My heart tingled, I felt as if the slap had hit me in the face, and the more I saw her laugh at me, the more guilty I felt, and the more embarrassed I felt embarrassed. %d7%cf%d3%c4%b8%f3 what the hell should I do.

I felt that God was torturing me, and the pain in my heart made me unable to breathe. I opened my mouth and kissed Qin Xiaoyou, tears instantly blurred my eyes, I was already out of proportion, and I didn't know what to do.

The contrast between my body and my heart made me go crazy, Qin Xiaoyou hugged me tightly, and I grabbed her shoulders. Pushing her away and shaking her head, she said, "Don't do it again, do you want me to die?" ”

"I don't want you to die, never, but I don't want to suppress the thoughts in my heart. You can not accept me, you can pretend not to love me, I can understand it, I don't feel wrong, but why do you want a strange man to chase me. Don't you think you're excessive? ”

Qin Xiaoyou cried and said, "Don't think I can't see your intentions, your friend likes me, I don't hate him, but it doesn't mean that I love him." You know what I think in my heart, you hurt my heart, my heart hurts so badly, the man I love so much wants to give me to another man, am I really hard to hate? ”

Looking at Qin Xiaoyou's crying red eyes, as well as the face that was red by me, I shook my head and said, "I don't know, don't say it, it's okay or not, some things are doomed, you and I can't change them, you know what I'm for." ”

"I know but you don't know, I'm not related to you, if my mother doesn't marry your father, we can fall in love, sometimes I hate my mother so much, why should I marry your father, she got happiness, but ruined my happiness."

Qin Xiaoyou looked at me stubbornly and said: "I thought at first that my feelings for you were just because of living together, but I later found out that it was not like that, if it was really like that, why did I feel jealous when I saw you with other girls, I knew it was because I loved you, I have always loved you, but I didn't dare to say it, I was afraid that you would laugh at me, laugh at me for not being a girl enough, I am an airport, not a woman at all." ”

"Don't say it, I don't want to hear it, I beg you not to do this, okay, I already have a girlfriend."

I grabbed Qin Xiaoyou's shoulders and shook her body, she shook her head and said: "No, I'm going to say, it's uncomfortable to hold it in your heart, don't think I don't know, you are also very uncomfortable in your heart, you suppress your inner thoughts because of the relationship between my mother and your father, but my mother is my mother, and your father is your father, you have to distinguish whether the relationship is good or not, and it is not you who can't figure it out." ”

"We can't communicate, I can't talk to you, and I don't want to talk to you anymore."

My heart is a little shaken, if it goes on like this, I'm afraid that I will really be persuaded by Xiaoyou, and I can't shake my decision.

"You lie, you know very well in your heart, you just pretend that you don't know anything, I'm just your honorary sister, in fact, we are nothing, we can fall in love, we can even get married, the law allows us to do this, you are making excuses for your cowardice."

I had nothing to say about what Qin Xiaoyou said, I nodded and said: "I am a coward emotionally, I admit that I don't have the courage to accept you, I already have a girlfriend, and you also know the relationship between me and Zhang Qianqian, my father and your mother have agreed, we are going to get married and have children in the future, you will only ruin yourself in this way." ”

"Excuse, there is a relationship between you and Fan Qingyu, you also have a relationship with Chen Meili, and even you and Sister Siqi have hugged each other, I know all of this, I know it all, why can't I be counted as one, isn't our relationship for so many years not as good as those people you have just known for more than half a year?"

I was speechless for what Qin Xiaoyou said, I grabbed my head, thinking about the days I spent with Qin Xiaoyou over the years, I felt that my relationship with her should be the deepest, we have experienced too many things together, I squatted on the ground and grabbed my hair, a little decadent.

"Xiaoyou, feelings and love are not the same, I only have feelings with you, not love."

Qin Xiaoyou shook his head and said, "You are talking nonsense, you tell me what love is?" ”

I don't know how to answer this question, and I can't say what love is, the word seems to be a vague thing from the beginning.

I love you, and these three people always feel so vague and ridiculous.

"There is no love in this world at all, even if there is, no one will say it clearly, but I know that there are feelings in this world, this thing exists, I think you Zhang Qianqian did not come together because of love, it was because of feelings, but you are because of the two words of love that are empty and beautiful, erasing the feelings between me and you, I don't believe in any love at all, nor do I believe in love at first sight, those are all hypocritical words, but feelings are true, and feelings are also true, You think that Zhang Qianqian and I have a deeper relationship with you, and I feel more for you, you tell me. ”

Qin Xiaoyou's words seemed to be brainwashing me, to say that what she said really made some sense, compared with Zhang Qianqian, Qin Xiaoyou and I have been together for the longest time and have the deepest feelings.

"Xiaoyou, you are a little emotional now, I don't want to talk to you, wait for us to calm down and talk about this matter, I believe in love, I will not betray Qianqian, I will not fall in love with you, I only had feelings with you before and there is no love, and there will never be in the future."

After I finished speaking, Qin Xiaoyou nodded with a smile and said, "Okay, if you don't love me, then I'll love others, don't you like me to be with that old pig, I'll call now and ask him to open the room, and I'll go over to sleep with him, so you should be satisfied, right?" ”

After Qin Xiaoyou finished speaking, he walked out of the room wearing a windbreaker jacket, I stood up with a big mouth, grabbed Qin Xiaoyou's shoulder and said, "Are you crazy, I just think that the old pig is good, and he will definitely be devoted to you, but I didn't ask you to open a room with him." ”

"You feel good, that's definitely good, we will definitely love each other very much, so I'm not reserved, I don't hesitate, I'll listen to you and be good with him now, be his girlfriend, if you really think so in your heart, you should be happy, you should laugh happily, but why are you crying, tell me why?"

Qin Xiaoyou's questioning launched a deadly attack on me like a cannonball, this series of questions, I don't know how to answer, I was dizzy when asked.

"If you also like the old pig, I don't object to you dating, but you are still a minor child, you can't go to open a house with the old pig, do you know that this is not right, it will affect your physical development." Tai Zong's younger brother.

"But if we fall in love, we will be together, don't you really want us to love each other? Since you are willing to see that scene, I will fulfill you, you think we are progressing too fast, then you can hold hands first according to the speed of progress you said, you feel good, you can kiss, you think we are mature, we will sleep together, you think he will give me happiness, I will be his woman and sleep with him, so you are satisfied, right? ”

"If you really like the old pig, I don't object to the two of you, but if you don't."

As soon as I finished speaking, Qin Xiaoyou clenched her little fist and punched me in the mouth, she gritted her teeth and cried and said: "No if, I just want to ask you, do you want me to marry him, do you want me to love him, I will ask you this now, you don't change the topic, don't say if, I don't want to hear those words, I just want to ask you, do you want me to love her, I will marry him and have children in the future?" ”

"I, I."

I stuttered a little, Qin Xiaoyou's small fist punched me in the chest, she grabbed my shoulder and said, "If you don't speak, I'll take you as a default, I'll go find your friend, but kiss first, go to bed while sleeping, and give you a minute to answer my question." ”

I looked at the watch hanging on the wall, my whole heart was beating faster, my head was messed up, my heart was also up and down, I kept asking myself, is that really the idea?

I feel it, but when I think of Qin Xiaoyou and Lao Zhu together, getting married, sleeping, and even having children, I feel very painful and uncomfortable when I think of those pictures, and this minute will pass immediately.

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