Chapter 40: Can't Stop
Pei Shuyi buried her head, bit her lip and stopped talking.
Pei Tingqing suddenly approached, she was startled, reflexively shrank back, but the back of her neck was easily supported by one of Pei Tingqing's palms, Pei Tingqing's dark eyes stared at her lips, and whispered her name, "Shuyi." ”
The scorching breath came to her face, and the moment she approached, the breath on his body covered her, like the supreme pleasure he gave during sex, Pei Shuyi was obsessed and fell into it, unable to withdraw from his side of the city, she clenched her fingers and closed her eyes uneasily, her black curly eyelashes trembled, casting a narrow shadow on her white eyelids.
Pei Tingqing's throat tightened, leaned over and put it next to Pei Shuyi's ear, his movements were intimate and ambiguous, but he said in an indifferent and mocking tone: "So why do you say that you are a goblin?" Because you always say something that makes people itch and do something to seduce people, so that at the beginning, I misunderstood that you also have feelings for me as men and women. On the night of Valentine's Day, if you hadn't given me the opportunity to sleep with you in my arms, how could I have had evil thoughts and gave you my first time as a man? ”
Pei Shuyi's shoulders trembled when she heard this, and her pupils widened slightly, did he vent on her in other ways that night? Thinking about it this way, the piece on her nightdress was not milk at all, it was clearly his things.
Pei Shuyi's face was suddenly red, and she ducked back, but Pei Tingqing grabbed her waist and pulled her back, and he said in a bewitching voice: "Pei Shuyi, in fact, you have liked me since the beginning, right?" It's just that you don't want to admit it, you've been running away from your feelings, and you've never dared to think about it. ”
"Later, based on your performance under me, I knew that you liked me more than you thought you would. So you tell me what to do so that you can see your feelings clearly? Pei Tingqing said more and more deeply, as if he was desperate and fell into madness, "How about I get injured again like I was in the peach blossom forest that day, or even make myself half dead?" ”
Pei Shuyi's face turned pale when she heard this, "You ........."
He still hadn't given up loving her, but he wasn't going to be as aggressive as before, and he was pushing her in another extremely crazy way of self-harm, and she was undeniably scared when she heard that.
Thinking of his various behaviors in the past, Pei Shuyi was really worried that his desperate character would hurt herself, Pei Shuyi grabbed Pei Tingqing's arm at once, and she smelled the smell of alcohol on his body under the skin touch, and estimated that he was hot again for a while.
Pei Shuyi bit her lip, "Big brother, since you have brought your girlfriend back, and you are almost decided, can you withdraw from our sinful deviant love?" ”
"Nope." Pei Tingqing shook his head, locked Pei Shuyi tightly, his gaze was blurred, "I can't pull it out, Pei Shuyi, I love you until death." ”
He is like this, when he is indifferent, it seems that he doesn't know you at all, but the next second he can become very enthusiastic, Pei Shuyi has always felt that he is a complex and contradictory combination.
"Big brother." Pei Shuyi wanted to say something more, but Pei Tingqing grabbed her wrist, pulled her into her chest suddenly, lowered his head and grabbed her lips hard, and swept and plundered her lips wantonly.
Pei Shuyi's eyes widened in shock, and she reached out to push Pei Tingqing's shoulder, "Don't, the eldest aunt is coming back soon........."
Pei Tingqing took the opportunity to press Pei Shuyi under him, buried his head in her neck, his hot kiss fell densely, and he gasped and said hoarsely: "No matter anyone else, I can't control Shuyi, I've been thinking about you every minute these days, I'm going crazy, you know?" ”
What if Huo Huiyuan noticed it?
He restrained himself for so long, what kind of torment and pain he experienced every day, and when he closed his eyes at night, as long as he thought of the picture of her under him, and recalled the feeling of being one with her, his heart became extremely hot and irrepressible, as if he had taken a stimulant.
But he had to hold back, forcing himself not to look for her, not to see her, this feeling was so torturous, he was supposed to raise his posture and hang her for a while, but from the morning when he went to pick her up from school, and from the moment he noticed that she was uncomfortable in the car, he surrendered again.
When he saw her crying and her weak and uncomfortable menstrual cramps, his heart hurt, and he couldn't ignore her at all, so he came to her room, took care of her, cared for her, and forced her to take medicine, so that he couldn't bear it anymore when he stayed with her for so long at the moment, and even he felt that he was crazy again.
How much does he really love her?
A single tear of her could easily capture him, make him crazy and desperate, he couldn't see her being wronged at all, she was sick, he wanted to bear it for her.
He admitted that in the relationship between the two, he was too humble, was it because of this that he would be trampled on by her and not cherish him?
These are not important, the most important thing is that he only wants Pei Shuyi as a woman, whether it is lowly or forcible robbery, he will do everything, just to be with her at all times and hold her in his arms.
Love is love, why restraint? He just showed her like crazy, even if the whole world knew that he Pei Tingqing was psychopathic and fell in love with his cousin, he didn't care.
Pei Tingqing kept kissing Pei Shuyi with his fiery lips, his palm stroked her softly curvy shoulder, and leaned inside, just wanting to taste her sweetness and beauty, but thinking that she didn't go to him last time, and the two of them were cousins who were related by blood, his heart throbbed for a while, and his tone was full of pain and despair, "Shuyi, I love you, I love you........."
"Big brother........." Pei Shuyi's face was as pale as paper, trembling all over, and there was only fear left in his heart, this was still in the Pei family, how could he be so impulsive?
Pei Tingqing ignored Pei Shuyi's resistance, forcibly imprisoned Pei Shuyi under him, ripped off her pajamas with both hands, and kissed her softness all the time, leaving a hot and humid imprint, his voice was vague, but he said fiercely, "Do you think that if I say that we are finished, I will let you go?" No way, this kind of talk is just talk. I gambled with myself and I lost to myself, but that doesn't mean I'm going to give up. Pei Shuyi, let me tell you, you don't want me to let you go, you won't for the rest of your life. ”
"Hmm........." Pei Shuyi only felt that the suppressed feelings were once again released under Pei Tingqing's fiery kiss, his gentle and affectionate confession and his surging affection, what woman in this world can resist a man like him?
At this time, Pei Shuyi only had one thought left in her mind——— she was as crazy as him, as confused and obsessed, no matter whether he had a girlfriend or not, regardless of their blood relationship, all morals, ethics, and beliefs were all thrown away, whether it was dirty or sinful, she went down desperately and fell into the abyss of hell.
Pei Shuyi pushed Pei Tingqing's chest weakly, but gradually turned into catering to him, holding his head buried in his chest with his arms, biting his lip to prevent himself from making a sound, only to hear his short and hoarse low laugh, sarcastic of her duplicity, but also full of pleasure, Pei Tingqing parted Pei Shuyi's legs with his knees, and rubbed the heat of his lower body on her delicate skin.
At this moment, Pei Tingqing's mobile phone on the bedside table vibrated "Zizi", which sounded very abrupt in the quiet room, Pei Tingqing's movements paused for a few seconds, Pei Shuyi suddenly woke up like an empowering and pushed Pei Tingqing away.
She sat up all of a sudden, raised her arm and was about to throw Pei Tingqing's face, but seeing that his face was calm and did not dodge, her heart ached again, and finally withdrew her hand in a dejected manner, Pei Shuyi lowered her head, tears fell down in large numbers, and she choked up and said, "Big brother, since you have brought your girlfriend home, let's not do this, okay?" ”
She hates Pei Tingqing for pestering her, but she hates her own fall even more, so after all the calculations, she can't let him go, what position does she have to blame Pei Tingqing?
It's just that such endless entanglement is too tormenting to her, and it is too painful for her, since she doesn't have the courage to accompany him to mess around, she must cut through the mess quickly and give up as soon as possible.
Even if she chooses to be a brother and sister, but because she can't let go of each other, as he said, any of her behaviors are seducing him and making him misunderstand, since this is the case, then she can only leave his sight.
Pei Shuyi's fingers were clasped together, she looked up at Pei Tingqing, held back the tears in her eyes, and said clearly word by word: "I will go to Japan in about two months, and in these two months, we will not meet again." ”
Pei Tingqing's fists were clenched tightly, his chest shook violently, and he sat there with his lips pursed, locking Pei Shuyi's eyes, a faint bloodshot floated, and he was also full of pain.
She always pushes him away again every time he thinks he is one step closer, when there is infinite hope between them, and for him, heaven and hell depend entirely on her.
He thinks he is a possessive and controlling person, but the result is that a little girl controls his joys, sorrows, thoughts and actions, and happiness depends on her, and pain is also given by her, and he really loves to the point of becoming crazy and becoming a demon.
Pei Tingqing looked at her with such painful eyes, stabbing Pei Shuyi's heart like a knife, and she trembled and couldn't say any more.
Pei Tingqing suddenly pulled Pei Shuyi again at this time, lowered his head and bit her lip very hard, "Don't let me repeat it so many times, I won't let it go if I say it, I won't put it." Pei Shuyi, how you love it is your own business. You don't have a position to ask me, you can't control what I want to do. ”
Pei Shuyi was speechless for a moment.
He is too persistent, he only insists on his own, and he can't listen to any of her words at all, I really don't know if he is loved by a man who is so infatuated and must be loved by a man who is so infatuated, as long as he acts, is it her happiness or her calamity?
The mobile phone vibrated again, and Pei Tingqing let go of Pei Shuyi, and the housekeeper in the back said on the phone that Huo Huiyuan was coming back.
"I see." Pei Tingqing hung up the phone and calmed himself down, he sat at the head of the bed and divided the unopened pills one by one, and divided them into several small bags that were empty.
Under the light, his eyebrows and eyes were gentle, and his voice was still hoarse, "Don't take any more of the medicine that the female doctor prescribed to you in the morning." In the next three days, I will eat my newly bought, one pack at a time after each meal, and the Chinese medicine soup housekeeper will send it to you once a day, so I will eat something sweet if I am really afraid of bitterness. ”
Pei Shuyi sat on the big bed behind Pei Tingqing, burying her head and not speaking.
Pei Tingqing frowned, pursed his lips and turned around, "Did you hear that?" Again, do you believe that I came to your room in the middle of the night? ”
Pei Shuyi trembled, she couldn't resist, he was too domineering, she was not his opponent at all, Pei Shuyi had to bite her lip and respond, "Hmm." ”
"I'm going to go to another place in the next few days, you definitely don't want to go with me, don't force you, rest well at home, take care of yourself, don't go out if you have nothing to do." Pei Tingqing thought about it, and still reassured in a low voice: "My mother should have noticed something, but you don't have to be afraid, everything is still with me, I will protect you and not let you be hurt." ”
"Try to be smart yourself, don't do anything and be found out by her. For example, you can't run to my room to sleep at night because you miss me. ”
Pei Shuyi raised her head sharply and looked at Pei Tingqing, "How can I have it?" ”
"No?" Pei Tingqing raised his eyebrows, stretched out his palm to caress half of Pei Shuyi's face, and there was a smile in his dark eyes, "You can't admit it, the year I was abroad, when you came back on weekends, you basically stayed in my room, right?" Steward Fang reported to me. ”
Pei Shuyi bit her lip.
"He's my man and can be trusted." After Pei Tingqing finished speaking, he estimated that Huo Huiyuan was about to come back, he hugged Pei Shuyi's head and imprinted a kiss on her forehead, "Obedient Shuyi, I love you, don't run away anymore." ”
Pei Shuyi didn't respond, she was just so awkward, Pei Tingqing was used to it, and he didn't care about her attitude, he bent his arms and hugged her tightly in his arms, so hard that they were a little suffocated by each other.
His chin rubbed heavily against Pei Shuyi's head, and he said hoarsely, "I really want to be like this all the time." Shuyi, I am now 20 years old, and my whole goal in life in the future is you, and you are my end point on the road I have taken in my life, so please help me achieve this wish. ”
The love words are too beautiful, as deep as heartbreaking, so that she is difficult to ignore, Pei Shuyi wanted to cry, but she tried her best to hold back, after all, she still stretched out her arm and hugged Pei Tingqing's waist, buried her head in his chest, and closed her eyes weakly, she was in turmoil.
She has a hunch that she is about to be unable to hold on, and maybe it won't be long before she will be real and unhesitating to accompany him in this relationship.
Pei Tingqing's arm hugged Pei Shuyi harder, every time it seemed like she would disappear in the next second, eager to rub into his body, his lips kissed her soft hair again and again, and whispered, "Good night Shuyi." ”
Pei Shuyi let go of Pei Tingqing, he held her shoulders and let her lie back on the bed, said a few times that he wanted to go back to his own room, when he leaned over and stared at her in the light, he wanted to kiss her, hug her, and sleep with her, and finally Pei Tingqing sighed helplessly, pulled the quilt and covered Pei Shuyi, he got up and turned off the light, and walked out.
Fortunately, Huo Huiyuan has not come back, Pei Tingqing walked to the shower room of the bathroom and took off the clothes on his body, his perfect body was revealed, his chest was tight, his lower abdomen was firm and there was no excess fat, and then there was a clear mermaid line, and as expected, something in his lower body had already stood upright, Pei Tingqing leaned against the wall behind him, closed his eyes and held it with his hands.
In fact, it was the first time he used his hands, and he had suppressed it before, not letting himself care about Pei Shuyi, but he hadn't touched Pei Shuyi for a long time, and he had just almost released it in her legs, and at this moment he had to send it.
Pei Tingqing's mind is full of Pei Shuyi, with a smile and every move, she often looks at him aggrievedly with those black and pure eyes, or glares at him when she is unhappy, and cries like a coquettish kitten.
Cannot help doing something.
He wanted to be buried in her body all the time, and the moment he reached the peak, Pei Tingqing leaned back against the wall and exhaled freely, "Shuyi———"
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The next morning, when Pei Shuyi went downstairs for breakfast, she didn't see Pei Tingqing, she remembered Pei Tingqing's advice, and easily stopped knocking on Huo Huiyuan's side to inquire about Pei Tingqing's whereabouts.
It was Huo Huiyuan who took the initiative to mention Pei Tingqing's girlfriend to Pei Shuyi, and on the whole, Huo Huiyuan was quite satisfied, but because Meng Jing did not agree to get engaged so early on the grounds of the postgraduate entrance examination, the matter was delayed.
Pei Shuyi couldn't figure out what Pei Tingqing wanted to do, could it be that he got a girlfriend back on the surface to confuse the public, but still maintained a relationship with him behind the scenes? Or did Pei Ting clear her out of her, and indeed had an affair with another woman? But on the other hand, Pei Tingqing's various feelings for her could not make her question.
Never mind.
What's the use of wanting more? Now her mind should be on her studies, relying on her ability to get an admission letter from a university in Japan, and after leaving here, she won't be struggling all day long.
After breakfast, Pei Shuyi said hello to Huo Huiyuan, she first went upstairs to get medicine and books, and then asked Steward Fang to drive her to Pei Tingqing's private residence.
Pei Shuyi opened the door with the key and went into the living room, where a black piano was placed at some point, which looked like it had just been bought not long ago, which immediately amazed Pei Shuyi's sight.
She learns piano, naturally she also likes piano, walked over and sat on the piano bench, put her fingers down and played for a while, Pei Tingqing called, "Are you back to our residence?" ”
We........... It turned out that he regarded this place as his and hers' home, and Pei Shuyi responded, "Well, I saw a piano." ”