Chapter 384: There will be no time in the future
When Zhuang Peng woke up, it was already bright, but the curtains were drawn tightly, and the light was very soft, not dazzling at all. Zhuang Peng saw a glass of water on the bedside table, which was a straw cup couple model bought by Xiaoxiang, and he hated naivety and never used it. But now Zhuang Peng's mouth is dry, this cup is a little naΓ―ve, but it is very big, and it quenches his thirst in one cup. The water is mixed with honey, and the sweet taste is sweet from the mouth to the heart. After Zhuang Peng drank the honey water, the corners of his mouth turned up slightly, and he went to the bathroom to take a bath contentedly.
Zhuang Peng really drank too much yesterday, and his head still hurt a little after taking a shower. He changed into his lounge clothes, rubbed his forehead, and went downstairs. The living room was very quiet, Zhuang Peng looked at the table clock - two o'clock in the afternoon, usually at this time Xiao Heng just woke up and wanted to drink water and eat fruit.
"Young Master, do you want to have lunch?" The housekeeper asked respectfully.
"Hmm." Zhuang Peng nodded and sat down at the table. He was used to seeing Xiao Heng running around at home, and he was still a little unaccustomed to the sudden quiet, "What about Xiao Heng?" Still sleeping? β
"Miss went out with the little master in the morning, and she didn't come back for lunch." The butler put Zhuang Peng's lunch on the table.
"Where?" Xiaoxiang usually doesn't take Xiaoheng out to play for so long, and eighty percent of them are looking for Jing Xin.
"Miss didn't say anything." The housekeeper replied, "Just let the kitchen prepare some lily and mung bean porridge for you to wake up and eat."
"Hmm." Zhuang Peng drank the porridge and felt much more comfortable in his stomach.
He first went to the study to deal with the work, and then held an impromptu video conference. Zhuang Peng came out of the study, it was almost six o'clock, and the nanny said that Xiaoxiang and Xiaoheng had not come back yet. Zhuang Peng frowned, took out the phone and called Xiaoxiang. The phone did work, but no one answered. Zhuang Peng continued to talk on the phone while walking to the bedroom, planning to change his clothes to pick them up, is this a game that can't find a home......
Zhuang Peng walked into the bedroom, and finally figured out why no one answered the phone, Xiaoxiang's mobile phone was placed on the second floor of the coffee table, and he didn't have it with him at all. Zhuang Peng picked up Xiaoxiang's mobile phone, this girl is getting more and more lost. Zhuang Peng shook his head, Xiaoxiang always said that he was a dead star without a mobile phone, and this mobile phone had been thrown at home all day, why didn't he hurry back.
Zhuang Peng saw a white paper folded in half under the mobile phone, because the coffee table was black, so the paper looked particularly bald, Zhuang Peng subconsciously picked up the paper and opened it, and when he saw the words on it, his head exploded. It was the first time Zhuang Peng read a handwritten letter, a whole page, the handwriting was not good-looking, but it was clean and neat.
Zhuang Peng:
In fact, I want to say these things to you personally, but I am stupid and can't say well, or I am yelled at by you, and I can't say anything I want to say. I thought about it for a long time, and I felt that it was time to leave. I once read a book in which the person said, "I want lots and lots of love." If there is no love, then it will take a lot of money. β
I think this standard is especially suitable for women like me. But, believe it or not, from the first day I decided to be with you, I didn't want a lot of money, I just wanted a lot of love.
I know you may think I'm being hypocritical, and I think I'm not doing it enough. I have tried to persuade myself not to be stupid, but if I do, I can't persuade him. I can really understand you, you are a person who does great things, and this kind of thing is not something in your heart, even if it is not optional, it does not occupy much place. So, you think you've given me so much love, almost all of it. But that's not enough for me. Changing places, I stand in your position, and I also think that a woman like me is too much to inch in.
I don't know what kind of existence I am in your heart, maybe you just 'need' a lover like me, to stay at home honestly, and whenever you come back, there is someone in the house to make you feel less lonely. However, I will not accuse you and mess with you like my wife. But this is 'need', not 'love'. I just want 'love'.
I thought about it for a long time, and finally decided to follow what we had agreed at the beginning - there would be no marriage, no children, and the rest would be with me. I don't want to get married, and the children are taken away, and the rest ...... Nothing else, I'm gone.
I really don't mean to blame you, in this world, except for my mother, you are the best person to me. I'm grateful for everything you've done. Life is like this, we can share sorrows, but we may not be able to share joys. As life gets better and better, people become greedy and begin to covet things that they can't touch. So I chose to pull out in time, I was already inflated, and if I didn't do it, I would have to blow up. After all, you're the one I've ever liked, and I don't want you to see me ugly and greedy.
Let's just get together and disperse, we are not all the way at all, and don't just go all the way. You also know my situation, I think that people like me, even if you marry a hundred times, the bride will not be me. I'm definitely not arrogant, I'm really unworthy. People always like to tell Cinderella stories, and I used to believe that. When I told my son the story that day, I watched it again. Cinderella is a nobleman with good roots, but she was abused by her stepmother and sister. I'm just a grass and wood person, and I don't touch the edge of the nobility at all.
You have your great career, and you need to have a wealthy daughter as a wife, just like Miss Huo. I also feel tired, so I want to live a small life in a plain way, and I don't want to be torn apart by the main room at every turn.
So, I wish you a flying day! Let's say goodbye, there will be no time in the future!
Zhuang Peng felt a little cold, as if the wind from all directions had poured into his body, making him shudder. He didn't know how Xiaoxiang knew about Huo Jinyu, but she must have been extremely disappointed, so she would resolutely tell him 'There will be no time in the future'. He had his plans, but he wasn't going to sell his marriage again. Yes, he himself knows that he won't, but it doesn't mean that Xiaoxiang also knows. He will marry her, but it will take a little time to prepare, he doesn't like to write blank checks, and he doesn't want to show his helplessness, telling Xiaoxiang to wait a little longer. Zhuang Peng thought that when the time was right, he would take her directly to the Civil Affairs Bureau to register.
However, Xiaoxiang felt that she couldn't wait for that day, so she left. Zhuang Peng sighed, maybe it was really the wrong method he used, if he showed her the result first, she would definitely have the courage to wait. I've been waiting for a few years, and I won't care about a few months.
Zhuang Peng folded the letter written by Xiaoxiang to him and put it in a drawer, changed his clothes and rushed downstairs with the car keys. Zhuang Peng went to the apartment they lived in first, and Xiaoxiang was not there at all. There was a layer of floating dust on the floor of the apartment, and no one had come back for a long time. Zhuang Peng knew that Xiaoxiang actually had very few friends, and now he wanted to find someone to ask where Xiaoxiang was, but he didn't know who to look for.
Zhuang Peng arranged for someone to find Xiaoxiang's car, and at the same time rushed back to Feiyuan and parked the car in front of Qiao Yichen's villa. He knew that Xiaoxiang wanted to mess around, so he would be the first to ask Jing Xin for help. Jing Xin is smart and has a lot of resources in his hands. But Jing Xin is now in confinement, and Xiaoxiang is so nervous about Jing Xin's body, she may not dare to alarm her.
Zhuang Peng called Qiao Yichen and asked when Xiaoxiang last saw Jing Xin. Qiao Yichen knew that something must have happened Zhuang Peng to ask this, so he told him seriously: "I took Xiao Heng to play the morning before yesterday, and went to the Golden Rose with my sister-in-law to eat at noon, Xiao Heng stayed with me, and you took it back in the afternoon...... What's wrong? β
"Do you know, did she call Xin Xin, or send a message or something?" Zhuang Peng continued to look for clues.
"It shouldn't be, Xin Xin is in confinement, playing with her mobile phone is not good for her eyes, I confiscated her mobile phone and ipad, I basically know when she uses it." Qiao Yichen said confirmingly.
"Good ......" Zhuang Peng knew that he couldn't mess up now, his head was running rapidly, and his mouth was subconsciously muttering, "Golden Rose...... Golden Rose ...... "Zhuang Peng suddenly realized that the day before yesterday, he didn't happen to have dinner with Huo Jinyu and Mrs. Huo at noon!" Zhuang Peng rubbed his forehead, Xiaoxiang must have seen them in the restaurant, no wonder she asked herself yesterday morning if she had something to tell her. What did she think he was saying? Do you want to marry Huo Jinyu?
With Zhuang Peng's understanding of Xiaoxiang, she will ask for an explanation in front of the gong when she encounters anything. Maybe I really don't know Xiaoxiang very well, and I don't know if she will be quiet. Leaving with great fanfare is a temptation, and it is silent to really leave, not even a farewell. Zhuang Peng sighed, did she really want to leave this time?
"Second brother?" Qiao Yichen called several times before Zhuang Peng answered, and Qiao Yichen asked again, "What happened?" β
"Xiaoxiang is gone......" Zhuang Peng sighed.
"Ah......" Qiao Yichen pouted, "I told you a long time ago, when the wedding will be held can be discussed again, first pull the certificate, you have to do it in one step, now it's okay, you are going to be in place, people don't play with you......"
"If you just say cool things, I'll hang up the phone." Zhuang Peng couldn't look down on Qiao Yichen and Jing Xin's sneaking to Germany to register, marriage should be a fair and honest thing. However, although Qiao Yichen was gloating, his words were right, before he was in place, the person ran away.
"I'll help you keep an eye on Dian Xinxin's mobile phone, without my wife's help, your wife can't run far." Qiao Yichen was sure that if Xiaoxiang really ran away, he would also contact Jing Xin.
"Thank you." Zhuang Peng gritted his teeth and thanked him.
"I'll send someone to help you find it again, let's go down." Qiao Yichen tapped his finger on the table, "As long as it wasn't arranged by Xin Xin, it would definitely be found within three days, now there is surveillance everywhere, and public transportation is buying tickets in real names, where can I go......"
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