me." Qiao Yichen hugged me to the back seat of the bicycle: "Don't be afraid, I won't fall on you." ”

Fear? I'm not afraid......

Then we drove down the road in a very strange way—men in suits and leather shoes rode with women in loungewear, followed by a Rolls-Royce Phantom and a pickup truck. You can totally imagine that kind of return rate......

I don't bother to care what others think of me, anyway, I'm uncomfortable, so I want to toss people. It's just that Qiao Yichen is willing to indulge me in messing around, hehe.

"Tired or not? Do you need to take a break? "Xingheyuan Villa is in the middle of the mountain, and now it is a climb, Qiao Yichen took me and asked me if I was tired.

"If you're tired...... Just take a break...... "I haven't tossed people in years, so I'm a little unused to it.

"As long as you're obedient, I'm not tired of anything." Qiao Yichen replied with a chuckle.

I suspect that Qiao Yichen's head was squeezed by the door, and he was tossed by me for a long time, and his tone was actually - satisfied?

Qiao Yichen rode me home, and as soon as we entered the door, Aunt Lan greeted me: "Why did you go for so long to come back, Miss is resting more now." Aunt Lan looked me up and down.

Qiao Yichen pulled me upstairs and said as he walked: "Prepare more dishes suitable for pregnant women for dinner, she hasn't eaten much all day." ”

"Oh oh oh, I'm going to cook." Aunt Lan nodded hurriedly: "I made a lot of snacks in the afternoon, Miss eat a little first, don't be hungry." ”

When I went upstairs, I found that the bedroom had been rearranged, and the ** products and curtains had been replaced with pure cotton. The previous leather sofa has also been replaced with a cotton and linen upholstered version, and the carpet has been replaced with a softer wool one. Even Qiao Yichen's plush dolls, which have always forbidden to be held on the **, are several more and placed on the **footstool.

I opened the wardrobe and took a set of pajamas to take a shower in the bathroom, and as soon as I came out, Qiao Yichen beckoned to me: "Come and have a snack." ”

On the coffee table in front of Qiao Yichen were several different plates of dim sum, as well as a pot of freshly squeezed orange juice. I just glanced at it, and then pulled Bonnie Rabbit and hugged the nest in **.

"Don't have anything you want to eat?" Qiao Yichen sat on the edge of **, pulled the quilt and put it on me.

"Qiao Yichen ......"

"Hmm."

"Qiao Yichen ......"

"What?"

I buried my face under Bonnie's head, and my voice was a little muffled: "You let me go............"

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Qiao Yichen's voice suddenly rose up.

"You let me go...... I will give birth to the baby and bring it up well...... "This is the best way out I thought of all the way.

"Don't be cranky, stay by my side. I can take care of you and I can take care of the baby. Qiao Yichen rubbed my cheek, his eyes were full of tenderness and pity: "As long as you are obedient, I will take care of everything." ”