Chapter 5 Covering up the truth
At night, Xiao Yun lay alone in bed, and his thoughts rushed straight to his head, making him feel a sense of difficulty in moving an inch when he was sad and helpless, but in the end, he still fell asleep. That night, the wind outside the window kept blowing all night, and it seemed to have an unknown story in the inexplicable, and it also seemed to be looking for something to stop in the indulgence......
"Brother Yun, tell you good news" Xiao Wu said to Xiao Yun with a spring breeze on his face, "I met today!" ”
"You've met? To whom? Xiao Yun's mind was full of doubts, and all the space was snatched away.
"It's the same as last time!"
"Don't people have it......?"
"No, then the fellow found me again and said that she didn't have a partner, so let me go and I'll go!"
"How? Satisfied, right? ”
"Satisfied, but people think I'm ugly!" Between the words, Xiao Wu's eyebrows clearly spread a faint sadness and helplessness.
"Who said that we are ugly, I think it's quite handsome!"
"Brother Yun, if you lose the dead, don't be sarcastic!
"Xiao Wu, how did you deal with it later?"
"I said, "I am ugly, but I am industrious; Kindness; Gentle; Sincerity, definitely the best among men! ”
"Absolutely! Worthy of being a learned person! Xiao Yun picked up a gossip magazine from the side of the bed by the way.
"Brother Yun, what about you?"
"I'm still early...... Xiao Yun said this, hiding his sorrow in his heart......
One day at noon, Xiao Yun took advantage of the off-duty day to return home, and as soon as he entered the door, he heard his mother's voice, "Yun, my mother has asked someone about the girl, and the opinions of people are not very big, just look at you!" ”
"Mom, how can you take matters into your own hands and ask her without asking for my opinion? Didn't I say: Later? ”
"In the future, our neighbor Xiaoqiang ...... last year"
"Alright, alright! He is him, I am me, don't always compare me with him, people will be angry compared to others! Xiao Yun spoke, frowning very bitterly, turning on the TV impatiently, deliberately amplifying the volume, making his mother quite puzzled and helpless.
However, at a certain hour later, he still regretted it, he regretted why he didn't come up with a delaying tactic and relied on "trust" to maintain the imbalance of feelings; repair the wounds of the soul; Saving the fall of the Holy Land of Love...... In case, Xiao Min can't catch up, won't there be nothing and everything is empty?
He began to want to tell his mother that his thoughts after reflection were not able to do so because of his face and distractions.
In the twilight of a twilight, he dialed Xiao Min's phone number again, he longed for hope to be rekindled in the ashes of hopelessness, and begged for a miracle in the vagueness of his subconscious, just four seconds after the phone rang, the other party answered the phone and said, "I'm busy now, I'll call you back later!" And he hung up.
After that, Xiao Yun stayed by the phone, and kept it for two hours, but he still didn't see the phone's "sound" When he dialed it again, he heard a familiar voice that couldn't be more familiar: "...... No one answered, please call ...... later" He guessed that it might be someone who had left work, so he got up and left.
In the night sky, I don't know when it rained lightly, and the rain in the first two days caused muddy patches of the road, which brought him a lot of trouble to walk, and suddenly stepped into a mud puddle; Suddenly, he almost slipped. He feels that his love for Xiaomin is like this difficult road, and the final stop: whether her heart can be reached is a "mystery through the ages"; An insoluble mystery; It seems to imply an ominous answer......
Although there was little hope and the road to love was bumpy, Xiao Yun did not end her infatuation, so when love was rekindled, on a sunny afternoon, she dialed her number again.
"Hey, who are you?"
"My name is Xiao Yun, is Xiao Min here?"
"You're looking for Xiaomin, she doesn't go to work, she takes three days off to travel with him!"
"What? ......" Xiao Yun's whole world suddenly burst into fire like a time bomb, which caught him off guard and was helpless. Blank; angina; Pain...... Supporting each other, they staggered into his heart.
"When will she be back?" Something held him up and made him say this out of nowhere.
"Three days later, ......!" The other party said that he couldn't feel the caller's heartache at all.
"When she comes back, please tell her that someone named Xiao Yun has looked for her!" He squeezed on.
"Okay......"
Xiao Yun stayed quietly and for a long time by the phone, and in an instant, tears burst into his eyes. He didn't understand, why did God arrange it this way? Whether he wants to test his sincerity to her, or just give him a due punishment for the love he shouldn't give. However, later, he imagined and thought: the girl was joking with him, and he would call himself in person to find out the "truth" later!
Day after day, day after day...... The long years that never stop for anyone, like water from the fingertips; between the eyebrows; Hurried through the gains and losses, Xiao Yun ushered in another cold winter in the inevitable troubles.
That night, Xiao Yun especially missed the love that passed by him, and especially missed the junior high school girl Ye Xiaoqian that her mother had introduced her. He was so tired, and he also wanted to find a warm harbor where his heart could be relieved of his repeated frustrations.
In fact, during this period, he also tried many times, such as asking her father's name, calling the inquiry hotline to check her home phone number, etc., but all the results still made him unable to get rid of the "dazed" entanglement. This helpless state of mind has been evil to him like a demon, making it difficult for him to survive in a desperate situation.
However, at a certain moment today, which was a little magical, his eyes lit up in his spiritual mind like a startled cash in the loess: by the way, look for him, my junior high school classmate Xu Hailiang, so he dialed the other party's mobile phone number three times by dividing by two, to be honest, he was quite nervous at the same time as dialing.
"Hey, who?" The other party's voice was extremely loud, revealing a kind of fiery impatience and anger.
"It's me! Is it Hailiang? Xiao Yun looked calm and soft.
"Ah, Xiao Yun, why did you remember to call me today?"
"I'm looking for you, greetings by the way!" He suppressed his preoccupation and half-joked.
"How are you working there now? Is the salary okay? ”
"Hey, it's nothing, that's it," Xiao Yun said, "Hailiang, can I ask you for a phone number?" ”
"Tell me, who's?"
"Our junior high school classmate Ye Xiaoqian's!"
"Oh, what the hell do you want to do?" Hailiang laughed out loud after speaking, and his words and laughter were painted with humorous colors to amuse you.
"I asked for someone else!" Xiao Yun covered up the truth, afraid of "startling the snake"
"Stop being hypocritical! Who can you hide? Her number is 132300......"
"Okay, thank you!"
"You're welcome, we're brothers! Come and play often when you have time! ”
"Good!" After the phone was hung up instantly, Xiao Yun's heart broke through the clouds, and the beautiful things in his mind were beautiful. So, he calculated at the right time; suitable location; Make a "suitable" call to Ye Xiaoqian who doesn't know whether to make or not.
Sure enough, in the evening, Xiao Yun walked through the familiar street alone as before, came to the phone again, and after saying hello to the boss, he grabbed the phone, "Son, son...... pressed Ye Xiaoqian's phone number"
After the phone rang a few times ......in a heartbeat, I heard a familiar voice like a sword stabbing from an ancient time.
“…… Hey, who? ”
"Are you Ye Xiaoqian?"
"yes, who are you?"
"I'm Xiao Yun!"
"Huh?! Is there anything wrong with you? ”
"Well, I want to ask you something?"
"What's the matter?"
"Half a year ago, did someone ask you something?"
"Asked me one thing six months ago? ......" Xiao Qian's mind suddenly heated, and the flush suddenly appeared on her face, "Yes, someone asked me, what's wrong?" ”
"What are you thinking about?" Xiao Yun didn't know why he asked like this.
……
When Xiao Qian heard this, she didn't answer, and then there was a long silence...... Time was racing by second, and it seemed that a sound could be heard, and the lights in the distance flickered as if the world was full of its afterglow......
"Shall we wait until we meet?" Xiao Qian finally spoke, "When are you free?" ”
"...... me? Maybe a month later! ”
"Didn't I tell you my address? Come by whenever you have time! ”
"Okay!"
"If it's okay, so be it!" ……
Xiao Yun put the phone on the phone again, as before; Paying money; Get away from the phone; Walk through the streets...... The difference is that his heart is much better than last time, last time and last time. However, he was never able to understand from beginning to end: what does Ye Xiaoqian's silence represent? What was the purpose of his last two sentences?
At this moment, he couldn't wait to turn himself into an arrow off the string, instantly come to her, and instantly pierce the window paper of suspense.
I don't know why, an unintentional joke from God cruelly shredded Xiao Yungang's sweet dream!
This shop originally allowed to ask for leave at will, but then I don't know which bad guy temporarily changed his decision, and clearly stipulated: Within one month, that is, before the holiday, no one is allowed to go home, to paraphrase the boss's words: If you want to, your grandmother's will hold it for me!
He had no choice but to disrupt the "careful calculation" calculation and start over.
Later, he was afraid of what would happen, so he called Xiaoqian every once in a while, but it was either his mother or her father who received it, and everything made him anxious, annoyed and helpless. His heart was very upset, confused and puzzled, but, while hoping for good luck, he still silently encouraged himself to persevere and persevere! ……
"Xiao Yun, what the hell are you doing there stupidly? Hurry up and clean the backyard for me, I don't know what I'm eating! ”
The deputy manager, Han Fatzi, suddenly came from where at some point, twitching his red face and roaring with the courage of a wild wolf! It's terrifying. Xiao Yun didn't squeak when he heard this, and hurriedly turned around and left.