Late this night at the end of May, it rained heavily in New York.

Qiao Xiang had a dream, in the dream, a tall man with an umbrella walked in front of her, holding a swaddling baby in his arms, Qiao Xiang couldn't see what the baby looked like, she called Ruisen loudly, but no matter how loud the voice was, she couldn't answer him, no matter how he ran, he couldn't catch up with him.

Qiao Xiang in her sleep, sweating profusely, in the dark, she grabbed something randomly, the man lying beside her, sleepless at night, staring at her with too focused eyes, handed her hand over, let her clench it hard, it hurt, and her nails also pinched into his flesh......

At five o'clock in the morning, Yan Ruisen got up from bed, changed his clothes and took an umbrella and went out.

Before leaving, he glanced back at Qiao Xiang's sleeping face, and a voice in his heart said, Xiangxiang, what are you hiding from me?

It's still raining outside, but not as heavily as it did at night.

Yan Ruisen drove to the address he remembered, not far away, and it took less than half an hour to arrive.

The car was parked under the apartment building, and Yan Ruisen did not get out of the car immediately, smoked two cigarettes in the car, then took out his mobile phone and dialed the number.

Hitting at this time can really be regarded as disturbing people's dreams, Yan Ruisen has never done such a thing, but this time he did not restrain the impulse in his heart.

Lillian was sleeping in a daze, and her husband pushed her, saying her cell phone was ringing.

Lilian got up dissatisfied, went to the cabinet to get her phone, and saw that it was a missed call, she almost didn't answer, but for some reason, she still answered.

I got up a little heavy, and my tone was not very good after I connected it, "Hello? ”

"Hello, we met yesterday during the day."

Lilian was sleepy-eyed and baffled by such a phone call, thinking that she had met a liar, until the other party said, "I'm Qiao Xiang's fiancé." ”

……

At six o'clock in the morning, just after dawn, Yan Ruisen and Lilian made an appointment to meet in the park.

Lilian was quite apprehensive when she came, she didn't know how Qiao Xiang's fiancé would make an appointment with her alone behind her back, and on the phone, she could hear that this man had something on her mind.

Yan Ruisen sat on a bench with a cigarette between his fingertips, but it was just a pick-me-up, and Lillian came up from afar, waving at him, looking at him and smiling kindly.

Lilian is not blind, Qiao Xiang's fiancé, looking at his dress, must be either rich or expensive. lived on the same floor as Qiao Xiang back then, but Qiao Xiang lived in a single VIP ward, but Lilian lived in an ordinary ward, and the woman who accompanied Qiao Xiang was accompanied by several men dressed as bodyguards, Lilian had seen this kind of on TV, and she knew that it was not an ordinary family at a glance.

Lillian said hello to Rayson, who stood up and sat down again when she sat down.

In the past few days, Qiao Xiang has slept lazily, slept late at night, and woke up late the next day, usually not getting up slowly until more than nine o'clock, at the time when Lilian and Yan Ruisen met, Qiao Xiang was still asleep.

"Sir, I don't know your last name."

Lilian spoke politely. Yan Ruisen had tried his best to restrain the edge on his body, but he didn't know if his own aura was too strong, so Lilian was a little cautious when she spoke.

"No surname."

"Mr. Yan, I don't know what you came out of with me for?"

"I want to know what kind of illness Qiao Xiang had in the first place, but I found that every time I mentioned this issue, she would deliberately avoid it."

When Yan Ruisen said this, a pair of shrewd and deep eyes stared at Lilian, and his eyes were a little intimidating, and people couldn't help but be taken away by him.

His meaning is clear, he wants to listen to the truth. But Lilian seemed to understand, and Qiao Xiang didn't want him to know about it.

She is very conflicted, what Qiao Xiang doesn't want to say, what qualifications does she have to say.

Lilian has made many assumptions in her heart in this short period of time, and one of the most convincing reasons is that Qiao Xiang's child belonged to this man.

On the surface, it doesn't look like much, but when you think about it, it's complicated.

Why can't Qiao Xiang give birth to that child, since she can't give birth, how can she still be with this man?

After thinking about it, Lillian felt that she couldn't say.

"Mr. Yan, there are some things that you still have to let Qiao Xiang tell you in person, we outsiders don't have this right."

"I'm his fiancé, don't I have the right to know?"

Yan Ruisen's tone was very light, and she couldn't see her emotions, but it was such an expression that made Lilian even more panicked, this man was mature and steady, quite a city, she was afraid that if she said something wrong, she would hurt Qiao Xiang in the end.

"Mr. Yan, I still say that, you go back and ask Qiao Xiang, if Qiao Xiang himself is unwilling to say, then I can't say it."

Unbeknownst to Lillian, she had fallen into the trap set by Yan Ruisen when she said this.

She took her bag and stood up, said sorry to Yan Ruisen, and was about to go back to the vegetable market near her home to buy vegetables.

In the next second, Yan Ruisen also stood up, looked at her back and said very calmly, "She has a child." ”

Lilian stood up instantly, her whole body stiff in place, and she forgot to move when Yan Ruisen asked a word.

Yan Ruisen walked up, still in such a calm tone, "Yesterday in the restaurant, I saw your husband and daughter, your daughter, who is only five years old, am I right?" Calculate the time, if you and Qiao Xiang met in the hospital before the child was born, then you have to live in the ward of the same department so that you can have a chance to get to know each other. So in general, Qiao Xiang and you are not patients, but only mothers who are admitted to the same hospital. Ma'am, are you saying that I am right? ”

He stated the whole thing, he was reasonable, logical and thoughtful, and the results of the analysis made Lilian have no room for refutation and denial.

Lilian clutched the bag in her hand tightly, and after a few seconds of silence, she turned around, "Mr. Yan, are you and Qiao Xiang a couple who have known each other for many years?" ”

He nodded, "More than six years." ”

"Then Qiao Xiang, the child she conceived back then, was it yours?"

Last night's violent rain had turned into a drizzle by the morning, and it seemed to fall on Yan Ruisen's shoulders at this moment, dripping with the fabric of his suit.

Lilian stood facing him, he asked, and she answered.

She didn't know whether she was right or wrong to do this, but the eyes of the man in front of her couldn't allow her to refuse or perfunctory.

Lilian didn't know how she got back to the apartment that morning, she vaguely felt that the showers in New York had stopped, but Qiao Xiang's side might have been stormy again.

……

When Qiao Xiang woke up, he had already sunburned three poles.

Today, there is no sunshine in New York, and there is a haze outside the window, which makes people foggy and unable to cheer up.

Qiao Xiang got dressed and went downstairs to find Yan Ruisen, but she searched upstairs and downstairs, and there was no shadow of Yan Ruisen.

She looked at the time, nine-twenty.

At this time in the past, he had already come back from a run outside and was making breakfast for her, why didn't he see anyone today?

Qiao Xiang called Yan Ruisen's phone, but no one answered, and he called three times in a row, but he didn't answer.

She stopped fighting, and simply sat down at the door and waited for him.

This sat for more than an hour.

When Yan Ruisen got home, it was already eleven o'clock.

Hearing the sound of the car's engine, Qiao Xiang quickly stood up, she was wearing silk suspender pajamas, and she ran to the gate like this.

"Where have you been?"

Yan Ruisen got out of the car, carrying a bag of things in his hand, Qiao Xiang's attention was not there, staring directly at his handsome face.

He pulled her inside, and replied, "Go buy something." ”

Qiao Xiang noticed the bag in his hand, judging from the pattern of the bag, it should be a maternal and child product.

"You're not here, I haven't eaten, I'm so hungry."

"Don't you care what I bought?"

“……”

Qiao Xiang was stunned.

Usually when she says she is hungry, he goes to cook for her as soon as possible, but today she said that it doesn't seem to work, because his focus is on what he has in his hand.

Qiao Xiang asked him, "What did you buy?" ”

He put the bag on the sofa in the living room and motioned to Qiao Xiang, "Open it yourself." ”

Qiao Xiang was not interested in these things, and instinctively resisted. For a long time, she couldn't see these things.

Now that Yan Ruisen asked her to open the bag herself, she hesitated, but finally opened it.

She took out a pair of small shoes from inside, the kind worn by newborns, very soft and small, holding this, it was like touching the soles of a baby's feet, and the whole person's heart melted.

Qiao Xiang put down his shoes and went to get the other things inside.

There were small clothes, small toys, scattered and scattered, and he bought a lot.

Qiao Xiang took the things in his hand and looked at them for a while, then looked up at Yan Ruisen, "I'm not pregnant, what are you buying these for?" ”

He smiled, "I just wanted to show you." ”

“……”

Qiao Xiang once again set her eyes on those things, which she didn't dare to touch before, but now, she is learning to accept.

She looked at the baby items and he looked at her.

Yan Ruisen's eyes were deep, and there were all kinds of emotions in his eyes, at this moment, he gritted his teeth, he really wanted to, he really wanted to step forward and strangle her.

"Risson, how did you buy a boy and a girl?"

There are several styles and colors of clothes, and it is clear that he bought not only the ones that the boys wear, but also the ones that the girls wear.

When Qiao Xiang asked him, he had a pair of big eyes that were very clear.

No, no, no.

Yan Ruisen laughed at himself in his heart, how far do you want to be deceived by her!

"Because I didn't know how to have boys and girls, I bought them all."

"This ......"

Qiao Xiang took the baby clothes and looked at him, today's Yan Ruisen, whether from the tone or expression, made Qiao Xiang feel full of anger, the gentleness of the past is gone, and the rest seems to be only cold.

She doesn't know if she provoked him somewhere, maybe she thinks too much, he is originally uncertain, and when he is happy, he can spoil you very much and get used to you, and if he is unhappy, he will have no human touch at all.

Qiao Xiang persuaded himself in his heart, feeling that he was thinking too much.

"Do you have food at home, if not, we ......"

"Aren't we talking about having children?"

Yan Ruisen interrupted her, his hands clasped tightly around her waist, he lowered his head against her forehead, and his burning breath sprayed on her fair skin, "Do you want to give me a baby?" Well? Tell me, would you like to? ”

"Yes."

Qiao Xiang stood on tiptoe and hugged her, sincere in his heart, "Didn't you say that you thought about it, why did you ask again?" Do you really want children, I'll try my best. ”

She hid it from him, maybe it would be difficult for her to have a child, and she also wanted to find an opportunity to mention it to him, but now that he was so eager, Qiao Xiang dispelled his thoughts.

Qiao Xiang has no self-confidence, she doesn't dare to guarantee that if she can't have a child, Yan Ruisen will still want her, she doesn't dare to overestimate this relationship that has been shaky from the beginning, she has worked hard several times, she thinks that she has done enough for this relationship, I am afraid that in the end, it will all be useless.

Yan Ruisen's warm body was in front of him, and Qiao Xiang had a lot to say to him, but she didn't dare to say it at all.

If you can't say it, then do it.

There was a couch in front of her, and she pushed Yan Ruisen to sit on it, and she straddled him and began to kiss him.

His hair, his forehead, his eyebrows and eyes, his serious facial features, and his tense face, Qiao Xiang kissed them all one by one.

When kissing her Adam's apple, Qiao Xiang directly ripped off his own covering, and he was already wearing little and had already saved many steps.

She put her hands on his shoulders, and when she fell, she was on her back to the ceiling, there were tears in the corners of her eyes, and the fog in her eyes was misty, he forced her, and he slammed into her life, making her powerless to resist.

Yan Ruisen turned Qiao Xiang over, and he pressed her from behind, almost overwhelming her.

He didn't know what he was capable of, and so was she, gritting her teeth and not saying a word, obviously in such pain, but she endured it without making a sound.

……