CHAPTER XVII
The infusion room has two doors. One connects to the nurses' station, and the other connects to the yard to go elsewhere.
I was very close to the door that connected to the courtyard.
Yuichi Fujisawa came in from the other side of the courtyard, and after about a minute, my back was already soaked with fine sweat.
Again.
I was looking forward to him a moment ago, but when I met at this moment, I looked at a loss again.
It's really, awful.
He stopped in front of me and read the list of medicines hanging next to the bottle, which I guess must have my medical records written on it.
After a while, he sat down, right next to me in the empty seat.
"You're sweating." As he spoke, he took out a handkerchief and wiped the sweat from my forehead, then put the suit over my shoulders.
When he wiped my sweat, I didn't have time to avoid it, and then I subconsciously raised my hand to brush the suit off my shoulder.
"Don't make a fuss." He grabbed his hand and tucked it under his suit, and he lifted it up and covered it, tucked it carefully, and carefully avoided the hand with the needle.
"It's still burning, and the sweat will get better faster." His hair was smoothed by his soothing, and his voice was soft, "Good." β
I looked at him in a daze, so shocked by this series of movements that I couldn't say a word for a long time. It's just this person who takes it for granted. The heartbeat of the chest is like a drum, the effect of tinnitus has not subsided, and the little man of the drum hides in the pinna of the ear and joins forces with the chest. With a heartbeat, I covered most of my face with his suit, closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep.
The smell of Yuichi Fujisawa came to my face.
In those moments with Yuichi Fujisawa, every moment when I didn't dare to look up and look at him, I secretly pursued this fragrance. The old-fashioned cologne has lemon and citrus at the top, rosemary and rose on the middle, and a more musky finish. It is a light and soothing pool of calm lake water, attracting people to enter, touching a touch of clear mist, only to realize that there are mountains and rivers layered on top of each other, staggered and free, blurred is the mountain, is the water, lost is the entry people.
It's all him in the breath.
With his eyes closed, he was obviously feverish, but his synaesthesia was still keen.
His name is written in his heart, his breath is heard in his ears, and the residual warmth left by his fingertips is still retained in his hair, I am the entrant, lost my way, I can't tell the way out between the mountains and the water, whether the mountains or the water, in this world, everywhere is him.
"Asleep?" There was a voice overhead, a female voice.
"It should still be a light sleep, please be lighter." It was Yuichi Fujisawa who lowered his voice, "Thank you." β
"Good, good...... I will. The female voice sounded a little flustered. I could feel the IV tube shaking, then a drop of potion on my forehead, and after a while, the IV tube shook again.
It seemed that the nurse was changing the infusion bottle, and she apologized one after another: "Ah! Sorry, sorry! Drop the potion on your hand. β
Yuichi Fujisawa lowered his voice and said softly: "It's okay, don't mind. β
"Ah...... I won't mind......" The nurse coughed lightly, paused, and lowered her voice a lot, "Isn't the infusion flow rate too slow?" There are also two potions, might as well speed them up? β
"Thanks, that's fine."
"That's right." The faint sound of clothes squirming could be heard, "The patient was in a coma before, and the antipyretic medicine has not been taken, so let her eat this when she wakes up." β
"Thank you." Yu Fujisawa paused, "Comatose? β
"The students of Beiyuan were sent by our dean's son. I fainted before the consultation, and the blood routine was not tested in time. The nurse said.
Yuichi Fujisawa tucked down the suit that covered half of my face, and in the middle of the action, cold fingers ran across my cheek.
"Thank you for telling me this."
"That'...... Something you ring again. β
The nurse is gone. In the middle of the night, the sound of a cane hitting the ground sounded in his ears, and with the deliberately lightened sound, Fujisawa Yuichi's breath was also far away.
I cautiously opened my eyes, facing the tall back of Yuichi Fujisawa, who was not walking fast, but his posture was straight, pushing open the glass door and walking out, he stopped under the colorful plane tree, and took out his mobile phone to make a call. The phone was quickly connected, and he seemed to be telling something to the other end, and then another call came in immediately after he hung up.
He didn't answer immediately, but raised his hand to unbutton a shirt before putting his phone to his ear to answer. At this moment, his face is as calm as water, but I have a sense of oppression invisibly. I moved a little to get a better look at him, and his gaze turned to me.
I didn't have time to avoid it, and his gaze met through the glass window. He bowed his head at me, and his unwavering face showed a soft smile, and he said something to the other end of the phone, and hung up the phone, and then the feeling of oppression disappeared.
Yuichi Fujisawa walked back slowly with a cane.
"Woke you up?"
"Nope." I said, "I slept a little bit before. β
"Good." He put his cane away, sat down in his position, and covered my suit for me. He put his hand on my forehead, "How does it feel?" β
Suddenly, my head was thrown back, and his hand was not tightly touched, and I avoided it. He quickly put his other hand on the arm of the hand I had pricked the needle in, and whispered, "Don't move, watch out for the needle." β
As I did this, his body was close to me, and the exhalation of the speech was broken in the hair between his forehead. In order to avoid disturbing others, he deliberately lowered his voice when he spoke today, and his words of concern were clear and soft, and they were particularly charming, tickling my heart densely.
Yuichi Fujisawa didn't care about my avoidance, and lifted his suit to carefully inspect the needle.
"It's a little cold." As he spoke, he carefully covered his suit and got up and sat down on the side of my needle-piercing arm.
I glanced up at him, touched those deep eyes, and immediately looked away.
"I ...... Ahem. I tried to explain, but was interrupted by a cough. I turned my head and coughed a few times while holding down my mask, and Yuichi Fujisawa stroked my back with his hand to give me relief.
"Where's the water?"
I took out the pure water that Lin Yi bought, and Yuichi Fujisawa took the water bottle away with his long arm, and when he handed it over again, the bottle cap was no longer on it. I took it, took off my mask and took a sip, I wasn't going to drink it again, but I heard Yuichi Fujisawa's voice in my ears: "A few more sips." β
The devil sent the gods, and I obediently drank a few more sips before putting the water bottle down.
He took the cap from my hand and said, "Don't drink cold water, wait for hot water to come." β
It turned out that he was calling the assistant to deliver hot water? It seems that I will see the beautiful Miss Shimizu Reiko again.
I lowered my head and looked at the dark lines on my suit. I was silent, and Yuichi Fujisawa didn't speak again.
Embarrassed.
"Mr. Fujisawa."
"Hmm."
"Previously in Osaka...... Thank you. β
"You thanked you in a note."
"You borrowed my clothes...... I've sent my skirt and shoes to the dry cleaners to be cleaned. β
I pondered the words, but he spoke first: "Do what you think." β
With a jump in my heart, I looked up at him and thanked him solemnly.
There was always a smile on the corner of his mouth: "No, we talked about it before." He said, "Don't think about it, get rid of your illness first." After that......" After a pause, he spoke, "I have something to say to you." β
I was stunned, my heart was shocked, but I couldn't ask. I had to divert the topic: "Why did Mr. Fujisawa come to the hospital today?" β
"Come and visit the dean and sign a contract by the way." Yuichi Fujisawa's voice was light, and after listening to his concerned words too much today, I could easily feel that he didn't care at the moment.
In the past, I always wondered how Yuichi Fujisawa thought about the brand of Sooki Chine, who owned it but didn't seem to care. Zhinian Shuxi has too much presence in my heart, so much so that I forget that the Zhinian Foundation has been involved in too many fields, and there is a long list on the encyclopedia, and he is the owner of such a big consortium.
This man has a rich kingdom, whether it is Zhinian Shuxi or others, but it is just one of the many palaces in his kingdom. And he said unto him, All are the same.
That's why I don't care......
I didn't answer because Reiko Shimizu showed up.
She is wearing a white professional suit today, smart and formal, but not plain and simple. She prefers to wear half of the earring, so a pendant of obsidian earline is released from her right ear, and the small obsidian is arranged irregularly and extends to her chest with the long earline. She carried three paper bags of various sizes, the largest of which was a Patek Philippe watch on her left hand, and an amber cufflink when her right hand was raised.
"President. Miss Sue. She said hello one by one.
"I'm sorry for you to run." Yu Fujisawa stepped forward, took the paper bag in her hand, and looked at it, "Well done." β
"It should." There was no expression on her face, no emotion was visible. He saluted respectfully and turned to leave.
She wore a pair of dark red patent leather shoes with stiletto heels.
I looked at Reiko Shimizu, and suddenly her body lightened, and in an instant, a small blanket replaced Yuichi Fujisawa's suit.
Yuichi Fujisawa leaned over to cover me with a blanket, sat down, pulled out a medium-sized thermos from another paper bag, unscrewed the cap, white heat rose from his mouth, and with his other hand, he took out a palm-sized paper bag from his pocket.
"Hands." He said.
I reached out, and he poured a white pill into my palm.
"Antipyretics." He explained.
I put the pill in my mouth, took the water bottle he handed me, and swallowed it. The water in the bottle was hot, but it wasn't hot, and after swallowing the medicine, I drank a few more sips of hot water, and I felt the temperature of my body rise.
Yuichi Fujisawa took the thermos and handed me a fashion magazine.
He was so thoughtful.
I looked at him, he was checking my email with a PC, and I saw a few keywords at a glance, and I was about to turn my head away.
This action did not escape his eyes, only to hear him say: "Some design concepts for next spring and summer, do you want to see them together?" β
Trade secrets, you're too casual, aren't you? I sneered, but said, "You have work to do, you don't have to accompany me." β
"You can't be left alone with an infusion. You read the magazine first, and I'll take a few emails. β
I can do it alone.
Such a thing could not be said.
Originally, it could. In this foreign city, I spent most of the year alone, and I lived well. I could have said such things to him with pride and openness.
Obviously, a person can live a proper life, but a person who endures fever infusion can't do it.
I wouldn't have been like this, dependent, coveting the warmth of another person.
Yuichi Fujisawa and I spent a quiet afternoon in the infusion room of the hospital, which would have been better if I hadn't had a fever, but if it hadn't been for my fever, there wouldn't have been an afternoon like this. I was content, I was too young to want anything extravagant.
After pulling out the needle, I asked for another consultation, and I still had a low-grade fever after taking the body temperature, but I didn't need another infusion, and the doctor prescribed two boxes of medicine. Taking medicine is not as expensive as infusion, and I am secretly relieved.
It was Yuichi Fujisawa who paid because I didn't have a wallet with me. When I went to Professor Sasaki's office, I only brought a thermos flask and a pen, and I was taken to the hospital without even bringing both.
When Yuichi Fujisawa used his card to transfer money, I thought about it carefully. Go back to the dormitory to get the clothes you borrowed last time and return them to him, and you have to run a self-service bank to withdraw money, the beginning of the new semester is the time when the clubs are hyping up the activities, it is inevitable that people will not be seen, my semester classes are full except for Tuesday afternoons, and I really can't spare time on weekdays, it seems that I can only run a trip to the Zhinian Shuxi store on the weekend. I made up my mind, and Yuichi Fujisawa turned around after paying.
"Thank you, Mr. Fujisawa, please give me the bill." I said, "I have a part-time job this week, can I deliver my clothes and money to the store in Four Rivers on the weekend if it's convenient?" β
"No problem." Yuichi Fujisawa didn't refuse, "It's good for you to contact Miss Shimizu, and I can tell you her number." β
Contact Reiko Shimizu...... I nodded, "Please." Yuichi Fujisawa didn't report the number, but raised his eyebrows slightly, and I explained, "I didn't bring my phone." He added, "I have a good memory, I can remember." β
Yu Fujisawa stared at me intently, and that familiar smile had a little more meaning.
"Wait a minute." Yuichi Fujisawa took a few steps, borrowed a pen and paper from a passing nurse, wrote something down, and handed it to me. I glanced at it, and it was a string of numbers.
I was a little puzzled, and when I took the piece of paper, I felt a breath in my chest, and there was nowhere to vent my panic. The complications of a cold sensitively read the contempt in this act. I straightened my back and walked out of the hospital side by side with Yuichi Fujisawa and sat in his car, where I grabbed the latch and fastened my seatbelt before he routinely bent over to fasten my seatbelt.
He leaned over and threw himself into the air, but he didn't show any embarrassment, but the smile was even bigger, and his dark eyes were rolling, he didn't go back, he gently put the paper bag in his hand at the foot, and took out a handkerchief from his suit to wipe the sweat on my forehead.
"Sweating so much and angry?"
"Hot!" I retort.
He chuckled and handed me the handkerchief, but I didn't take it, his hand was attached, but it didn't force but I let go, and he put the handkerchief into my palm.
"Little hedgehog." He teased. In a small space, there is a bit of ambiguity. The vague demagogic aura of his body began to tease me again, but before I could find my head, he exited the carriage and closed the door for me.
The breath was kept out.
I was still adjusting my emotions when Yuichi Fujisawa started the engine, only to hear him suddenly call my name, I reflexively followed the voice, met his focused side face, he seemed to be in a good mood, and the words that came out were: "Susu, can you recite the number to me?" β
No! Back! I'm angry, don't ignore him. But his next sentence was waiting for me: "You can remember your words at a glance, right?" β
Pacified by this man......
Obviously angry because he was teasing me. I grabbed the placket of my clothes, but through my clothes, I felt the touch of a note with a number written in my pocket, and my hand attached it, giving birth to the illusion of hot hands. The string of numbers was about to pop out of my throat, and I was trying to restrain it.
"Mr. Fujisawa, this is not the direction to go to the apartment building." Luckily, I restrained myself.
Is it a delusion? Yuichi Fujisawa seemed to let out a sigh.
The car dealership is not an apartment building, but a Chinese restaurant hidden in the middle of an alley. Yu Fujisawa ordered a white porridge to pack, and finally the white porridge was taken back to my apartment along with a sealed paper bag. The paper bag was brought by Reiko Shimizu before, and I opened the seal, and inside was the clothes I wore for the fireworks festival that day. After being cleaned, it is properly folded and stored.
Yumi Nagasawa's absence from the apartment made me feel more relaxed. I didn't have an appetite, but I insisted on sitting on the tatami mat in the living room and drinking the whole bowl of porridge, and then called Professor Sasaki to apologize. Professor Sasaki was concerned about my health at first, and then said that he had found a student to take my place. Reasonably, I accepted it calmly.
Hanging up, I received a text message from an unfamiliar number with only one number: 950. I ignored it, and the next day, the same number came from 949. For the next few days, every day. On the day I received the text message 946, it was a Saturday when I worked part-time at a cafΓ©, and the number of customers on this day was not much or less, so it was easy to deal with. After work, I carried a paper bag to the store opposite Jinian Sook-hee.
I didn't call Reiko Shimizu's number, but the shopping guide at the front desk was obviously aware of the incident and took me to the VIP lounge on the second floor. I was halfway through a glass of water in the huge lounge when I heard the sound of a door lock behind me, and I turned around to see Yuichi Fujisawa standing in the doorway.
He wore a gray-blue shirt, and instead of combing it back, his hair was allowed to hang softly. In this way, he has a little more youthful temperament.
I stood up, and he nodded at me, "Sit down." He pressed a few buttons on the thermostat at the door and walked towards me and asked, "Is the cold cured?" β
I nodded, and when he walked up to me, I put the paper bag on the coffee table, and took out two envelopes containing money from my backpack and explained to him, one was the underwear that Reiko Shimizu bought that night in Osaka, and the other was the medicine fee from the hospital a few days ago.
"Thank you, Mr. Fujisawa." I sincerely thank you.
He glanced at me, didn't answer, his eyes fell on me, and when I thanked him, I mustered up the courage to look into his eyes, and at this time, I looked at each other, but there was no usual smile on my face, he locked my eyes on me, and his voice couldn't guess the emotion: "Okay, I received it." Thank you. β
I didn't expect him to do this, and I was overwhelmed by his gaze, so I put the envelope on the coffee table, put my backpack on my back, and turned to leave.
"Susu." He stepped forward and stopped in front of me, skin to skin, and I hurriedly stepped back, but he grabbed my wrist and took it towards my arms.
Confused, I reached out and pressed my other hand against his chest, preventing an intimate hug in exchange for a muffled grunt. I was so frightened that I slowed down, he didn't move again, and we were in such a strange position.
I opened my mouth: "Mr. Fujisawa, youβWhat are you going to do?" β
After a while, his hand stroked my hair and said slowly, "I'm sorry because of my carelessness that made you catch a cold." He paused, "I'm angry, Susu." β
"I went back to the apartment that day, you cleaned up the room and helped me wash my clothes, I was very happy." He said, "I thought you would be there, but I didn't expect to receive a message from you with those words." β
"Mr. Fujisawa, thank you for everything." He read out the message word by word, "You always say thank you to me, and draw the line clearly." If I don't move, you will step back, and if I take a step forward, you will run away desperately. That night, I thought I was allowed to approach you. But that's not the case. β
He exhaled in his ear, this posture of grinding his ears and temples, and there was helplessness in his tone that he had never heard before.
"I don't know what to do with you, Susu."
"I just don't know what to do, I can't figure you out. Mr. Fujisawa, you don't know how I feel when I write that message to you. You are a rich king, but I, an outcast orphan, have nothing more than the public air and excess self-esteem. Poverty has made me sensitive to myself and calculating, and this is what I was, and I once wanted to be equal to you, but I realized very clearly that I had nothing to give you, not even the tenderness to match you. β
You are the fireworks on the other side, the embodiment of all good things, and the wind that I can't hold. As much as I like you, I have as much inferiority and fear as I am.
"I'm fine alone, and no one will leave me behind."
I shuddered as those cold hands touched my cheeks, and then I realized what I had said.
Yuichi Fujisawa wrote his eyes with satisfaction and looked at me steadily. I have no place to be ashamed, but I have nowhere to run. His tall stature enveloped me, and he casually discarded his cane as he approached me.
"I won't leave you behind."
He took my hands, his right hand touching his chest through the fabric, and his left hand on his cheek.
His heart was beating steadily and vigorously, my palms were hot, but his face was cold.
"Look, I'm here." His lips fell on the palm of my hand, "I'm right here, not going anywhere." β