The tears rolling down from the corners of Gu Jingchen's eyes soaked Qi Ran's skin. Since entering the Gu family at the age of 15, from the beginning of her name and in a household register, there are destined to be many ties between them.

The two lip flaps were just tightly pressed together, and there was no other movement, for a long time, Gu Jingchen let go of Qi Ran, looking at her eyebrows, it was no longer the immature and green face in his memory, but the person he was familiar with.

Gu Jingchen's pupils were flushed, and his fingertips gently rubbed the skin on Qi Ran's face, every inch was so beautiful that it made people's hearts pound.

Qi Ran didn't speak, she didn't know what to say, Gu Jingchen didn't speak, her eyes met, and she looked at each other silently.

"Ranran, why can't we go back?"

Gu Jingchen's voice was hoarse, a little hoarse, like crying, this was the first time Qi Ran saw Gu Jingchen crying in front of him, like a helpless child when he was on the verge of despair.

Qi Ran bit his lower lip tightly, they were wrong from the beginning, how could they go back to the time when they didn't know anything.

Once they were so wrong.

Qi Ran's heart ached, about the past, it was a past that could never heal the pain in his ears, and it was also a past that they could never truly let go.

Qi Ran's first love was Gu Jingchen, it was a relationship that no one could replace, and she loved Song Yi very much now, but it was completely different from the worship and dependence on Gu Jingchen when she was young, and that kind of relationship that could ignore life and death.

When he knew that the same blood flowed from the two people, Qi Ran's heart was tearing and painful, it was a kind of desperate despair, like being tricked by fate to the despair of not being able to survive but not to die.

Qi Ran closed his eyes and let tears flow down his face. "We were wrong in the beginning."

The fault is not to fall in love with someone you can't love.

It's the fault of loving someone you shouldn't love.

Gu Jingchen grabbed Qi Ran's shoulders and hugged the person hard, Qi Ran felt the trembling and coldness of his body, which was a manifestation when people were extremely insecure.

The harder he pushed, the more he exposed the panic in his heart.

"Ranran, I never treated you as a sister!"

Gu Jingchen said word by word, every word was so clear, and his solemn appearance made Qi Ran even more distressed.

This is not the first time Qi Ran has heard Gu Jingchen say such things, compared to the hysteria and anger last time, Gu Jingchen's tone now is almost trembling and pleading.

Qi Ran is not the same, I hope that there is no relationship between them, there is no blood, but after all, it is just hope, and it will not become a reality.

They can't go back.

"Ranran, shall we go back together?"

Gu Jingchen's head rested on Qi Ran's shoulder, and his voice was very soft, "Let's not care about anyone, don't care about anything, we're here, the same as before, okay?" ”

Qi Ran was trapped in the memories of the past, and all the memories of getting along day and night came to mind, and it took a long time for Qi Ran to calm down, Gu Jingchen's mood was unstable, and she couldn't and couldn't be sober.

How could they go back in time, at an age when they didn't know anything, and continue to make mistakes? Even if they ignore the world's eyes, the moral conscience in their hearts will be condemned, and there can only be family affection between them.

But thinking of Shen Zhiyun's vague words, she knew that she couldn't go toe-to-toe with Gu Jingchen now, that would stimulate Gu Jingchen and only make the relationship between the two of them more stiff.

Sometimes, even Qi Ran herself hates herself, she is always indecisive and forward-looking, but she is unwilling to hurt anyone around her, not to mention that this person is still Gu Jingchen.

"Me and Song Yi, if you can only live one, who do you choose?"

Qi Ran squinted his eyes and fell into deep thought.

Qi Ran didn't expect that one day he would face such a problem, and this question was as meaningless as his wife and mother choosing to save one, today came out of Gu Jingchen's mouth, his gaze was so serious, Qi Ran pursed his lips and looked at Gu Jingchen, "I choose to die with you." ”

After a long while, Qi Ran said solemnly.

She didn't want to answer such a question, because there was no such possibility, even if there were, she couldn't make a choice, both of them were the most important people in her life, no matter who they were, they were more important than their own lives, so how could she choose.

Gu Jingchen looked at Qi Ran in a slight daze, his stunned face gradually turned angry, his eyes were still red, but now they were bloodshot, and there was a frightening chill all over his body.

Gu Jingchen stood up straight, stood in front of Qi Ran, and looked at her condescendingly, Qi Ran clearly looked at the hand on his side, clenched into a fist, "You are in your heart after all, you still think Song Yi is more important than me, right?" ”

People say that a woman's mind is difficult to guess, but now Qi Ran realizes how difficult it is to understand when a man is unreasonable.

She didn't know how to tell Gu Jingchen at all, her true thoughts, in fact, even Qi Ran herself didn't know how to express it.

Gu Jingchen and Song Yi, in Qi Ran's mind, cannot be compared, one is a relative, the other is a lover, how do you want her to choose?

Regarding the past with Gu Jingchen, it was too unforgettable, and it had long been deeply rooted in the bone marrow, and she couldn't forget it at all.

Qi Ran shook her head, she really didn't know, she couldn't watch either of the two of them die, even if it was hypothetical, she didn't dare to think about it, such a thing was too terrifying for her.

"You keep saying that you will never forget me in this life, you will only love me alone in this life, Qi Ran, I believe it, why did you forget!?"

Gu Jingchen was very angry, almost to the point of being unreasonable, and every one of his denunciations was like cutting her flesh with a knife, grinning in pain.

Gu Jingchen grabbed Qi Ran's wrist, looked at the deep and shallow scar on it, and seemed to be sneering, "I knew you would fall in love with someone else, I would rather die when you made the first cut!" ”

Boom, Qi Ran only felt that this sentence hit her directly like five thunderbolts, Qi Ran only felt that her ears were numb for a while, and she looked at Gu Jingchen in disbelief, what was he talking about?

The tears in Qi Ran's eyes blurred her eyes, making her unable to see Gu Jingchen's face clearly, why it was not cold indoors, but she felt that the cold was pressing.

Did that sentence just come out of Gu Jingchen's mouth?

"Gu Jingchen, are you still you?"

Qi Ran's tone was so flat that it made people chill.

Gu Jingchen didn't speak, and there was silence in the room again.

After a long time, Qi Ran got up and walked out, his steps were very urgent, and his intention was obviously to leave.

Gu Jingchen, who hadn't taken two steps out, was caught by Gu Jingchen, although Gu Jingchen's physique was far from being stronger than at the beginning, but he was still a man after all, Qi Ran had no way to break away from her, and Qi Ran didn't dare to really use force, her subconscious was still afraid that she would hurt Gu Jingchen.

"I won't let you go to Song Yi."

Gu Jingchen roared, the green tendons on his neck protruded, clearly visible, it seemed that he was really angry, Qi Ran looked at the unreasonable Gu Jingchen, his heart was completely torn apart, and the blood flowed like a river, "Brother, are you okay to wake up?" ”

Even if there was no Song Yi's appearance, it would be impossible for them to go back, and the blood gap between them could not be crossed no matter what.

Gu Jingchen can not care, she can't not care.

Qi Ran's voice, "Brother", once again stimulated Gu Jingchen, and the last thing he liked was to hear Qi Ran call him that.

He never wanted a sister. "Qi Ran, you can't love anyone but me!"

Gu Jingchen's voice was a little hoarse and a little shaky.

Qi Ran used some strength, took advantage of his unpreparedness, struggled away, and ran directly to the door without any thought.

"Ahh

Running in such a hurry that Qi Ran forgot that there were several steps at the door, and the whole person fell down directly.

At that moment, all the quarrels between her and Gu Jingchen turned blank in an instant, and there was a sharp pain in her ankle, and she almost heard the sound of her own bones shattering. Kneeling directly on the floor, Qi Ran didn't recover from the pain for a long time.

Gu Jingchen immediately panicked, Qi Ran was caught off guard by this fall.

Gu Jingchen half-knelt on the ground, knelt in front of Qi Ran, directly rolled up Qi Ran's trouser legs, and saw the broken skin on her knees. Scooping the man up from the floor, he picked him up horizontally, walked to the sofa, and expertly found a bottle of potion from the drawer under the coffee table.

"Where did the fall hurt?" Gu Jingchen was very nervous, frowning and asking worriedly.

Qi Ran stared at her ankle, unable to speak in pain, her little face was miserable and pale, Gu Jingchen hugged the person to her knees, carefully checked her already red and swollen ankles with her hands, and breathed a sigh of relief after making sure that it was not misaligned.

Gu Jingchen picked up the potion, rubbed the potion in the palm of his hand, and then put it on Qi Ran's leg, rubbing it back and forth, his eyes fell on the red and swollen ankles seriously and reverently, and the expression on his face was faint, "Don't run around these days." ”

Gu Jingchen was as if nothing had happened between him and Qi Ran in this room just now, and such an attitude made Qi Ran uncomfortable.

He obviously wanted to run away, but now he was sitting on Gu Jingchen's lap, and after realizing that something was wrong, Qi Ran immediately struggled, but he was clenched by Gu Jingchen behind him, and he couldn't move.

The reason why he was able to break free from Gu Jingchen's shackles just now was because he was not paying attention, and now it is almost impossible to break free.

"Don't have the idea of running away, Ranran, you can't escape."

The expression on Gu Jingchen's face was very strange, obviously he couldn't see any emotion, but it made people shudder.