Chapter 269: You Take Me Away
The sun was warm. When it is sprinkled, it brings a slight warmth, as if every inch of skin has been soaked. The paths in the garden are clean and dusty, and people speak softly, as if the whole world is peaceful and peaceful.
But someone's heart seems to be sealed by cold ice, and no matter how strong the sun is, it can't shine into it.
Gu Tiannan is like this now, the more he thinks about the matter between him and Gu Lan, the more he feels cold all over his body, and his whole body is cold.
"Uncle, you are the only one who has always been unable to cross the hurdle in your heart, as long as you can be with you, Lan will never pay attention to so many worldly things. Lan can be so brave, why can't you be brave? ”
"That's the case, I can't be brave." Gu Tiannan's eyes were red, his voice was hoarse, and he looked at Lin Xi sideways, "Even if Lan can not care, why don't I care?" Can I watch her be disgraced and spurned? Our feelings should not have been produced in the first place, and even if they do, they will be stifled halfway. Little niece, you are not us, so you can't understand how difficult we are in this situation. ”
This is a good point, Lin Xi is not the party, so what she said is indeed simpler, but this does not prove that what she said is not reasonable.
Is there really no solution?
She really couldn't bear to look at Lan, and she couldn't extricate herself from being planted headlong like this. She knew very well how persistent Lan was. It is said that persistent people do not hit the south wall and do not look back. But how many times has Lan hit the south wall, has she turned back?
"Uncle, from my personal point of view, I think what you are doing now is inappropriate."
Gu Tiannan looked at her with some confusion.
"If you're sure you can't give Lan the future, why do you want to give her hope?" Lin Xi looked at Gu Tiannan very seriously, "You are good to Lan, you made her think that you could be with her after letting go of the mustard in your heart, but in the end you still gave her a cruel result." In my heart, if that's the case, I'd rather you've never been so gentle with her. ”
What kind of statements like "I don't care about how long the days are, I only care about the eternity", Lin Xi has always disagreed. Because she knows very well what it would be like if you gave a person hope at the beginning, made her think that the relationship between the two of you could last a long time, but in the end it went to destruction.
In fact, the most tormenting thing is not the disappointment that existed at the beginning, but the despair after hope.
Gu Tiannan was silent. Is what he did really wrong?
Could it be that his kindness to Lan these days will eventually turn into a sharp blade in the days to come, stabbing her all over her body?
He hadn't talked about feelings, so he really didn't know what to do with them.
It's just that...... He really wants to be good to Gu Lan, it's outside of that kind of relationship, isn't that okay?
Lin Xi took Gu Tiannan's tangled expression into his eyes, pursed his lips, and said, "Actually, there is another way." ”
"What's the solution?" Gu Tiannan felt that his heart was lifted.
"You take her away."
Gu Tiannan was stunned fiercely, his heart was mixed for a moment, and he didn't know how to answer for a while.
The four words just now were like a heavy hammer that struck him the heart.
"You take her away, go to a place that no one knows, and start over. No one will know about your relationship, no one will know to spit on and hate you, you are just a blank slate there, and it is up to you to decide how to write pictures. ”
Gu Tiannan didn't speak for a long time, not knowing if he was stunned by Lin Xi's bold suggestion, or something else.
He really ...... I have never considered Lin Xi's suggestion, it is too bold.
They are not just two people, they are the children and grandchildren of the Gu family, and they also have the responsibility of the Gu family. And if the two of them left without saying a word, with the power of the Gu family, they would not be unable to find them. At that point, it's the real embarrassment.
After a long time, Gu Tiannan shook his head: "It's ridiculous, I'm afraid Lan won't agree." ”
The autumn wind rose, and Gu Tiannan's words just now were a little ethereal in the autumn wind, and with the direction of the autumn wind, the tail note dispersed.
"I promise."
A clear voice sounded in the sound of the autumn wind sweeping the leaves, Gu Tiannan turned around a little dazed, and saw Gu Lan not far from his side.
She must have heard what they said, otherwise she wouldn't have said that.
She wore a wide, ill-fitting hospital gown because it would compress the wound on her back. Now her slender body is in this fluttering hospital gown, extremely slender, and weak, which makes people look distressed.
Her eyes were bright, shining with hope in the sunlight as if she had been re-injected with some hope. She just looked at Gu Tiannan motionlessly, and then walked towards him with some stiff steps.
"Uncle." She whispered to him, "Let's go together, okay?" ”
She had fantasized about this proposal herself more than once, but she had never had the courage to say it, and when she heard Lin Xi's suggestion to Gu Tiannan just now, she didn't know how to describe her ecstasy at that moment.
Don't they all say that there must be a road before the car reaches the mountain? Is this a bright spot now?
Gu Lan looked at Lin Xi gratefully. Lin Xi smiled at her and quietly got up to leave.
How to deal with the relationship between these two people is a matter between them, and she will not interfere much.
No one could persuade Gu Tiannan, she just hoped that what she had just said would serve as a wake-up call. In this life, it is really rare to want to meet someone who is happy with each other.
Lan is such a good girl, she really can't bear to look at her, and she regrets it for the rest of her life.
If Gu Tiannan didn't like her at all, it would be fine, but it was obviously a mutual relationship, why couldn't he fight for it himself?
Gu Tiannan looked at Gu Lan standing in front of him, speechless.
After a while, Gu Lan looked at him fixedly, and said softly again: "Uncle, will you take me away?" ”
My sister-in-law is right, if they all go to a place where no one knows them and start over, wouldn't it be a good thing?
"Lan, I ......" Gu Tiannan was actually a little embarrassed, but he didn't know what to say.
Leave...... It's just too much to believe.
Even if they leave, they still can't change the relationship between the two. They can deceive the world, but they can't deceive themselves.
"Are you reluctant to give up your career, or your family, or your identity as the fourth young man in your family?" Gu Lan looked at him, the smile on his face dimmed a little, "I won't agree with what you just said, it's just an excuse for you to cover up for yourself." It's clear that you don't dare to say it, but you still want to say it's me. Uncle, why are you embarrassed for me like this? ”
Obviously, she had been waiting for him all along. As long as he takes one step, the remaining ninety-nine steps, she can complete.
But he just couldn't take a single step.
Don't force him...... Gu Lan took a deep breath, restraining the impulsive emotion in her heart, she was never willing to force him.
"Lan, I'm ......"
"Uncle, don't speak, listen to me." Gu Lan said this, slowly squatting down and leaning on his knees.
"I never thought I could be so close to you." Gu Lan looked at the direction of the ground in a daze, and said obscurely, "I know you can't get over that hurdle, not just a day, a month, a year...... You won't be able to get over that hurdle for the rest of your life. ”
"I told you the other day that I would leave, and we would go to the end of our lives. Uncle, I still have to say this to you today. Gu Lan suddenly turned his head and looked at him steadily, "In a few months, I will still go to Italy to continue my studies." You can't get through, I won't force you, I just want you to be kind to me in the next few days. I'm not going to force you to admit that you like me or anything, I just want you to be nice to me. ”
Gu Lan is not a person who loves to cry, so he still didn't cry when he said this. But her eyes were shining and her words were choked, but Gu Tiannan felt that her eyes were blurry.
There are some things in people's bones that are difficult to change, for example, Gu Tiannan, he was originally a very conservative person in his bones, and this deep-rooted conservative concept formed in the past 30 years is really too difficult to change. This kind of thing is difficult for an ordinary person to accept, let alone a person like Gu Tiannan, who has been influenced by ancient China, and does not know how many times more conservative he is in his bones.
The wind gradually picked up, raising Gu Lan's wide clothes and the broken hair on his forehead. Her face gradually became a little unclear under the cover of her hair, but the determined light in her eyes became clearer and clearer.
Manifesting ...... She's definitely not kidding.
She has figured out in the past few days that if Gu Tiannan has never been able to cross the hurdle in her heart, she will definitely not force him again.
"Uncle, is it so difficult for you to even treat me for a while?" Gu Lan chuckled a little self-deprecatingly, his voice was already a little choked.
After a while, Gu Tiannan nodded, and spit out the word "good" in a deep voice.
He has been thinking a lot about it these days. He couldn't understand why he was so angry when Gu Lan said that he was leaving a few days ago, and even did something that was not as good as that. This is a great disservice to both of them.
After several days of calmness, he finally made up his mind that since he couldn't promise Gu Lan anything, it was better to let her go.
Such a persistent girl, she finally made up her mind, he should be fulfilled, otherwise if Gu Lan retreats, it will be more and more uncomfortable.
There are so many people in the world. Maybe one day Gu Lan will be able to find out...... He, Gu Tiannan, is not the most suitable one for her.
They are still the most suitable to be relatives.
It's okay if you're gone, if you leave, whoever has more than two people will not have so many entanglements, and everyone can live a stable life.
Just why...... Why is it so uncomfortable?