I don't forget when it started, and Yuri returned to this habit. However, when she was a trainee, Yuri learned this way. It works, and when you want to avoid something, you don't have to have music. Putting on headphones is also just a formality. Show that she doesn't want to communicate.

Until one time, a few people around her, because she was wearing headphones, thought she couldn't hear, so they said a few words. And the object of the conversation is a trainee who no one knows is very close to her. Say bad things about her, say all kinds of bad things about her.

At that time, the incident was sudden, and she couldn't seem to avoid it for a while. I can't choose what to do. Do you take off your headphones and refute them, or continue to pretend that you can't hear them with headphones. She wasn't afraid of anything, but if she really took off her headphones and let others know that she could still hear them, then it didn't seem to be useful anymore.

Just when she hesitated, a few people around her just changed their clothes and left without staying long. And not long after, the trainee who had a good relationship with her had also left the company. I didn't be able to say a few words for her, but I just blindly avoided it, which became a big regret that Yuri has been hiding.

Since then, Yuri has not used this seemingly clever but actually stupid method. But unconsciously, she actually used it again today. She wasn't sure if Lin Yun'er, the smart little belly, and Lee Soon-gyu, who had always been very thoughtful, would see through her move. But one thing is certain, the two should realize that Yuri's reaction is somewhat out of shape.

That's right. Members have this kind of time, after all, there are nine members, and this is not a math problem, and the total number of resources is divided by nine and then distributed. Everyone always comforts themselves with the theory that popularity is divided into seasons, and tries to maintain a balance with the members, and the same goes for Yuri.

But now, Yuri feels that she is becoming more and more unable to calm down, which has led to a little abnormal behavior today.

Weishenme will be like this? Yuri looked at the book on the table at this time. She wants to review for the university entrance examination, but she has limited time and has no thoughts now.

Lee Soon-gyu's popularity has increased since the identities of Moon Yeong-woo and Lee so-young were revealed. There are naturally criticisms, but by understanding her experience before her debut and her own abilities, most of the attention slowly began to turn into love.

Now it is firmly in the second echelon, and is expected to hit the most popular ranks. That's what she cares about the most. Not jealousy, of course, but care. From the early days of his debut to the present, only Lee Soon-gyu's popularity has changed the most.

Kim Taeyeon and Lim Yoona have always been very popular. After Tiffany's smiling eyes and cute image. The popularity is not low either. This is accepted by all members. She didn't know what the other popular members thought, but she cared about it.

She always felt that in the group, she was behind these three people, secretly consolidating and trying to sprint in. However, inexplicably, Lee Soon-gyu broke through the position behind her, because the identities of the president's daughter and Moon Ye-woo's closest relatives were exposed, and they suddenly rushed to the position in front of her.

Naturally, she was squeezed to the back again. This contrast has not yet been adapted. After the release of this album, Jessica's popularity skyrocketed, and the image of blonde hair coupled with the popularity of "Cold Noodles" even suppressed the ranking of the overall mini album when she was young. All made Jessica rush to the top three in an instant.

It's just that she had a premonition that Jessica would definitely rush up. Anti is rice, too, and attention is more important than popularity. Before and after the Black Sea, she uploaded a photo with Toshin and SJ members on her personal homepage. Attention has now turned into popularity. Her appearance and personal abilities, it is impossible not to be popular.

Since then, Yuri's ranking has regressed. It's already the sixth degree. Even the second echelon can't get in. How could she still be calm? This also caused her to not even be able to hide at this time.

But Yuri won't wait silently. She's been thinking of a way. She just didn't want to know, and when she thought about it, she was shocked, and she found that she didn't have much to do to reverse it all except that she didn't have a chance. In the combination, she found herself in such an awkward position.

Although he and Tiffany work together as an MC in the music center, Tiffany has always been a cute smiling image, which is enough to attract people. But what about Yuri? What's there? The reason she has always had the confidence to move forward is that she feels that she is not bad.

The short body is not a defect, otherwise the perennial one of the most popular people is not the short-body captain Kim Taeyeon? Now Lee Soon-gyu, a shorter one, has also come up. But after all, it's better to be a little taller, Yuri feels that 1.67 meters is enough.

And not only the height, but also the figure is also very good. She practices yoga and focuses on taking care of her figure and health. Looks pretty good, right? In addition to being a little black, there are also figure-eight patterns. But it's also cute when you laugh, and it's also gorgeous when you're indifferent.

Needless to say, dancing is her strongest point. The sense of variety is also okay. However, after reconsidering, Yuri realized that there was nothing about her own. is not short in height, but there are Cui Xiuying and Xu Xian and even Lin Yun'er who are taller.

Pretty looks, that's not to mention. In front of Lim Yoon-a, Jessica is also cold, and Kim Tae-yeon's cute convulsions make women can't help but hold them in their arms and take a bite. The rest will not be much inferior to her.

Dancing is strong, but Kim Hyo-yeon is stronger. Singing itself is not good, this does not need to be compared. Cute and cute? There's Tiffany.

variety show, with Lee Soon-gyu and Choi so-young.

She's good at everything, but she has the same members in everything. And zuihou's zuihou counts the characteristic of omnipotence. And Jessica is superior. Yuri is beautiful, dances well, has a good figure, but Jessica is even more beautiful, dancing is not bad, her figure is the golden ratio of leg length, and the most important thing is that singing is also one of the lead singers.

It can be calculated from this that Yuri has no obvious attraction in terms of appearance, personality and variety shows.

The more I think about it, the more upset I become, and the more upset I feel, the more I think about it. I've been suppressing negative emotions.,Comfort yourself with the itinerary of working with Tiffany on MC at MBC Music Center.,At this time, the shackles of suppressing emotions were instantly broken.。

It's a very realistic kind.

variety show, Wen Yangyou's show. The fate of his youth seems to have been mixed with him from his debut. Not only in terms of emotion, but also the ups and downs of popularity and career are all related to him. Even now and then, can it already affect an individual's popularity?

Don't talk about that. Let's just talk about this variety show. With just a few words, Yuri heard what kind of role the program team was looking for. can only be chosen in such a general trend combination when you are young, traditional likable characters, cute, docile and beautiful, everything you do is very good and standard, not jumping out, and a strong sense of affinity and substitution.

Indeed, if Yuri is allowed to choose, she may also feel that Lin Yun'er is the most suitable. Popularity, appearance. These two points alone are sufficient. And Yuri has always known that Lin Yuna's sense of artistry and eloquence are also very good, but her own popularity and appearance don't need her to show too much, so it is logical to keep a low profile and give other members a chance.

That's the point.

You don't need such a trip anymore, it's so hard and tiring, and it won't help you much. Of little consequence. But. weishenme not me? I can do better, I'm not bad in all aspects of my appearance, and most importantly, where I'm at this point. I needed such an itinerary to change my current situation.

Yes, that's the point.

It's also the reason why Yuri's emotions are suddenly a little out of control.

Only by constantly engaging in activities can we continue to have the opportunity to show ourselves. Yuri has been hiding it, putting on headphones to make Lee Soon-gyu and Lim Yoona think that she is in a mood. It is because she learned that as the two kept talking about this show, she found that this show was very suitable for her, especially for a lifesaver to solve her current situation.

The conventional approach is no longer the case. Because she is in the group, she has become more and more passive as the popularity of other members gradually grows and is recognized. If she can't break through again, she will be completely left behind, and she will never be able to get out from there. MBC Music Center MC, traditional variety shows like "hellobaby", it no longer makes more sense for her to join.

"Undefeated Youth" is very novel to the audience, and for her, real life in the countryside is the best way for her to break through her status quo. The most important thing is that it would be great if she could play the role positioning of Lin Yuner set by the program team. Because that's definitely not a marginal role, but a main person.

The identity is there, the status is there, and the broadcast is guaranteed. She just has to put in 100 percent effort, no, 200 percent. As long as I am given this opportunity, I will definitely work hard.

"Boom", the sound of sudden thunder outside the window, woke up Yuri, who was a little excited. At some point, it started to rain in the sky.

Yuri came back to her senses, came to the window and looked at the gloomy weather and the passers-by walking with umbrellas on the street, gradually calmed down, and looked out the window in a daze.

Sure enough, everything is just my own thoughts. If you really want to do it, it will be much easier for you to live.

The company will never be transferred because of your personal will. It will not be arranged according to your preferences and needs. The hungry starved to death, and the propagated survived. Is this still rare? For Lin Yun'er, the dispensable itinerary is a lifesaver for Yuri. But the reason why Lin Yun'er doesn't care is because she is popular.

If it is popular, some people like it, and if they like it, some people will compete to invite them to make programs, shoot advertisers, and act in TV series. If you are not popular but want to be popular, if you want to develop, you have to wait for the opportunity, and you can't win it.

Exhaling, Yuri sat silently at her desk, turned on the lamp, picked up her textbook and looked at it slowly. She was calm, as if the negative emotions were gone for a moment.

Anyway, it wasn't the first time, and Yuri quietly began to review her homework. Before and after her debut, she had already understood one thing. In this society, there are fewer and fewer things that require your opinion to decide, even if they are relevant to you.

arranging for you to participate in variety shows and commercial performances does not need to ask for your opinion. You just have to go and catch the trip. The costume is sponsored by you, and you don't need to ask for your opinion, you just need to put it on so that you don't get dirty. To release an album for you or you, you don't need to ask for your opinion on what songs and dances, you just need to record and practice dances.

Even participating in variety shows, what you have to say, there are lines and setting norms. To soothe her emotions, Yuri left her reveries behind. At this time, she has completely given up, it is impossible to get, and thinking too much will only make herself sad. She needed, and had even learned, to adapt to all of this.

Let's wait for ice cream at night. Go back to Yuri, who doesn't think too much about it in the past, at least know how to hide yourself. Whether it's ambition or desire to win. It's better to say and think than to do, can't do it, what's the point of thinking too much and saying too much? It only adds to the troubles.

Not this time, maybe later? It's always going to be my turn, relying on that guy to help, and after the guitar is thrown away and crushed, there's no reason at this point. Pulling the corners of her mouth, Yuri took a breath and smiled. In fact, even if he has a guitar, he is useless, he saved the youth who had been silent for nine months, and he helped Lee Soon-gyu increase his exposure and transform into popularity.

He and Lin Yuner filmed a TV series, and the scandal between the two has not been broken. Lin Yun'er has become more concerned and recognized. He sang "Cold Noodles" with Jessica and recorded variety shows together, and Jessica's popularity is now catching up. He and Tiffany have also had scandals, and Tiffany has always been popular.

Shaking her head, Yuri didn't know what she wanted to do. She is confident that she is not a character who likes to rely on anyone to help. Especially when he was young, he had so many ties, and it was right to choose Lin Yuner this time.

There is no friendship with other members, Kim Taeyeon, Lee Soon-gyu, Jessica, Tiffany, or even Lim Yoona. If you say that you have to learn to face everything, put it all aside now and don't think about it.

At least I still have something to do, and at least, college can decide on my own and work hard to do it. Calming down, Yuri began to review. I really didn't think about anything else, not to deceive myself, but to really be.

Because this is not the first time she channeled her emotions, she has long been used to this kind of self-adjustment, it will not be the first time, and it will definitely not be Zuihou once. Don't think too much, just accept everything indifferently, don't even need it, treat it as if everything has never happened.

(The third watch is coming.) Thank you to the people who voted for the Dream of Fighting Stars and clicked on the favorites. Bow and salute, sprinkle wolf black. zzang。 O(∩_∩)O)(To be continued......)