Zhenzhen sat in front of Zhang Zijing's hospital bed. Red and swollen eyes.

Zhang Zijing had woken up before. There was a madness. In desperation, Song Guanzhai gave her a tranquilizer. She slowly fell asleep. But. It was as if she was having a nightmare. Hands frantically pushing away something. He shouted Vera's name out of his mouth. Tears slipped from the corners of her eyes. Constantly slipping down.

I really covered my mouth and cried bitterly. Just now. Zhang Shouyu came to the hospital to see her. Told her everything. She hadn't thought about it. Minglang will be Sister Zhenzhen. If you know it early. She wouldn't do this to her. She took away the happiness and maternal love that belonged to Sister Zhenzhen. And now it's taking her life again. She really feels like a broom star. I remembered seeing her in the garden of the hospital in between. She said that if the person who was going to donate bone marrow to her was sick. Powerless. What will happen to her. She said a lot of excessive things at the time. Now think about it, it was her morality who kidnapped Sister Zhen Zhen. She turned out to be terminally ill for a long time. She is the bone marrow that she donated to herself through pain. It is inconceivable that the needle that extracts the bone marrow is pierced into her body seven times in a row. How she endured it.

"Mom. I'm sorry. I hurt Sister Zhenzhen." She fell beside Zhang Zijing and cried bitterly.

Zhang Shouyu shed tears at the door. He didn't want to come in. He knows a lot of things that can't be blamed on Zhang Zijing. But. He can't control himself. In fact, Minglang has not been very deliberately hidden. At least when he knew. Ming Lang did not vehemently deny it. She did it so obviously. And Zhang Zijing, who is a mother. I was blinded by personal grudges. I can't see anything clearly.

He slowly turned and walked away. He's going to the grave of Minglang. Talk to Minglang well. He just recognized her. I haven't had time to get along yet. And she was gone. His heart sank into a great despair. This despair is like a huge whirlpool. Hold him tight. He couldn't break free. Even though I know that it is an extremely irrational thing to hurt my daughter like this. But. He didn't have a way to control himself.

Zhang Zijing has been crazy and crazy for two days in a row. When I woke up, I was making a fuss to find Minglang. When I fell asleep, I cried out to Zhen Zhen. The whole person is like crazy.

Take care of her in addition to Zhenzhen. And Qin Lan. Qin Lan learned Minglang's identity from Zhenzhen's mouth. It's also a few sighs. This thing. No one thought of it. In fact, it's no wonder that Zhang Zijing is there. Seeing Zhang Zijing's appearance. Think again. She also burst into tears. This thing. It's so unexpected.

Finally. this day. After Zhang Zijing woke up. Didn't go crazy anymore. Instead, lie quietly in bed. His face was as pale as paper. Just two days. She lost a lot of weight. The chin is pointed. What was once a bit rich is now pitifully thin. Look at it this way. Minglang is a little like her.

Really hold her hand. With tears in his eyes, he said hoarsely: "Mom. Don't be so sad. It hurts so much to see me."

Zhang Zijing slowly turned her head to look at Zhenzhen. There were no tears in the eyes. She just stared at Zhenzhen. And then. She said slowly, "That day. Why do you want to go into the water."

It's not a question. Even. Her voice was as soft as a feather. But. For the real thing. It was like thunder. The shock shattered her heart into powder. She hides her face. Tears oozed from between your fingers. She shook her head desperately. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Mom. Sorry ......"

Zhang Zijing shook her head. The voice was endlessly tired." No. Really. Mom doesn't blame you. I really don't blame you. It's not about you. You are a kind child. You want to save Zhen Yang. Your Sister Zhen Zhen is also a kind child. She knows you're mommy's sweetheart. So. She saves you. It's me. It's all me. Zhen Yang was right. I can save her. But. Then. A thought crossed my mind. She is the child of Liu Sujun and Mu Yi. I want her dead. I think. Although I later decided to save her. But. This thought has hindered my actions. Heaven can't forgive me. Heaven will not forgive a woman who is so selfish and jealous. Mu Yi didn't betray me. I don't believe Mu Yi. My stubbornness. Ruined my family. Right now. My obsession. My resentment. Killed my daughter."

Her voice didn't seem to be sad at all. Even. There is a kind of loneliness that sees through the world. Zhenzhen suddenly had a sense of foreboding. She took Zhang Zijing's hand. I don't know what to say. Just repeatedly, "No. I don't blame you either. I don't blame you either. It's just that God is too cruel."

Zhang Zijing smiled palely. Clapping real hands. Said: "Go. Help mom with discharge procedures. Mom has two things to do."

"Mom. What are you going to do. I'll do it for you. You have a good rest." It's as if I've matured all of a sudden. The previous childishness and innocence have faded from her face. Instead, there is a sense of maturity and steadiness and a faint sadness.

"No. These two things. Mom has to do it herself." Zhang Zijing slowly closed her eyes. The scene in the hospital garden that day comes to mind. She was in front of her grandfather. It's not the clear ones. Said she stole things. Said that she cheated money to have a big house to live in. She used all the vicious language to slander her daughter. Then. Her anger overshadowed reason. I didn't pay attention to what Ah Gong said. Now my mind is echoing with Ah Gong's pale defense that day: You are talking nonsense. You talk nonsense. You slandered my sister. You are talking nonsense......

Then. Ah Gong gave her a big hint. But. How small her heart is. I didn't even put that in it. And at the beginning. Zhen Yang told her. Ming Lang Ti in the request. One of them was to ask her to cook her a meal with her own hands. Then. She only felt that Ming Lang wanted to humiliate her. Why didn't she think about it? She's going to humiliate herself. There are a thousand ways to do it. There was no need to eat a meal she cooked.

Remembering that she had been to the house where Minglang lived. What a disgust she was. She said it was a kennel. And her daughter has always grown up in that environment. The old man must have given her all the favors. That's why she is so attached to him. Even. After his death. She lay down in a coffin and was buried. She was at that time. It must be desperate. She thought that the only people in the world who loved her were gone. She doesn't get warmth in herself. You can't get family affection. Even. When Zhen Yang wanted to marry her. She also said a lot of snarky things to hit her. unimaginable. She was at that time. How uncomfortable it should be.

Whether she admits it or not. The old man who raised her daughter. She was to death. It was she who took away her daughter's only attachment in this earthly world. So. She was so obligated to go with him.

And she. I owe the old man a thank you and sorry.

Bright. How sunny the name is. But. But she lives so melancholy. So sad. So shady. The name. Does it mean that she actually has a glimmer of hope in her heart? She wants a ray of sunshine to brighten up her gloomy life. But. At last. Did she get it.

I really see that although she doesn't cry or make trouble. But the whole person seemed to be immersed in a great sadness. Worried that she would do something stupid. So. Although she was discharged from the hospital according to her wishes. But after that, he guarded her every step of the way.

Zhenzhen called the driver and asked the driver to come to the hospital to pick them up. In the car. Zhang Zijing didn't say a word. Until I found out that the driver was heading home. Only then did she speak, "Don't go home. Take me to that urban village by the Pearl River."

"Chairman, what are you going to do over there. It's a mess over there." Driver's Road.

"Do as I say." Zhang Zijing said quietly.

Zhenzhen also said: "Go ahead. With you. It's fine."

The driver turned at the previous intersection as he was told. Went to an urban village.

She's only been here once. But she has a good memory. So I quickly found the house where Minglang once lived.

She took a look outside the yard. An old man walked out." Who are you looking for?"

"Can I go up and have a look?" Zhang Zijing asked.

The old man is exactly the charter man. He looked at Zhang Zijing." Who are you looking for on the second floor. I'll give you a shout."

"No need to shout. She's not at home. I just want to go in and have a look." Zhang Zijing said softly.

"Oh. You're at Lang's house. She hadn't been back in a long time. Before giving a year's rent. Now the house is empty. Waste. There you go. Her house is unlocked. There was nothing in that house. It's a pile of garbage. Raise rats and cockroaches." Fair charter.

Zhang Zijing's heart was sour. Tears almost fell. She hurried in. Walk through that dark and narrow staircase. And then. He stood at the door of the bright room for a while. Only then did he stretch out his slightly trembling hand. Push open the door.

A musty and rancid smell came to my face. I only took one breath. I couldn't help but bend down and retch.

Zhang Zijing didn't seem to smell it. Walked straight in.

Over here. It's where her daughter lives. A house full of garbage. There are dead rats on the ground. The corpse has decomposed. Lying on the dark and dirty ground.

There is a garbage basket next to the bed. She crouched down. Empty all the garbage. The garbage is already stinking. But she still wanted to find something from inside. Some information. When the man stood in front of her. She didn't cherish it. Now the people are gone. Even if it's a little bit of information. It's all very important to her.

She finds a wad of paper. Crumpled paper. She shuddered and opened. A few words were written on the paper. Word through paper back. It can be seen that when she wrote these words. What a lot of strength and what a sorrow.

"I don't owe you anything more."

Memories come through time and space. That. She stands standing. Ask her to donate bone marrow to Zhenzhen. While she's gone. She seemed to whisper a word behind her. I'm clear about this life. I don't owe you anything anymore.

Tears welled up in my eyes. My heart hurts like I've been pierced by thousands of needles. There is sharp pain.

She fell heavily to her knees. Hands on the edge of the bed. muttered, "You don't owe it to your mother. It's mom who owes you. Mom owes you your whole childhood. I owe you my whole life."