Chapter 17: No matter what happens in the future, I will always be with you
Xia Nuo sorted out his emotions and took a deep breath to continue, the two of them sat side by side and looked at the sea, blowing the sea breeze, Han Yu listened to Xia Nuo's past very carefully......
"I met Cheng Xiang when I was a freshman in high school, at that time it was Cheng Xiang who took the initiative to pursue me, at that time I was picked up and dropped off from school every day, and I was very good to me, and then I was moved by his true feelings so I agreed to date him, we have been together for 3 years, this is my first love so I invested all my emotions, except for my first night did not give him, I almost gave him all my best things, we got along very sweetly in the first year, like glue, But don't think about the next two years, I think he became cold to me, I didn't think much about it, I thought that the love period was over, it was like this, I didn't doubt him, or I was good to him as always, for him, I learned to cook, and I made all kinds of dishes I liked to eat for him every day, my family didn't agree with the two of us, I ran away from home because of him, and even had to break up with my parents,
Xia Nuo's tears fell as she spoke, and Han Yu's heart ached as she looked at her tears. Xia Nuo choked twice and continued......
"But what did I get in the end, my best friend has been with Cheng Xiang for two years, I don't know at all, you say I'm stupid, if I hadn't seen them both naked in bed by me once, I was still in the dark, at that time I was blinded, all my thoughts were lost, I had an idea at that time, I didn't want to live anymore, I tasted what heartache was for the first time, I finally came out of this pain, why did you say why did he appear in front of me, and he came to hurt me, Why, what did you say I did wrong, my best friend robbed my boyfriend, you said I didn't deserve it, how ridiculous, snorted coldly, hehe, I used to tell her everything I was with my boyfriend without reservation, I didn't know that she also liked him, so I snatched him away from me like that, hehe, you said I deserved it or not, it was all self-inflicted, and all of a sudden my boyfriend was gone, and my girlfriend broke up. So I think what kind of friendship, love, in my eyes is all bullshit, only family affection is the most reliable,"
"Am I embarrassed, I said I wouldn't cry, and the tears fell uncontrollably." Xia Nuo felt that he had said it and felt empty in his heart, but it was much easier all of a sudden, and the pain that had accumulated for many years suddenly became clear. Xia Nuo slowly stood up, opened his hands as if he was about to fly, looked at the vast sea in front of him, let the sea breeze blow his hair a little messy, dried the tears on his face, shouted twice, his mood was not so painful all of a sudden, he was not so sad, he finally let go of the past relationship, and even his hatred for Cheng Xiang was let go, and it was much easier all of a sudden.......
After listening to Xia Nuo's past, Han Yu felt that this woman was really too fragile and needed someone to protect her, and he was even more distressed in his heart, and he was really entangled in his heart, and he didn't know how to comfort her.
Han Yu looked at Xia Nuo's back, his heart was also aching, he slowly stood up and hugged Xia Nuo from behind, he wanted to give her some comfort and hugged her tightly, Xia Nuo was startled by Han Yu's actions at first, and before he could react, Han Yu couldn't help kissing Xia Nuo's body on the lips, Xia Nuo's eyes widened at first, and then he kept struggling, pushing Han Yu, but women don't have the strength of men after all, because they have been crying for so long, and now they have no strength at all, let Han Yu kiss lingeringly, and his heartbeat is getting worse and stronger, The wheezing is also getting heavier. His cheeks were red to the base of his ears, and when the two of them kissed and felt that his breath was about to suffocate, Han Yu let go of Xia Nuo. Both of them gasped, and Xia Nuo came back to his senses from the deep kiss just now, "What are you doing, are you sick, why are you kissing me and taking advantage of me," Xia Nuo pointed at Han Yu, and his voice was mixed with anger.
Han Yu didn't know what was wrong with him, why he couldn't help kissing her so much, and looked at Xia Nuo very affectionately but stammered a little, "That, I see you are so sad, so I don't know how to comfort you, so I ......"
"Hey, how can there be a reason to comfort people and have to kiss others, then you, if you see a girl sad, you use this method." Xia Nuo was still very annoyed, "What kind of reason is this, after taking advantage of others, find such a bad excuse." What a person. ”
"That, no, you're the first person to have this treatment, and I'm not good at kissing everyone." Han Yu didn't know what he was saying incoherently. The brain is now disillusioned by this woman.
"Alright, alright, don't dwell on this issue, I should have been bitten by mosquitoes." Xia Nuo looked at Han Yu impatiently,
Han Yu thought to himself, "What was bitten by a mosquito, cut, I really took it as a mosquito, okay, no matter how I say it, I took advantage of it, just be a mosquito for a while, it's not bad", Han Yu was still happy in his heart.
"Well, for the sake of fairness, I'll tell you about my past, but we all have to keep it a secret from each other, and you can't tell anyone." Han Yu looked at Xia Nuo very solemnly,
"Okay, okay, I can say nothing to anyone," Xia Nuo was successfully aroused by Han Yu's interest, and looked at Han Yu very seriously and expectantly,
Both of them were lying on the soft sand looking at the stars in the sky, feeling the sea breeze blowing through the two of them, and in a blink of an eye it was already dark. None of them expected that there would be a person not far away who would take pictures of them being so close together......
Han Yu reminisced about the kiss just now and felt very sweet in his heart, and he couldn't help but show a good-looking smile on his face, even if he was with Xiang Na before, he had never felt so sweet and relaxed.
Xia Nuo gently touched the lips that had been kissed by Han Yu just now with his fingers, feeling that there was still the taste of Han Yu on it, and he felt that his heart was also beautiful, and he couldn't say what he felt, but then he thought that he couldn't be stupid anymore, everyone had a girlfriend, he couldn't become a third party scolded by people like Xiao Ya, and he couldn't be hurt again, absolutely not, now his heart is dead, and he can't open his heart easily. It must not be ......
Han Yu thought for a while and slowly spoke, "Xiang Na and I are actually an arranged marriage between our parents, because of the family's business dealings, I was very opposed at first, but there was no way, for the sake of the family business, I could only sacrifice my personal feelings, at first I didn't like Xiang Na at all, and then because Xiang Na has been pestering me, she is also obedient to me, she has been pursuing me for me, and she is also very good to me, and then gradually I don't hate her very much, maybe I was also moved by her sincerity, and gradually opened my heart, Accept her, this is also my first love, so like you, once emotional, I put my heart into it, out of control, although we have been in love for six years, but the time together is only a few months, and then she in order to pursue her dreams, she resolutely chose to go to the United States for further study, so for the dream, abandoned our feelings, at that time I was the same as you, slumped, couldn't do anything, every day I poured myself unconscious, heartache, after a long time finally came out of the pain of the past, cheer up, but not long ago I heard that she was going back to China, my heart was still excited, it turned out that I still had feelings for her, and the emotions in the deepest part burst out all at once, I still can't forget her, but I don't know why, although I still have feelings, I can't get back the feeling I had before, I'm very confused now and don't know what to do. Han Yu felt that he had said all the things that were pressing in his heart at once, and his heart was much more relaxed all of a sudden.
Han Yu somehow the figures that appeared in his mind now were all Xia Nuo, and now his heart was suddenly confused, recalling all kinds of memories with Xia Nuo, he felt warm in his heart, and the corners of his mouth unconsciously rose with a beautiful arc. Turned his head and glanced at Xia Nuo who was lying on his side, "This woman, did you listen to what I said, she actually fell asleep, hey," Han Yu quietly looked at Xia Nuo's sleeping appearance, and gently put the broken hair in front of his ear behind his ear with his hand, looking at the delicate red lips, he had an urge to kiss it, and his cheeks turned red unconsciously, I really wanted to hold this woman in front of me tightly so that she would not be hurt in any way, and always protect her, (no matter what happens in the future, I will always be with you, protect you, and don't let anyone hurt you.) ...... )