Chapter 147: Yesterday's Past and Yesterday's Wind
Yang Chengjin's words were very scattered, and I didn't know what was stored in this USB flash drive after listening to it for a long time. Maybe looking at me at a loss, Yang Chengjin said: "This is...... Shallow cases...... All ......"
I looked at Yang Chengjin in amazement, I had no doubt that Yang Chengjin was a doctor with professional ethics, I had seen him rescue patients with my own eyes, and I had also seen him make rounds on night shift. Even when he said that this was a case of Rong Qingqian, the expression on his face was very struggling, and there was guilt in his eyes that he was suppressing. I instinctively realized that this thing might be able to answer some of the questions I asked Wang Kai to look up. But why did I accept such a valuable thing from Yang Chengjin - for me, it is a USB flash drive, a medical case; But for Yang Chengjin, it is professional ethics that is the belief of doctors. Leaking patients' medical records and ** is undoubtedly a stain on Yang Chengjin's career. Even if no one knows, they will be tortured by their own conscience. Maybe it was because Yang Chengjin knew that he shouldn't give me these, so he sent them over in a hurry, was he afraid that he would change his mind in the next second?
I thought about it for a few minutes, but I still pushed the USB flash drive back to Yang Chengjin: "You obviously know that you shouldn't give me this, no matter how important it is to me, I won't read it." ”
"I decided to give it to you, and I won't take it back. I am a person who has decided something, and even if I know that it is wrong, I will not turn back. Yang Chengjin took a deep breath: "If I give you this thing, I will not feel at ease for a while, and if I don't give it to you, I will not feel at ease for the rest of my life." I've always wanted to do something for you, but I can't help you with anything every time something happens to you. This is also a chance for myself to give. ”
"You're not obligated to do anything for me......" I wanted to say 'You're not who I am', but I knew it was so hurtful that I didn't say it after all.
"I don't mean anything else, I just want you to have a better life." Yang Chengjin drank all the tea on the table, "I should go back." ”
"Thank you." I was clutching the USB drive, and it hurt my palm. I don't know what to say to Yang Chengjin, it seems that nothing but 'thank you' seems superfluous.
"You're welcome, take care of yourself." Yang Chengjin stood up.
"This time the wound on Rong Qingqian's head ...... It's also you......" I suddenly thought of Rong Qingqian's overly clean case, in fact, the hospital is afraid of taking responsibility, even if there is nothing, it has to write the possible situation into the case, and if there are any sequelae in the future, it is good to have an explanation. But Rong Qingqian's case was really too simple.
"There was nothing wrong with her, and the MRI showed that there was no problem...... "Yang Chengjin was like a good student who had been caught by a teacher and made a mistake, a little embarrassed.
"You ...... I'll feel guilty...... "I ruined the ethics of a good doctor."
"My specialty is cardiology, and I have my own sense of how to treat and write medical records. You don't have to feel guilty, even if you feel guilty, it's up to me. Yang Chengjin looked at me calmly: "Although I am not a great person, I am not a joke about human life, I know that I am doing wrong." ”
"Don't do this for me in the future, it's not worth it." I smiled at Yang Chengjin: "Be a good doctor......
"Okay." Yang Chengjin nodded noncommittally, turned around and left the teahouse.
I watched Yang Chengjin's slender figure through the blue screen window through the eaves of the carved beams and paintings, and I couldn't say it in my heart, I didn't want to owe favors, but ...... After all, I still owe ......
I sat in front of the window and watched the clouds in the sky, a pot of tea was cool, and the sun was setting in the west.
"Young grandma, we should go back." Aunt Lan reminded me in a whisper: "It's too late to go back, the young master should be in a hurry." ”
"Go back......" I got up and walked in the temple that had quieted down, this is what the temple should be, quiet, peaceful. To be honest, I don't want to go back. I feel more comfortable anywhere than Maple City now, even if it's a little farther away, I can feel more relaxed. But I knew that I could only go back, Qiao Yichen and my father were there, how could I be willing to leave them behind and let them withstand the wind and rain alone.
When I got back to Xinghe Garden, it was already dark, and I stood in the courtyard and stared blankly at the lights pouring out of the window for a few minutes.
As soon as I entered the door, I saw Qiao Yichen standing in the hall, and he stepped forward to wrap his arms around my waist: "Why did you come back so late?" ”
I looked at Qiao Yichen in surprise and then at the table clock: "How can there be 'so late'?" It's only seven o'clock......"
"I'm used to seeing you as soon as I get back, so it's not too late for me to wait an hour?" Qiao Yichen took me by the hand and walked into the living room.
"That's because you came back too early...... not to mention a businessman like Qiao Yichen who often socializes, but an ordinary office worker, it is not common to get home at five o'clock and get home at six o'clock?
"Everyone else thinks that their men come home late, but you think I'm coming back early, huh?" Qiao Yichen flicked my head, "I sometimes want to pry open this weird and terrible head to see what is inside!" The corners of Qiao Yichen's mouth curled, and there was a drowning smile in his eyes.
"...... "It doesn't matter what I usually have in my head, what matters is that it's blank now. I looked at Qiao Yichen like a nymphomaniac, the smile on the corners of his eyes was so relaxed and happy, if I could make him laugh like this all the time, I would be willing to do whatever I wanted.
"What are you looking at?" Qiao Yichen subconsciously wiped his face, "There's something on my face?" ”
"No...... You are more handsome today, I am a nymphomaniac...... "I am such a girl with a wrong mouth, I would rather say that I am a nymphomaniac than admit that I feel sorry for Qiao Yichen."
"Huh?" Qiao Yichen touched my forehead: "Is it a fever?" ”
"Poof......" I couldn't help laughing: "I didn't expect you to be quite inferior, do you think you're good-looking only when I'm confused?" ”
"I won't change my face, can there be a difference between today and yesterday? If there is a problem, it is you who has a problem......" Qiao Yichen pressed me on the chair: "It's time to eat." ”
I picked up the hot towel that the maid had brought me and wiped my hands, then picked up my chopsticks to eat.
After dinner, I went to the study with my laptop in my arms, plugged the USB flash drive that Yang Chengjin gave me into the computer, and clicked on it to see two folders. One of them, labeled with the patient's name and other related information, is the case of Rong Qingqian—three years ago.
The content of the case is not much different from what Rong Qingqian once said, and the body is not easy to conceive due to the cold. I clicked on another folder, and there were a lot of examination reports and surgical orders and things like that—Rong Qingqian had an abortion three years ago, and I always knew about it.
At that time, my father had just been hospitalized for a cerebral hemorrhage, and I made several trips to the hospital every day. One day, I watched my father go back to work drunk in the frost forest. I didn't expect to catch up with the hospital power outage just after walking to the elevator room, although the hospital has an emergency power supply system, but the elevator is not open except for the one leading to the operating room. I asked if the cable was broken, and it was a few hours before I wanted to fix it. I went down the stairs. When I walked to the 10th floor, my feet hurt so much that I had to take off my high heels and walk barefoot in my hands. When I went down to the 6th floor, I heard intermittent sobbing, and that scene made me remember it for a long time-
There were no lights in the stairwell, and the only light source was shining through the open half of the door. A thin girl crouched in the corner next to the door, trying to restrain herself from crying. Looking up at the man standing by the door, the light only hit half of her cheek, and the other half was hidden in the darkness. Her eyes were dark and bright, and with a blink of an eye, a crystal tear rolled down her thick eyelashes onto her cheek and down her cheek......
I've never seen anyone cry so beautifully, at that time Rong Qingqian was like an elf lost in the world, and his face was fragile and pitiful that people couldn't bear to hurt. She grabbed Fang Tianyu's trouser leg with her slender fingers: "Ayu, I want this baby...... Don't let me take it off, okay? ”
"Qingqian, I don't love you and I won't love this child, a child who is not loved deeply shouldn't come to the world......" Fang Tianyu bent down to wipe the tears on Rong Qingqian's face: "We all drank too much that night...... It's a mistake at all, and if it's a mistake, it has to be corrected. You take out the kids, I'll sign those asset appraisals, there's only so much I can do for you...... As for the rest, I'm really sorry......"
Rong Qingqian grabbed Fang Tianyu and refused to let go: "Ah Yu, I don't want to be 'sorry'...... Whining...... I just want the baby...... Woohoo......"
Fang Tianyu broke Rong Qingqian's fingers one by one, and then patted her shoulder: "Qingqian, you are a good girl, you will meet better people......
Rong Qingqian looked like a small animal with bones removed, and sat limply on the floor. The helplessness and despair are extremely moving. But it didn't impress Fang Tianyu, he strode out of the stairwell......
I was particularly sympathetic to Rong Qingqian at that time, and I was also chilled by Fang Tianyu's ruthlessness. Yes, even if at that moment I knew that Fang Tianyu came out of the scene in order not to take any responsibility for Rong Qingqian and the child, I still sympathized with Rong Qingqian. But this sympathy only lasted for a few minutes, because only a few minutes later, Rong Qingqian got up from the floor, she wiped the tears on her face with her hands, and a smile on the corner of her mouth was determined to win.
At this time, there was a sound of footsteps at the door, and a well-dressed woman passed by the elevator and turned back: "Miss Rong, why are you here, the operating room is ready, and the gynecology specialty invited from Shencheng as the chief surgeon has also arrived......"
Rong Qingqian narrowed his eyes and muttered: "The matter of the operation must be kept absolutely confidential, if someone comes to investigate...... Let's just say I had a routine surgery two days later......"